| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 9/21/2009 2:46:51 AM | more gathering from this week's poetic wandering....
I once heard a story from a dear friend which hauntingly drew me in..... she had only recently lost her mum for cancer had taken her quickly and though she was not a warm motherly woman from beyond this realm she called my friend..... for years their relationship had been strained abusive she was beyond all reason but in the end a message she did send.... for in that call through the wind that blew was played just a tune my friend knew.... it was the one thing her mother had shared the one memory she held of loving moments when she cared when she taught her daughter this one tune on the piano and so when the phone rang and all she heard was that tune through the windy sound something caught my friend from beyond for she just knew it was her mother around..... now many wanted to not believe such a thing could happen but my friend was convinced most assuredly and then it happened again quite unbelievably..... not six months after her mother had passed her father followed suit also from cancer shocking my friend and her family having hoped their years with him would still be many but within a short time after his passing her phone rang one day when no one was home and so her answer machine started recording..... my ears did hear the message conveyed again just a song was played from long ago when her father was young going back to when my dear friend's life had just begun..... I will never forget the sound of that call as if from so far away but all who heard the message when played were blown away by the miracle that day
Short Poem ( I guess} written 9/18/2009 4 57 AM with slight edit this morning | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 9/21/2009 2:55:16 AM | First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 9/19/2009 1 09 AM
while those who disagree are assigned a wilted dew flowers droop low and slowly fade from view each petal once picked to see if love was true would start a new courtship as if on cupid cue
............. Posted: 9/19/2009 2 12 AM
until he is strong enough to stand......alone first a boy...then a man all grown yet within each person the child does remain sometimes imprisoned where once was promised land but no one was there to give them a hand and help them up to be able to stand for we all know we tend to fall when no one is there at all until we can see there is a certain beauty in being in solitary for only then in this imaginary prison do we tend to find door number one the one that connects us with everyone then our real life has just begun
................ Posted: 9/20/2009 12 04 PM
I guess flag waving's easier than treason but then maybe it's finally the season to put down all arms and open the other kind the human kind that always feels pleasin' because all too soon we will be freezing as winter cold begins to blow already the Fall winds throw a frosty mist greeting us on this eve of the Autumn Equinox | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 9/21/2009 3:01:32 AM | LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 9/16/2009 7 28 PM
just greed, misery, grime on us grate as if this is our permanent state hoping there is no heaven's gate for surely it can not be our fate.....
unless none of this is really real 'cuz I can't believe this is the whole deal living selfishly as if it doesn't matter if the whole world is just organic splatter.....
.............. Posted: 9/18/2009 1 46 AM
like a seeder full of grain but nary a plow sun beating down dripping sweat off my brow stepping lightly to avoid the pats from the cow as the day rolls by into night and right now
waking up from that dream disappearing from view once upon a time I would have dreamed of you but these days my life seems sort of brand new juggling three jobs and my youngest son too
.............. Posted: 9/18/2009 7 09 PM
now it's my turn to not just live, but to learn to remember it's all not what you earn course that never stopped me living richly for even in my poorest times my spirit felt lifted and free from harm...well, mostly... though there have been moments full of alarm when my illusions were shattered completely
............... Posted: 9/20/2009 12 07 PM
not having very much to say it seemed his sole goal was to play or maybe it was his soul role in a way for he was a child it seemed every day
yes he helped me laugh and feel genuinely gay taking life lightly even when skies were grey his wonderful energy shone like the sun's ray until he got scared and ran away ............. Posted: 9/21/2009 1 25 AM
your crucible availed and free within the light shining brightly alone this night sleepy yet happy while all is quiet writing poetry
the weekend passed much too quickly with services and colleagues sickly today the equinox makes its mark as balance comes of light and dark | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 9/21/2009 3:03:28 AM | to love forevermore with no one keeping score no more crying on the floor feeling abandoned at one's core....
when suddenly through tearful gaze a light shines through the fluid haze now catching your attention like a sign's been sent from heaven.....
the moon has come to help you its bright light appearing at night as if to gently guide you bringing calm and wonder back to view.....
for in those times we feel we're losing our minds in those moments we're wishing for company if the moon should shine upon your face within your heart will love embrace....
