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Posted: 6/16/2006 1:29:53 PM | was that to me Bubbles?
I have another one
Thinking back
I am surrounded by the memories,
of long forgotten friends and foes.
I walk the halls of my mind,
glancing around at the locked doors,
securing my past like a mansion.
I am haunted by the reoccurring nightmare.
The one of a love so sweet,
the love I never told to anyone.
I kept it hidden away,
like it was never supposed to happen.
That love was the one,
the one who encouraged me to be who I am,
the one who gave me the strength,
to move on with my life.
I have forgotten why I am here,
in the halls of my mind,
walking aimlessly around,
like I am lost.
I think back and remember,
how my life used to be before you.
Thanks
Char | |
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Posted: 6/16/2006 1:46:57 PM | LOL NOPE...it was to Costairica...
but yours the one above is quite riveting...thank you for putting it here!
Strength comes from within,
strength will give you the will to begin,
no-one person can take credit,
the only one who is allowed is the one who GIVES merits,
the one who is unchanging always,
the one whose love is never different,
HE will give you what you need,
he will be there for you to feed,
so dont rely on others, look within you and you
will find you, there you will also find his love
Agreed?
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Posted: 6/16/2006 3:28:30 PM | Thanks Bubbles! Always a pleasure reading the posts here. Have a great weekend everyone!  | |
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Posted: 6/16/2006 7:27:08 PM | Thanks guys and gals....
i stand, my face in the wind,
wait until i can smile and breathe
wait until i am myself again.
I cant believe that you are gone
we used to be friends,
We used to be close,
but now I dont know you
I dont know who you are.
You went by so quickly,
too quickly in fact
that i lost my heart
lost what i wanted so bad to hold
Take away my pain,
Take away all that you grew
with your hands,
with your heart.
Take me away
Take me somplace high,
please rescue me,
Before i go insane. | |
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Posted: 6/18/2006 8:17:06 PM | very nice extd....
This world is sometimes full of pain
most times full of shame,
why do i drive myself insane,
As N'Sync said, i drive myself crazy,
stuck in between consciousness and reality,
truth sometimes has that brutality,
Love some sort of musicality,
the finding of it like too much of a calory,
loneliness and regret like that ultimate salary,
sometimes coming home seems like im trapped in a nunnary
yellow the color of a beautiful canary,
color mostly of the visually ordinary...
going nowhere, yet learning to be somewhere,
letting go somewhat of the ultimate scare.
B
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Posted: 6/19/2006 6:25:37 AM | Dont let me get me,
i wanna just be me,
will we agree, or is that i dont see,
what everyone else does,
please lord give me the strength to
become the most beautiful of vases,
help me to avoid kissing asses,
aquire the most precious of assets,
help me stop the multi facets,
or is that that i need to begin,
sing, at the top of my voice,
reel him in?
B | |
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Posted: 6/19/2006 12:31:58 PM | We've walked on for so long
yet we all know that
this is the way that we want to be
I have hoped for so long
that I just cant hope anymore
i wish i knew what i felt
because I am so confused.
On one hand, there is a pilot
The love of my life
On the other, a guy
so lovely, and sexy beyond belief
I dont know where to go, or who to choose.
I wish i knew what to do,
But yet the choice is so hard
I want the pilot,
yet I also want the darkness
That the other man brings
please, if someone can shed light on my situation
I would love nothing more than to make a choice soon
as both are vying for my attention
and I hate leading them on | |
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Posted: 6/20/2006 6:25:35 AM | leading on is the worst thing you can do,
honesty is key, even if you began there is always
learning how to climb that try,
always remember that decisions are yours to make
sometimes we need to forget all thats at stake,
live in the moment and consider whats not fake,
at the end of the day thats all we seek... TRUTH,
about self, about worth,
so take those chills and go with feeling,
cause for sure anything else might send you reeling!
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Posted: 6/20/2006 8:33:41 AM | I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
My love, ohh oh
I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home? oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical, oh no, no no
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you
Baby I'm perfect for you
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
PARIS HILTON!!!!! | |
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Posted: 6/21/2006 8:06:56 AM | Just when i thought i had you,
it turns out i didnt, it turned out that i couldnt,
i couldnt possibly or was it that i shouldnt,
cried cause of the feeling that i had inside,
that coupled with insecurities i tried to hide,
strong i sure do abide by,
innocence i try valiantly to hide,
do i bother with you,
can you see through?
if so, why, and is this really that high,
sly are you? or am i?
give of myself i shall try,
will that bind us or defile us?
B | |
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Posted: 6/21/2006 1:40:50 PM | you do things to me i never knew were possible
could it be that its just unstopable,
and whose behavior is culpable,
am i capable,
theres a first time for everything
we havent even talked about that thing,
the one we are stirring so much emotions for,
i love it, calm and comfortability is what it brings.
caution in the distance rings,
will it stay there forever?
or will we agree to be strong together?
B | |
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Posted: 6/21/2006 1:52:32 PM | Hiya girl!!!!!
Hope all is well with you!!!! Seems the triplets are still going strong!!! lol
We need some catching up soon!!!
