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| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 10/3/2005 7:57:40 PM | You mean she had a good explanation as to why she stole cars and set them on fire?
And she almost killed a girl?
I'd sure love to hear those explanations....I can imagine....I needed a car for transportation, was carrying an open can of gasoline than spilled unto the seats, I lit a cigarette by mistake and ...poof?
And the girl? I was taking swings with the baseball bat, she put her head right in the path of the bat....twenty times....?
You fell for this psycho?
Thank your lucky stars she didn't want anything to do with you....
Maybe she really liked you and was sparing your life.... | |
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| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 10/3/2005 8:47:40 PM | Okay, first of all you have to understand my background. I spent most of my childhood in and out of juvenile hall and I graduated from a reform school (good grades, at least). Surprise, surprise. People always get my background totally wrong based on the way I express myself. So when someone tells me they have stolen a car it doesn't particularly phase me. Though I know that this is a detestable action based on values that I CHOSE to instill in myself. I DO NOT STEAL. I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT.
Her story about the cars was that she was real young and the owners were in a rival gang. She said she was just with people who were doing it. Later she accidentally admitted this was not the case. They were simply rich people she didn't like. And it happened late last year.
Satan's story with the girl was that the girl picked a fight with her because the girl's boyfriend was hitting on Satan. Satan said she only defended herself and that she didn't really hurt the girl. Satan said that the girl's boyfriend must have attacked the girl when they got home and did the rest of the damage, because he was mad at her. That has got to be the lamest story, I know. Months later Satan bragged that she had taken martial arts and had a black belt (having earned one myself I doubt that because it takes discipline) and that she dropped her in one punch with her bare fist. Turns out what really happened was not as brave or remarkable.
I didn't fall for the psychopath. I fell for the artist. I fell in love with this beautiful illusion she weaved. Its not normally in my nature to trust women. This girl knew exactly what to say in order to manipulate me. And she spent months doing this. I cut her off a few times when things didn't smell right and she still contacted me and manipulated emotions I did not know I had.
I have lived all over the country from Fairbanks, Alaska to Miami, Florida. I have met all sorts of people. I've known drug addicts, gang members, thieves, con-men, pros, pimps, you name it. But no one has fooled me like this before. This woman was one in a thousand. She truly takes being twisted and cruel to an artform. I feel sorry for the life of every person she has touched.
Her objective, I believe, was to put me in a position where she could use me. To do this she needed me to have blind trust in her. When she realized this would never happen, I lost any usefulness to her.
This woman did not spare me from anything. You don't know me. She knows me well enough to know that I would not make an acceptable target for her thug friends. Predators don't like to take on prey that can injure them. They pick on the weak and the sick. They seek opportunity, not challenge. | |
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| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 10/3/2005 9:16:57 PM | Dude Im sorry this happened to you - I have made it a rule not to deal with people who are involved with drugs or crime (a speeding ticket I will say is ok though ;) ). Thats just me though.
Seriously, you seem like a cool guy. There is soooo much better chicks out there. Also, it was online, and Ive had my share of experiences with that, its not realllly real - its better to be single in real life than to believe you have found the one online and get played, at least in my book it is.
I have started going out and smiling at girls and while Im far from the best lookin guy (and jeez youre athletic so dont hide), it still works and I have a good time and meet nice people every now and then.
Btw weird you mentioned Fairbanks AK, thats where I lived before I came to Fl... small world haha.
All right take care my friend,
UV
PS: When something like this happens, I am sure you will find as well that in the end you have more inner strength than before.... give it time. | |
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| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 10/4/2005 3:45:06 AM |
well let me tell you something the only way to win a womans heart is to act like she doesn't matter. Same thing for men. You call her to see what she is doing and two minutes later tell here you have to go. Or that there is someone else on the phone.