for moonlight fills us up with grace
The Moon Posted: 9/19/2009 2 12 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 9/21/2009 3:04:32 AM | HAIKU (Not a Game) Posted: 9/19/2009 5:35:02 AM
autumn coolness sight breeze streaming through leaves gleaming catching the sunlight
following cold night with many stars shining bright beckoning to me
wrapped in a blanket see milky way galaxy miracle vision
this starlit ocean magically filled emotion clearly a blessing | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 9/21/2009 3:08:08 AM | the wings of possibility offering me their gift so very carefully I put them on wondering if they would fit
they'd been buried for so long now uncovered from under the ground we'd forgotten them as we took the wrong turn now finding again perhaps we could learn
to fly with the birds after all and not worry if we would fall for falling we have always done whenever we had pointed the gun
feeling the weight of them their feathers had grown strong but thin I ran to try and fly with them realizing my body was too heavy
perhaps it was my mind not free to fly with new found possibility so I sat with these wings to think about things then tried again when I lifted easily
catching the currents of energy feeling weightlessness of body feeling the lightness of being within me my boundaries were freeing
like an eagle my eyes could see all the lost hope of humanity asking for help was clearly heard as I flew with those wings but not free as a bird
First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 9/21/2009 1 53 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/5/2009 1:04:28 AM | gathering a few more written round this shore the last couple of weeks....
LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 9/25/2009 6 28 AM for the summer garden's final de-beaning and ocean swimming will need weaning for Autumn is here and the light of the year is starting to darken with winter so near
condensation greeting me each morning feeling a coolness with hardly a warning did we really have just one month of summer fun? well at least we now have the beauty of Autumn
................. Posted: 9/26/2009 3 19 AM
this feels like heaven even if it's the other place can't get home again....feeling lost in space but where is my family to tour the galaxy wondering will I find my state of grace
alone with these words that fill the page like solitary actors upon the stage each of us writing our various parts each of us sharing our souls and hearts
................. Posted: 9/27/2009 7 16 AM
how this would weigh in on my own fate yes there's horror for sure in our human state and torture of the most horrific kind out there in the world and in here in my mind
but there's also beauty beyond imagination even in souls that are born with the dragon to me I find everything quite extraordinary both extremes enticing my fascination
................. Posted: 9/29/2009 1 25 AM
this is the way I will stay yet change is inevitable, they say, for nothing can stop the moving of energy especially all things evolutionary
this is the way I shall be eventually living and loving the emotional play of connecting with others so far away like the moon and the sun that rise each day
............... Posted: 9/29/2009 6 55 AM
remind me there's a price for being free for getting caught up in subjectivity forgetting we choose to think negatively or losing ourselves in false fantasy
there's always a price for being free yet equally we also can see though darkness comes to us nightly beauty shines from our eyes brightly
............... Posted: 10/1/2009 2 28 PM
a spiralling spirit that leaves us behind caught in the dark recesses of our mind remembering back to a joyous time when life was fresh like a summer rain sprinkling down to cool the hot ground magically easing the feeling of pain remembering when walking hand in hand meant you were lovers cherishing the land
.................. Posted: 10/2/2009 7 45 AM
some days it's all the same not playing into the game taking time to feel the pain knowing it will happen again
some days you just must rest take a break from this life's test knowing you're just like all the rest just trying to do your best
................. Posted: 10/2/2009 2:02:51 PM
steeling loves as souls depart leaving emptiness in the heart or fullness with remembering times together celebrating
births and deaths are cherishing all the love we feel wondering with the weathering is any of it real?
.................... Posted: 10/2/2009 2 01 PM
you my dear are the camel gee, ice, now ya got me baffled where do I go with a line like that? might as well call me a cat for that I could relate a bit more slinking around four paws on the floor jumping on laps offered free to explore purring just right so I'm loved that much more
................... Posted: 10/3/2009 12 26 PM
time to make another band of wicks for my candlemaking project to fill my many candlesticks
some are made of silver, some of brass some are made of porcelain but most are made of glass
for on a dark autumn night it's candlelight that eases my fright
................... Posted: 10/4/2009 6 58 AM
cheeks flushed, lips chaffed, eyes danced in never ending time i'm back as a child skating with my brothers on ice drawing a very fine line laughing as the ice starts cracking but knowing when to stop and jump away from risk that day we hopped upon the rocks then walked home slowly down the railroad tracks
.................. Posted: 10/5/2009 3 12 AM
our hands together lips apart I beg for forgiveness from deep in my heart where once I thought I could stand apart now it's our bond I try and impart
hands together, lips apart I pray for a sense of peace to start within my own being when love's left my heart and I dance to ignite light with my art | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/5/2009 1:10:22 AM | waking in the night reading here the poetry feeling words so tenderly hearts reaching finding holding showing sharing love souls so open tears rise in me touching deeply so much love wishing wishing for arms to hold me in reality lately sadness touches me reading and writing here knowing we all are real feeling feeling words escape me yet release me touching my core as the tears slowly roll down my cheeks
The Fireside Posted: 9/28/2009 10 36 PM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/5/2009 1:11:27 AM | The Train Journey....the freedom express Posted: 9/28/2009 11 08 PM
early in my years abroad I got to see spoons played clicking and clacking with hand and leg slapping creating such wonderful tapping they changed my view of cutlery to hear them played so musically! ..............
