| | the upside down slide backwards from the bottomPage 17 of 28 (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28) | Awe~ oxoxo sweet lady Im just getting burnt out on the BS that goes along with posting my mind cause lots of people find me crude and it does create problems when shyt gets thrown it happens to splatter in all directions Im not very nice about it when it does either thats why Im th CEO of the Broom Riders Association Im a witch with a purpose when I get pissed and the ignorance of others that cant live and let live soon gets squashed others that judge forget they too can be for the very same things in reverse and I really am too old to have to be that way when I get pushed in a corner but a tigress I am so I find my claws only when I have to but even thats too much apparently so maybe a posting break is indeed what I need
I'll be around and when I go I'll let ya know darlin' Brawny is Brawny- he'll be back and we'll all be as normal as we can | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 2/21/2012 5:58:05 AM | I carry you with me where ever I go the bitter sweetness I no longer taste but still feel in the back of my throat even though I have said goodbye there can never be enough tears to drown away the way I feel deep inside knowing I can never see your face in my hands or feel your breath upon my breast the pain shall never become numb as long as I live for it is forever even though people forget that they just need a good kick start like that old 57' pan we had way back when cause love is all that really matters today we all get wrapped up in everything else and forget what is important what is here right now out of selfish greed thinking we are better than anything or anyone but I will always know different you burned that into my soul with a Harley pipe so very long ago because the scar remains the scar I cherish and wear on my leg the one that taught me how to love knowing one day I shall again~
oxoxoxo missing you always
bye for now everyone gotta go again for a while~ | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 2/26/2012 1:59:37 PM | such sad news didn't know you at all per the standard of knowing but always I felt I knew so much of you your soul, your strength, your fire your words so full of spirit twas fun peeking weekly into your life so now this void where once loving and giving graced so many but still it was never quite enough never the beacon I wished others would follow why the darker abyss dominates angry and judgemental waves crashing over and over again why the sea is not vast enough for all to swim in harmony the always endless whirlpool of rancor hell bent on pulling others down down down your steadfast light of hope now dims and recedes leaves the shore lonelier but perhaps you will now become the moon misted behind the clouds but no less powerful in the tides of tolerance and sharing here. | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 3/12/2012 9:17:37 PM |
bye for now everyone gotta go again for a while~
Yanno.... I come here once in a while smile as I read the shout outs was there too and the anger was never directed at you just nebulous almost intangible helping me to hang on to sanity yanno
so we come and go some leave but return others who have learned fade away then there are those who stay to play the games never change just the players or maybe not Yanno | |
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m8t
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 3/24/2012 11:24:10 AM | Hi y'all Im back for a few~
in the midst of the foggy darkness like my heart left in the lost and found the light shakes the hand of shadows slowly raising the cotton candy like blanket from the ground and my soul floating there like a cloud in the mountains
when you walk through it tasting nature it reminds us all of how simple life really is as the sun gets warmer kissing my cheeks into the brightness of the new warm day saying I am here to remove this barrier so you may see clearly the road ahead
come walk with me down this road while I lighten your feet and remove this cloud and I shall glow brightly from behind it as time escapes from my hand while the fresh dew on the fields dries in the heat I may cast freely
enjoy this day for what it is as it is as my gift may lead you to another and lift your spirits like the fog evaporating all doubt and sorrows like they were never there to begin with all just another memory from another day | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 3/24/2012 2:08:12 PM | Woo hoo!!!
Welcome back!! from another fellow traveller on the "sometimes up", "sometimes down" POF road.
Sun going down The warm calm spreads Delicious to the senses In tender touches Rays flow over form Exposing for a moment The life of a shimmering flame Burning gently in dreams
Happy Days!  | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 3/25/2012 7:04:16 AM | "the light shakes the hand of shadows" earthly seesaw sometimes arriving at its sweet but short lived balance I glimpse you, my friend through the wide open window and the narrow keyhole in full out glaring sunlight in your shadow streaking through the forest in full moon or new a sparkling crescent hanging in this sweet March sky a silhouette flies by
xo
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m8t
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 3/26/2012 10:34:28 AM | The return of spring rains washes my soul with renewed hope growing from a planted seed inside my heart like kindling slowly setting logs a blaze all old is made new by the spirit of happiness blossoming deep within my minds garden as the roses open up and share their beauty to all that care to smell them ~
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m8t
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 3/29/2012 4:57:34 AM | wrap me in your tender loving I am to be twisted in a human knot held close enough to taste your sweat dripping from our desires den
we feast upon each others lust and drink from the dew of madness consumed by ageless greed of wanting flesh next to flesh
take me quickly for I have missed you and need to feel your love inside me filling my hearts secret loneliness I would never dare breathe a word of
might our pages of volumes speak in a language only we can decipher when joined once again as one in much more that carnal pleasure
I smell your soft spoken words as they fill my lungs with candy wishing these melodies might never end playing~ | |
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m8t
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 3/30/2012 8:24:16 AM | my heart has been folded so many times there are creases as each step taken toward the inside is carefully finding what lies within revealing my most precious qualities waiting to be ironed by a steady hand and the powerful heat of love as I slowly come undone giving more of myself each time until I am an open soul for that one right man | |
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m8t
