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Posted: 8/1/2009 9:47:29 PM | That was beautiful. Your such a wonderful mom. I too am a single parent and appreciate your heartfelt words.
Our children grow up so fast it's crazy.
We have to appreciate every minute we get to be with them.. | |
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Posted: 8/3/2009 6:48:52 AM | I want to see him,
I want to be with him,
I want to try with him,
I want to sigh with him,
I want to cry with him,
I want to be happy with him,
I want to be sappy with him,
I want to play with him,
I want to stay with him,
I want him to want me..... | |
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Posted: 8/3/2009 8:21:33 AM |          
   
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in dreams the touch
i miss so much
seems kinder,a searching soul
filled with integrity,a heart that is whole
think i'll wait for that heart
looking feels the hardest part
a brief incounter in time
can be a mountain to climb
all the laughs and the tears
are combined with the fears
if the lovin is great
this might just seal thier fate
when the butterflies take flight
logic might not be right
at this point all thats left is surrender................................... | |
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Posted: 8/3/2009 8:53:41 AM | Surrender seems simple enough
Whats needed is all the right stuff
love, laughter, passion
Can that be found in your mansion
The logic might not be right
But man.... I love those night flights
Into dreams of you
Lately it seems so few
Maybe I can catch a flight
on the wings of an eagle
Flying, soaring high
Making circles around you mind.....
I think it might be time
Wanta be mine?
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Posted: 8/4/2009 10:23:41 PM | He was singing at a local bar,
So, I didn't have to go too far,
He dedicated a song to me,
For all the room to see,
I knew the words to the song,
So,I decided to sing along,
His smile was so sweet,
As he kept the musical beat,
Were there other people there,
I didn't really care,
It was such a lovely night,
Everything felt so right,
It was so hard to go,
But this I now know,
That I would be back | |
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Posted: 8/6/2009 8:18:17 AM | The day of my birth,
Today I celebrate
It should be a joyous day
Of late, so many wonderful
Things have come my way
What I will miss the most
Is to hear the voice I had
So long ago come to trust
To talk to her everyday was a must
I'd give anything to speak to her again
She was not just my mother
She was my best friend.........
(miss you much mom)  | |
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Posted: 8/6/2009 5:33:29 PM | Ahh, a day at the beach,
From the desert it takes awhile to reach,
Oh, what fun,
A day in the sun,
The sand between your toes,
The nosekote on your nose,
The smell of coconut suntan lotion,
The water in perfect motion,
The scent of the ocean air,
Which is hard to compare,
Although it can be a bit overcast,
You want the day to last,
It's getting late,
The sky is getting dark above,
Oh, what a special day it was,
A day you spent with someone you love. | |
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Posted: 8/7/2009 9:02:44 AM | I wrote this some time ago when I was here before..........thought i,d bring back
Dream catcher,
thoughts of you running threw my head,
face not on the pillow,
not even time for bed,
Wish for time I once had with you,
when I was filled with hope,
this was when things where new,
my eyes no longer cry with tears,
inside I am inconsoulable,
how can my heart bleed like this , no wounds are visable to see,
this is the injury you substained to me.
ears that can hear your ever word,
none spoken for the longest time,
please tell me this is all a dream ,
I will awake youll be mine. | |
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Posted: 8/8/2009 10:30:48 PM | "Stripping"
(c) 2009 BearWoman2
Last night I got to live a fantasy
from a time when I was twenty and three,
or so. From so long ago. Anyways,
my fantasy was that upon a stage
(or on a bar if needs be--
after all, it was just a fantasy)
I would, while watched, strip and sway
to the beat of some pounding music.
Well, my bra was too tight,
I couldn't undo it myself;
got to show off my jugs anyway.
Could not go all bare, the law here declares
that panties be worn at all times.
Just a live audition, I got only one song
but, happily, the audience went along
and appeared to enjoy my desire to please.
All 330 pounds, dancing around,
not nearly as lithe as the regulars.
But my spirit I shared, and seems nobody cared
that an elephant danced on their stage.
For my three and a half minutes of fame
I've paid all today with the pain,
bed ridden for all of the day.
Professional now, they want me to bow
again as a "true" dancer next week.
Seven minutes (two songs) per set in earnest!
I'd love to do this, I must confess,
and I will try my best,
though one set may be all I have in me.
The oxygen debt from one song without rest
took a toll that I'd rather not pay.
In my twilight of life, I'll pay once more the price
before time takes away what I've left.
My body, not sound, in fact wheelchair bound
can still give me a few fleeting pleasures.
How odd it all seemed when compared with the dreams
of the young girls who dance, needing money.
For me it was spirit and soul,
yes, and sexuality, too.
Another chance to live freely.
The tips merely offers of gratitude.
For them, it's a job
to strip for the mob
the income for them a necessity.
