| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/7/2009 10:51:39 PM | gathering more scattered round the shore.....
allow me to be me... who else could I be? if I try and be you won't you know, hopefully, I'm not being authentically me....
or at least I will know it's all for show and won't feel right, you know....
but, really, how can I be any other?
when I breathe it's my energy pumping through my body.... when I speak, it's my voice I hear.... when I listen, it can only be through my ears.... when I think, it is my brain reacting here.... when I dance, it's my body moving in air....
'allow me to be me' in all the nooks and crannies, as a young child or elderly granny..... I ask again...who else could I possibly be? is there someone foreign invading me?
I know, obviously, you do not mean it so literally.... you mean, perhaps, allow all of me to be.....
you mean, perhaps, please see me free of your subjectivity.... please see me free of your projections..... please see me free of your personality....
please try and see me for who I am as I will try and do the same....
and while I am being me I ask only that you also be you too.... genuinely and completely so I can see the essence of you.... so I can see your beauty
First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 7/4/2009 5 40 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/7/2009 10:52:43 PM | when you're going home all you want to do is run knowing you're finally finished with your initiation you've finally passed the earth school education proudly and humbly taking your place at graduation
this moment filled with mystification and welcome anticipation ecstasy filling you completely as you release your soul from body
First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 7/5/2009 7 24 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/7/2009 11:03:18 PM | LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 6/26/2009 4 37 PM
could change the view considerably if only we could all unite humanity and start to really care for our land, sea and air because it is completely and utterly wrapped up with our destiny if only.... if only....
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what love's flames abide stoke the fires that keep us alive stroke the embers that sometimes hide creating the state where love can thrive
for here we are by the fireside loving with passion overflowing inside escaping the crazy rollercoaster ride rising and falling like the ocean tide
.............. Posted: 6/27/2009 4 44 PM feel the pressure and heat of your hand holding mine feeling the emptiness of this moment this incredible sense of no time lost in the bliss of happiness sublime
feeling the heat of your hand holding mine the ocean reaches far out to the horizon where sky and water meet on a fine line as the sunset serenades us with colours divine
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rescinding any resistance i strongly requested assitance with perhaps a little too much persistance to help us focus the energy for it had become just too carefree the children were no longer happy people were starving and dying while a few lived just on their greed
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night or day just let me lay down in the long soft grass grown tall with so much rainfall a place we can be hidden and happy as the grown-ups get real snappy searching for you and me endlessly but here in our earthy green cave we can be invisible and act very brave
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why don't you take the day off? lie in the sun and we could scoff pink champagne by the glassfull.... or take a walk in the warm summer rain talking and feeling easy love again.... we could smell lilacs and roll in the grass down that long hill, you know that would thrill .... or maybe just sit here quietly keeping each other company
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feel the pressure and heat of your hand holding mine feeling the emptiness of this moment this incredible sense of no time lost in the bliss of happiness sublime
feeling the heat of your hand holding mine the ocean reaches far out to the horizon where sky and water meet on a fine line as the sunset serenades us with colours divine | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/7/2009 11:09:26 PM | LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 6/28/2009 5 09 AM
an escape i desire not for this is my world...this is my lot to be here with all the evil and rot to heal the land and re-plant my plot to try and help the needy....or not... to not get too angry and not go insane when i see the inhumanity with nothing to gain when i see that we mostly ignore the world's pain
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look to the inner truth, my dancer, for there, as you move, you'll find the answer to your question, or see the lesson....
just release and surrender to the energetic splendour then let your Spirit be like thunder connecting to all with total wonder....
