| Don't Really Care
Posted: 6/23/2009 2:50:50 PM | | I care to much. That is half the problem. I could never just "not care". Sure we all get a case of the "**** its" sometimes, but I am comming to terms that is just life. The past few years in my life have really been a personal "hell". Everything from career changes, College, medical crap, just trying to do everything alone for the past 6 years that I never had to face before. I just try to be happy and positive and know that when bad things DO happen to me....I need to sit back and maybe look at why, instead of getting so angry. And this has not been easy to do. I live a one day at a time life, because that is all I can do. Never give up on anything. Quitting is NOT in my lifestyle. | |
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| Don't Really Care
Posted: 6/23/2009 3:48:40 PM | | I have sorta given up I have met so many men off here and either they fancy me and I do not fancy them or I fancy them and they dont fancy me and that hurt, most of the time they are just looking for sex. I have given up the whole thing is making me feel low. I met someone today who made a big remark about a red thing on my face and i rushed to the loo it was a tiny pimple honestly how stupid. He looked at me with such displeaure it made me feel really down and has discouraed me and made me feeel low. | |
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| Don't Really Care
Posted: 6/23/2009 4:44:41 PM | | op You are a smart and a witty man.you are in a slump right now.we all get in a slump now and then.I am in a slump right now but I am trying to do things I love to do to pick my self up to get my self out of the slump that I am in.and I am opening my self up to new things.I am going through a time of healing and growing right now.For me my problem is I care to much.And I laugh and I think postive.Things do get better.for me I have to be strong to get out of my slump but it is hard .But god is with me. | |
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