| | Whispers in the DarkPage 6 of 9 (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9) | diamond eyes vacant lies dead actors like puppet strings social injustice conspiracy spies hiding between the immoral scene government divided by corruption regressed
corporate scandals hidden by bullet proof vest leaving broken misery of yesterday from the crying tears of tomorrow falsified hope borrowed unemployment cut-throats leaving a world by itself to cope returning from its secret hiding place where the past is repeated again as the scars continue to bleed
revealing its inner reality check where wisdom dissolves it's bitter pill side effects become real tritely expressed emotions become s p i l l e d violent leaders killing wars in their innocent fight plan of action resides within the just turning their heads with their selfish lust turmoil's deception found in a societal plan vagrant beggars living in a homeless land drug induced sanctuary where hopeless nomads wonder around in their disguise living in their circle of fictitious state where hope is shattered upon the political plate
guilty governments trying hard to resolve while empty stomach stay constantly starved lonely confessions, dark emptied dreams silently the final chapter remains blanked pages filled with broken ink troubled souls split with empty hearts for a better tomorrows to finally start shattered voices echo silent screams from blackened memories unforeseen as all these realistic thoughts unfold from the visions of a world as I see untold
leaving back memories of yesterday returning to their secret hiding place as the past comes alive
revealing the inner real inside where wisdom dissolves it's bitter pill and knowledge is swallowed as food for thought-BT  | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 11/13/2011 6:41:24 AM | "Today, I'm alive--despite......
clouded minds rainy skies muddy path shoeless feet hungry hearts dead-end street wallet lost money forsaken broken dreams running late speeding tickets fist fight red lights exam@8 irritated cranky pissed destination point way to long wrong turned that I missed lack of sleep filled broken dreams.... If only I could figure out a better way to view it being alive is how you pursue it God will do the rest--if blessed within the mess blessedly enduring to live our best each day's struggles and transgressions-- less problems that once were mountains-- tall reduced down to a reaching height--small as we unwind our heavy-- load smiling with much affection-- told how grateful are the happy--soul's that choose to be alive-- than dead........................................... | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 12/5/2011 9:32:22 PM | The final crowd appears in the distance as the band strikes up their pose the lies have all been spoken and the truth has all been told
One voice cries out in silence while another screams out in vain ‘'we will not be forgotten'’ cause now you know our name
We are the few the strong we are the chosen one’s we will not be denied
We fight for the truth, the lost the broken we are the champions we are the champions in disguise
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 12/7/2011 4:54:57 PM | Sometimes when your all alone all you do is stress running from your problems trying to do your best days feel like weeks while the nights are so cold looking for the answers to the questions you were told
Round and round we will all go insane looking for the ending to the start of another game trying to control something that always seems to win guess there’s always tomorrow to start all over again
There will be a day when the path will be so clear stop looking for the answers that are never there put down that bullet you got loaded in the gun playing Russian roulette by yourself ain’t much fun
Open up your eyes to the devil in disguise look deep inside for there the truth resides whats the point of sacrifice if your living in denial step out from that ledge my friend walk with me awhile
Take a step back and be grateful for what you got you can never change the past but the path you can mend often life’s answers lay blowing in the wind
“IT’S NEVER TO LATE TO BECOME THE PERSON YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN!”- | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 12/9/2011 10:13:06 PM | The cold dark air fades into the black the night time brings old memories back from the ancient realm of innocent times ghostly figures now surround my mind
disappearing into a shadowed past back when the days were filled with laughs when innocence and joy did over-run a neighborhood of vibrant life and fun
when the essence of life burned so bright and their hearts were fueled for daring flight to lift them higher upon destined paths now lay dormant in the aftermath I allow the silence to consume me if only for a thought and then its gone as the light of darkness softly passes through me I quietly wonder into the night alone | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 12/13/2011 12:43:37 AM | I guess I'll see you on the other side we'll leave the prophets to divide for it's in the ink that we profess together we can win this war
the journey of life’s in the ‘give and take’ we may bend but never break lets double up the bet and raise the stake
can we continue giving more than we can take?
