| Winter....behind glass
Posted: 7/8/2005 4:23:50 AM | 4080
Seasonal Quested
08 July 2005
In winter the sun did not shine
his heart confused in coldness
Why had his life became like this
when for to him each day was fall
Not the spring before summer arrive
of this pain internal to overcome
Happiness being the thought of others
and reality a moment to endure
Where in memory of her
his heart did open to allow
her summer to warm his feet
But what was loneliness
remained all the same
Could it be heaven was
in a Father’s arms safe
Like he turned to ask God
why the hell he had been sent
to such a damn earthly place
“The LORD shall open unto thee his good treasure, the
heaven to give the rain unto thy land in his season, and
to bless all the work of thine hand: and thou shalt
lend unto many nations, and thou shalt not borrow.”
Deuteronomy 28: 12 KJV
“Then I will give you rain in due season, and the land shall yield
her increase, and the trees of the field shall yield their fruit.”
Leviticus 26: 4 KJV | |
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| Winter....behind glass
Posted: 7/8/2005 4:52:04 AM | Ok some loony tune wanted me to post here..even though she RARELY answers ANY of my questions!! This never got titled
When we are torn,
At long last born,
Into the World and screaming.
We spend the first 4 years of life,
Learning and ever dreaming.
But then, unless we be a fool
Afraid we're bundled off to school.
Where each is given a bag of tools,
A shapeless mass,
A book of rules.
And each must make
Ere life is flown
A stumbling block,
Or a stepping stone.
Me
'bout 15 years ago. | |
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| Looney tunes R us LOL
Posted: 7/8/2005 5:08:17 AM |
I loved your poem the first time you shared it with me,and I adore seeing it hereI cant wait to read your stories too!Come back and post again anytime......and have a donut on your way out LOL Oh and ehem...Ill try to answer any questions you have for me in the future ! You crack me up   | |
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| have a great day all!
Posted: 7/8/2005 5:11:51 AM | Im out for the day kiddies....so play nice :) LOL and It would be great if yall would suprise me with some very cool new posts to read when I get back.. wink wink hint.. Mwah!  | |
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| have a great day all!
Posted: 7/8/2005 12:10:00 PM | I wrote this one after my "first true love" and I broke up. I guess that would be around 93 or so.
Thieving Devils
Driving alone, I scream my rage.
There is no sound
No noise to hear.
Just confusion, pain, and fear.
My uncertainty who will perceive?
These baneful demons-why don't they leave?
My heart is icy
A deep shade of gray.
They seem drawn out, these hellish days.
Full of rain filled clouds
No more warming rays.
I see her still, buried in my sleep
Precious memories, how long will I keep?
Perhaps 'tis my fate to be alone
Never knowing a loving home.
Another chapter, one more page
A puppet with strings on the demons stage.
Life seems so hard, so damn unfair
Now who else but me will care?
The monsters stole my love from me
My mind's a fog, she's all I see.
Her eyes are sparkling oh so clear
Angelic laughter at times I hear.
Her love so real, so pure, and true
I hope it's soon I next see you.
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| ‘She said: He said’
Posted: 7/8/2005 2:32:17 PM | 3973
‘She said: He said’
09 May 2005
She said:
I don’t know why
you put up with me
But I am grateful
that you have
He said:
Of all I have
put you through
Most woman would
have given me their
marching orders long ago
Was this love
or more
admiration
from a far
Two souls united
in an understanding
She said - He said
“how happy we are”
“Where there is no vision, the people perish:
but he that keepeth the law, happy is he.”
Proverbs 29:18 KJV | |
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| ‘She said: He said’
Posted: 7/8/2005 5:15:52 PM | Thanks for stopping by you guys....made my day..Keep em comin!I love it  | |
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| Dream's Reflection
Posted: 7/8/2005 5:29:14 PM | Dream's Reflection
Dream's reflection vampire
waking reality. No Face
in the mirror, no enlightened
insight remembered, just a dark
silvered surface casting blank
shadows of imagined memory's
faded interplay. Instinctual
hunger for living brain death
stake thoughtful reflections
in coffin of waking dream. | |
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| Dream's Reflection
Posted: 7/8/2005 6:57:36 PM | I look at the mirror and all I can see,
Is the pain and tears that are inside me,
I cannot help but sit and cry,
Because the pain hurts so bad and all I can say is why?
Why do you have to continue to drink?
Did you ever just stop to think?
Do you know how much this affects others?
Your daughter is growing up her life is just blurrs,
But all you can do is just sit back and drink,
This news just makes my heart sink,
It makes me sick I cannot take it anymore!!!
This really hurts me, all the day to my core,
You cannot see how your drinking affects me,
I cannot take anymore, open your eyes and see,
I am not a baby you can just hold on too,
You cannot see all the things I can do,
I doubt that you ever will get to see,
Who I am and what I can be,
I am hurt and extremely mad,
But I should be extremely glad.
Can't you tell the pain I am going through?
You should stop drinking, that is what you should do!!!!