a very dark night words have taken flight waking me from sleep feeling the quiet deep as the train moves swiftly a welcoming is heard for all to come aboard feel the sanctuary found here through poetry freedom of expression always offered, always open too dark to see stars my beloved dome is black remembering times of past when light would shine on all who stood beneath her glass lost in the reverie dancing openly arms so lovingly holding me but now I am alone in this room only darkness above me though I know others are here I see nobody feeling empty feeling full sanctuary still a pull to let myself move and twirl in this space maybe I'll remember that feeling of grace as a hand ever so gently touches my face | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/5/2009 1:17:49 AM | First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 9/23/2009 12 27 AM
stop pushing it's now time to pull and help each other out of this hell for this ditch we all rolled into is mighty deep with sides so steep we thought it was a wishing well
............. Posted: 9/24/2009 7 29 AM
honestly though it's only common sense to know whatever faults I carry are quite often the same with everybody... yes, sometimes we all take life too seriously and just as equally, there are times we're just so silly letting the children within us take over tapping that 'grown-up' on the shoulder scolding us for letting ourselves grow older forgetting once upon a time we sang that counting song, 'there were ten in the bed and the little one said roll over!' or the other one starting with a hundred bottles of beer on the wall... no wonder Humpty Dumpty had a great fall!
................ Posted: 9/24/2009 9 42 PM
he never would have made it into a nursery rhyme if falling to pieces wasn't such a crime for no matter how long you stand in the assembly line they can never put you back together again without those cracks showing all the time and should you find a forceful presence knocking you again off balance all too soon when the sun meets the moon your egg cracks open in the middle of the ocean and you float away on a wave so sublime
................... Posted: 9/25/2009 6 40 AM
with an aching head ringing hells bells if one partakes in drinking those coktails but if one ingests that wonderful album instead then good 'ole Traffic will enlighten your ears and you will return to those early college years when life was full of passion and young men were in fashion when illusion was not confusing and parties just happened spontaneously we lived quite happily with little responsibility though for some studying was a bit of a joke with more than an occasional toke
................. Posted: 9/25/2009 3 20 PM
it all seemed so easy to see back in the seventies we were freely exploring the territory quite often with smoking organically
and yes, one could find focus on all that was taught us for we had good teachers finally gratefully learning more deeply
ahhh...synchronicity autumn fantasy....
open it carefully or the moment will be lost feel this season's reverie before the touch of frost
the winds are rising strongly creating shadows in the trees let's share a nature hike before the air does freeze
and while we walk and talk of things not ordinary let's bring along your famous bong I remember back in the seventies ................. Posted: 9/26/2009 4:00:18 AM
I'll keep my bottom lip to a natural taste safely tucked in the pocket by my hip just in case for there's not much else that slows down my pace helping me see beyond the ordinary helping me be and remember we're all extraordinary walking through the forest of my memory seeing a shadow or two hiding behind trees or maybe a fairy floating on the breeze
................. Posted: 9/27/2009 7 16 AM
not much will be different of that I am certain yet they say we are always exactly where we are meant to be but we keep going backwards it seems....pretty obviously... everywhere there's more confusion could this really be a sign of evolution? seems to me we evolve very very slowly climbing the ladder and falling often (cuz we're really quite clumsy) taking those steps with so much uncertainty seeing the destruction of our lives, our bodies, our planet and our cities how can they say evolution has its day when so many are lost in the polluted decay
............... Posted: 9/27/2009 10:02:23 AM
with one thing alone - kind interaction sometimes just shows with the glow of attraction for being cruel to another is such an infraction and who knows how far the ripples go when are hearts are closed in our action
we can really create a domino reaction for energy moves constantly rippling through the air we can help others feel love with a smile or make them feel cold with a stare | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/5/2009 1:19:24 AM | crayons dipped in phoenix fire Posted: 10/4/2009 12:04:28 AM
welcome dear ash so good to see you back here in your home that had no phone
three jobs i know well running to work before the bell living a sort of desperate hell trying to fill an empty wishing well
really just trying to stay afloat sailing the ocean in a little row boat carried along as the waves rise and fall holding on to your heart and soul's call
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reading the poems you're bringing home very powerful very real especially the one two above written in blood touching a cord deep within may not have shared as much addiction but then who's kidding who when we each know our own affliction just because no text book labels you ill does not mean there's not an imbalance still for we all have tasted the blood in our youth the dark sides of life changing our view of truth altering our existence and though we might write, sing and dance and smile when given the chance there's a deep darkness within where light's never been so all our life with a torch so very bright we search for the cave where our soul has been saved