Now I'll take mine as you take yours and we’ll leave our pride at the door dignity and courage we did our best always felt we all deserved more
guess there's nothing left to divide when you settle up the score ‘on the other side’- | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 12/14/2011 11:48:57 PM | Let’s just stop this time before it gets any worse I’m left stranded again bound by loves curse why am I always waiting on your love to arrive? what if we never have a next time?
you say you need me, but it's always goodbye I say I believe you, but it's always a lie If I gave you everything would that be enough? how can I love a ‘love’ I cannot trust?
loving you sometimes is like loving a ghost I want you here when I need you the most loving you sometimes is like loving a ghost I need you here when I want you the most
I want the truth, yea, that's what I need your loves got me stricken dead like a disease I’m left stranded again bound by loves curse let’s just stop this time before it gets any worse | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 12/19/2011 6:29:29 AM | re-reading the last page of last to first line I again read the most recent poem of thine hearing the lines you quoted once more I thought to myself I have heard them before they sounded familiar but I knew not from where I googled to check and found them right here a sputtering laugh to see my own face guess when throwing poems they must land someplace so thanks for the grin, sweet erota I'd forgotten those lines til you bothered to quote 'er
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 12/19/2011 4:48:31 PM | Awakened from her silence she rests as the journey of her traveled destination is reached for it's in our haste that we search our dreams but its with our persistence that we unite them longing for that ever constant struggle to become we arrive
trodden on life's beaten path we remain embraced as the return of the underlying truth is read ghostly laughs applaud with a reminiscent certainty invisible feet no longer shuffle into the unknown love has arrived to her endless substance
where forgiveness is intertwined with pain where courage is infused within each grain of eternal sand where one heart beat crashes into the minds of body and soul complete as one sound resonates silently aloud
a place where light and darkness shine a perfect marriage of love and hate abate where the failures of the past become promises of the future where struggles and triumphs prevail where beauty is blinded by her inwardly stare and love dies to be reborn again into a bitter-sweet reflection of its youth where time and space exceed into a parallel existence looking back upon these thoughts with limited resistance we move forward dancing upon the “edge of glory" bound by the invisible shore of time we collide!  | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 12/24/2011 10:41:44 AM | "There are no great things, only small things with great love. Happy are those. We, the unwilling, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the ungrateful. We have done so much, for so long, with so little, we are now qualified to do anything with nothing!"-Mother Teresa | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 1/8/2012 3:47:17 AM | The Gift
Beyond the sun, I see your smile loving kindness expressed as a child. I see your face bright as hue. I loved you then as now I do.
My love for you is beyond compare your dreams will lead you anywhere although the road be tough, just do your best give your all, and let God do the rest.
Look not to the shiny or glistened gold what your eyes see now is not always told remember true happiness cost not a nickel or dime beauty can be found in the simplest mold.
When the road seems weary, dreary, and grey when the struggles of today seem to cast all your ways when the answers to life’s questions leave you in demand allow time and great patience to be your best friend.
Hold true to your dreams for they live in your heart never allow fear to discourage your start. ‘success is failure turned inside out’ your dreams are waiting to let reality out.
Know what you're not, and learn what you can be humble in all things small or grand for wisdom and knowledge lives in us all it’s the smallest of people that often stand tall.
On the wings of an angel, new height's you will soar faith is the blind man who sees so much more for often our eyes are closed to what's right having the faith of a child, for that is the true sight.
I pray my child for unconditional love. I pray for God’s grace, and mercy above to bring you the simplest of joy for it's in the giving of love that your heart is restored.
I pray for strong morals and a courageous mind. strong dedication with a willingness to survive I pray for true greatness in all that you do. may all your dreams and best wishes come true.
