| ....food for thought....or not...help!! Posted: 11/21/2008 4:07:46 AM | Dear Mr. Moderator.....
Just wondering, as I've been known to do, and I'll make this a quick question for you for I know you have no extra time to put up with my mind....
I thank you for changing the name on my thread that's fast filling up with the poetry I've said, but now there seems to be a problem instead.... It's all still on page 1 and just does not want to quit.... an endless page and bottomless pit of my meanderings.... (full of stuff that I'm sure would make some....um...regurgitate:).....
So do you think it would be possible to move it along and urge it to change pages for me, for now even I can see trying to find anything in all those words is impossibly challenging and I feel quite the nerd for it seems what's now happening is really completely absurd!
Thanking you once again for your help, my fine friend. If you can please sort this out I'll give you a hug, from that all too open one who caught a bad bout of the writing bug.
p.s. oh my, got to edit!! Wow.... you are wonderful and so incredibly quick for even before getting my plea the page has finally turned, quite miraculously!! | |
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| ....food for thought....or not...help!! Posted: 11/21/2008 6:31:32 AM | There are times that are so good they will hold a place of honor on the mantel of my life Shining bright, a lovely light this is one of those times for me Though blurred by lack of sleep it's a small price to pay for new love is oh so sweet A tender rosebud blooms uniting my family As we make a place for her safe and secure we celebrate
Sorry I haven't visited your home before now, my writing time is herky jerky but I know you understand that. | |
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| sharing blessings from the heart..... Posted: 11/21/2008 1:04:05 PM | we celebrate.... and we share in your heartfelt celebration for its light shines so brightly everywhere....
for me, personally, it's been such a blessing to witness this with you and rosie
thank you so much, perfectly for everything, honestly, a helping sister here since I first wandered in....
was a scary place to swim in this vast ocean | |
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| sharing blessings from the heart..... Posted: 11/21/2008 2:44:38 PM | not going to paste too much more from before until someone checks to see that there really is a problem with page 1.... and then if something can be done for it's so excessively long it's quite clear to me something's wrong......
so in the meantime this was written today and I think it's one I'd like to bring home anyway......
written on grizz's thread 'I can be' I can be love but sometimes it doesn't show... Does it really take a lifetime for it to crystalize and grow? I'm getting on now in years and yet there are still tears that come so easily, especially when I see a romantic movie and they all find true love in just two hours.... and here am I....dare I say I still cry if I'm given flowers
So why does it hurt to feel my heart open? Could it be I'm confusing the tears I'm producing? Could it be tears are simply a reflection of the well of emotion coming in waves like the rise and fall of the ocean? Could it be I can be love and feel so wonderfully high and it's really ok that when I'm feeling love and the lack thereof I will cry | |
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| sharing blessings from the heart..... Posted: 11/21/2008 8:00:08 PM | written earlier this evening coming from the thread 'To John Lennon for Yoko and Sean...'
John Lennon...... This thread, for many reasons, brings tears to my eyes.... partly because I can see all points made and wish no one to judge, as I always advise.....
When John Lennon was alive and the Beatles thrived I was a teenager, young as I was, and it was one of my older brothers who brought them into my life.....
So in listening to his playing their songs over and over and over again I could hear they were trying to right some wrongs
Then, in college I transferred to NYU and it was there that I lived exactly three blocks over from John Lennon and Yoko too
No, I never did meet them in person or even see him walkin' the streets but I was there the day he was shot....
The day so many of us went into shock and dismay that the man who inspired us all to really consider peace and not war,
the man who wrote one of the most beautiful songs ever written.... the one who could really Imagine like no other
and then share it with so many millions, past, present and future..... Oh no, we have no right to judge anyone from our own projections onto them....
for it seems the Beatles were incredibly necessary for all and the timelessness of the truths they sang is obvious.....for it was truth then and it's truth now
I have few albums still in my life but my original Beatles White Album complete with those beautiful photos of each of them....
I will always have with me wherever I am.... along with my original All Things Must Pass album by George Harrison.....
perhaps he sensed what would happen with John after all | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/22/2008 11:29:58 AM | Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind! Love is the answer That everyone seeks.... Love is the language, Which every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery! | |
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| meanderings of the heart..... Posted: 11/22/2008 12:24:31 PM | thank you that was lovely
please feel free to share more from your heart or whatever other body part from which to start 
all are welcome here | |
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| meanderings of my heart..... Posted: 11/23/2008 6:32:37 AM | brought here from 'I can be', with humility...
wind you touched my heart again as your words swept through me touching both parts of me the child who was hurt and the adult who learned to let it be and use it to find the treasure in all we can be because eventually we must come to see we all have pain and suffering and learning not to blame or be too humbled by shame is perhaps the most important thing to forgiving humanity | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 7:51:23 AM | from last night's Last Line becomes First Line of 8 Line....