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 3/31/2012 8:59:09 PM | you are my warmth like thermal underwear wrapping me below zero a scarf for my nose no longer getting numb and gloves for fingers as though holding my hand protecting me from cold
you are my cozy comfort like a fluffy feather pillow resting soft stillness snuggled my head upon you quietly sleeping delirious dreams half in this wonder world half sinking deeper into you melting together as one | |
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m8t
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/1/2012 1:34:36 AM | my mind can fly around the world in less than seven minutes my soul can soar with the angels in my silent prayers my feet can walk for miles yet lead me no where my hands can work long hours with no thanks giving my eyes can see the simple things others seem to forget my ears enjoy all kinds of music even your precious voice but it is inside my generous heart where I begin loving you~ | |
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m8t
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/1/2012 4:48:58 AM | where did the wind go when it was done in my hair did it stop to rest well while the moon did stare
or did it travel still far in a foreign land away and learned to speak a new tongue today
did it brush through the baby corn growing and touch whisper quiet old tales all knowing
maybe it kissed your cheek and came back to kiss mine here in North Carolina among the tall pine
it did roll and howl through our doors with Cupid together as their spell did pour
it was love at first sight under the day light sky with a hug and a kiss now I cant say goodbye
so thank you dear wind for singing a song as my heart found love to my love I belong | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/1/2012 7:56:05 AM | Hypnotic
She sings a song like a story book, taking breaths like gasps of pleasure, enjoying the rapture of her own voice, telling stories as long as the wind, recounting love and loss with a tragic spin, and, with a grin, knew exactly where she was. | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/3/2012 5:40:46 AM | "look at me Im celery Im tall and green and scrumptious"... lil boo's job as a nanny for a doc on base has seriously rubbed off on us Ive been hearing children's cartoon song chants echo off my skull
makes me scream
Im hot PINK and lacey black sometimes discretion I lack when my brain in under attack! so your option is get off my back and then simply hit the road Jack...
ok I feel better already shew! | |
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m8t
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/3/2012 4:02:05 PM | it seems like everybody knows THE BIRD IS THE WORD! at least the entire neighborhood has been annoying... we have been doing the sillies at the grocery store to unexpecting patrons
thats why I dont normally drink with this crew I see it now here comes the deputies before the night is out over gun fire loud music
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m8t
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/4/2012 1:38:09 AM | it seems as though once again I will say goodbye for a few I will be back when I figure out if this is exactly what I want apparently Im going to slow making decisions that should be easy peasy...
we have been dating shy of six months this time around anyways I have major thinking to do cause Im just not ready for life changes (not ones he wants me to make) so I came back to say hi and now
a speedy exit... | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/4/2012 5:42:43 AM | dear cat so you came back and soon left again guess that was that :) but please know there is no shadow where love does grow so be all that you be and you will see if love's spark is shining real love will set you free and also don't forget it's not about anybody really but the love that thrives the love that's always alive for love is what you are and everything near and far and every body and every star are forever joined
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/21/2012 4:52:01 AM | sometimes its best to let go than to try so hard it hurts
on the rocky trails through elms collecting pieces of white marble as the faint sound from a cold creek speaks to fishermen's hopes I parade my Jeep like a monster eating mud for breakfast climbing tall hillsides over boulders and forgotten stones wishing I would just stop and then I do when I realize I managed to tear off my exhaust while getting stuck on top only to do it all over again as campers crusted in dirt eat my left over burnt hot dogs and drink my now warm beer wanting to weld me back together when its just my truck that needs a fix :) | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/22/2012 2:30:27 AM | in lumen's of color bright dark or light I see them all not just in my eyes
melodies of nature or madness of men I hear them inside like rain on my roof
bitter or sweet are simple pleasures nourishing my body from the inside out
all are waves like the ocean some days calm others rough
they all connect through this energy I can feel inside me like I belong to everything
I am but a time surfer granted this life long ride for I am here today to share and might return tomorrow
back into the light of it all I never left there to begin with knowing this is home and finding peace | |
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/22/2012 5:46:41 PM | so I have been told Im a soothsayer of sorts with words of chocolate to be spread like dessert upon the pallets of men with even a lush tush to increase appetites
well then all I have to say in return to this deliciousness is y'all only want a taste of this ripened fruit that fell off the darn tree quite a long time ago and likes the shade
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| the upside down slide backwards from the bottom Posted: 4/23/2012 5:56:25 AM | dedicated to all those with ink that get it~
it is almost a place of sanctuary this den of music metal flash where I do to find freedom for a mere nominal fee I gladly release
not only for the creations themselves nor the life time statements they make each a unique piece both to me and that one that never asks too many questions
but always listens like I bear a confession with meanings deeper than that needle can ever bear into my skin like a penance payment in pain
mingled with blood in rainbow colors outlined in black just as dark as the sins I seem to hide within stained upon my soul
with that gun buzzing away reminding me there is a fine line between pleasure and pain and I walk the edge of it all
somehow keeping balance as I see my own designs come to life graced inside my layers till the day I die like graffiti thats been personalized
and again I fall in love with the rush the pure high I find through nothing else that sews all my tattered rags into one making a garment for me to wear
telling a story only I can translate through an artists affliction reflected through two sets of eyes that once met as one | |
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