Be strong in the fight and bold in your march. let nothing deter you from following your heart be humble and graceful in all you receive its the character in spirit that gives you your needs.
Hold high to your morals and respect in yourself love all your enemies and pray for your friends make peace with your failures and commonly unite for a true servant to all is more prized than a knight.
Hold true to the ones that show you the way that tells you your faults with a kind display be bold in your choices, stand firm in your talk true leadership is won by the cause which its fought.
Never look to the color of anyone skin for true beauty resides in the skin deep within know that love is a two-player game that knows not the color of the faces that play.
Start on your journey and get ready to fail, for many a crossroads surely will derail now your left standing with the writing on the wall.
“that often the best advice in life, is sometimes no advice at all!”  | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 1/18/2012 4:54:05 PM | | “Those who are not looking for happiness are the most likely to find it, because those who are searching forget that the surest way to be happy is to seek happiness for others.” ~ Martin Luther King Jr. | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 1/19/2012 2:13:25 AM | Never feared for anything Never shamed but never free A life to heal the broken heart with all that it could Lived a life so endlessly Saw beyond what others see I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could
Will you stay? Will you stay away forever?
How do I live without the ones I love? Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned Place and time always on my mind I have so much to say but you're so far away
Plans of what our futures hold Foolish lies of growing old It seems we're so invincible The truth is so cold
A final song, a last request A perfect chapter laid to rest Now and then I try to find a place in my mind
Where you can stay You can stay away forever
How do I live without the ones I love? Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned Place and time always on my mind I have so much to say but you're so far away
Sleep tight, I'm not afraid The ones that we love are here with me Lay away a place for me Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way To live eternally
How do I live without the ones I love? Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned Place and time always on my mind And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay When I have so much to say but you're so far away
I love you You were ready The pain is strong and urges rise But I'll see you When He lets me Your pain is gone, your hands untied
So far away And I need you to know So far away And I need you to, need you to know
"So Far Away" Lyrics: Avenged Sevenfold  | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 2/20/2012 11:23:50 PM | Congratulations! Today is your day, You're off to Great Places! You're off and away!
You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go.
You'll look up and down streets. Look 'em over with care. About some you will say, "I don't choose to go there." With your head full of brains, and your shoes full of feet, you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street.
And you may not find any you'll want to go down. In that case, of course, you'll head straight out of town.
It's opener there in the wide open air.
Out there things can happen and frequently do to people as brainy and footsy as you.
And when things start to happen, don't worry. Don't stew. Just go right along. You'll start happening too.
OH! THE PLACES YOU'LL GO!
You'll be on your way up! You'll be seeing great sites! You'll join the high fliers! who soar to high heights.
You won't lag behind, because you'll have the speed. You'll pass the whole gang and you'll soon take the lead. Wherever you fly, you'll be best of the best. Wherever you go, you will top all the rest.
Except when you don't. Because, sometimes, you won't.
I'm sorry to says so but, sadly, it's true that Bang-ups and Hang-ups can happen to you
You can get all hung up in a prickle-ly perch. And your gang will fly on. You'll be left in a Lurch.
You'll come down from the Lunch wuth an unpleasant bump. And the chances are, then, that you'll be in a Slump.
And when you're in a Slump, you're not in for much fun. Un-slumping yourself is not easily done.
You will come to a place where the streets are not marked. Some windows are lighted. But mostly they're dark. A place that could sprain both elbow and chin! Do you dare to stay out? Do you dare to go in? How much can you lose? How much can you win?
And IF you should go in,should you turn left or right... or right-and-three-quaters? Or maybe not quite? Or go around and back and sneak from behind? Simple it's not, I'm afraid you will find, for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.
You can get so confused that you'll start in to race down long and wiggled roads at a break-necking pace and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space, headed, I fear, toward a most usless place
The Waiting Place...
...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go or a bus to come, or a plane to go or the mail to come, or the rain to go or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow or waiting around for a Yes or a No or waiting for their hair to grow. Everyone is just waiting.