its hard to maintain that goal of world peace when my doubt takes hold and the grip of pain in my brain and heart start tearing me apart and dividing me from humanity
until I remember to breath and let it be until I can see it's not all up to me until I can finally relax and let me be free to trust it all will work out as it is meant to be
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 8:13:02 AM | pulled from this morning's Last Line, First Line, 8 line
finding more joy and fading chagrin to live more like children letting joy be your destiny and hearts and minds are open
for children are truly the essence of humanity they laugh, cry and run free reminding us how to be | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 8:14:26 AM | if i was to order some food for thought i'd start with a twinkle in her eyes........... one spot or perhaps a bright line from her wonderful mind a look just that way and i'll want to stay just maybe a touch of the gentlest kind to swirl my thoughts,and cloud up my mind however it is that my thoughts can be fed i'll be quite concerned that my heart has not bled | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 8:53:25 AM | it came to me driving this morning if i were to write what's true to sum up my thoughts of you it would be, my dear grizzly, like the bear shining above, your heart was clearly and unequivically made to love | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 10:09:27 AM | pulled from 'anna nimmidy's...just me'
When?
it keeps happening over and over and over again until when? when do we see our own beauty in all that we be? why do we think the falls are not necessary? when do we finally surrender those beliefs and let everything that unfolds which helps us touch our hearts and souls be that treasure chest we've been so afraid to open and more often close? | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 10:53:18 AM | ....again pulled in from anna nimiddy....
little one.....
come out little one or stay where you are know deep down you will not come to harm for when you sound the alarm from your heart, body or mind we will come running to help you from now on and not the other way around
come out little one or stay where you are for we can see you've travelled so far to go deep within and shed the curtain to find life's purpose and destiny for you and all humans too
come out little one or stay where you are for your days of wandering or hibernating and healing your scars have helped us all for your path is with ours when you dig deep down and reach for the stars | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 12:01:27 PM | floating in from First Line, Last Line (Part Deux)....
Sees It, as Life..... yes, my dearest who gives me laughter and sometimes speaks the clearest it's all the same game.... no matter what direction you think you're moving there's always a whole body of beings there with you standing behind or in front or maybe to your side might not see them but they're always there full of love and care.... really, it seems, more likely it's a full spectrum of energy connecting everybody..... moving in air, which is everywhere | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 1:18:53 PM | ahhh... food for thought because you see what i put in soon becomes me i think of things of wonder and fun sure enough my live has become.....
and then in times when things go wrong i focus on that it won't be long that i'm feeling unhappy and feeling blue then i remember what i have to do
i begin with gratitude for my life soon no longer i see such strife
and then i move to the serentiy prayer all of my questions are answered there
then finally or perhaps from the start i breathe in deeply and fill my heart releasing the air takes awhile but when i do it leaves a smile
so food for thought makes sense to me for it's the thougts that set me free...
(nice thread here weR1!!!) | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 2:31:24 PM | i love hearing what you say, rose how you think and what you know taking us all on your ride as you go you write from your heart and your mind and your soul and it's a real treat for me to see you here in this food for thought and meanderings of the heart kingdom giving us all some of your wisdom | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 7:14:39 PM | some hold a screwdriver and ceaselessly search for a screw others have handfuls of hammers cause a nail isnt the only place to fall taking apart is needed at times, we paint the surface with our feeble ways and laugh at ourselves dressed up like others hidden so well we once again get fooled by disguise energy driven and usually wasted fuel found in living ,spent on nothing nothing to show but dedicated to display peacocks without purpose or joy
Creation seems so far away ,impossible to know making it a god to worship fulfills only the need to pass the responsibility knowledge comes like juggling chainsaws satisfaction amid the damage from mistakes screams , yes there's that ..real or not sorting isnt more than avoiding the sight of survivors counting limbs,slowly standing is it charity to ask for improvement, steps ahead before falling behind no wonder illusion is accepted by those willing to win anything
before they limp away | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 7:48:46 PM | Thank you transcend. I will be chewing on your food for thought a long time before it is digested.
In looking for a poem I wrote about three years ago that I felt would follow your post well, I came across this post written in August not on a poetry thread, but a thread I started in one of the forums that has now been hidden, but accessible....
The Journey
Tonight is a full moon and the sky is clear...despite the fact that there was a severe weather watch announcement for another severe thunderstorm to come through tonight, like last night....but the sky is clear and the moon is bright. This morning the sun was shining and I went outside and walked down into an area that is in the woods, but cleared a little also. As I passed the statue of Quan Yin, I paid my respects to her and realized she is much smaller walking past her than when I kneel down to her level. But I pass her this time and see among the trees there is a large patch of sun hitting a bench and so I sit there, gratefully feeling the warmth of the sun on the cushion I am sitting on.