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carries thoughtful seeds along the winding spiralled path listening and watching our only deeds being silently released of wrath
carries thoughtful seeds filling hearts with our real needs to unify all under these light endarkened skies then to heal the deep wounds of all our lies
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this is the greatest gift on Earth.... to be able to live in this universe for it nourishes and sustains us and blesses us from death through birth....
this is the greatest gift of Earth..... to be able to love for all we're worth we were given hearts that feel so deeply and souls that are filled with angels
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don't have to bail this way unless the ship is falling away sending us all into the bay to ride the wave this glorious day....
seeing beauty in the grey feeling sunlight anyway finding rainbow's ancient gaze her colours fill the misty haze.... ................ Posted: 7/3/2009 8 37 AM
all are equal who walk the land with fife and drum and marching band or apparently contemplating on one's own a meditative path, both 'all one' and alone....
all are equal who work the land who plant the soil, healing the earth by hand... our digging and polluting have so deeply abused now our beloved planet is bleeding and bruised
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our wars.... I still don't know what really are we fighting for? are you truly a threat to me? have I lost my sanity? is life so unimportant to me that I should end it through our divisibility? though apparently part of human nature I implore we end our war and live peacefully | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/7/2009 11:15:33 PM | LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 7/4/2009 12 47 PM
pledge to this earth that you still care do not hide away for winter like a bear take our words and add action here help this earth for she needs our care
some say it's all a cycle anyway that she has died and been re-born before but why take that chance in case it's happenstance? please help our planet for she needs us more than ever before
................ Posted: 7/4/2009 11:08:49 PM
remember being a child when you couldn't really be wild except when my dog would jump up to greet me coming home from school so happy to see me and feeling it mutually we would both laugh with glee
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passive and peaceful though battles I've fought too many sought and lies not caught....
little things taking my energy arguing then always an apology so frustrating knowing deep down the big things were why I frowned
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all choices are free when destiny's unbound whether living in the city or the country's surround it's your life you live so don't let others push you underground try always to be respectful for it all comes back around
how you be may be destiny or your will is free yet we all must learn to take responbility for everything in our lives, eventually, and learn to live humbly, honestly and lovingly
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if wood and paper are better deals they might be, but this means we must grow more trees at least they will break down to nourish the earth though sadly we've cut so many for their profit's worth
now plastic seemed to be just magic when it first appeared but now we can see it's not set us free for all the plastic will seriously last an eternity so what will really help the survival of the planet and humanity?
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who thinks you know will become where we need to grow when your mind and heart need shifting when Spirit is calling for uplifting when your body is just drifting on the sea of mundane when around and within is sounding profane then perhaps we are all going insane
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floating with poets and minstrels and clowns travelling on a horse drawn carriage through towns in a hand painted beautiful gypsy caravan so moving art you'd see as they drove through the land for this poetic troupe full of energy were living carefree and sharing creativity 'cuz that's how they chose to be treasuring life in all its glory | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/7/2009 11:19:29 PM | such powerful writes meet my gaze....
feeling many speaking with honesty and deep compassion while others are an invitation to open up and let Spirit in.....
all are welcome.....
written here in trust showing how alike we can be.... yet each one of us so much a mystery carrying a rich history....
shared here by the fire that so inspire deepening friendship.... each one holding what's truly holy.... the beauty and hardship....
a sacred life story
The Fireside Posted: 7/1/2009 2 45 PM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/7/2009 11:21:07 PM | almost independence day
it is the 2nd of July, 1994, and I am full with pregnancy driving from my home in Devon to see my male friend in Cornwall, England
forty five minutes later I arrive just sit down and to my surprise suddenly my waters break and there I am in a tiny lake
my girlfriend I call saying we better hurry for the hospital is now well over an hour away but I am determined to make it there before the arrival of this new baby
the drive first home to feed the cats is very long with panting fast my girlfriend following close behind at moments thinking I must be losing my mind
finally with all errands done to the hospital we run but the night's fun has only just begun
the midwife there is very young and it is now late while I'm in a bit of a state grateful and fearful of this fateful 'date'
eventually we get settled in a beautiful new room carpeted with my music soothing almost feeling like a bedroom
and there we were just my friend, the young midwife, and me determined after two caesarians many years previously now with baby three, I really wanted to birth this baby naturally
the labour resumed strong contractions filling the room me starting to feel overwhelmed panicking again...remembering.....remembering when...