What a difference there was in our attitudes. | |
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Posted: 8/9/2009 3:25:27 AM | the dance
when one dances from one's soul
with or without peeling off clothes
there's an energy that spreads rapidly
reaching and touching so deeply
an invisible force one can't see
except in the eyes and faces watching me
for I can see everybody is really happy
filled with the force and focus
of the dance
whether dancing our sexuality
or to african drums beating rapidly
there's a letting go with the dance
sometimes releasing into a trance
feeling its power enter one's body
surrendering the ego to dance wildly
for I can be a dancer
I can be the dance
where the dance is me
filling me fully
where joy is overflowing
with a lovely unknowing
of where it will take me | |
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Posted: 8/9/2009 4:36:22 AM | When you stand there before the crowd
when you hear them shout out loud
now you know the game's afoot
your mettle tested whilst they look
But do not when you look out there
think for one moment that they care
they will chat as you pass by with ease
but when you slip you do them please
your certain danger will them tease
if you fall down they strain to see
and if you survive this little mishap
you are greeted by disappointed clap
It is the dance, not the danced to
the dancer craves, when you make motion
as through the air you pave
you twist and turn
mark out a way
express the art and hope not to pay
and after when at them you stare
they turn away from accomplished glare | |
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Posted: 8/9/2009 6:45:25 AM | I take a sleeping pill,
To help me chill,
I Lay down on my bed,
Two pillows beneath my head,
I can't sleep,
My mind is in a race,
It is going at such a pace,
Thinking, thinking, thinking,
How was my yesterday,
How was today,
What will tomm be like,
I am trying to relax and get some sleep,
There is no reason for me to weep,
I have a happy life,
Litttle to no strife,
What am I missing,
I need someone to dream about,
Someone that makes me want to shout,
When I lay down at night,
And go to bed,
He will be holding me tight,
I will hear his sweet voice in my head,
I will know when I have found him,
I will finally have my pleasent dreams,
Both day and night,
And I will than sleep like a baby. | |
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Posted: 8/10/2009 9:00:32 AM | Depth of true meaning
Is but an individual thing
Each bringing forth
Ones own knowledge and feeling
Joining together....the likes of a bird's feathers
To create the unique
To take the time
To think..... | |
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Posted: 8/11/2009 5:36:11 AM | wow such beautiful writes on my thread...thank you ALL so much......grrrrrrrrrrr
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Posted: 8/12/2009 4:03:46 PM | one thing i've learn while living here
some sick souls out there that is clear
so self absorbed,a seething pit
you must believe i hate this sh*t
a kind heart's what i have to give
a nice safe place for it to live
thats what i need and want to share
i hope someday to see YOU there.................... | |
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Posted: 8/12/2009 6:46:25 PM | longing for a soul to bind to
just for this one lifetime, two
who share one life
through joy and strife
growing in love and
flowing as life's sands
each of us becoming more
because our hearts' doors
are open to experience.
In wisdom and in innocence,
take each step, easy or strained.
Soul's blossoming cannot be restrained.
So, Grizz et al, I wish for you
the wish I wish for myself, too.
A healthy, enduring love for you and me
and that we can be all we can be. | |
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Posted: 8/12/2009 6:59:21 PM | Grizz relax,
Unfortunately jerks are everywhere,
It's best to ignore them,
And not even care,
You are a nice guy,
So don't even try,
To figure them out,
To find out what they are all about. | |
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Posted: 8/13/2009 7:37:37 AM | while walking with my baby last eve
i shook my head my eyes decieve
the dog was sniffing,up in that tree
what happened next,a shock to me
when out of the joshua tree it lept
unvieling all of it's secert's kept
not sure of it's nature,or place to live
for just a moment a glance did give
was it snake, rabbit or even cat
we saw all three,it changed like that
a freaky sight to soil the undie
looked it up a Jaguarundi.........................................................maybe | |
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Posted: 8/13/2009 7:49:06 AM | | Holy S**T !!!!! | |
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Posted: 8/14/2009 10:49:36 AM | I think I want to be a tree
blowing in the wind effortlessly
no fears to be seen
only love for this tree  | |
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Posted: 8/14/2009 11:24:30 AM | thought this needed to be here again, just a reminder to a friend...
In the quiet of the night
When there is no light
Coming through windows and doors
I find myself walking the floor
Fighting the demons in my head
I long for the comfort of my bed
Inside my head the struggle is deep
Why can’t I get to sleep
Then the angel appears
Speaking so softly so clear
Telling me all will be well
Not to listen to the voices from hell
They do not foretell what the future will bring
And to let go of everything
Go back to sleep
And when the morning arises a friend will appear
His heart pure and his need dear
He will touch your soul
And then you can let go
Begin to feel, to want, to need again
Thanks for my friend | |
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Posted: 8/15/2009 7:05:11 AM | she tickles the lot
looks around to see what she's got
never to grasp and love one thing
in time a broken heart this will bring
in the mean time others are left on the block
when you say this to her,it gives her a shock
it's a question of soul
is yours empty or whole | |
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Posted: 8/15/2009 9:13:25 AM | oh hear me scream finally
no more tor tor tormention summer
escape from the evil clutches
away from the illusion of love
or anything close to that
out of the darkness of deciet and lies
to the freshness of an unplanned smile
or the twinkle of admiration that escapes from the eye
these cannot be faked or phonied
these come from the deepest part of human soul
the place where dreams are made............................................ | |
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Posted: 8/15/2009 10:52:33 AM | a question of whether
the soul is empty or whole
you ask her to love
something she can not hold
when asked if you would meet
her in the middle
all she gets in return is a riddle
knowing where she is
telling her what she'd miss
not waiting for an answer
just accusations
pity it is you can't see through the shit
there you go, fading into the mist....
you will forever be gone
this chapter is done | |
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Posted: 8/15/2009 4:13:36 PM | "An Offering of Unbroken Wings"
(c) 2009 BearWoman2
I offer love to that which I hold
in open palms, ungrasping.
I accept love given freely without strings,
be it brief or everlasting.
Let us twine only while we grow in love.
The dance not one of steady forward movement.
Each dance has its own rhythm and pace,
its own places of excitement and of rest.
Would I willingly give up such things
to keep an Eagle with broken wings?
Never. | |
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