I look up to the sky and see the leaves of the trees, like green lace, surrounding the bright light of the sun and I realize all the trees are in a circle in this patch of the woods and they are all leaning towards the center.....it feels like a circle of protection. I look around them and let my eyes wander to one which is so gracefully standing there....being locusts most of them have very bendy bodies, gracefully growing upwards...beautiful gentle curves as they reach towards the sky. I lower my eyes and see in front of me are the exposed roots of one tree which had been blown over in storms from the wind and the rain and the roots seem an odd shape to me. I close my eyes to feel the warmth and just sit in this hermetic circle nature seems to have offered for me to come and just be. I relax. Not even ten seconds later I am bitten by a mosquito on the back of my calf, and feeling myself jump out of my reverie, I open my eyes again. I look around the circle and feel the beauty of the trees. I feel the wind and the breeze and I am listening and looking, gazing around the circle at the green and brown beauty, not sure why I was made to open my eyes again. My focus returns once more to the exposed roots in front of me from this tree and again I think it is odd how the roots have such a strange shape, lying on their side, sticking up in the air.
I wonder, what is it here that keeps me looking? And then I realize what I am looking at. There are two main roots facing upwards and one of them is the distinct shape of a woman facing sideways with her right arm broken off, so only an upper arm is there and it is raised. And on her shoulder is another root - a thick one that looks like a heavy piece of wood she is carrying on her shoulder. The way she is standing you can see how heavy the weight is on her. And I notice it is not balanced where she holds it, so most of it is behind her. Of course I know it is tree roots I am looking at, for it is obvious, but I also can't help but notice this uncanny wood sculpture formed naturally and quite clearly resembles what I can see from where I am sitting. I then look to see if the other main root sticking up could be anything also, and yes, it does seem to resemble the head of dog with its chin raised, very clearly looking up to the sky.... and the woman is looking down for she is carrying this heavy burden. I feel the wind rise and hear the gentle rustle of leaves and feel the warm breeze as I look at the trees. They are swaying in the wind, but not enough as to make their creaking sound they often do when it is very windy.
My focus returns once more to these tree roots and to this woman carrying this heavy burden....and I realize the end of the stick she is carrying is like a cartoon face of a very cheeky grin - like an eel with an eye and a long mouth grinning at the opposite end of where she is holding. (And no, no drugs were part of this journey :)....I wonder why would this burden be laughing and hiding a trickster like coyote at the end of it? Of course the woman doesn't realize this, for she is taking her burden very seriously and she can't see what's behind her. But there is no denying it - the burden is playing with her - it comes to me perhaps the weight she is carrying is not real, but an illusion and yet to her it is real.
I close my eyes and feel the breeze and I am thinking about the weight we carry, about our burdens. I think about how the animals look up to the moon and we look down to the ground as we move. I think about something a friend and I spoke of this morning about taking care of the hurt we bring to others by how we treat them....and about protection...and about trust. I think about three words I heard recently in a story about the quilt of life - responsibility, respect and humbleness.
Then it comes to me - we must heal the hurt in ourselves and each other. For it feels that is the burden we each carry. And it is putting us off balance and on some levels, it might be playing tricks on us and giving us illusions and not even be real.
I'm outside sitting with the trees and the breeze and it comes to me thinking about our hurting hearts and I realize within the word heart are the words hear and art..... and then the word hearth comes to me and I realize in it are the words hear and earth and art and ear and heart. I get these messages then - hear the earth - she speaks to us so deeply. And hear each other - for that will heal our hurts and hearts back to health......and, again, hear the earth, for that will heal her back to health too. Use our ears to hear and our art to heal.
As I walk back up the path towards the house I pay my respects to Quan Yin....the essence of compassion. | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/23/2008 9:18:05 PM | understanding is a blessing we win but the truth revealed isnt always comforting we need to separate what we did knowlingly from what leapt from ignorant actions what grew from selfish seeds, poorly planted living with what we know isnt a reason to forget but to accept and grow past our past
your journey shines and Im glad you shared such an enlightening vision once all the screen is clean simple seems so but getting there takes at least a life..well spent | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/24/2008 4:49:14 AM | transcend....thank you again for your post and for spelling it out for me this time.....
