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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 2/24/2006 11:40:48 AM | awwwww
bye holly, was nice havin you around here. gonna be different in the pond now. you will be missed.
k, i wouldve mailed you to say this but i need to be a bunch of months older to mail you lol
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 2/25/2006 4:55:00 AM | Has been a pleasure reading your writes. Thanks for sharing that side of yourself. Would like to know the site you speak of to read more if you care to share. Take care Ms. Holly | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 2/25/2006 6:39:32 AM | Pain from passion I distilled. and inner places I have killed, but they refuse to simply die and bring again a tear to eye. Not lost in drunken midnight stroll, and never really being whole; the parts I have indeed betrayed are not dead, but rather stayed. Once I slept in deepest part; a novacaine injected heart, foolishly I woke it up and now I taste a bitter cup; grapes of wrath and bitterness a hollow feeling in my chest. Though not burdened every day still the bruise wont go away. I seek a love to call my own, a better time, a passage shown, but while I weep it cant be mine and while in weeping I do pine This vicious cycle I will break since I've found it's my mistake. When will this time of learning end and I am found a worthwhile friend? | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 2/26/2006 1:52:51 PM | I would be interest. Your limits won't let me email you but if you want send me the info.
Thanks.
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 3/14/2006 9:37:17 AM | Hey Holly and the POF peoples...Thought I would drop by yet again and give you a piece of me. --Content--
s contentment a thing, a place, an idea? Complacency's best at yet another whim. Why does it call out loudly and sound? Should all of us bow to society's grin? I have things in mind, only a second. these things hold tight to me, unloosened. without these things, I'm nothing more than a leaf in the wind, dry and unfashioned. There's a place in mind, only a minute. It's lost in time and nothing is here. Without this place, I'm no where around. But I will keep present, without fear. An Idea's in mind, only a day. Caught wind of intentions and crept on through. without my ideas, my time was wasted and all of my thoughts scattered and flew. Now I'm content with all that I have, all that I am, and all that I know. But without what I said, where would I go, What would I do, and who would I show?
btw if anyone is on myspace my URL is www. myspace / uncle_beau | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 4/16/2006 4:21:57 PM | dingedarmor , check out a thread titled "poetry and fiction", because you never know what you may find . The poetry of a beautiful jaded princess might remind you of some one you miss | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 6/28/2006 9:29:30 PM | Walking through the door of a place that i once knew so well It's always had it's own voices, all with their own story to tell. the stain on the carpet, the discoloured paint where pictures used to hang Shattered glass on the floor from a very large window pane.
I remember that window, it was the one that let the outside in Proudly displaying the contents of what was held within Brushing away the cobwebs, the curtains now bleached from the sun everything had suddenly grown quiet, sadness now replaced the fun
There were no more spectators, there was no one left to fan the flames the fire slowly died out, and the world completely changed Walking back through the door, turning the key in the lock to keep it safe. This room earned a spot in heart and history that will never be erased.
Sleepless in Niagara.. | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 6/28/2006 9:39:37 PM | I love your writes.You paint such profound ,emotionally vivid ,and expressive word pictures.Ive read some of your other poetry around the forums and I have to say your poems really touch my heart.I cant wait to read more.Have a groovy night,Kat  | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 6/28/2006 9:42:53 PM | thanks Kat
(you do know that i'm the writer formerly known as HollyBerry right??) lol.. i have enjoyed reading You too.. | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 6/28/2006 9:50:58 PM | 5499 Heart of Soul 29 June 2006
Beauty in her eyes heart of a clear soul Was she innocence another in ways of lust
To touch her hand to feel her skin Soft against hardness this tranquil of pure flesh
Could it be too late was time an absent friend To love, to know love what of love does know
A secret, an empty feeling her eyes the prison to escape ‘No man’s land’, the safety between to be her man, of each night she does dream
Most commonly associated with the First World War (1914-1918) the phrase “no man’s land” dates back until at least the 14th century. Its meaning was clear to all sides: no man’s land represented the area of ground between opposing armies - in the case of World War One, between the trenches of both sides at war with one another. The allied armies of the UK (Great Britian), Australia, New Zealand, Canada and the USA in support of France and the armies of Germany (Prussia).
No Man's Land was not however barren of activity. During nightfall each side would despatch parties to spy on the enemy, or to repair or extend barbed wire posts. Reconnaissance missions were similarly common. Injured men trapped in No Man's Land would often be brought back in to their respective trenches under cover of darkness, as were corpses for burial. Artillery shelling of No Man's Land was common, quickly reducing it to a barren wasteland comprised of destroyed vegetation, mud-soaked craters - and rotting corpses.