this is horrible advice, and I hope no one took it seriously. That is called a game, and no one appreciates it. However, I do think it's smart not to give your heart away too quickly, especially to someone you've never met face to face (no matter how good it makes you feel to hear that they are in luuuuvvvvv). I'm sorry you are hurting, but hopefully you have learned now to put up some barriers and it won't happen to you again. I would also maybe say not to share the deep dark secrets of your past so freely...just my opinion. I know what happened in our past makes us who we are, but not everyone needs to know who we are right away. Actually, they don't DESERVE to know all our intricacies right off the bat. Only my very best friends know EVERYTHING about me. Honesty is great, but I think telling potential mates the abuse/tortured childhood/etc stories should best be saved. You are a good person now, and that's all that matters. If you were in prison at the moment, writing from a cell asking for pen pals, that's different. Another thing I wanted to mention, as have many others..... former heroin addict. Hello.....that really is truly a jinormous red flag. I hope you have better luck in the future. | |
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| You must have dated my ex-gf, she was REALLY Satan
Posted: 10/4/2005 8:21:53 AM | | Your woman satan story was good, but oh MY GOD, the woman I lived with for a time was really lucifer! We were both married when I met her and I thought that we were just friends but all the time during our friendship she and her girlfriends were secretly calling my then wife and making her believe that I was messing around. The she lucifer told me later on about all this so I know now why my marriage failed. During the initial phase of our relationship she asked me for money to help her with the hot checks she had written and being the nice guy that I used to be, I gave her five thousand dollars to pay off the hot checks in the county that we both lived in at the time, however; only a couple of weeks after I gave her the five thousand dollars she was picked up in another county for another five thousand dollars of hot checks that she had written. By that time my marriage had already failed (and I didn't know at the time that it was due to the she lucifer). She went to a place called "Community punishment" in Pine Bluff. I felt sorry for her and since I didn't have a wife or girlfriend I started writing her everyday at this place she was in. By the end of her time in Pine Bluff she had convinced me to buy her a new car since she didn't have any credit anymore due to her hot check writing. I picked her up at the end of her time in Pine Bluff in a brand new car and I brought her to my home thinking we would have some romatic time and then she would leave. She didn't leave and after only three months she had convinced me that the new car I had bought for her wasn't nice enough and she wanted me to take her to another dealership, so she could pick out a nicer car. By this time, she had me in the grips of what I know now was lust instead of love so I did take her to the dealership and using my credit she got another new car twice the price of the original car. Each time she always said she would make the payments........To make a long story short after four years she owed me over 128,000 dollars and I had purchased four brand new vehicles for her. I could go on and on, about the she lucifer. I am on this site to see if there really is a nice woman on this planet that would be my best friend/partner/wife/sex machine LOL...........I wrote this little blink of the evil that is out there and to help you understand that no matter how bad your situation is there is always someone else that has been through worse, so be happy with your situation and don't look back. Hopefully both you and I will find a real woman that has a good heart that really wants a best friend and partner in life without all the prevarication that the she lucifers out there deal out. Tracy | |
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| You must have dated my ex-gf, she was REALLY Satan
Posted: 10/4/2005 10:43:13 AM | this is horrible advice, and I hope no one took it seriously.
I didn't. Mainly because my friend's mother, Linda, once tried to give me the same advice. Linda has married a professional car thief, a convicted rapist / child molester, and later a con-artist who swindled her out of her life savings and put her so heavilly in debt she will never get out (then he left her for a stripper). People who tell me to abuse other people to gain their respect have very little credibility with me. Women who are attracted to men who behave that way (and there are a lot of them) are pathological victims, which I find taxing to deal with on any level.
I don't take shi+ off of people. I don't remember a time when I did. At the same time I consider the consequences of my actions and the effect they will have on other people's lives. It is sometimes good to be feared, and sometimes not really possible to be loved, but it is never good to be hated. If you just show people that you do not compromise your principles or bend to their will, you might unnerve some people or even scare them. But whether they admit it or not, they usually respect you for it. However, if you abuse people they will always secretly hate you.
However, I do think it's smart not to give your heart away too quickly, especially to someone you've never met face to face
There was a good four months of talking on the phone and on webcams before I told her anything about me aside from where I was born. She spent all of that time winning my confidence. She really was good. This woman is an A+ con-artist. She ought to be an actor or a used car dealer. She would be damned good at it. Its just too bad she prefers selling dope and stealing. | |
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Joined: 9/12/2005
Msg: 34 | |
| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 10/4/2005 4:07:20 PM | You were dating Satans Sister, I was dating Satan...ok maybe hes not Satan but hes in a quick running for Satan's backup. I guess in my case what doesnt kill me or make me gay makes me stronger. I dont know what else to advise except take some real time out for you, do what you want and need to, to make you feel happy and complete. Its not easy but i'm trying it myself. I needed a vacation from hell myself. I wish you the best of luck.
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Joined: 7/19/2005
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| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 10/4/2005 8:00:52 PM | Dear Majestic Lizard
Don’t know if she’s Satan… but I wouldn’t let her feed my goldfish… or water the plants…
She sounds very messed up and I don't envy her life or the troubles she'll have at all.
It may be possible to truly connect with someone long-distance.
But, meeting in person fairly soon, I’ve found is so much more revealing for better or worse.
By email and phone conversations I try to get it to the stage of were if I met them in person, I’d be willing to go for coffee. Way before my mind starts cooking up stuff to fill in the blanks of what they’re like. So easy to fall for an illusion that exists nowhere but in your mind.
People can say anything, and text-chatting just makes that more so. Actions are a bit harder (though not impossible) to be dishonest with.
And… hmmm… with all you know about her. Probably good she’s pretty far away so she can’t wreck more havoc.
Better get those red-flags of yours tested and primed for the next one.
Some are cool, some are cold.
I hope your heart mends soon.  | |
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Posted: 10/4/2005 8:04:25 PM | OOH majestic that sux!