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/5/2009 1:27:40 AM | First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 9/27/2009 7:04:48 PM
of souls too sick to sing of feet too weak for dancing of arms to old to hold of hearts that have turned cold of minds too closed to see there is an unspoken unity that's carried us through eternity may not keep us all from harm but may just help when we feel alarm of the most horrendous kind when the bomb and the gun fill the landscape not with grass but with ammunition when the air we breath poisons us daily when the water we drink has a very peculiar taste and stink when the skies unfold not with sun but pollution yet holes in the atmosphere mean the sun is to be feared... no wonder souls are too sick to sing and feet too weak for dancing
................ Posted: 9/30/2009 7:06:01 AM
flown here under power of each other's eyes though sometimes it's the power of each other's lies that often can't be hidden when looked within with reflection if only we could stop them at their first conception if only we could be free of our own perception that we need to be greater than we really are if only we realized this then honesty would go far then maybe we would all see that divine spark of humanity
................... Posted: 9/30/2009 11 48 AM
then seem to belong to a jerk always taking sick days off of work thinking no one can see their irresponsibility thinking they are more justified to try and lie not realizing their false cry makes it real hard on the other guy or maybe not caring is really why...
living each day in a selfish display forgetting we're all in this together so share the load before we're so old our hearts have gone cold our bones grown small holes and before we know it the days speed by faster ...
then suddenly we're put out to pasture
................ Posted: 10/1/2009 7 29 AM
an ice bag is a great way to relieve the pain you say it's the way to ease sunburn but also if drinking you can't refrain when you wake the next morning without any warning your head starts hurting you feel like cursing all day you'll be nursing the pain then the room starts spinning all over again
................. Posted: 10/2/2009 2 25 PM
forces me to put my disguise on always wanting to keep the illusion but knowing everybody can see what's real and what's imaginary....
except here in this cyberspace kingdom alone we reveal what we wish with freedom hoping at least some of these fish have no reason to show a false side of their fins....
of course we're all guilty of many sins but behind each profile and poem is not just a projected vision but really a whole person....
if only they would just let us in
.............. Posted: 10/4/2009 2 33 AM
my whole life long my heart's been sad if we are so good then why are we bad?
why do we hurt each other so much when we know we can heal with just our touch? why do we jump to yell, shout and scream when we hold the key to a divine kingdom? why do we treat our world the worst never fulfilling our material thirst?
we lie, cheat and steal then blame the game for our poor deal when some come along saying none of it's real but then if that was the case what's the point of being here in the first place?!
my heart twists and turns for the freedom it yearns my soul cries as it learns sometimes love really burns
................ Posted: 10/4/2009 3 00 PM
as I dream of your feathery bed your shoulder there to rest my head feel your arms hold me closely as we stay awake, mostly, spending the night in sensual delight where our bodies repeatedly take flight for lust and passion are not just attraction but a sacred energy of intimacy where two completely become one body letting down any wall or boundary feeling our unity from deep within where nothing is hidden and compassion can open so love can blossom again
.............. Posted: 10/5/2009 3:04:49 AM
observed from lack of love we fill our hearts with cold blue blood and in the sky flies not the white dove for dark clouds are gathering above blocking the bright warm light of the sun while the rain beats down on everyone washing the make-up from the clown soaking our souls as well as the ground we stop looking up and just look down no smiles are sought while we all frown observed from the lack of love | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/18/2009 5:43:57 PM | more to gather...scattered the last couple of weeks....
LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 10/6/2009 5:06:43 AM
a blood red tear due to flow when young it was all she'd know but as she grew her tears turned blue feeling heartache as you do when one's soul deeply beckons you searching for love that feels true where tears will not from sadness flow but tears of joy will lovingly show
.............. Posted: 10/7/2009 6 28 AM
no one can take away my muse or understand what it all entails trudging up steep and muddy trails watching others fill their sails
catching the strong wind of the word written often from deep within sharing stories some poignant, some absurd growing the bond of friend connection
................ Posted: 10/8/2009 7 45 AM
encouraging each without sorrow grown from sadness joy will follow if we view all our lives graciously if we see our sorrow gratefully if we really know it's all essential to who we are this day to all we have to say to how we love each day....
