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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/14/2005 12:05:27 PM | Learning new stuff in school has been keeping my head pretty occupied...good thing for that! I enjoy my psych class. It's neat. Business, blah. Communications, well I don't know about doing speeches, but I'm sure that will be a good thing for me to learn. It's easy to let ideas rip in here, but in front of a group of people...well, that will take some effort. And the computer class- I think it's hard. My teacher says I'm making it harder than it is. So I figure time and repetition will make all of it better. That's it- and still loving on Steve. Going to his house in an hour or so. I missed seeing what's going on in here- so I had to take a peek. Cheers~ (I missed saying that too) Cya! | |
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/14/2005 1:00:41 PM | hey Skye thats awsome love.. nothing like learning to love and loving to learn being applied..
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/16/2005 8:52:35 AM | hi all..
todays the day for blues to be chased away, todays the day when the loving comes out to play, loneliness somehow seems to find its way, and the awesome continues to somehow be on display.. todays the day i laugh out loud and try to be proud... Mom will be happy i no longer look i just tasted those brussel sprouts..
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/17/2005 2:52:42 AM | spelunker -
if now only darkness holds all that which remains to me unknown should i dare then walk those same dark winding paths within my mind and soul | |
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/17/2005 10:40:46 AM | i see some new writers....and good ones at that.
bubbles, id be glad to share the role to be sure ag stays on track. after meeting him in real life, makes it so personal...ya know. he's a great guy and dont like for him to have those bad days.
i hope everyone has a wonderful day, and if not WRITE IT OUT. | |
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/17/2005 4:34:05 PM | oh yeah write it out for sure my love...lol but yeah we will make sure that Mr. AG has some real good days for the rest of his life...lol
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/17/2005 4:35:26 PM | DB197.. nice write man.. thanks for posting it here... welcome to my thread and i hope you stay...lol
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/18/2005 1:01:14 PM | yeah finally get to see the spelunker. ahhh,typical eric attitude to it of course ;)
its great...makes me miss ya | |
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/18/2005 2:05:00 PM | hello... didshejump.. nice name.. thanks for stopping by...
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/18/2005 2:40:37 PM |
You guys are great(BubbleB and Shy), thanks for keeping me on track!
Always keep smiling,
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/19/2005 8:45:25 AM | sure thing love.. i know you remembered today.. make sure you remember for tomorrow...lol
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/19/2005 1:24:47 PM | List
The same shame, the sane to tame, What do I do heavenly father, and in whose name? Why do I feel so desolate, treated like an invalid, my life Has taken the existence of a tomato sauce lid; lonely and boring!
Used for all the same tasks, no wonder all Anyone has to do is ask. As for love, what did someone say starve? Starvation something shot of my better half.
Feelings never fully expressed, Emotions always stressed, I need a safety nest. His arms inviting, yet never there, not surprising, Always believing, gullible am I, always giving. Never mind not receiving just always opening.
What do I do, what do I do? Always confused on what to renew, What to review and what not to touch, I need guidance so much. Won’t admit this, pride sometimes beats this, yet most times I miss this. Great another why me to add to the list, something else I need to focus on so I don’t die of thirst.
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/19/2005 3:43:07 PM | Thanks for the warm welcome Bubbles...lol told ya Didshejump I'd get it posted up here someday....granted took me a few weeks
Trio of Depths
Unutterable my seething resentment, yet within her embrace a place still I long. Her once tender surrogate affection a spreading languished weeping, left swollen, never to be undone.
Childish mourning turns a new conception. I cast amid my own twisted thoughts. adrift in some murky emotional dissuasion, Barren it reflects the contempt upon what it was(love) that I sought.
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Supposed love
Forever destined to the extinction at the vast end, the death of my life. The whole temple of my achievements now lay in ruins of its own abyss. There buried forever beneath its stench and rotted debris. So not some heroism by fire or all my passioned desires. Nor my intensity in thoughts and feelings or my devotions and whispered inspirations. Not the labours of friendship thru shared ages or the treasured embrace of two lovers affection. Can preserve love once gone and beyond the grave.
