| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/14/2008 9:03:01 PM | | thank you so much tropicalgrl1, I'm writing these things on the spot and posting them fresh from word pad. I'm actually going to the Springs tomorrow its a real place that I truly love, wish you could go too. I love your writings, they are beautiful too. | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/14/2008 9:22:10 PM | Tropical I'm glad you steppping up to handle the wheel. The rest of us lost it awhile ago. The Mariner's are down by two in the eighth. | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/14/2008 10:20:54 PM | Laxskiik She lays in silence Listening to the sounds Of the early morning The clock ticking The furnace humming.. Snuggled in her cocoon Of rumpled blankets Her mind is not at rest And she searches inside For her sanctuary There among the plants and ferns She wanders Feeling the softness Of the moss Beneath her feet Ahead, she sees the sunlight Streaming through the cedars Like ribbons It still amazes her How magical and alive The forest is in the early morn Above her Raven calls out In one of his many voices It reminds her Of the sound of water Falling into a pond The fragrance Of the ocean air Reaches her As she comes to an opening And walks out upon The sandy shore The tide is low And out to the north An eagle Circles in flight She waves at him Laxskiik Soaring and dipping Against the morning sky Her heart smiles She turns over And drifts off to sleep. | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/14/2008 11:06:45 PM | luvin' the thread eyes...and watcha gonna name the kitten anywayz?
Riding in silence windows down tunes tuned out for the evening mind tuned into believing that the air I breath is all I need for just a moment I didn't own it it owned me... and the muscles tense from what has happened since... finally let go loosened my grip on the steering wheel I didn't know that I had become so uptight and don't correct me if I'm right but the moon is the most beautiful friend that I know and it's with me wherever I go | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/15/2008 1:33:48 AM | Sometimes i forget how much of me is in and of my work how the simple things i do are as much a part of a reflexive response as any thought out stream of logic.... the flow of flow the crisis of nightly near panic as adenaline fuels the speed balancing the critical ,ER, OR , ICU .. a dance with a music of data making simple fluids tell their story, the break down of broken down seems dry til you realize ..each piece is part of a life and the people crying across the hall shouldn't have to remind you somehow the sound always does.... | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/15/2008 3:33:35 AM | Northern Spirit ~ thanks that was a great write, I looked up Laxskiik to see what it was, lol, looks like a really nice place, I'll try to check it out someday Salty~Thanks for coming, and thanks for the compliment. Your always welcome Transcend~Makes me happy that i get to work in the field : ) Someday maybe I'll be up there where you are, but for now we work out of mud puddles . . . when we're lucky. Nice write, thank you. Ash~You know i think your great, and i liked that one alot. i don't have a name for the kitten yet, couple few pop into mind - itchy - pain in the - stink - you have any suggestions? Visual ~ Thanks for coming by, and scratching yourself. How far did you get in Guitar Hero Hammy~Thanks for the write, I liked it just forgot to say something , liked it alot ok. Tropical~Great writing, thanks for coming around here, You are all always welcome | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/15/2008 9:27:41 AM | walking the sand water tickles my feet as the ebb and flow continues
bending down touch a shell wonder the life it has lived
kelp strewed up on shore a world of sandflies feeding
then i discover a piece of glass edges worn by the water and sand so smooth i'll put that one in my pocket | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/15/2008 10:13:00 AM | eyestothesky, I love the name of this thread. Laxskiik is one of the crests of my tribe of people.. ( Tsimshian), translation is eagle crest. My roots are from Lax kw'alaams. A place on the upper northwest coast of B.C in which I still consider home.
