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| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why
Posted: 2/14/2006 7:29:05 AM | here is
"another valentine's day rhyme"
I am inclined
to be your valentine
I hope you don't mind
If you must stand in line
I am giving out kisses
it will cost you a dime
I have a booth with chocolate kisses and
lime, so the dime is simply a
"be my valentine fine"
I wanted to make the cost
more affordable. So that all my
friends, can have my love potion.
cupid let me borrow it,
but only for today
so if you want a kiss
you can have a dozen for..let say
$1.20. that should be plenty
for you to dish out
just don't forget, your lover or spouse.
happy "v" day to you all.
tam
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Msg: 128 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why
Posted: 2/16/2006 9:08:25 PM | distantly shy
Distantly shy,angry at night that is my
persona. Distanly cold,my young heart
can't hold more drama. In search of truth,
peace and joy. Needing real bonds not
easily deployed. Conditioned to accept
biasness and shame. A heiress at birth,
not easily tamed. To independent, a rebel,
a cast-out. My fate is indeed loneliness.
I gladly except without doubt.
Caregiver by day, eve by night
lust i portray, passion i incite.
My eyes have seen death and suffering
the sick and weak,Is it all for nothing?
distantly shy, some nights i cry
that is my persona. Distantly cold,
my young heart is old,
please touch me *Kama*.
Living as though there is no
tomorrow.
Loving life, yet I've seen much sorrow.
Distanly shy,angry at night,that is my persona.
tam
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| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why
Posted: 2/20/2006 8:40:34 AM | a joyous day today
I got the day off,
life is being kind
I have the whole day
to unwind my mind
I will relax a bit
maybe even paint
fuss with rude customers?
that for sure I ain't.
I have the day to chill
to settle down a bit
I can even scratch my hiny
if I have a itch
I don't have to be proper
you now I am quite prim
I won't deal with any drama
I'll sit back,relax,watch a film
tam
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Msg: 131 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why
Posted: 2/21/2006 5:56:35 AM | my vision
i have visions of you and i
in a tent watching the sky.
dark base with a splash of stars
simply irresistable, you truely are
now i see my vision true,
you kissing me and i hugging you
i need to know something, take my hand.
Is this long term or a one night stand?
tam
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Msg: 132 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why,it is what it is.
Posted: 2/23/2006 5:22:09 AM | Give me a minute
to think, to much to fast
very difficult to make this thing last
taking a break for love sake
to much pain and heartache
need time to recover,
lift my spirits
before involving another
to much pain and heartache
to much rain and gloom
to much sadness and doom
my will is drained, I discovered
need time to recover
lift my spirits before involving another
more pain?
it is a real shame, I liked you
you admitted some truths
and i noticed you.
I do not play that players
love game. My life is real,
not a sham for fame.
need time to recover
lift my spirits before involving another.
I can wait till the spring
my moods connect to the moon
and my dreams it seems
will not rest until June
will not be calm to much regret
to much harm ,done to much upset
I need time to recover
lift my spirits before involving another.
I have to lead for I am a mother
live my life, watched by three others
They are my number one,
they are the reason
I preserver and run,
this race will not end.
until it is begun
my shadow will not
fall until it see the sun
I need time to recover
lift my spirits before involving another
this poem is by :tam....a lover who cares
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Msg: 133 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why,it is what it is.
Posted: 2/25/2006 12:15:08 PM | ole hag
dirty ole hag
hide her face in a bag
you still will see the
tail sag
ole hag has a little pooch
that she takes on shopping trips
see her smooch the hooch
ole hag, takes out her trash
see the bags in her gown
sag
ole hag, it is so sad
she might have found
love, is she maybe
had
married the old fart
who scratched his azz
and chewed tobacca
in the red ,blue and white bag
ole hag, sad ole hag
oops sorry mirror...my bad
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Msg: 134 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why,it is what it is.
Posted: 2/25/2006 2:04:38 PM | black and marvelous
your glands will not explode
but implode
you into a dark abyss
becareful of the widow's
cherry sweet kiss
black and marvelous
that is she
tangle in her web
let it be
night will fall
and she will come
a coppery, salt taste
will run,
deep is the thought
in your head
beware she crawls into your
bed
little black widow
how grand she be,
widow in black
kiss her feet.
tam
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Msg: 135 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why,it is what it is.
Posted: 2/25/2006 2:36:22 PM | "tell the truth"
you mirrored
a image
a broken soul
tell me a riddle
make it all rhyme
tell me a secret
and I'll tell you mine
give me a reason
a reason to see
through all the smoke
rubbish and grief.
burn the book
burn the house
but the evil escaped
thru a little white mouse
i sit here and think
and wonder why
all the people tell their lies
looking to score a one night stand
looking for pleasure their own
contraband.
blow out the smoke
I see the beast, truth
untold. this truth from me
tam
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Posted: 2/25/2006 3:14:26 PM | "lust I portray, passion I incite"
Which face might it be tonight?