© 2006 Christopher W Herbert (a New Zealand Poet)
a poet who cares
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 6/28/2006 9:54:04 PM | I do know that:)LOL .Its great to see you writing again.I just felt like dropping in and letting you know how much I dig your stuff Kat | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 6/28/2006 9:55:41 PM | Thank you Christopher, always a pleasure to see you here :)
lol Kat, i figured you knew that, and ty, it's been a while. I'm actually trying to cure my own insomnia by reading my own sh*t and boring myself to sleep :D
Broken dreams, broken toys, broken promises, stolen joy lost souls and barren hearts, torn up stories, lives ripped apart Misguided shots without pulling the trigger, buried deep into flesh then left there to linger | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 6/29/2006 1:18:06 AM | Seen The Title "This Is Me" and well this is what came to mind..
This is me
This is me telling you of my pain This is me with so much shame. This is me crying my heart out This is me lying in the dark. This is me reaching for a hand This is me hoping you will understand. This is me with so much hate This is me not stepping up to the plate. This is me with sadness in my heart This is me falling apart. This is me wondering why This is me trying to hide. This is me cutting my wrist This is me who already slipped. This is me dying on the floor This is me hoping you’ll come through the door. This is me almost dead This is me wishing you knew what was in my head. | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 7/1/2006 12:04:26 AM | You spoke to me in riddles, blurring the pictures in my head I spun in circles, trying to understand what you had said and I listened to you.....but I guess I never really heard and there I sat, clinging to every confusing word
you spoke of pasts and promises, the two bled into one broken pieces put back together, the seam still visible where things came undone were they euphoric or damned dilussions, was the sky blue or gray? you ignored the clouds, but could never make them go away
Because you spoke to me in riddles, I left my heart to feel I couldn't think about the words, because they weren't real this emotional web becomes bigger, with everything you've said Do i keep on trying to untangle the mess of words that I have read.
I don't know that I care anymore, I don't think that i can leave this place of insanity, walk through the unlocked door remove the chains that bound me here, shake away the fear close my heart down as i walk away so i no longer hear. | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 7/3/2006 4:32:13 AM | 5507 Where Sanity and Insane Meet 03 July 2006
Now to know your name your beauty, and of class To reach out and ponder this beauty you have to adore
Of spirits touching hearts clutching a net Strands of cotton entangled upon a thread
Now to know, what this all stands for heaven and holly, Christmas time in giving Reaching out, to taste the fruit of each berry Some more of compassion, others not as bitter sweet
Where this Canaan was a land of “hope” a faithful being, to this charity of cause A Commonwealth, richness in heart to deliver Where kindness and above all, sanity and insane meet
“Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives.” William Dement, in Newsweek, 1959 (born 1928), a pioneer of sleep researcher, and founder of the world’s first sleep laboratory at Stanford University, USA. He was a leading authority on sleep, sleep deprivation, and the diagnosis and treatment of sleep disorders.
© 2006 Christopher W Herbert (a New Zealand Poet)
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 7/10/2006 7:03:44 PM | Have you ever reached out in the night to grab an empty pillow?
I have.. more times than you will ever know
Do the demons ever take leave long enough for you to see?
Does the question plague you, do you ask what went wrong with something so meant to be?
Do you ever think of me, when you're on a crowded street?
Do you see me in the face of every stranger that you meet?
Do memories of us still make you smile, yet haunt you when you sleep?
Are the wounds still there, do you feel the sting of the blade buried so deep?
Crying myself to sleep, with our picture in my grasp
This ache in my chest, the burning defeat of loves collapse
Do you still think of me with every song that plays on the radio?
Do you whisper my name, when you see an image of fresh fallen snow?
Does your mind play tricks like mine does? I swear I hear your voice down the hall
Have you ever pulled your hand away from the receiver, afraid it may be the last call?
Do you think of me when you wake in the middle of the night?
Do you search endlessly for an answer, or did you already lose sight?
Do you ever think of me, when you're all alone?
Do you stay home at night, waiting by the phone?
Do memories still make you smile, yet haunt you when you sleep
Are the wounds still there, do you feel the sting of the blade buried so deep?
Do you scream at the clock on the wall, when time seems to stand still
Is there an empty space inside of you, that you're not sure how to fill?.
Do you ever think of me, when your life is going right?
Do you remember us? Do the memories burn bright?
All these nights I sit in silence, all i see is you
I still dream about our forever, maybe that makes me a fool.
I think about you, and every piece of me aches
We had the love, passion and dedication, what more does it take?
If the scars were all healed, and no promises were broken
All the plans were laid out, all the right words were spoken
If there was no fear of what tomorrow held, would you still walk away?
If you knew there was no chance of failure, would that be enough to make you stay?
Do you think of me? | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 7/10/2006 7:06:38 PM | see what happens when you use a shared computer??? the above was NOT written by the 'coppertop one' above.. but by me lol... | |
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| This is me . . . Stripped . . . Posted: 7/11/2006 8:45:49 PM | to blind to see the writing, even when it's right there on the wall.. oblivious to every hang up, when i was too afraid to call tearing a little away from me so that i'm no longer whole gone are pieces of the puzzle that made up my soul.
ignoring all the subtle hints, what's in my heart now is a crime hidden feelings come to the surface, confusing heart and mind. would I have changed that embrace, had i known it would be our last? time spent together just a memory now, soon to be a distant past. | |
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