.............. Posted: 10/10/2009 7:02:18 AM
it can not be taken for granted even when seeing things a bit slanted even when killing everything planted hoping to find more gold down that mine
yes, life is a lesson and really is blessed if only we'd all see it this way course some say we're here just passing through while we still need to learn a thing or two
.............. Posted: 10/10/2009 1 20 PM
no matter what the cost it's time we all defrost our selfishness growing in strength that lingers and clings to hatred's stench
so many egos void of heart or soul believing their being's the final goal thinking of others as no worth at all will they ever see we're all equal?
............. Posted: 10/11/2009 7 15 AM
are we just shovelling bigger piles under rugs that now cover miles hoping no one sees the mess we create that everyone knows we can't obliterate
we've become pros at actions that desecrate creating life threatening waste at an alarming rate oh yes, we shovel it far away out into space yet one day it really will destroy this place
.............. Posted: 10/16/2009 7:35:36 AM
get a room and get out of my face you've been dragging me down now lost in a state of disgrace your love is like a ten ton weight burying me and locking the gate yet I am strong in my burial ground taking the time to calm myself down shedding each layer until I am found
........... Posted: 10/16/2009 7 31 PM
love no longer the dance maybe for some with two left feet but for others the taste of love is still just as sweet as it has always been like a savoured dream....
when love lights up our earthly kingdom the trees seem to smile as lovers walk by arm in arm they glide to their magic carpet ride then hover and soar as they take to the sky
............. Posted: 10/16/2009 8 30 PM
forever to welcome me energy held out lovingly heart opening gratefully spirit filled body moving gracefully on a rainbow lightbeam hoping to catch a glimpse of wisdom as the gates of heaven begin to open
................... Posted: 10/17/2009 12 26 AM
making the points of religion secondary especially when they turn to page three of the Sun's journey with the ministry for they all want to toss it in the bin but then one might venture a second opinion and out it comes to be pondered again for what is it about women and 'sin' that leaves nothing to the imagination?
........... Posted: 10/17/2009 11 09 PM
i want us to disappear, to erase our past loves as our presence envelops us completely blanketing us in loving sincerity where each feels the depth of humility and overwhelming compassion as our senses open to feel the passion each part of our sensual exploration rising in energy like waves of the ocean
.................. Posted: 10/18/2009 3 45 PM
till then I'll keep cookin' with cumin my curry's so hot almost unedible by human the last one who ate it, he truly was fumin' and where he was smokin' looked just like a dragon
on fire he was with eyes teary and glazed his face a bright red edging towards a purple haze he reached for some water but his mind was crazed and so it was his last meal that ended his days | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/21/2009 5:48:45 PM | we are the mirror the observer and the reflection all pondering creation and in the pondering we are creating for who's to say anything exists before we ponder it? perhaps imagination and our fascination brings realisation in a world where illusion often causes confusion yet a spinning crystal catching the light will delight as the dancing rainbow prism brings elation and if an autumn leaf appears in your path painted strokes of fire stops you in your tracks such exquisite beauty contained in the tiny leaf seems beyond belief as the energy of our imagination released in all creation returns to the reflection for we are the mirror the observer and the observation
Poems of light and mind Posted: 10/14/2009 4 58 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/21/2009 5:51:02 PM | HAIKU Posted: 10/16/2009 4 00 AM
darkness of morning walking in the wet grey light rain for company
sinking in puddles feeling earth's soothing softness as she drinks the rain
walking in the rain in rhythm with the raindrops not missing a beat
light begins to rise lifting eyes to the wet sky as I drink the rain | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/21/2009 5:52:48 PM | Meanderings in My Mind Posted: 10/16/2009 4 16 PM
there is a stillness i see within the presence of my residents as if only this moment matters then filling with happiness a lightness of being that becomes contagious and in their smile joy overwhelms me......
there is agitation i see a clear frustration over feeling no memory of knowing something is wrong but can't put their finger on "what has happened to me?" and in their sadness tears fill me.....
notes from being with our elders with dementia and alzheimers | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/22/2009 12:27:03 AM | 'reckless abandon'
losing all hope of sanity finding joy in feeling crazy freedom to be whatever you wish sitting here writing with these other dear fish
so can anybody really be a different somebody? aren't we always ourselves, even a facsimile? even those who's profiles are made up of hard sells still I think their essence comes through quite visibly
while here in our sphere of writing poetry it's our hearts and souls that we expose because no rules do we impose so we can follow wherever the thought goes
while some will write completely freely others often are very cheeky and still others seem to be a bit sneaky as we all choose our words with care
we read and write often late in the night or wake the next morning with words outpouring oh yes, quite often our words are not softly spoken but spring forth with freedom and reckless abandon!