Waiting for the fish to bite or waiting for wind to fly a kite or waiting around for Friday night or waiting, perhaps, for their uncle Jake or a pot to boil, or a Better Break or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants or a wig with curls, or Another Chance. Everyone is just waiting.
NO! That's not for you!
Somehow you'll escape all that waiting and staying. You'll find the bright places where boom bands are playing.
Oh, the places you'll go! There is fun to be done! There are points to be scored. There are games to be won. And the magical things you can do with that ball will make you the winning-est winner of all. Fame! You'll be famous as famous can be, with the whole wide world watching you win on TV.
Except when they don't. Because, sometimes, they won't.
I'm afraid that some times you'll play lonely games too. Games you can't win 'cause you'll play against you.
All Alone! Whether you like it or not. Alone will be something you'll be quite a lot.
And when you're alone, theres a very good chance you'll meet things that scare you right out of your pants. There are some, down the road between hither and yon, that can scare you so much you won't want to go on.
But on you will go though the whether be foul. On you will go though your enemies prowl. On you will go though the Hakken-Kraks howl. Onward up many a frightening creek, though you arms may get sore and your sneakers may leak.
On and on you will hike. And I know you'll hike far and face up to your problems whatever they are.
You'll get mixed up of course, as you already know. You'll get mixed up with many stray birds as you go. So be sure when you step. Step with care and great tact and remember that Life's a Great Balancing Act. Just never forget to be dexterous and deft. And never mix up your right foot with you left.
And will you succeed? Yes! You will indeed! (98 and 3/4 percent garanteed!)
KID YOU'LL MOVE MOUNTAINS!
So... be your name Buxbaum or Bixby or Bray or Mordecai Ali Van Alenn O'Shea you're off to Great Places! Today is your day! Your mountain is waiting. So... get on your way!-Dr Seuss  | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 3/4/2012 12:17:22 AM | Remember back when.....
life’s too short dont wanna go to court green Izod's killin feelin super spent chillin 4am dawns break cant seem to wake cant seem to shake these lawyer fees tell me when its 8 gotta go no grab a bus for the show got the lawyer for the low he’s a no go money too slow head spinnin still nothing seems real spewing in bathroom stalls full round of applause front row seats judge speaks intellect tweaks do or die time EYE-shine mouthed words spoken legal defense golden successfully filed motion swaying like the ocean blessed only emotion last breath hold-en next stop token lost in purplehaze drifting lost maze dro fire up the blaze another long day nightmare dreams SILENCE screams silence SCREAMS sleep filled craze short fused rage ink filled page memories lost fade waste away waste away wasted away wasted days-BT | |
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| Whispers in the Dark Posted: 3/5/2012 4:14:07 PM | I see someone teetering on the 'break at the bend'
I see someone who loves to hate
I see someone who hates to love
the pain within
I see someone afraid of the truth afraid to shed their skin and open up within
I see the lies I see truths alibis
staring back at me what else do I see?
I see the real reflected and staring gazing forth from the bright light of rejection I see darkness fade I see a different shade of truth relived into the ‘real’
who is this person revealed?
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| Whisper's in the Dark.... Posted: 3/9/2012 9:58:48 PM | Is this a place? to lay life’s waste down for a bit slow down unwind from fast paced time
is this a place? to lay my head from bewildered confusion a slower shade of grey fading from dismay
is this a place? where change speaks silence where everything “is what it is” while nothing remains the same a place to become insane
is this a place? to come undone trade pain for fun relax from the cold steel rail remove a smile from its veil a heaven within hell
is this a place? a place to hesitate together forever as one in a place beyond the sun
is this a place? to truly feel complete in exchange when loves rearranged back into the 'real'
a place to truly feel like being truly YOU
‘pssst do you hear’ the winds whisper still blowin change in the wind
‘pssst do you hear’ the winds whisper still blowin change in the wind
‘just beyond our reach’ | |
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| Whisper's in the Dark.... Posted: 3/14/2012 10:44:07 PM | To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow, Creeps in this petty pace from day to day, To the last syllable of recorded time; And all our yesterdays have lighted fools The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player, That struts and frets his hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing.
