| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/9/2009 3:47:25 AM | more meandering gathering and bringing home.....
it's up to me to take care of my soul to let any heartache detach and let go dispelling any thoughts that bring me down releasing me from the furrows and frown imagining a wonderful night out on the town wearing a black formal evening gown dancing to music of a heavenly sound the man beside me gently swirling us round
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/9/2009 3:49:07 AM | The Train Journey Posted: 8/7/2009 3 01 AM
grab your coat, cane and hat this train is on the wrong track was meant to be going through eternal beauty with the most awe-inspiring scenery
but someone re-scheduled it to change our destiny starting a never-ending attack between nations and families believing it's love that we lack
then we got a blessing from heaven allowing our vision to open remembering it's all initiation steeped deeply in mysticism
now we were able to see behind all the lines that intermingled and intertwined and brought us a few lessons of our time helping us re-open our hearts and our minds
so we stayed the course and realized we are always on the right train the right track the right plane the right map
now when taking this train to the end of the line we find nothing nothing we wish to leave behind | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/9/2009 3:50:01 AM | LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 8/8/2009 4:08:46 AM
she falls inside his soul alive and glistening while all around the birds and chipmunks are listening watching their energy united as one all are aware they are witnessing earth's rise to heaven
the moon appears from behind a darkened cloud glowing full and bright and ever so proud so we stop dancing seeing her light upon our skin feeling her energy fill the sky and increase our passion | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/9/2009 3:50:46 AM | I can be Posted: 8/9/2009 3 27 AM
the dance when one dances from one's soul with or without peeling off clothes there's an energy that spreads rapidly reaching and touching so deeply an invisible force one can't see except in the eyes and faces watching me for I can see everybody is really happy filled with the force and focus of the dance whether dancing our sexuality or to african drums beating rapidly there's a letting go with the dance sometimes releasing into a trance feeling its power enter one's body surrendering the ego to dance wildly for I can be a dancer I can be the dance where the dance is me filling me fully where joy is overflowing with a lovely unknowing of where it will take me | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/11/2009 3:27:35 PM | Voice of Dance!
I know that voice! it is the voice of dance, temperal womb of sacred thought, leaking, with each drop of sweat, leaking, with each pounding beat, pouring secrets from the rhythm, watching the eyes close, consumed by primal ritual, consumed by the beast of passion, body and mind one, yet separate, like a spirit orgasm, revitalizing the souls chalice, raising a toast.... to the voice of dance! | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/12/2009 9:34:37 PM | Thoughts of Silent Times
Entry for August 12, 2009 Melt your heart into my mind fleeting fantasies often find solitude in comfort magnified by despondence
refuse to lower expectations beyond my wildest dreams simpler times when climbing a mountain was all that mattered
sneaking in the dark any old nook would do ignoring the signs chasing the moon
the absolute certainty that foolish hearts possess crumbles in infancy leaving owners blue and distressed
trying to scrape up pieces of yesterday's fire smolders ash over white death brings closure perhaps only small things bring down spiraling waters
blue and black roses decorated the monument I held in the back of my mind for so many years such a long time
another blessing came forth to fill the lost person I had been and fallen from grace was near the time had come
to move away into the abyss frightened yet but determined that my kiss
shall settle and scour absorb knowledge for it is power
sparkling rays of white settle on the dew soaked pollen yet another nourishment provided from my ever growing garden
I collect my rubies a dove flutters away silence is broken... | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/17/2009 12:16:58 AM | wow....thank you sarah and manny for gracing this thread with your wonderful writings!
loved these lines especially, manny....
like a spirit orgasm, revitalizing the souls chalice
sarah.....your last three lines feel like a complete and very powerful haiku in itself....
I collect my rubies a dove flutters away silence is broken...
here are a few more left round this pond's shore.....