Awareness
Waves upon the shoreline feed my soul soothing present moment no thoughts grounded being breathe deep turn inwards a balm so magical, it fills me Imagine oneness, Infinite eternity. | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/15/2008 11:20:16 PM | slippery slopes
keep your mind together lest it be taken can't speak now i'm up in a minute only if you're lucky do you know what that means we can do this without speaking you see us standing and you saw us working and practicing and working to get here luck doesn't last as long as hard work, heart pushes all being clever doesn't last to much farther than highschool doesn't work at all unless you want to continue to be fooled the only thing that showing with your smart as s comments is how much that you don't know, were you foolish enough to think that i was the only one that you only had to take me? that i would walk out into the trap alone, or walk out can you see when you look in their eyes that they can see through you, that this game is only revealing you, with each curse i walk farther away from your side, that the lies come further into the light that this cosmic joke and your bullshyt will only get you so far. that the student won't surpass the teacher and that you're both full of shyt, and I'm not the only one who can see, look up and pretend, look up and pretend look up and pretend, look up and for how long will you pretend only fooling yourself slippery slope | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/15/2008 11:31:43 PM | slippery slope .... only goes as far as the brakes hit the skids and slide on in.... mama always said... you can't lose much skin.... mind is easy...love is hard! Skin makes it sadder... poetry makes it harder Kinda like a rufffff world... heh? Shit sucks .... when ya get older! lol  | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 5:46:13 AM | Meat for your eye
watching my brother crawl down the neck of a bottle till all that shows is his as$.. I saw that in the mirror once was all it took, ok thats a lie, the kind that gets pulled from your lips by a strong ego and a weak memory or both learning how many times it takes to be foolish isnt ever a count, its more accountable once you decide to be
ive seen myself letting selflessness slip into self serving while crashing into selfishness. there's an accident with more than one victim unfortunately few of them are strangers some even look like you in the light, a lot. who pays what cost is so seldom easy to untangle when the price is spread among years and tears and yet you know, if you think about it..you know.. does it matter enough to change anything
How we grow isnt some kind of esoteric mystery written by beings from another plane ..or boat we either figure out some small part of it or we slide down the wet spot to wherever the ignorant hide from the picture they paint just by living | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 10:46:20 AM | | Transcend ~ I liked that a lot. You're a well written, and thought out writer. its good to see that soomeone else see's that its not 'all a box of chocolatels' | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 2:04:15 PM |
How we grow isnt some kind of esoteric mystery written by beings from another plane ..or boat we either figure out some small part of it or we slide down the wet spot to wherever the ignorant hide from the picture they paint just by living
Transcend as always you get me in the gut…
I remember those times seeing his eyes, his red eyes, his red eyes medicated to the point of deafness I couldn’t find him and he couldn’t see me so blinded by the fog of chemical intoxication I couldn’t help him, couldn’t help him, couldn’t help him and my Grandmother’s lines keep ringing, ringing, ringing
“show me who you walk with and I’ll tell you who you are…”
and I was going down, down, deep down, deeply getting sucked in, getting sucked dry survival is sometimes a selfish thing but to get what I really needed I had to say it goodbye goodbye goodbye | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 3:04:26 PM | stepping stones in the ocean....
She flounders, slips, gasps for breath under the ocean waves Memories flicker, fade quickly She struggles to be.....
She closes her eyes to sleep She feels the stones beneath her feet
She steps one two three, She is free...
She survives the raging tides... The magical, mermaid life... | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 5:11:51 PM | just a repost
started out with a blank piece of paper drew a line, then another two blue streaks that would become the sky another hand showed up and began yellow handprints became the sun back and forth earth and sky were formed in those few short days a picket fence, a horse barn, and a dog grass, and sailing sea somewhere we left the paper, and began painting into each other somewhere we looked up and didn't look back down sometime during that you kissed me and kept on and i kissed back and kept on somewhere the whole world looked small and the dreams again looked like they could be somewhere the world started to feel real again and the every day became bearable to get your voice sometimes brush strength is outrageous and intoxicating and sometimes the tides try to tear the castles down realize that this is here the way it was built and it won't fall the painting's that are the ceiling's and wall 's still glow as fresh as the first day and the colors will pop out as the fumes die down | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 5:22:28 PM | repost
