| The Heavens and My Home
Posted: 8/29/2009 11:26:27 PM | Orion, my friend,
menacing the night, hunting,
swordsman of the sky.
Horsehead nebula,
lies within the belt you see,
Betelgeuse, his broach.
Canis, his best friend,
Sirius lies within him,
home of the whales.
Brightest star we'll see,
brightest in the galaxie,
fire inside me.
Pleiades, sisters,
the seven ladies, hiding,
Taurus protects them.
Ursa minor, Bear,
Polaris, north star, compass,
friend of the sailor.
Cepheus, the house,
King of Aethiopia,
Andromeda's sire.
Cassiopeia,
Wife of Cepheus, so vane,
unrivaled beauty.
Bootes, home to me,
Izar, the "most beautiful"
Loin of the great bear.
Libra, fairest judge,
never known to hold a grudge,
So stern, will not budge. | |
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| These Dreams Our Reality
Posted: 8/30/2009 1:00:25 PM | The Sky is something,
I hold very high, the Air,
Element of mine.
The clouds disappear,
my mind, used to clear the skies,
only when joyful.
I'll breathe a new breath,
and clear the sky once again,
My ego, my friend.
In dreams, I shall fly,
I call my blade to my side,
Hawk, high in the sky.
In dreams, I can breathe,
water is like air to me,
and air like water.
I float in the sky,
I am not afraid to die,
I meet my challenge.
Dog and Bear, boy, girl,
Eagles do I always see,
Their feathers I seek. | |
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| Deaf, Dumb, and Blind (A Blessing)
Posted: 8/31/2009 9:54:37 PM | Perhaps we shall see,
truly what it means to be,
a human alive
cauterize this heart,
seal the wound and burn the scars,
burn my eyes too please,
I wish not to see,
these fools destroy this beauty,
relieve my duty,
would you take my ears?
for this I wish not to hear,
fools preaching such fear,
I wish not to speak,
for you will not hear the truth,
so take my mouth please,
I wish not to smell,
her scent is in everything,
take this nose from me.
and please take my soul,
without her I am not whole,
you can have it back. | |
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| The pain returns
Posted: 9/1/2009 5:30:17 PM | I try to write this,
though not much to inspire,
it seems I'm fading,
my mind is fried crisp,
and my time doth expire,
thin ice I'm skating,
cannot scratch this itch,
and my one true desire,
is ever waiting. | |
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| Forever Sleep
Posted: 9/3/2009 5:14:51 PM | A wish for a death,
the simple release from flesh,
have I passed the test;
Will you give me this,
this simple gift, brings such bliss,
distraught existence;
Bind me here no more,
release this spirit from flesh,
please rend this hearts blood;
Izar calls me home,
how it longs to burn my soul,
Star and I are one;
Silence I wish for,
ring the bell and listen close,
Venus burns a hole;
Want not to be old,
They'll raise a toast to your soul,
when you return home;
Take me home again,
take me home forever please,
sweet eternal sleep. | |
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| The Worms of the Earth
Posted: 9/3/2009 5:46:11 PM | Almost time to sleep,
I give away everything,
all to see your face;
Travel up the cord,
that connects body to soul,
severed from the flesh;
Morbid are these days,
dark have been my dreams of late,
Sword Thain to the King,
Never mind these words,
by a forked tongue they're spoke,
they shall not be heard,
On them you shall choke,
with the filth that you now spit,
choke, choke, choke on it;
Return to the sky,
heaven bound are you and I,
no bond is greater.
I am a turkey,
take from me all that you see,
I give it freely | |
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| Totems
Posted: 9/3/2009 6:06:54 PM | 7
My name is the Skunk,
Reputation serves me well,
a friend to myself;
28
I'm Armadillo,
Boundaries are hard to kill,
I put up my shield;
9
Hi, I'm Butterfly,
take a worm and make him fly,
I Transform with grace;
11
The Moose in the north,
Self-esteem for all it's worth,
As strong as the Earth;
44
I'm the Hummingbird,
if you smile then you have heard,
Joy within my words;
18
They call me the Lynx,
all the Secrets do I keep,
observation deep;
31
I am the Turkey,
Give-away what pleases me,
give thanks for my treats;
14
Dog is my true name,
Loyalty is not in vain,
honor everything;
5
I am the Great Bear,
I Introspect with great care,
home, my cave, my heart. | |
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| Lunar Grief
Posted: 9/3/2009 9:10:59 PM | The full moon is out,
it stirs my hearts blood tonight,
grief and pain, now reign,
Supreme is my queen,
she stirs the waters tonight,
as she stirs my heart,
when will it all end,
lunacy shall reign supreme,
for the next three days. | |
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| Tony Danza
Posted: 9/3/2009 11:25:38 PM | Now time to retire,
when I sleep I perspire,
dream of my desire
The bed where I sleep,
where the dreams begin to creep,
also where I weep,
Shun my own pillow,
it drinks up all of my dreams,
it keeps them from me,
Open my window,
and my heart to Black Widows,
they lurk in shadow,
Of what shall I dream,
perhaps a new prophecy,
maybe on the beach,
the clouds shall spin round,
and plunge into the ocean,
the mountain on fire,
A being walks this way,
He's pure and utter evil,
all in black armor,
I do not fear him,
even though he brings me death,
I will face him now.