coming together - the friendship three for me it's now with my family all my children gathered round me truly they are sacred company
together just once annually living in separate countries means each moment felt gratefully now in our loving sanctuary
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/17/2009 12:20:50 AM | First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 8/10/2009 9:00:47 PM
and the sky opened to reveal a glorious rainbow arching over the magical pond and the little girl could see not only her own reflection but all the colours quite clearly then through the arch flocked birds of all species with such beauty flying towards her sanctuary for that is what she found here by the rainbow covered pond
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the way you move me and make my feet fall to the ground the way we move together when spinning around this dance was meant for us to spin till we fall down tumbling together with laughter so preciously found for we are now able to let go our grown up facade to become the children we have always been created by God sadly somewhere in our history humanity was told to grow up and with that thought our bubble did pop for now we found our connection fell apart so it's time to return to our childlike wonder and curiousity watching the bee upon the flower and utter joy in being in love with each other
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Posted: 8/13/2009 4 46 AM
I now bury all my travails letting go the pain that derails and overthrows the joy when fear takes over and curtails the pure beauty of being a girl and boy
when we can step into our being with real trust and innocence when all our hurt creates no resistance then our hearts will know happiness then our souls will dance with bliss
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Posted: 8/13/2009 6:25:24 AM
healing with harmony and empathy felt lovingly when all the world will know we all feel pain and sorrow creating cords of discontent breaking up the innocent leading to heart and soul malnutrition forgetting there is a divine connection running through all in love's mirrored hall
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Posted: 8/14/2009 8:22:05 PM
'be the one holding that lone candle as storm clouds evolve from rhyme' wishing to have awakened before that autopilot reaction knowing spontaneous combustion happens all the time like dominoes fallen when one starts to whine like pouring oil on fire then too much water flooding the vine destroying the delicate balance and getting buried under the avalanche of intense energy one can't define
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Posted: 8/16/2009 10:20:48 AM patching....
being happy and healthy or should we party till we die? or can we be healthy and party? when we find the balance then we can begin to live and know all we receive equals all we give
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/17/2009 12:26:55 AM | LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 8/10/2009 9:35:58 PM
as sleep finds me deep in the golden fleece my dreams carry me away from all that might cease where every loved one is here by my side not only human but with animals and birds do I glide overseeing all the rivers that flow below winding and drifting on currents of air that blow gently I see there is so much beauty to behold here as my heavenly dream unfolds
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Posted: 8/11/2009 3 25 AM
to a fair minded third party we must be insane or perhaps just having way too much fun at this game when to them in life it's necessary to refrain from being childlike thinking there's nothing to gain
but for everyone who takes life too seriously it's time to stop acting so strong and let yourselves become giggly it's time to grow young again and become really silly for laughter will always help us feel a better reality
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Posted: 8/12/2009 3 42 AM
petals of love, love not....believing love is a gift that sometimes is leaving when really no one can kill love as we imagine even if we feel burned by a firebreathing dragon it really can't destroy the source of love's hold for love like a flower is always ready to unfold burning bright from birth to growing very old its sacred light is the true essence of our soul
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Posted: 8/13/2009 3 21 AM
your seeds have been sown among flowers in woods overgrown under the giant maple tree we planted them carefully where walkers will see and step delicately so fruitful they'll be the seeds of humanity
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Posted: 8/14/2009 5:06:57 AM patching.....
in rapt fecundity with my fruitfulness surrounding me through a cloud a haze of tearless fears when not surprisingly I aged many years riding what felt like riding a dragon with tail whipping was all I could imagine I closed my eyes on the first descent and kept them shut 'till relief at the end!
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Posted: 8/15/2009 3 30 AM I think I'll go to bed and dream of amazing Africans dancing in my head to rise and see the sun streaming its golden light a wonderful omen viewing a hawk now in flight it should be a good day if moon's conjunct with mars though I don't know about true readings in the stars but I do know the strength that comes with good intention seems the universe supports us and that's not a new invention | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/17/2009 12:32:23 AM | the warrior path walking crouched tuned to the energy surrounding me within me heart beating strongly awareness of danger moving closer senses rising eyesight piercing thoughts screaming run....run fast....run away but the warrior turns to face the enemy sees empty space imagination displaced crouching low sensing fear within internally fighting breathing grounding connecting deeply rooting breathing lifting skyward deepening within earthed and flying releasing all tension releasing the dragon releasing the friction releasing the action of war releasing the reaction to fight gliding in the night no fright breathing easing preparing to die preparing to release the pain the torture releasing the vulture the dark creature within ......letting go..... letting the energy flow feeling in harmony with me again connection feeling unity gratefully an ending and a beginning remembering keep releasing keep releasing keep dying to keep living until the cycle is no longer happening is no longer necessary until the warrior and the healer are one