It's sooo unfortunate.... to get all emotional with someone online.. and some people don't take into consideration that they are dealing with a human on the other end!
Had you EVER Met in person? | |
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| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 10/31/2005 9:58:54 PM | No. We talked every day for several months and saw each other on webcam. She lived a good distance a way. She just kept up about how she was not going to mistreat me like other women had and that I could trust that she was different. Then when she broke it off with me she basically laughed at me and called me a loser. She even had a picture of "Mini-me" (bald midget) from Austin Powers up on her website as a cruel mockery of me.
I know it seems pathetic. She got into my head and it was a sick game to her. There was a point months ago that I didn't want anything to do with her and she initiated the talking again, aggressively. Somehow she made me feel closer to her than women I have actually dated. The words she used and the language. She knew exactly what to say to win someone's trust.
I also recently found out that all of the art work she had shown me that she said was hers was simply art she had stolen from various sites around the net. She was totally fake.
She even had pictures of a dog that was not hers that she was showing me. She said it was her dog back in Kentucky. I came across a page with the same pictures and I emailed the site and it was their dog and they had never heard of this girl. Why would someone even lie about that? | |
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Rake
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Joined: 3/12/2005
Msg: 41 | |
| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 11/1/2005 3:16:00 AM |
I also recently found out that all of the art work she had shown me that she said was hers was simply art she had stolen from various sites around the net. She was totally fake.
She even had pictures of a dog that was not hers that she was showing me. She said it was her dog back in Kentucky. I came across a page with the same pictures and I emailed the site and it was their dog and they had never heard of this girl. Why would someone even lie about that?
You said it yourself that she was more than likely a secondary sociopath and bp. | |
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Joined: 8/30/2005
Msg: 42 | |
| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 11/1/2005 3:35:32 AM | Majestic_Lizard_Returns,
"I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace. I have met Satan and she is bleach blonde."
No, no, no, she is 5'8" and her hair is golden/redish, believe I know, I was married to her.
 Dude, that's it? You mean, you didn't give her 3 kids? you didn't rub her temples when she had a migrain? she didn't steal your money from your "or" bank account? she didn't tell you couldn't see your 3 kids? she didn't show up in court and lie?
Count your blessings, you got off lucky. | |
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Rake
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Joined: 3/12/2005
Msg: 44 | |
| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 11/1/2005 5:44:06 PM | | Jimb is right....take it from someone (me) whose ex stole nearly 10 grand that was supposed to go towards a home and now uses our daughter as a pawn to emotionally blackmail me....I am blessed every day with my daughter who is the light of my life but I am also cursed because of the ringer she puts me through day in day out.....like you I thought she was an angel but she was really a devil in disguise....she too is either bp or bpd...she can fly into a rage on nothing at all and then do a 180 like nothing happened.....lies, steals, has to change her # every time her creditors catch up to her....the symptoms you describe are all too familiar to me except that for me it WAS a lot LOT worse....I don't mean to marginalize in any way what you are going through because you too have EVERY right to feel the way you feel....just know that you are not alone my friend...at the end of the day your ex and mine are the ones who are truly suffering because you and I can experience what they can never in their state: real love and real happiness....remember that because it is the truth above all. | |
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Posted: 1/12/2006 6:39:19 PM | I thought I married that wench a hundred years ago ................ LOL
Better you than me my friend... | |
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| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 1/12/2006 8:55:12 PM | I am sorry to hear that you went through that, you seem like a nice person and no-one needs to be treated like that.
As the saying goes "Good things come to those who wait". I know it sucks waiting sometimes but hey it will all work out in the long run..... | |
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| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 1/16/2006 6:55:50 AM | Yah, he came into my life one day too. Within hours of meeting me, he took my loaded Winchester 308 semiautomatic from it's mount and pointed it at my head.
I told him what they would do to him for pulling the trigger after my friends got through with him. He lowered the rifle. I got up, took it from his hands, pretended to place it back on the rack and suddenly butted him on the head with it. Nocked him cold. I threw a bucket of water on him and told him to get his ass off my property. If I ever saw his face again, I would empty the chamber into him. He left, muttering that he had just murdered a family in California. He never came back. | |
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| I have met Satan and she has a page on myspace.
Posted: 1/16/2006 2:04:48 PM | its simple. a lot of girls like attention. you let her into her heart, meaning she was getting a lot of attention. then...someone else came who could give it to her in a manner she found more acceptable. obviously, im guessing from your post that he was a lot closer.
let me just say that a real woman, no matter how far away, who truly loves you WILL do whatever it takes. how do i know? i was that girl, but i was the one who stayed.
my boyfriend (at that time, now husband) was from Regina Saskatchewan. I was from Pittsburgh PA. look at a map sometime and you'll see what i mean.
and please.... stay away from people who have ever had problems with drugs. i hate to stereotype...but she sounds like a crack whore. and yes....they usually are philosophical people in nature because they justify things to themself constantly. | |
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