Any man is enthralled in oh so many ways
In a smile, a motion, a vowel or an eye's roll
In a woman he can see the rest of his days
In every woman is the hope of a blissfull toll
Far would this man wander amidst nightmares and happy fairs
To find that distant but priceless someone, "a lover who cares." 
*Tam, thank you for yet more depth to beauty,
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Msg: 137 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why, i can not sleep
Posted: 2/25/2006 7:29:58 PM | thanks john, kudos to you luv
this poem is dedicated to all those banned because of the thread post by
O-P-M
orange tighty whities
orange tighty whities
please go away bye byee
I was very much disturbed
by the image from a perv
his orange tighty whities
orange undies he wore
he looked like a run down
man wh@re
he was sicken and cheap
he was flaunting man meat
the orange undies he wore
orange briefs in my head
now I can't go to bed
I am afraid I might see
in my dreams a sick freak
orange briefs stuck in my head
tam
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Msg: 138 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why, i can not sleep
Posted: 2/26/2006 7:17:37 AM | redox*
a new being we may create a new us,
we celebrate I unto you, and you part of me
a more defined us to some degree
you Oxidized* to me a part of you
i gladly returned, what else would I do
instead i became less* of me
a lesser me to some degree
bending slowly to your will
forced to swallow a bitter pill
catabolic* reactions occurred in me
a lesser me to some degree
I was hoping for something more synthetic*
a force a bond , two opposites coming
together forming a super charge.
but as it seems,I came to be.
a result of catabolism*.
a lesser me to some degree.
unbury the broken and decomposed dreams
apology accepted, but something it seems
is left undone, undone and smashed
I want what was promised, from many days passed
I deserve retribution from you and penance fast
I gave you may all, you only gave half
I hope to forgive you, one day you'll see
In time I'll become a better me.
tam
"redox- in chemistry, is the oxidation-reduction reaction. One atom donats one or more electrons to another atom. The "donor" atom becomes oxidized, and the recipent becomes reduced.
You can remember which is which if you remember that reduction means reduction in positive charge.
synthetic reactions -combine two or more elements or compounds to form a new compound according to the form A + B => AB. In the body, synthetic reactions are involved in growth, repair, and energy storage. Formation of new proteins from free amino acids or deposition of the bone from free calcium and phosphate are examples of biological synthetic reactions.
Decomposition reactions are the opposite of sythesis reactions, taking the form
----- AB=> A + B.
Such reactions occur, for example when food stuff is broken down for energy and when stored forms of chemical energy are drawn upon during fasting. in the body, decomposition reactions are termed catabolic and the sum of such processes is called catabolism."
The College Network A & P study guide section 4.6
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Msg: 139 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why
Posted: 3/4/2006 12:58:38 AM | 2:49 am
I'm awake at 249
insomnia has me
a cancer benign
please let go you
sleep thief
i wish to have rest at my feet
it won't let go,it takes control
playing with my head
wishing to be feed
more thoughts of mine
a cancer benign
please let go,i want to know
why i can't sleep
why do i defeat
the purpose of a bed
I'd much rather instead
stay a wake.
I'm up to late
to go to work
early in tha' mornin'
tam
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Msg: 140 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands why, I am up so late
Posted: 3/4/2006 1:08:50 AM | 3:00 Am
It is now 3:00
crap on me
can't you see
it won't be rid of me
insomnia has, me quite tied down
I'd eliminate this fiend
if i had a battle crown
I can't defeat, this enemy
it's has a serious hold on me
I am tired, I tell you I can't see straight
why in gawds name, am I up so late
I will be grouchy, I might be sad
for the lack of sleep, last night I had
even less, and the day before
I do not want
to do this!! anymore
can somebody call
a specialist for me
I can't care for the sick,
If I get no sleep.
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Posted: 3/5/2006 7:28:14 PM | A week is what we make of it,no more, no less
I can reflect on that which remains to be done
I remember her glowing within windblown dress
I'll always see her glory within that setting sun
And now that we are victims of broad latitude
She graciously reaches back just often enough
Always one of regenerative grace and aptitude
How am I worthy of this joyously angelic stuff
Time has removed her from me many seasons
Years later I can't fathom any of the reasons
A week is what we make of it, no more, no less
I'm overdue for a fine one ahead I must confess
Get some sleep and put life back behind those words
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Msg: 142 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands that i know now
Posted: 3/16/2006 8:37:02 PM | now
is the time
to gather your strength and move forward
now is the time
to show them what you are made of
the moment is now,
to take control of your destiny
take control of your future.
this is the time
to show life
that right now
you are strong enough,
wise enough
*strong enough,
smart enough,
good enough
to see past it's bullshikt.