but then the midwives changed shifts the new one seemed to know how to really help me keeping me focused with her eyes offering me a way to give her the pain and fear happening inside
hours passed all through the night some moments relaxed others filled with fright
the morning light began to show as the contractions almost relaxed and went real slow or so it seemed to me for I knew I was really going to give birth to this baby
and so on the 3rd of July exactly fifteen years ago at 10am it feels like truly I was given a miracle
no, it wasn't in this country where it's almost independence day but it was for me independence plenty as I so gratefully held my youngest son....a miracle baby.... birthed in sacred peacefulness with just a midwife, a dear friend, and me
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/8/2009 3:36:50 AM | "...let me be daisy and follow my dreams and when i am called simply run the other way..."
oh....if only!!
yes, dear rosie, let us all be daisy taking in everything spontaneously instincts working perfectly loving unconditionally trusting completely as you walk and be with certainty no need for scrutiny your bond unbroken the unchained melody connecting heart and soul and body so utterly a sacred unity where words are not necessary filled with deep empathy if only we all could be like daisy
~lost in thought or flight of fancy~ Posted: 7/4/2009 3 03 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/8/2009 3:44:42 AM | flying with zoey so much happiness reading your words a glimpse of granny'ness and view of your bliss so heart warming again this morning remembering my own flying upon a swing imagining on the big one reaching to touch heaven feeling the wind whip my hair powerful energy in the air and when i was not so young my brothers daring me to jump to jump even when it was so high to jump and really fly through the sky so i'd gather my courage for of course i felt fear but i trusted my brothers even from way up there and i'd let myself go and jump when they said so sometimes i'd roll but mostly i'd land standing in the sand feeling the exhiliration feeling the elation of my body moving through air flying free as a bird just like zoey i heard shared so lovingly and beautifully sunshiney!
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/8/2009 3:57:00 AM | \\\\\ 6 Lines or Less ////// Posted: 6/22/2009 7 40 AM
rainy monday morning the sky a dusty grey trees are blowing grass needs mowing i watch the cardinals play
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another day with skies of grey cool rain is pouring down wishing for a little sunshine will we ever have dry ground?
or, to put it with a twist of cheekiness...
solstice came to call in summer but all this rain is really a bummer :)
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a miracle yesterday well one among many it actually became sunny but as all miracles can be sadly it was only temporary for today again the sky is grey
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that sound again i hear rain's tapping meditation gently calling in my ear to stop it all and listen
............ Posted: 6/30/2009 6 08 AM edited today morning mist air in stillness trees bending gracefully in prayer red fox silently trots past my window her beauty inspiring me as one bird sings her morning prayer ..............
Posted: 7/1/2009 10 18 PM
a day to remember a week of extra care gathering in circles where dreams were shared hearts and souls opening healing rivers flowing
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is summer really here? like magic in the air the sun arrived from nowhere beckoning me to let writing be knowing the rain will return eventually so I'm going out to play carefully for the sun's burning ray is also here today
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yesterday evening the light just turning to dusk a large fox trotted through my garden clearly feeling me and my cats watch he kept turning and looking at us as i wondered how his fur would feel to touch
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/8/2009 4:05:35 AM | sunshine shone today brightest rays came down to play enlightening hearts childrens' laughter filled with glee parents smiling lovingly
oops... stuck in the rhyme (and not supposed to be) on Tanka the original spark Posted: 7/5/2009 4 36 PM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/10/2009 4:12:51 AM | more scatterings coming home.....