The Train Journey....the freedom express Posted: 10/7/2009 7 37 AM | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/24/2009 5:41:13 AM | bringing more home.... remembering on these and the eight lines, the first line is never mine, but offered from the poet before.... what I love about them is it feels like a passing of energy through our poetry.....
First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 10/6/2009 5 18 AM
can you ever be true? can you ever be through with seeking love outside of you?
why do we wish for happiness from another as if they're our mother and guardian of our heart's desire? as if they are the ones that light our fire....
as if they will give meaning for us to live and they will give meaning for us to give when it is from within we feel our passion and from within we feel our compassion....
here we find loving men and women fishing for love as if it's our duty wishing to catch each other's beauty ............. Posted: 10/6/2009 6 30 AM
to one and all our hearts do call for us to gather here in this writing sphere where joy is shared and some sadness too where hugs are virtual but always come through!
............. Posted: 10/7/2009 9 08 PM
I just put up my Xmas tree! Oh what fun to be so free and not do it predictably as part of your December decor, but to put up your tree now in October! Gosh, you really inspire me and actually there is a bit of empathy for all year shining here at night are last year's blue christmas lights!
.............. Posted: 10/8/2009 7 46 AM
caught up in my youth learned not to tell the truth hoping someone would see hoping somebody would help me
coming to know it's all essential still learning to live gratefully coming to know it's the path we all sow living truth fully will set us free
............ Posted: 10/8/2009 1 06 PM
it's a way to pass time like throwing a ball or just sitting back and watching it all oh I knew that line preaching total honesty sounded way too corny but that's what happens sometimes when you're trying to make these rhymes bending words to try and match each line well now you know I'm just passing time
............... Posted: 10/9/2009 6 57 AM
wow, you're hot, you make my day! let's not go to work, but stay home and play now climb back into bed and into my arms and I will show you the depth of my charms
............... Posted: 10/9/2009 5 02 PM
your distress leads to our success for we are the best at making you believe in your vulnerability which then leads to our invincibility when we know really we have no humility and any sincerity is genuinely empty for all that matters is filling our coffers from our false offers to you paupers....
this is the way to survive today in a world that's gone wild offering nothing for the child unless they can do their part learning the salesman's art of taking advantage of the human heart | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/25/2009 5:03:28 AM | still catching up....feels like a never ending project!
Old Souls......only Posted: 10/21/2009 7 11 PM
...."wept by seas, tied upon the ocean of a soul"....
your words take hold undefined they stroke my mind letting go floating lulled by waves beneath me feeling ocean support me then bury me | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/25/2009 5:04:26 AM | ~ In 6 Lines or Less ~ Posted: 10/21/2009 6 27 PM (edited slightly today)
tonight's inspiration black velvet darkness black velvet softness two siamese cats sleeping their bodies creating perfect yin yang formation | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/25/2009 5:15:08 AM | First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 10/10/2009 7 37 AM
onto the dance floor for some bump and grind careful not to slip on that orange rind fell from your drink still sipping in time while your fingers fit easilly into mine
here, dear one, let me put that drink down so we can see how we really fit spinning round they've changed the tune now to slow way down and in our dance perhaps love can be found
feeling your heart beat close to mine my feet seem to be lifting off the ground your arms hold me tenderly near my spine.... so much delight dancing with you this night
............ Posted: 10/10/2009 9 02 PM
this all feeds into little love bites the kind that hurt but sort of feel nice guess it's really a rather small price to pay for the chance of love one day....
for from this sort of flirtatious play can come the feeling you want to stay but you know better than go home with a stranger so you just keep dancing the night away....
.............. Posted: 10/18/2009 2 11 PM
forcing you to try to remain the same because that is the name of this insane game not standing out or up for your right keeping heart and mind shut, locked safely tight bottom lip must not quiver even alone at night or someone might see you crying with fright
forcing us all to not speak out truthfully lines confused on where is their loyalty keeping us caged so we can't move freely controlling our rage with drugs prescribed heavily controlling our age buying beauty surgically or living our lives mostly invisibly
................. Posted: 10/19/2009 7 23 AM (edited today)
singed lives collect to dance near the flame as a firefly flitters in the bright heat darting the flames 'till it singes its wings with tiny burns scalding its feet
the firefly lives to find a mate with its light magical flickers in the dark of night playing a rhythm only she knows so in the darkness his love really glows
................ Posted: 10/21/2009 5:08:43 PM
time to be honest and call it fat chance you won the lottery today! if so, I give you a huge hooray! so what'chya gonna do with all that money? did ya ever think things would suddenly be so sunny? bet you thought it was only a tease but now life has changed and become such a breeze....