I will stay on the chosen path
and win this race.
tam
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| i long for the moment...i hope he understands that i know now
Posted: 3/20/2006 8:45:34 PM | one more question
written by:tammy a thomas
why? should I, behave as if i care.
Why? should I acknowledge that you are there
Where? were you when I really needed a friend
you said that you'd be there for me,
but now you are gone again
why? should I, give a second chance
a second chance for love?
or a second chance to fast.
did you know? that you are the reason for the ill,
did you see? when you left my heart bled and chilled
where are you? when my nights are lonely and sad.
why? should I say, you were the best I ever had.
I have only the moon, to give me warmth
at night, I'm afraid to close my eyes
for fear of seeing, white light.
when? will you be my night, my king,my guard
protect me from th night, keep me safe and warm
when? will you, open your eyes and see.
oh fauck.....you will never see,
for we will never be.
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Msg: 144 | |
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Posted: 3/21/2006 1:07:22 AM | Sorry
Couldn't resist answering this one
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I'd never ask you to behave,
as that is not my place
why would you acknowledge;
then avoid my face
you ask me where I was;
I was breaking down those walls
that you build around you;
strong and proud and tall
yes our nights are lonely;
what can we expect
when my every offer;
quite simply you reject
you never have to say;
I was the best with you
for within our hearts;
we both know that is true
I long on those nights
for the kiss of silver moon
only for one reason;
it's also kissing you
Just once drop your defences
come gladly to my arms
You know that then; forever
I'll keep you safe from harm
I'll never be a Knight its true
but you will be my Queen
We will have a Love of Loves
like none has ever dreamed
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Posted: 3/23/2006 1:25:17 PM | Dear longte,
why did you respond to the call
i was expecting none at all
to come to this place
to answer my(space)
many times, I've seen various
two-face
but not from you, you are always real
this is the reason , i forever will feel
my bond to you, forever sealed
you answered my question
You, heard my cry
I do not know the reason why
I do know something that is true
your answer is one of the reasons I do
have you
on my favorites list
tam
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Msg: 146 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands that i do like him alot
Posted: 3/25/2006 5:40:37 AM | i like
by:tam
yes, i do
can I ask do you
like the silly jokes and funny things
that i do for you.
you make me laugh
and that has got to be
one of the reasons
i do adore thee
you, like me
man, i like you more
more to the infinity times four
and if you go higher
I'll triple my bet
better yet, i'll make it
set
in stone on display
for the world
to see. how much i like you
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Posted: 3/25/2006 5:54:50 AM | -------------------Girls----------------------------
------- --------are like apples-------------------
-----------on trees. The best ones-----------
---------are at the top of the tree.--------
-------The boys dont want to reach------
-------for the good ones because they ------
----are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
--Instead, they just get the rotten apples-
--from the ground that aren't as good, but----
--easy. So the apples at the top think
---something is wrong with them, when in
----reality, they're amazing. They just
-----have to wait for the right boy to-------
------come along, the one who's-----------
----------- brave enough to-----------------
-----------------climb all----------------------
------------------- the
------------------- way---------------------
-------------------to the
--------------------top--------------------
---------------- ---of the
--------------------tree.------------------
SEND THIS TO ALL THE GIRLS YOU THINK ARE AMAZING | |
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Msg: 148 | |
| i long for the moment...i hope he understands, fence straddlers annoy me
Posted: 4/5/2006 4:10:37 PM | bologna eatin' fence straddlers
I think Oscar said it best
with the song, know to the rest
of us with a simple little tune
you would have to have lived in
a little box room, not to know
this little song,
let us sing it all, along
together now, hear the beat
see the movement of my feet
"My bologna has a first name...."
yeah, you know the rest...
bologna is the name I give
to all the rest
of those...oh so phony full of
bologna, fence straddling, party on
Friday, sleep with their lover on Saturday
holy-Roley Christians
phony bologna...yeah they are
Christians that straddle the fence,
don't get very far....in heaven
you see this I know
for the bible, tells us so
I know you fakers hate the truth
well guess what?
The Devil does loves you
cause he knows he!! will be
full of Christians like the bushy
smoke crack on Tuesday
have orgies on Wednesday
church on Sunday
and start over again Monday
yeah, he!!s mouth has open
it's size it multiplied
cause in the future it knows
will reside...billions of fakers
you'll see,remember my worlds
you phonies will be....
toasty
yes, I did have the nerve
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Posted: 4/17/2006 4:05:01 PM | Last breath
a long dark road I must travel
something cold touched my feet
tingling sensations filled my head
from under the covers I peeked
only shadows danced on the wall
but my spine tingled anyhow
a soft,faint whisper calls my name
my lover has a furrowed brow
he acts as if he doesn't care
I gasp for breath as he falls asleep
why must I do this alone
I needed him here with me
I hummed a little tune
my feelings I try to not show
that breath he took was his last
the words he spoke."love it's time to go."
tam
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