it is time no more delaying time to start moving time to start feeling time to start healing all those struggling to find their feet amid the stifling heat to hear the heartbeat to hear the bleat of all those in pain our mothers, fathers, and all the children to feel the wounds bleeding in all who need feeding including the earth herself her soul has been pleading we stop our polluting and desecrating it is time now for the beauty of all that is sacred here will not last forever
Old Souls......only Posted: 6/28/2009 5 36 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/10/2009 4:17:40 AM | to be a vessel empty
to be the witness silently
to be listening intently
to be holy with Spirit
to be whole with All
Pull up a chair Posted: 7/3/2009 7 28 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/10/2009 4:19:55 AM | 'protect that spark with all your might'.... for if you do, you will see miraculously that spark is what will protect you too
for we carry within our magical kingdom forces well beyond our comprehension reaching far across all visible destination
you can see it within the sparkle of the eye you can sense it when you feel naturally high you can also find it in the grief that passes by
we are who we have been waiting for the hope within the well so deep the light within the rainbow's keep
we are the truth that can not be hidden the faith that can not be smitten the love that fits like hand to mitten :)
we are the minds that carry consciousness bodies that truly are miraculous hearts that bloom with love stupendous
we are the souls of those who light the way and darken it too so we can see all that we can do with guiding force from the universe too....of course
so we must stop and breath long enough to listen we must let ourselves be still enough to glisten then our humanity can shine beyond space and time
then we can remember our true identity then we remember our incredible unity then One with All becomes our destiny....
all light and love and blessing that be
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/10/2009 4:22:24 AM | catching thoughts in the dark like the wings of a bat in a blink of an eye they swoop as they fly barely seen in a blur they dance and flutter flying through air over there.....over here waiting to light upon the brain returning to be heard again and again miraculously cloning instantaneously to be caught immediately by so many
catching thoughts in the light like rays of hope that brighten the night helping love gather and spread through word of song and poetry read we all share a lit-up core seeing reflections whether rich or poor humanity shines when it opens the door letting love flow through pain and war remembering we are not here to fight catching thoughts that inspire and delight when we let Spirit guide this tour often felt in tears and laughter
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/11/2009 7:44:21 AM | written this morning, but bringing home now with some edits that just came to me....
the fine edges of this love so sweet our smiles show it as we greet found in the offering of the arm helping in our uphill climb steadying if one falls down fingers gently touching smoothing out the forehead's frown releasing tension so often found
the fine edges of this love so sweet nature pours it at our feet moisture glistening upon the grass sunshine's rays through trees that pass rainbows magic arching sky glimmer of light seen in one's eye from within our hearts love does fly as energy soars on currents high
First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 7/11/2009 8:43:28 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/19/2009 3:19:33 AM | gathering more from around the pond's shore.....
free and perfect out beyond me in your passing part of me feels it's all everlasting
part of me grieves for the dis-ease of humanity where love is a commodity bought and sold historically
sensitive hearts and souls forever searching for a love of truth and heart of gold when it shines so brightly within us all and simply asks that we look within to see
love is our true nature sparkling like diamond and crystal buried deep opening gently to love tenderly
First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 7/11/2009 5 10 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/19/2009 3:21:17 AM | ~ Calling For Peace ~ Posted: 7/11/2009 5 22 AM
thought to offer this here, written July 4th on the last line 8 line thread, edited and expanded this morning....
our wars.... I still don't know really what are we fighting for? are you truly a threat to me? have I lost my sanity? is life so unimportant to me that I should end it through our divisibility? though part of human nature...apparently... I implore we end all war and live peacefully for I believe humanity really can live in harmony... I believe it is not just a fantasy created in my memory | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/19/2009 3:25:51 AM | LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 7/11/2009 6:06:24 AM
love on the run can be quite good fun if it's with a true friend a special someone who is quick to come and won't fumble or fall if they won't lose the beat it all can be sweet when you're in heat
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this undertow for evermore is an opening through a sacred door a wave so strong it throws you around crashing and falling and rising at your core
you're no longer as you were before energy is transcending beautifully your essence has come home to see there is timelessness in eternity
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practicing imaginary speeches snickering under our breath talking to ourselves in whispers preparing for our death....
we are all aging but maybe not growing up staging and creating our broken heart seeing each life slowly fall apart until we give up and now begin to start....