".....we need to separate what we did knowingly from what leapt from ignorant actions...." teaching us to pay attention for even the smallest things can bring learning and remembering who we are and why we are here...... our lives are our canvas our feelings the paint our actions the painter our soul and all that we are....the painting or so it seems to me in this moment
i have posted temporarily a photo caught of 'Root Woman' after she inspired the journey above.....too small here to really see, but it's there anyway for scrutiny if anyone wishes | |
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| ...food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/24/2008 7:35:08 AM | 'root woman' is now on profile 'stead of main pic before she gets noticed and bounced by the photo police :).....
so, as i was just reminded, there are more from before that i guess could be here.... but rather than post so many at once in your ear, (which apparently was the cause of my really excessive first page before), i'll try and keep them grouped in smaller clumps and, don't worry, there is nothing more about tree stumps! (:
First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) starting from 10/2/2008
Meaning in response to the above subject matter it's really what we do with all that's on our platter and to remember what we put out returns for we're always in a hall of mirrors and life always shows reflections whether we want them or not
If we wish to see who we are we need to come out of from being underground and take a look around for everywhere we look from the tiny insects to a babbling brook we are found
.................... 10/3/2008
And those we touch will know our name for we are not so different but really much more the same Which brings me back again to wherever I look whether at me or you inside or outside to the many or the few at the sky or on the ground really all around I am found But I have to look and not just keep my head in a book or even on the internet Of course connecting here has value and worth and touches the mind, soul and heart for writing is a real form of art Yet communication in real life is not something that can be taught without putting into practice For it is not a movie or game played like an actor or actress Unless you choose to always wear your masks and not let anyone see the real you But I fear we'd all be losing out then on the essence of being man and woman
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now is a free bird ready to fly and there's no answer so don't ask why to soar and glide with wings wide clarity and extra focus of eye
............. 10/4/2008
so I won't drool or something like cause a fright when she wakes in the middle of the night hoping to find some sensual delight for her gifts are what keep me alright
as mine are what she yearns for too if only the miles between us were few I know what I so want to do is to drop everything and come see you
for you are the light that brightens my night and leaves me wanting for more so if you come knocking at my door I will welcome you in with a kiss and a grin
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| ...food for thought....'relish the now....' Posted: 11/24/2008 8:03:21 AM | forced its way here from Last Line, First Line....written 10/4/08
'relish the now for its gone so fast' slipping quickly like the rest to the past what will it take for us to last? that is the eternal question
some say it's natural not to worry about our survival we've all been here before and returned for more that there is truth to reincarnation
even our beloved planet has been through a few cycles of living and dieing and living again perhaps the real resurrection
but right here right now honestly can't really see how if we keep up these abuses and all our excuses our world will keep turning and not start burning
the holes in our air are really a scare and rain forests? they're hardly there we keep chopping and cropping without a care and money is all that makes the world go round
one day we'll find it's just us and dead ground with no oxygen to keep us alive and then we''ll remember why the trees were so many we really needed them to survive
but it will be too late as it already is I fear the day draws near for we have sealed our fate from an unconscious and ignorant state | |
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| ...food for thought....or not.... Posted: 11/24/2008 9:10:03 AM | from First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) 10/5/2008
alive and living, there for the Thanks giving for gratitude fills me some days and others just seem to pass in a haze remembering the feeling of my smoking phase
the one vice that was way too nice to just give up for obvious reasons and so it came and went and came again all through my life and seasons
and then one day three years ago I felt a shift internally and permanently as if miraculously, God had decided for me no longer a smoker I would be
but the herbal variety? every once in a great while someone would give some to me and then, I would be carried back magically
to the times in my life I would stop all the rushing and forcing myself to live productively but to sit outside and breath and just be
it was then I'd feel free and get a real sense of unity it was then I'd stop doing and get down and play with the baby and know he loved me
................ 10/6/2008
they cant beat us, so what are we thinking? we're not even thinking we're sitting here eating and drinking and wondering when is our next fix coming through? we drive fancy cars and read about hollywood stars as if they were real but under their shields they are people too trying to survive in this crazy life just like me and you | |
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| ...food for thought....or not.... Posted: 11/24/2008 9:22:17 AM | Haiku....just a few... (again, last line, first line)... these written more recenty in time...in the last week or two....
going with the flow.. letting the rhythm take you to places beyond
his sweet face again recreated in his child family growing
genuinely pleased with descendents arrival love's huge miracles
With wide opened hands... reaching to hold another's hearts give and receive
when do we depart? soon as you open your heart and imagine......now!!
forging paths of growth holding a new born baby union sheds wisdom
abstract in motion life is 'Perpetual Change' Yes, all here again
head back howling night to see in one moment gold light shining on all
touched by deepest love combine body, mind and soul hearts opening wide
it's all relative! a beautiful family we all seem to be!
sense of mystery the man behind the curtain.... just like you and me
cupid's equation quite often two becomes one..... sometimes two makes three
added edit: and sometimes two makes four or more!! :)
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