Dad, I love you but I cannot take anymore pain,
Because I feel like I already have been slain,
If this continues I will end up slipping away,
No matter how hard you try to get me to stay.
sry fell for ruining this thread. I am in so much pain right now, once again my dad has been drinking. Even though he knows how much it makes me hurt inside. | |
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| Dream's Reflection
Posted: 7/8/2005 7:36:46 PM | 4082
Tears of a Thirsty Heart
09 July 2005
Her eyes were of mirrored soul
where pain and tears rested inside
Unable to escape—yet drop as to water
the anguish driven from mercy to deprive
To ask out loud the question why
for would this ever stop in consequence
A daughter loving—to him she adored
trapped in her father’s world
Growing to hate his misgivings
where her heart was to crumble
Such sickness - driven to thirst
while an empty glass she could endure
This love to amour so strong
she felt her father’s remorse
Knowing all she wanted
Was for him to stop and think
Of this intoxication drowned
in degrees moist with drink | |
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| Dream's Reflection
Posted: 7/8/2005 7:50:02 PM | | Poet, that is exactly how I feel. thx for writing that. | |
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| Cats...I care
Posted: 7/8/2005 7:54:22 PM | | Cats you are in no way ruining this thread.Im glad you feel comfortable enough to come in here and share whats on your mind.This is a safe haven for all to rest their thoughts and share whatevers on their mind.If you need to,feel free to email me anytime.Love ya girl...Kat | |
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| Cats...I care
Posted: 7/8/2005 7:55:35 PM | | Cats your poem really touched my heart.I can feel your pain girl....Poet that was really sweet to show her support through your poem,and dinged...always so nice to see you hon.I adore all you post in here.Big hugs for all,Kat | |
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| Dream's Reflection
Posted: 7/8/2005 8:41:47 PM | Cats -
you were the inspiration - your words were the soul -
all I did was invent the wheel and hope it would forward roll
poettothecars
a poet who does care | |
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| Cats...I care
Posted: 7/8/2005 8:44:46 PM | Fell,
Love this thread girl!!! Do I get coffee here too!!! LOL
Cats,
I sure hope things get better soon, I had a sisters with the same problem. I'm not sure which was harder, seeing what they were doing to themselves, or seeing what they were doing to everyone else. Hang in there!
Sam | |
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| Cats...I care
Posted: 7/8/2005 8:51:55 PM | @poet, I am glad that I was an inspiration to u in writing that piece of art.
@ sam, this has been an on going thing for me ever since I was little. So for me to cope with it all, I had to grow up and grow up fast. I am mature beyond my years. | |
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| Cats...I care
Posted: 7/8/2005 9:00:08 PM | Cats,
Just remember there are alot of support groups out there for you, some are friends, some are others dealling with the same issue. Your never alone, even though it can feel like that often.
Sam | |
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| Cats...I care
Posted: 7/8/2005 11:32:07 PM | | Cats...Im here for ya girl..Email me anytime,and TY for bein so real and open with your poems and having such a poets heart to share it with all of us...Mari Sam...I have coffee and donuts on the table lol help yourself girl...Dinged..Thank you for adding another awesome poem earlier.Poet thank you as well.It means alot to me that you guys have continued to come back and share.Ill post something later too.Love to all!Kat Edit.. Mari Sam Thanks for the props girl.I love your thread too. Ive seen the threads of everyone whose posted in here and you all rock!.So much talent here !Love you guys :) | |
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| Cats...I care
Posted: 7/8/2005 11:55:14 PM | | hey, fellfrom, love your writes. Just stopping in to say hi. | |
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| Yay havent seen you in awhile
Posted: 7/9/2005 12:02:21 AM | hey Rory Hi! its been awhile.Thanks so much for the props.I hope youll come back and post something sometime..Big hugs,Kat  | |
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| Yay havent seen you in awhile
Posted: 7/9/2005 12:09:34 AM | I will, for sure-- but wait ! What's with that thumb pointing upside down??
Aww, here's a hug anyway. | |
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| Ive been kind of a bum about posting my stuff today :)
Posted: 7/9/2005 12:14:35 AM | My emotions bleed
Soaking through my salty summer memories
The grass has turned an envious shade of green
Contrasting with the indian paintbrushed sky
Is there something magical
In nightfalls quiet graces
As the moon beams down from midnight skies in ghostly silver traces
My dreams trip over memories of you when Im alseep
All the people and promises they just couldnt keep
And your eyes light up the darkness
of my childhood curiosities
And your heart sings to me
With the soft sweetness of an Irish Lullabye
Echoing through the grassy mountain meadow
carried on the wings of a butterfly
I will face my future gracefully
With peace and tranquility
I reach down and brush the sticky sand away
From my childhood skinned knees
As my heart beats in perfect synchronicity in time with the breeze
If only we could see firsthand
What magic lies ahead
Beyond the gates of all the memories
Weve tucked under our beds
Thanks again everywone for sharing such beautiful poems in here.I appreciate it more than mere words can express.Nite!
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| Ive been kind of a bum about posting my stuff today :)
Posted: 7/9/2005 12:19:30 AM | | OMG Rory! Im such a tard..Do you know all this time I thought those were left and right handed high fives...Jeez...So much for the term creative genius LMAO Ive probably offended so many people..Thanks for the heads up....or rather the thumbs up lmao Cya around Rory..big hugs | |
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