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let go of the past no matter what they say or you might find it haunting you today start fresh remembering life is precious for each experience is not here by chance
we each carry our past remembering the pain remembering the joy too again and again but don't let it stop your living now each day is our treasure on the path that we plow | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/19/2009 3:26:55 AM | What Tree Are You? Posted: 7/13/2009 4 41 AM
what tree am I? so hard to decide so many have caught my soul part of me feeling them with empathy feeling rain upon their leaves feeling them bend so gracefully in the wind feeling squirrels run up their bark so happy...
in the state park the other day walking with deep gratitude under the majesty of the white pine, hemlock and spruce canopy for it's always been the pine forests from a young age that have just blown me away....
even if driving by they pull me into their kingdom so tall they stand to reach the sky while on the ground is found a bed of beautiful rich red pine needles inviting me to walk and smell the heavenly scent I know so well...
but perhaps my favorite tree that's been with me deeply these last nine years since returning to this country has been the magical Japanese Maple....
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/19/2009 3:29:58 AM | First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 7/12/2009 12 12 AM
mix a little rosemary with the sages they'll sashay mindless of their ages levels of consciousness deepen in stages like the plot of a good book reading its pages
mix a little rosemary with the sages seasoning wisdom with flavours of herbs letting it stew even all the absurd becomes a tasty brew in deed and in word
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they're my stars of words and winds that gently blow as many say, 'as above, so below' for here on earth is heaven, you know same goes for all of us in the universe living, dying, laughing, crying, loving, sighing underground, high in air, grown in land and water found in the moon and sun and light in everyone as we breath we all soar connected deeply at our core
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ignite a fire with what you've learned watch the flames rise to the skies as it crackles and smokes as it burns careful of the smoke in your eyes stinging often and still a surprise but by this fire do stay near let its heavenly smell cover you as if you're at your own bbq let life and death release your fear and all you've learned will linger | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/19/2009 3:44:58 AM | some Haiku from 7/11 until 7/17
morning dance awaits with sunshine's rise warming skies hugging me with heat
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like a warm blanket cuddling like kits or puppies asleep in a heap
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spirit to spirit ~ energy reaching, touching finding compassion
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jump over the moon... rise high on whale's fountain or climb a tall mountain
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renewing spirit with each new drop of rainfall brilliant greens captured
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beating of my heart soft drumming of my being reassuring pulse
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energy pulsing ~ like strong african drumming moving to the beat ..............
morning fog lifting drifting on a ray of sun greeting moon passing
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for nature's beauty lovely as the sunshine's light prisms in the rain ...............
psychedelic light spiralling in thought and deed caught within the trees
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nature pained desponds calling for help and healing beloved planet
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a road less travelled shadows keeping company as the flowers bloom
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to be complete sitting here dangling my feet in the cool water
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igniting the lips a magnetic lightning kiss Spirit moving bliss
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its beauty returns warming hearts within the land high tide washing sand
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/19/2009 3:46:17 AM | feeling very sleepy my cats sleeping here with me both curled up the same exact way they sleep more now than they play but being siamese they have so much to say!
like yin and yang almost completely the same mirror images of each other identical twins they could be but their sizes show clearly they are sister and brother....
the boy is bigger with a mischievous side where the girl is so delicate loud sounds she'll run and hide but then quickly return for reassuring purring just like a pidgeon cooing....
feeling very sleepy my cats asleep on me wishing i could grow real small with a coat so velvety and furry then i could also curl up in a ball and join them in their cuddly reverie
Mandrake's House by the Fire Posted: 7/17/2009 4 11 PM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/19/2009 3:52:48 AM | ~ In 6 Lines or Less ~ Posted: 7/12/2009 7 57 AM
hearts beating living rhythm drumming naturally whiskers twitching pulse quickening cats asleep on me
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 7/19/2009 3:55:01 AM | convinced the haze, perchance, apt fare but through the haze....what goes there? a ghostly looking entity but full of light to my delight filling me with love and empathy nothing at all to give me fright a gentle face smiling down on me and in her eyes are tears I see
LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 7/19/2009 2 29 AM | |
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