Goodnight all fair folk,
I shall see you tomorrow,
sweet dreams to you all.
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| Am I enough?
Posted: 9/5/2009 11:37:17 AM | Morning, wind and breath,
still my body needs to rest,
body knows whats best;
My drink has run dry,
clutch this bottle to my breast,
I bleed, nonetheless;
The wound, opened fresh,
yet not open is my flesh,
wound, inside my chest;
Jesse, make your nest,
for one day she'll need to rest,
her head, on your chest;
How am I so blessed,
given love and reverence,
earned benevolence;
One day I shall rest,
when they deem I've passed the test,
bones are all that's left.
Beg and plea for death,
my queen, not Elizabeth,
alone she'll be left. | |
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| Did I get the job?
Posted: 9/5/2009 7:12:43 PM | Simple not shallow,
your mindset is as follows,
truth, hard to swallow;
I shall ascend soon,
apply for apprenticeship,
intern in heaven;
Laughing as I speak,
those of you who think me weak,
you have been deceived;
True love do I serve,
go forth now and spread the word,
this is your new church;
To find your own God,
you have but to lift a stone,
need no golden cross;
Keep your holy house,
need it not to hear the word,
your cross is absurd;
I respect your faith,
in my heart, gold has no place,
we are all one race;
Gaudy are your halls,
and one day your church will fall,
where will you go then;
You should not rely,
fools in white, won't save your life,
you need not pay tithe;
you pay your respect,
that is enough for heaven,
pay not for your faith;
Where will you go when,
your golden halls crumble in?
God is in your heart;
In my heart as well,
this truth will save you from hell,
hell is in your mind;
The choice is yours friend,
to sink below or ascend,
spirit does not end. | |
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| Shed my Skin
Posted: 9/8/2009 12:16:45 PM | There is not a song,
I can sing to bring you back,
no spell I can cast,
there is not a ring,
so why do I waste my time,
these are pointless things
the spells I can cast,
would bring you back unwilling,
you would not be whole,
therefore I don't speak,
for the havoc it would wreak,
would be unholy,
All I do is write,
I make my own prophecy,
bring her back to me,
Shallow is shadow,
it would wish to interfere,
with what we hold dear,
to have you back now,
I would eat a black widow,
queen of all my fears,
I have faced my fear,
I have made this old path clear,
I will walk through fire,
lay down in the flame,
and I will come out unscathed,
for now I have faith,
darkness will not win,
I shall not become, Demon,
nor shall I, a wraith.
I embrace this pain,
bite me like a rattlesnake,
I will transmutate. | |
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| Magician
Posted: 9/9/2009 11:42:27 PM | This is illusion,
I pour it on so damn thick,
you can't see through it,
Twisted confusion,
it can come on so damn quick,
you can't subdue it,
Sneaking intrusion,
they will slip past your defense,
do not sleep through it,
Illusion is real,
hit you like a ton of bricks,
you may live through it. | |
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| The Wailer
Posted: 9/13/2009 12:42:57 AM | No woman, no cry,
so the great poet spoke thus,
and so shall it be,
no, don't shed no tears,
though he did not live full years,
his message still lives,
please little sister,
the master blaster jammin'
the name of the Lord,
hope you like jammin'
everyday we pay the price,
no one can stop us,
assassination!
call it cancer if you wish,
revenge was the dish,
for speaking the truth,
poisoned needle in your shoe,
climb up to your mind,
he fought till the end,
performed at the feet of death,
his foot was his death,
he wailed for you,
all he said, I find is true
Holy Mt. Zion
his message to you,
get up, stand up, for your right,
don't give up the fight | |
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| Vertigo
Posted: 9/14/2009 2:37:28 PM | Weather this rough storm,
and be together once more,
lion and the lamb.