sitting in the grass you lay back against me and we watch the falls rain down
lying silent just feeling your skin against mine fall asleep in the grass under the sun
wake with you wrapped up in my arms in the mid afternoon, baked from the sun my breath on you neck,
wrapping you tighter and pulling you in kiss the back of your neck and fall asleep again | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 5:25:41 PM | Love Four
Tell me what your dreaming, under moon light, and streetlights, glow through the window, shadows fended off by candle flames, your head rests on your pillow, eyes illuminated with love, your smile is so peaceful, and I lay down next to you, my heart rests in this moment, tell me, can you feel me, as I breathe in, the warmth of your skin, cheek to cheek, along to kiss your shoulder, what dreams fill your mind a House, Children, the Sea, something I said, or Just this Night I lay back, and stare at the swirls on the ceiling, listen to the song on the radio,wondering what of tomorrow, what of tonight, Every inch of my body wants yours, my arm around yours, across your chest, in this night, and I keep drawing my lips, against your skin, along the middle of your back, to your hip, to the crease at the top of your leg, what dreams, fill your head this night, love, where is your tomorrow, can I come, tell me | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 5:26:43 PM | sometimes i stand naked exposed to the world my scars and sags and sin... why must i do that again and again? searching for deeper meaning connection a thread... mindlessly i lay bare in the cold air wondering... what in the hell am i doing | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 5:34:46 PM | Tropical ~ that was a most awesome write, thanks for putting it here! Truly ~ Welcome, thanks you, and come back soon Rose ~ What do you drink? It sounds like we have to cheer you up! | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 5:37:48 PM | Day Trip
a fifty foot section of sidewalk that we stumbled across a few blocks away from Quincy Market at first we didn't know why we were there a few steps, and a few more and it started to become clearer
started to read the notes, and the plaques, flowers
a couple of concrete blocks more and we stepped inside under different cirncumstances you could describe it as Beautiful but what do say next to a hundred thousand names etched in glass, just a consuming awe the Glass reached how high? Six Stories? Names about six inches each? wow, didn't expect to walk into that
We head off, a little more solemn 24 dollars, full tank, day in Boston, 8 hours left and 400 miles home
Where to? let's get on the subway, walk down the steps, get our tickets it'll be here in a minute gotta shake that from my mind a grin crosses my face low on funds, is it worth it? One Large Black
We get on, and the doors close feet take hold of the board move hips a little to get ready to catch this wave Hands, or No Hands? haven't been here befor One hand hanging on takes me off balance, so No Hands
hit Light Speed in about 6 seconds, on that Steel Board, Riding that Steel Wave! Hah, I'm Riding This One Out!
I look over to see the guy Sitting Below, Where I Stand Seems to be Questioning My Logic Hmm Cherry!
Maybe Your Right So, I open the lid, and embrace the Burn on my tongue. Close the lid, and continue My Ride
Two Stops, and Out Couple a Steps Down the Block and Into Cheers, Hey Where's Woody? | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 5:44:10 PM | repost-it note
cabin car quiet and away from the hectic pace of the train busboys, men, women, and little boys checking luggage "did i bring that, shaking sleeping husbands . . . . hey did I bring that" Hats pulled over eyes, grunting "I don't know baby look and see" junior runs by chasing his new friend with a water pistol and tommy walks out of the bathroom zipping his fly i take your hand, and pull you away squeezing by the meal cart and away from the others feel the smile that's in the air, that if anyone acknowledged then it would be gone. In all the commotion, everyone feels it as it fills the air, down the hall to the cabin i'm taking you with me leaning to kiss your lips no one is coming our eyes are open checking anyway kissing like you feel it in a dream the ones you remember and know you will that you don't want to stop outside the cabin car, against the door reach behind you, and slide the door open sign posted 'do not disturb', shade rolled down | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/16/2008 5:47:04 PM | moving sale
i'll tell you a secret when you're ready to go the paintings done full with pain suffering death fall and rise last night I wanted to tell you just how much it was you that I wanted to walk in with taken in by your scent my mouth could no longer speak breath and teeth drawing down your back full moon over us the memory of your humm and awe wash over me still picking you up from the grass and holding your rythm in my arms this morning for a moment let's be still when your ready my love bring your brushes and we'll add our names to this | |
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| stepping stones in the ocean . . . Posted: 6/17/2008 4:35:18 AM | delta river flows out to sea gently running thru the reeds sit and listen rustle of water squawk of the crane hum of crickets in the weeds dip my toe into the water a cold rush runs thru me no thoughts at all i am free | |
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