gosh.... you've done it against all odds well, if you gave some away, you'd get many approving nods.... why don't you offer some to those who have nothing at all cuz spending it solely on you seems a real selfish call and for all those who paid to build your win up so high feeling very depressed to lose to such a guy so please, offer some to those who have none.... go on...I dare you....at least try
............... Posted: 10/21/2009 9 48 PM
as for me, I'd rather not.... course I have at times been caught stirring the pot... was banned with the others defending our rhymes
these days I try to stay out of the fray keep my heart open along with my mind but when some are sent packing because their tact is lacking I feel a sadness that's hard to define
............... Posted: 10/22/2009 2 16 AM
then laugh at your expense I know it makes no sense but sometimes my mind is dense taking life too seriously
then just as quickly it flips a switch and suddenly I'm really giggly good thing or I'd be such a bytch
(oops....sorry rosie...somehow missed this page entirely)
let it go and just forgive it stay in the moment and gratefully live it for life is here to feel it all the highs and lows and even the falls for when we're down flat on the ground it's ok to stay there and look around feel the earth support from below see the sky and the stars aglow
............ Posted: 10/23/2009 9:03:08 PM
burn in flames as our policies fail to help the people through this gale of economic deprivation hale bombarding us and dashing our hope of finding fulfillment on this downhill slope....
working so hard barely able to cope with all our debt that keeps mounting just wishing to run free through a fountain or perhaps find freedom in a wishing well instead of struggling through this economic hell....
.............. Posted: 10/24/2009 9 04 PM
I gotta pull over, there's a cop on my ass his flashing blue lights appeared so fast scared me instantly I'm shittin' my pants fvck it, does he think I'm a dealer perchance?
ahhh, he's struttin' his stuff here at my window I've honestly had enough of his false innuendo he's stopped me quite wrongly knowing I'm innocent claiming my plates told him I have an expired license
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 10/25/2009 5:23:33 AM | LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 10/18/2009 11 27 PM
can i steal a little kiss? feeling oh so mischievous together finding happiness under the new moon darkness letting our bodies feel their bliss something we both have missed thought it's taking a little risk loving you with a bit of a twist
.............. Posted: 10/19/2009 11 17 PM
just as plain and sane and as boring as can be trying to find someone at least to dance with me of all the fish swimming in this vast territory seems it's the sharks calling the shots and so obscenely or the players who appear incredibly charming too good to be true is always alarming I don't care one bit for amassing some bling so don't try to lure me if you're only after one thing
............... Posted: 10/20/2009 6 24 PM
eyes of fire with hearts of hate how did we come to be in this state? my deepest wish is it's not too late to find some reverence, peace and grace
but you and I are wild too, in the deep and soaring tides if we just let go of imagined pain and all this woe for we are the whale, the hawk and the doe
............. Posted: 10/21/2009 6 17 AM
coffee cups filled together for winter's frost lining the streets for heat of all who are lost found in the parks or their box...homes for the homeless fell through the cracks too strained from life's stress
working the streets where the rich drive on by sometimes stopping for some sex on the sly girls sell their soul so their drugs they can buy enslaved are the brave to keep paying the guy
............... Posted: 10/21/2009 5 47 PM
one by herself in a mirrored frown remembering the day she wore a wedding gown only it wasn't the gown her mother had saved but a dress left over from a stranger's shop stage
remembering that day she said her vows feeling lost in a blaze of why's and how's room full of strangers, no family near inside she felt shy with growing fear
................ Posted: 10/23/2009 7 29 AM
be thankful, there is plenty especially felt when it's sunny and, though I know this spiritually, I remember the feeling when there wasn't any
when the bills were mounting and the children were crying when life seemed to be defying all the hope I kept applying
.............. Posted: 10/23/2009 3 28 PM
i landed softly in you energy passing through an invisible pulse stirring your soul nothing to hold onto so nothing to let go just a feeling deep within whispering freedom
................ Posted: 10/23/2009 9 56 PM
will you still feel the need when we're wheelchaired and very old to sit with blankets on our knees and share a pipe of acapulco gold?