Macbeth Act 5, scene 5, 19–28 | |
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| Whisper's in the Dark.... Posted: 3/16/2012 7:12:16 AM | There was a time when i was feeling alone... I build enough courage to depend on my own...
He was finally out of my life no more problems were made... I just had to get back on my two feet, out of the dark shade...
I was so proud of myself for not given in... Looking back at the past i waisted years being with him...
I don't regret any of it, i take it as a lesson to be learned... And all my stuff i had was lost and burned...
He once made me feel the pain and feel ashamed... He thought he could point the finger at me to blame...
My life matters and my children comes first... Times he made a big attention burst...
That never stop me for taking care of my children's health... Making sure they have a roof over their heads, food that they can eat for them selves...
I never put myself first... I will starve and be in thirst...
But it does matter that i am strong... To take with me that belongs...
He never knew i was going to make it... I just knew he would pull a fit...
Im so done with him he has no concern... He just turn around and left me to burn...
Not this time i have all ready learned... From his whispers from the shadows to turn... | |
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| Whisper's in the Dark.... Posted: 3/16/2012 7:59:03 AM | Listen to the spirit of a gentle flowing stream Hear the silence of an unforgotten dream For the cup of joy deepened by sorrow Holds more new wine come tomorrow
Wordy warrior resting beside crossroad How may I help lift your heavy load Tell you tales of battles well fought Weigh the value of goals I sought
With sword sheathed and shield unbroken The weary knight was still soft spoken Just show me the way to join forces In pasture with fresh water for my horses | |
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| Whisper's in the Dark.... Posted: 3/22/2012 9:05:45 PM | LynWhos4U, I appreciate you greatly,
“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.” - Mark Twain
Had to learn this the hard way yanno, but sometimes that's the only way to grow!
lookingforsophia, 'thank you' for taking the time to drop a line! I will definitely keep your thoughts in the corner of my mind!
Take Care
we don’t ever talk anymore can’t fight this feeling pain tears and scars truth be told I just don’t need them memories of what could have been yea, you know, you and I my hearts been on guard the day you said goodbye take care
and I hope I see you around they say what’s lost just can’t be found I know the past can’t be replaced but what we had girl can’t be erased take care,
now that you’re gone I wish you were here I guess dreams do come true now that you're near you can build a house but not a home guess I will see you around now that I’m moving on
yea, I know there’s no future in the past but what we have girl just won’t last, yea, I know there’s no future in the past but what we have girl just won’t last, take care,
I know the past can’t be erased but what we had girl can’t be replaced they say what’s lost just can’t be found I hope next time I’ll see you around take care,
now I’m moving on take care, and I hope I see you around somewhere, they say what’s lost just can’t be found and I hope I see you around take care,
seems like forever, since you’ve been gone truth be told, I feel so alone, but what seems lost, I guess I found, hope next time, I’ll see you around, take care,
and now the past has been replaced and what seemed lost is now erased now that you’re gone, I want you back but I’m moving on now, to what I’ve got take care!  | |
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| Whisper's in the Dark.... Posted: 3/23/2012 5:22:35 AM | “Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.” - Mark Twain
'Be Not Unequally Yoked' The playful Plow Horse Joked Jumping off the Merry-Go-Round Running as he hit the Ground
Overhead a Winged horse flew Guess that's when I finally knew Twas time to take new courses Find a way to control these horses
My Bumper Car pulled a hard U turn The paddle wheeeler began to churn 'Mark Twain' the helmsman proclaimed 'Two Fathoms' of depth still remained
Plenty of fish my Sea Horse saw Watching at sun rise with awe For a Mermaid who likes carrot cake Or maybes jest not afraid of my snake | |
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