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/17/2009 12:34:04 AM | Buddhist thinking.. Posted: 8/14/2009 4 28 AM
it is possible we are all enlightened, but just don't know it.... for in being everything, being the All, are we not both enlightened and unenlightened, aware and ignorant, full of bliss and sadness, attached and detached, loving and unloving, living and dying, objective and subjective, conscious and unconscious, light and darkness..... it is possible for divine paradoxes do exist within All that is and is not | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/17/2009 12:36:02 AM | First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 8/15/2009 3 53 AM
to change my life change my mind choose less strife tow the line feel compassion all the time turgid flesh but less erect could be just another test knowing everything is temporary anyway trust in how you feel understand nothing's real you get what you wish for unconsciously keeping score approaching each imaginary door stepping through not as before for every step is an evolutionary tool each of us has the play the fool learning what's blessed and what's not cool until we see a higher reality....hopefully.... to then detach and let it all go when our hearts stop we reaped what we sowed remembering nothing here is really real like counting turns on an imaginary wheel our lives teach us we create what we feel that's the whole deal | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/17/2009 12:37:30 AM | what a beautiful page reading all upon my gaze feelings flew like from a sage seeing the love upon this stage reading truths within each heart a writer's gift..the words they impart where empathy comes through even when not meaning to suddenly another's company you feel sincerely captured love within the lines written with humility transmitted freely received gratefully here to find within my mind a window into soul where there's no time and love does flow from this visual soul glow
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/17/2009 12:39:39 AM | we treat our pets better than most of humanity we help our pets die when they are suffering greatly we love them unconditionally mostly anyway for some don't know in all our joy and sorrow we are one and to each other everything done especially shooting with or without a gun we do to our selves thinking we are free of responsibility when most can see we ignorantly torture our selves and each other constantly and viciously.... we treat our pets better than our fellow'men' forgetting to honour each person as our mother, father, sister and brother.... forgetting we are all connected to each other
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/17/2009 12:45:36 AM | \\\\\ 6 Lines or Less ////// Posted: 8/10/2009 5 28 PM
closeness of my family gathered here with me such wonderful company even moments of disharmony pass through quickly gratitude and love fill me
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Posted: 8/15/2009 4 41 AM edited tonight to what i had originally written, but changed...
it is morning greens of grass and leaves have brightened after the rain now they're lit with golden sun creating shadows in multi-dimension nature's sanctuary becomes a trippy vision
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Posted: 8/16/2009 11 31 AM
harvesting children growing from baby learning freedom now adult company always my children love this family
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/25/2009 3:15:44 AM | you speak of chance and happenstance of uncertainty and serendipity of how so many things might not have been except they did happen in our vision and memory creating our reality
so are we here living a total mystery changing constantly the course of our history momentarilly letting our path be altered in a flash knowing clearly many branches of our life story might not have been if we hadn't looked up or glanced back spontaneously
you speak of chance like the roll of the dice yet in that freeze frame moment we know we've changed the course of our life
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/25/2009 3:16:50 AM | oh, sir, your thoughts delight me upon the subject of the oil of patchouli for even as a very young child i would smell a scent not really mild and ever so lovely wondering instantly what scent could it be for I thought it was truly heavenly..... it was a few moons later...well, many, really when I finally made my discovery to name that scent exactly and it turned out it was patchouli..... of course many in this country associate the smell with hippie but that does not deter me for when I made my fateful discovery at a friend's Bodyshop party many years ago.....over twenty... I found to my delight the name of the oil I held to my nose and the light to read its label upon the base at which point a smile beamed on my face to know finally what that scent all those years had been.... the one I loved from the first moment and for twenty years found just one drop of 'annointment' would really stick around and always nearly everybody would say... 'how lovely' though of course they still associated me with hippie even though I'm a little young to be... or maybe not recently now I'm overy fifty..... so here I've shared a bit of my history with the wonderful patchouli and it delights me, dear dru, to know that you adore that scent too!