i have had this vision for many a year gathering with loved ones who've always felt dear jamming and playing like when we were young for real love is eternal and can not be undone
................. Posted: 10/24/2009 8 06 AM
all dead as the love that we once knew is not what I feel in my soul as truth for me their life now faded is an offer of energy and in their passing they nourish what comes next...always
as in the Autumn leaves now changing colour so beautifully they will soon fade and drop from the tree predictibly now to some it would seem their life is done, but the circle is round so for me their essence will feed the ground where life is found
............. Posted: 10/24/2009 2:01:28 PM
here is the end and I'm out of steam but that does not mean the end of the dream for we are all moving at such a fast rate there is no more time to define love and hate
but know from each bud a flower does grow and from all our joys a smile will show when we cry it's healing and helps us get by just as the earth needs the rain or it gets too dry
................... Posted: 10/25/2009 6 05 AM
when life as you know it is pure addiction may not always be drugs or drink needing eviction but sometimes we're stuck on a bad train of thought not able to love cuz the net of hate has us caught
I've seen many a date just can't relate when I say I still love my ex's even though they're past mates hell, we were stoned when we entered the marriage gate and in that state I just didn't know our love wasn't that great | |
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/8/2009 5:33:50 AM | gathering the last few weeks' writing....
LAST LINE REPEATED STANZAS using 8 lines Posted: 10/25/2009 10:33:34 AM
^^hmmm..hard line to end on, so continuing.....
in that state I just didn't know our love wasn't that great after all I was just twenty three having moved from my country living the fairy tale caught in a whirlwind fantasy for I thought I was following my fate.....
or was I just running away to a spiritual mate seeing it as a gate to escape way back then when it seemed my life had lost its passion and following spirit was really in fashion.....
............. Posted: 10/26/2009 4:17:54 AM
asleep - no dime for a space to crash all sheep - working for a little cash retirement will never be nothing extra to put away for when it's rainy barely surviving living in poverty knowing this state is all too real wanting freedom just to feel there must be more to this earth deal
............. Posted: 10/27/2009 12:01:16 AM
merriment in relaxed fun flying on the back of a dragon soaring o'er sea and mountain watch the setting of the sun
see the moon begin to rise upon her back we soar the skies her flight is fast yet soft we glide sharing this beautiful night ride
................. Posted: 10/27/2009 12:11:22 AM
held gentle each soft the peach held within love's tender reach caressing hearts with rhythmic beat walking close to hold the heat
wind battering with ocean wave finding shelter in a cave velvet darkness all around embracing hearts where love is found
.............. Posted: 10/28/2009 6:33:53 AM
won't someone please come out and play we can walk in the rain this cool autumn day and talk of the times when we were young before we had children and we'd dance in the sun then stay up all night watching the ocean hearing the waves under the stars imagining taking a spaceship to mars mind running free in our new love journey
............... Posted: 10/28/2009 5:21:25 PM
just for a little while I thought I knew you but what did I know perhaps just a reflection or misconception of someone long ago who reached in under my skin and gently touched my soul
............... Posted: 10/28/2009 10:46:21 PM
then the walls we built fade to glass who knows what will really come to pass when a fortress we create around us when all can see us falling fast....
learning to fall is one of life's paths like Alice in Wonderland fell through the cracks where a magical adventure awaited her flight in the end she returned with altered sight
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/8/2009 5:37:43 AM | passing...
on a hummingbird's wing your father does soar guided with sacred love you could not have given any more
he knew this so deeply feeling the support of his beautiful family brought him more joy than ever before guiding his life to his last breath guiding his passage now in his after death
dearest riv, and all your sisters and brothers, sending love and special prayers for your mother presently in a state of limbo and yet I suspect somewhere she does know that where your father is now leading she will be sure to follow
for in health they lived raising all of you now in his passing his love will shine through entering the magnificance of the sky lifted high on a hummingbird's wing he's free now to be the light while angels gather and sing
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| ....food for thought....or not... Posted: 11/8/2009 5:53:49 AM | ending this page with whisps of haiku written this past week....
live life in beauty and beauty will live in thee cherishing it all
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feel the autumn breeze lightly kissing my forehead together we dance
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spirits rejoicing we are all there is to be as humans being
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i see you and cheer glorious sunrising skies red leaves turning gold
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magic fills the air as each new star will appear when the sun goes down
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baking bread on racks heavenly smell rising high in plumes of grey smoke
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for spring's sweet offers bluebells and daffodils will bloom with open arms
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green leaves embracing strands of pure golden sunshine nourishing us all
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bows) dappling divine leaves reflecting as they shine sunlight touching down
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days before winter cooler evenings but warm days season's transition
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