Once upon a time,
a young man learned to climb up,
but never back down,
he'd forgotten how
he learned to reverse the plow,
he stood on top now,
He never fell off,
used to being at the top,
it would never stop,
he was very wrong,
did not listen to the songs,
and one day he fell,
he fell very far,
and he continues to fall,
stomach in his throat,
"when will I land now"
he continued to wonder,
not for awhile,
it could be ten lives,
it could be ten thousand lives,
it could never be,
"If only I learned,
no one taught me to climb down,
what will I do now"?
continue to fall,
learn to embrace this descent,
no longer fear it,
then you'll realize,
you are no longer falling,
you are now flying. | |
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| Two as one
Posted: 9/15/2009 10:27:59 PM | Drea, Drea, where are you,
are you at home with the flu,
I'm thinking of you,
wishing you so well,
hope you are not suffering,
suffering such hell,
I feel you out there,
I know you feel what I feel,
I know you're not well,
You feel the effects,
You must now take your rest, heal
You will soon be well,
I look to your words,
to help heal all these hurts,
you're calming my soul,
Send out my good thoughts,
destroy that which you have fought,
not what you fought for. | |
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| Two as one
Posted: 9/15/2009 10:45:41 PM | I saw something
reminded me of something
thought on it quietly for a moment
then remembered
I'm here to have fun
so sayeth my Lord
((Opps ... wrong thread Jess)) | |
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| Two as one
Posted: 9/15/2009 10:50:56 PM | I am not worried,
please continue to have fun,
fun is number one | |
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| Lifetimes
Posted: 9/15/2009 11:09:24 PM | ((Thanks))
Lifetimes
I've often wondered
are birthmarks
an indication
of how many past lives we've had?
I've often wondered
has anyone else
ever thought on that?
((I really enjoy your writings Jesse ... you evoke thoughts I'd forgot about ... maybe with good cause ... maybe not. Maybe , it's time to remember)) | |
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| Lifetimes
Posted: 9/15/2009 11:35:03 PM | Sun is shattering,
the moon's strength is gathering,
together as one.
Saturn, Uranus,
in conjunction with the sun,
together as one.
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| Dogfight
Posted: 9/16/2009 2:28:40 PM | Dead on arrival,
please do not resuscitate,
I accept my fate.
Upon whom reigns death?
I will never care again,
be it foe or friend.
Demon of the air,
I now kill without a care,
her love is not there.
If I don't have love,
then I shall seek death,
become murderous.
I will face my fear,
this plane will be my new spear,
through your f8cking heart.
My fear of the air,
may it no longer be there,
you will fall, not I!
I am trained to kill,
and by the strength of my will,
many face peril.
Though I face peril,
no longer do I fear it,
I now welcome it.
I seek my new death,
but in turn I shall have yours,
Paradoxical.
My catch-22,
I am crazier than you,
My death do I wish.
This is my craving,
developed a taste for blood,
yours or mine will do. | |
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| Blood, Blade, Breathe, Bone......Flood, Rage, Death, Alone........................Hope?
Posted: 9/20/2009 10:44:43 PM | Perhaps it has passed,
this furious sense of wrath,
weary it's left me,
it gives me no thrill,
always thinking of killing,
that which is not real,
asleep,asleep,weep,
dream, dreams, love sings, you're killing,
something is swelling,
sleep, sleep, creeping dreams,
joy and pain, to the extreme,
my body sweating,
will there be a sleep,
in which I do not have dreams,
in which I don't breathe,
Seething and teeming,
like a fire, like a sea,
don't you dare touch me,
I am dangerous,
an element yet unseen,
do not toy with me,
Precious flesh is fine,
satisfy my simple mind,
satisfy my heart. | |
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| Never Forget
Posted: 9/23/2009 8:10:33 PM | Like a Christ figure,
though you can't live up to that,
still do what you can,
domino effect,
to serve and give and protect,
and mistakes, correct,
do unto others,
walk the talk you always spit,
you give what you get,
forgive and forget,
and you live without regret,
you're God's teacher's pet,
Your God is my God,
the same staff and the same Rod,
never does it prod,
read the Bible not,
for there is much they forgot,
yet still some rings true,
if you choose to read,
in between the lines he bleeds,
shepherd and his sheep,
I know not the truth,
deception has made me blue,
I know what I feel,
I know what is real,
inside of me lies the key,
my eternity. | |
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| Born out of place
Posted: 9/24/2009 9:53:40 PM | Understand, my friend,
I must have a happy end,
I must suffer first,
suffer foolishness,
suffer greed, and great regrets,
suffer to forget,
I learn to forgive,
though I will never forget,
take this to my death,
I am not like you,
nor you, or you, or you, love,
outcast from above,
I will not fit in,
not in this crazy system,
my kiss will miss them,
my peers do not see,
and they will never see me,
only elderly. | |
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| I wonder
Posted: 9/25/2009 5:17:31 PM | Love is simple, yes?
Yet hate is complicated.
why do you choose hate? | |
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