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a tear a cry a lovers wish it all a lie
a laugh a word a tear falls but not heard
silence it crashes like the rain but from her eyes
pain fear loathing and hate now im shut out to late to late..... | |
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/19/2005 6:44:55 PM | Hiya hun!!!
You got mail!!
HOPE FOR ALL
Finding inner peace Using time to learn So when you take the chance You’re wiser to the burn
Choices become easier When you know your heart You’ll know if it’s a dud Or something good to start Seeing the love Between the two Gives hope for all That love is true
So many friends Have found their mate Time will grant you The same fate
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/20/2005 6:47:57 AM | Aye.. DB.. that was excellent i especially like "LOVE".. its excellent, your words flow and they are very mature.. makes me feel that you have a mature understanding of stuff.. thanks for choosing here to post your stuff...
Mari...thanks love... i hope so i really really do..
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/20/2005 9:19:28 PM | Hiya Bubbles!!
Flightless is the rapture That’s tethered to the tree Just as old memories Hold back the free
Take measures to unbind The leashes of the past Take flight on new wings Soar, the mighty vast
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/21/2005 6:53:00 AM | hi Sam love, thanks for the warm and kind encouraging words... thanks for being here...
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/21/2005 10:37:29 AM | Now
I feel like me, Like don’t have to pay much attention, Just be satisfied with the love of above the knee. Hilarious this is to some degree, whether or not they agree, Is something to be discussed, and maybe just maybe someday I will be sent on the wildest of shopping sprees.
Treading with caution, I always say this, Yet this time I actually feel this, heed it and somehow seem To think I needed it. My head is still somehow above the tide, Although just barely, this I’m not privy to hide.
Preventing myself from speaking that, that is positive Some how this seems relative, but still something that Leaves me feeling speculative, evasive and somehow Willing to become somewhat abrasive, straight forward, so that The hurt won’t penetrate, asphyxiate me or leave me where I’ve been. Cynical but not too biblical, I avow to try to be into the now.
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/22/2005 2:13:45 PM | Hiya Bubbles!!!!
Hope all is well with you today!!!!
STARS OF TOMORROW
Each night the sky glows Filled with stars of tomorrow Lighting the way And lifting the sorrow
Each step towards the future Is another step from the past Each shining star represents Contentment at last
Each falling star represents Pain that slowly fades Each wish you make Is another of life’s upgrades
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/23/2005 6:15:43 AM | i love your write its very inspiring.. thanks for putting it here...lol bubbles | |
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/26/2005 8:30:30 AM | very restful thanks.. how bout yours love?...
thanks
how you doin?
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/26/2005 8:51:58 AM | Bubbles,
Great to hear!!!! I'm doing fine!! It rained all weekend but the sun is out finally today!!!!! All kids are back in school, I have quietness the house!!!! LOL
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/26/2005 11:55:14 AM | cool. hope that you at least had some rest this weekend...
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| Confessions of the mind Posted: 9/26/2005 1:26:50 PM | Untitled
Hear my confession all, I am sad that you are ill, I am sad that demons plague you. Understand, when everyone else has abandoned you, With pride, I will stand alonf with you.
Fear not, I am with you until the end, For we are comrades, we are like brothers or sisters You have steered off course, I know you are lost, I am here to hold your hand when no one else will , I will not judge you, I will not forsake you.
I will hold you gently to my chest, I will put my arms around you, I will comfort you until you are filled with joy, I will pray with you until your prayers are answered. I will forgive you when you hurt me, I will be there when the world around you has gone mad, I will provide sense everything chaotic. Together we will fight these demons, We will conquer them, But not matter what, I will be here with you.
Everyone will ask, who am I? Why am I with you? Why do I forgive you? Am I blind to what you are doing? They are all jealous.
. . .For I am your best friend . . .I shall not let you perish with in the night. . . . . .For I will not let you perish without a fight. . . | |
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