Hugs
Sam | |
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Posted: 6/21/2006 8:17:58 PM | lol yep they're always looking for somewhere to park themselves
yeah a catch up would be nice!
how are you?
hope alls spiffy as hell...
always
B | |
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Posted: 6/21/2006 9:27:44 PM |
you do things to me i never knew were possible
could it be that its just unstopable,
and whose behavior is culpable,
am i capable,
theres a first time for everythingle
we havent even talked about that thing,
the one we are stirring so much emotions for,
i love it, calm and comfortability is what it brings.
caution in the distance rings,
will it stay there forever?
or will we agree to be strong together?
Its easy to feel for you, you change me when I smile
It is unstopable, I have known it all the while!
You are capable, and you are more than what I need.
In you I find my balance, In you I walk away from my greed.
You're looking for that first tingle, wanting that first charge
I will silently stand beside you, making all of this everything you wanted.
Puting you in charge.
You smile today, for you know not who you are
Psalms 46:10, and all of that, and your wish upon a star.
Its perfect to be you.
Looking around, this is your due!! | |
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Posted: 6/22/2006 6:33:21 AM | awwwwwww Cross thank you...
im not perfect, im just me
thank you so much for helping me see,
leaving me be,
and helping me figure it out to my own decree,
took me long enough on some degrees,
sometimes i think it might be some sort of brain freeze.
This is it, too analytical, waiting for it not to be too biblical,
a little devilish if you will,
will my truth eventually spill?
decided i no longer need to pass the bill,
just blissfully and ignorantly chill.
B | |
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Posted: 6/23/2006 7:54:52 AM | comfortable with each other,
still we seem never to bother,
is it in a second stage?
what was the first and why do i feel like i've
known you, will the feeling age?
Progression past midnight rendezvous,
playful though they are, i think we need more of a spar,
ready to come out, facing challenges with stout.
time to defeat and certainly boot retreat,
what is it about me from the top of my head to the tips of my feet.
anything you'd like to delete?
i ask alot of questions, i need alot of answers,
im wanna be straight up therefore having the best of chances.
B | |
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Posted: 6/24/2006 10:17:50 PM | From so far away it seems so real for you to feel this way
Honestly its bugging me to let these feelings stray
No matter how hard i try it continues the next day
When we gonna find the answers we're looking for ?
So it seems the uncertainty has brought us together
Like the darkest cloud meets the stormy weather
No doubt its more than a lightning bolt away
No matter how hard i try it continues the next day
When we gonna find the answers we're looking for ? | |
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Posted: 6/25/2006 12:51:00 PM | hi there bubbles you are a very spritual person and i do love your poems.
but each and every one of you have very beautiful poems and you all have a very special talent and have a way with your words. i am still trying to find my poems yet i haven't released any from my heart but some day i will when the time is right. | |
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Posted: 6/25/2006 1:52:22 PM | when you are ready it will just happen and you will feel compelled to do so...
dont u worry about that...all in good time
thanks for stopping by....
much appreciated...
always
B
Danny....
heya long time my friend...
thank you for your wonderful right!
miss ya
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Posted: 6/26/2006 8:38:49 AM | lol heya... its good to see you out and about...thanks for the write and the drop by!
always
B | |
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Posted: 6/26/2006 8:39:37 AM | slow dance:
Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round,
or listened to rain slapping the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight,
or gazed at the sun fading into the night?
You better slow down,don't dance too fast,
time is short the music won't last.
Do you run through each day on the fly,
when you ask 'How are you?' do you hear the reply?
When the day is done,do you lie in your bed,with the
next hundred chores running through your head?
You better slow down don';t dance too fast,
time is short the music won't last.
Ever tell your child,we'll do it tomorrow,
and in your haste,not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,let a good friendship die,
'cause you never had time to call and say'hi'?
you better slow down,don't dance so fast,
time is short,the music won't last.
this is not actually my poem but i found it interesting that i wanted to share it with you all. | |
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Posted: 6/26/2006 9:53:06 AM | Bubbels, I know that this may sound strange,
But as I have thought about it more and more
I realized that my Pilot is the one I want
He has been there for me for years
And seen me through my tears
He has cared, and walked in when my life walked out
The wonder of my best friend
He has always supported me
and i loved him more than I loved my own life
He has been my rock, my life and my love
I miss him and I cant wait
To see him this evening
he has been there for me,
When my fiancee walked out
He walked in and took over
telling me that he was forever there
I loved him as soon as I saw him and I told him last night,
I love you, and no matter what happens
You will always be in my heart.
Thank you David,
my pilot
my love
my wonderful friend
my choice
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Posted: 6/26/2006 1:36:03 PM | I confess
my mind's a mess
too much stress
and sorrow
maybe tomorrow
that other day
that never comes
will find a way
for someone
to steal or borrow
the pain
of strain
my brain
rains down on me.
Oh to be set free
no need of a fax
no need to come back
no racks
no tax
no cracks in my mortar
no need to support her
only desire
taking me higher
than any liar could boast
I toast the seas
for their abilities
and the trees
for being free
without leaving
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