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/25/2009 3:19:45 AM | First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 8/18/2009 2 14 PM
to tickle the clouds one needs to go so high or wait until they come to you so you can hide in the thick fog
a coat of cold misty dampness feels wonderful when the sun is hot and creates such great atmosphere for any photographic shot
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so I suggest you stand on back or risk being in the forefront of an attack for we're all losing faith in reality working three jobs only to find we're still standing in the food pantry line feeling daily there's not enough time to be all we need to be or spend time with our family that has any sort of quality so many escaping into fantasy or choosing to use to live an altered reality because our world and lives seem caught in duality not being able to see any way to say help me
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that to the keepers is but a comedy to many, though, it's really a tragedy when the powers that be visibly abuse our earth, our bodies and our sanity when it's more cost effective to destroy our food than let it be shared with the starving and to kill our human brethren is totally alarming for can't we see when we kill each other we tear our own heart for each is a sacred part of our human family | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/25/2009 3:25:35 AM | LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 8/19/2009 6:35:12 AM
my last breath is what makes me die government is the manger says it stands for the people acting more like the great pretender says it knows what's best for everyone knowing our balance is in question when consumerism has become an obsession leading so many to chronic depression now is the time to use our compassion
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because I'm not just bipolar, I'm also schizophrenic balance for me is pretty erratic going up and down like a see saw one minute I'm high, the next crying on the floor
if only I could put all of me back into one where life could be lived and not undone where love could be open to everyone where I knew who I was without question
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they may cry till they fly to the great good-bye where some will always ask the question why life was so rich before it ran dry circling like fish as rivers flow by or trying like herring always swimming upstream finding life can be rewarding when living as a team for we always will find ourselves on balance beams learning our strengths and limits it seems
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friends felled by words when empathy I lack getting caught up in emotion putting them under attack forgetting my belief in one'ness and reflection that every thought and action put out indeed does come back
so how I treat you is how you'll treat me too unless you've become enough conscious not to take effect of anything malicious coming from a state of selfishness
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taking things he won't even use 'cuz we just don't know how to refuse the part of us that starts to abuse not able to accept another's truths
selfishly being and seeing thinking we are just not agreeing hardly listening to anything that could be offering wisdom
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you can call me Luke if tepid is your choice or call me anything you wish after all you have a voice
you can warm me when I'm cold or cool me when it's hot or snuggle up round a blazing fire but freezing in the Arctic....I'd rather not | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/25/2009 3:28:01 AM | I've been especially blessed lately with my family visiting me as they do annually coming from far away gathering temporarilly my daughter and I wishing she could stay or return more frequently living so far away knowing we need to be closer in proximity for our hearts long to be where our bodies can hug freely to feel us lovingly in our laughter to wipe the tears that also flow for she cries easilly like me to see all my children together....all three and the older one's partners are such wonderful company to me is so heavenly knowing somehow in my unconventional family my children know deeply how much they mean to me and I can see clearly the love for each other they hold dearly so today on my last day with all of them my heart is full of love and bittersweetness too for tonight I must say goodbye again and let it come....our separation feeling weakness set in knowing it's not my heart's desire knowing there's an inner fire burning wishing yearning we could all be together forever
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/25/2009 3:30:14 AM | a personal call for peace let it flow through me easing the tears easing my fears washing me with love to feel stillness within knowing, trusting all is meant to be even when it seems absurd feeling so much horror when I know we torture and are so cruel to each other I also know a depth of love flows through our hearts and souls so this is a personal call for peace hoping my heart's troubles will ease knowing so much blessing has come to me grateful for being part of the incredible energy spiralling through the spirit of humanity feeling at our core is unity mixed with so much grieving praying peace will be an easing of our pain and sorrow so we can welcome tomorrow so our love can be so our lives can flow freely and peacefully so we can treat each other and our beloved planet respectfully gratefully and truly lovingly
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/25/2009 3:31:58 AM | an impasse time collapse we move into darkness through the tunnel deep within the mountain no more light coming from the heavenly fountain sitting under the dome darkness all alone hearing a moan i rise to try and find who is hurt but i am blind in the darkness feel i am losing my mind suddenly we fly out of night now blinded by the light streaming down on me moving so fast all thoughts collapse feeling the sway of the train but there is that moan again as my eyes and body strain to see the moan instead is coming towards me surprisingly it's not scary but energy that has long time loved me coming to hold me and even to scold me for not listening or hearing them asking for help so often and all along they've been right here but in the light I let in distraction letting illusion affect my vision changing my course of right action putting my Self in spiritual traction but here in the darkness this energy found me and ever so lovingly I released the parts of me that did not feel heavenly as the light held me closely found in the time collapse an impasse
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/30/2009 4:04:10 AM | \\\\\ 6 Lines or Less ////// Posted: 8/25/2009 3 06 AM
writing haiku suddenly a view one young deer...then two... white spots upon their backs six eyes watching including my cats | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/30/2009 4:05:07 AM | I can be Posted: 8/26/2009 4 57 AM
they are back home again flown safely over sea to England my daughter and future 'law-in-son' having been with me recently my three children and extended family felt just heavenly in their wonderful energy knowing each day is but a memory yet filled with love so gratefully | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 8/30/2009 4:13:02 AM | Haiku Connection - This is It ! posted 8/26/09 - 8/28/09
safe within strong arms elixir of compassion pouring through our hearts
............ I do not despise for I see the reflection mirrored in your eyes
............ see you tomorrow when the dawn's light is rising enlightening all
............. bringing so much love floating in on ocean waves rising lunar tide
............ fly like a seagull.... soaring over ocean waves whiteness seen in flight
.............. loving energy flowing from our sacred heart heaven reflection
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