| How to forget someone that ......
Posted: 9/1/2009 4:26:49 AM | majyk1. dallas dame, kamal,
Thanks for more support...Yes getting busy help a great deal. I'm not working for the last 15 months, but I'm helping my friends, some taking the kids to band practice, taking son to his classes at CC,, his Dr.'s appts. and spending more quality with him - he is in recovery from alcohol and marijuana smoking trouble and now he is the the reinsertion to society stage- those are extras to my regular home duties.
All these I didn't have last school year, and as we in Spanish have a say" Idleness is the Mother of all vices". I am avoiding to be idle and truly getting the benefits of it.
Majyi1: thanks for not being an A$$, its is good that you have the compassion to judge and forgive and mostly see when an effort to do better is done. I also share with all here how I suffered for my wrong choices. I like to share to help others don't do wrong...it always backfires. It happened to me..I cried for more than 3 months, I was sad as can be and lonely as well. Now thing look promising, I am using my energy in other things and also praying for my ex-friend to regain his life. To be again the stable man he was when he was my rock. I am just doing this in silence and away from him. He is gone for good from my life.
My marriage is beyond repair, it is scarily calm though. Like I have shared...I need to get ready and prepared for divorcing and restarting a new life. This path is very unknown to me and as such is something I so hesitant to start doing. | |
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