| ADD...(lol)
Posted: 2/4/2005 6:04:12 AM | now that is loud!! ....hehe
Hayley is not good at being quiet , We live with 2 other ppl , and well ..... we def
are the proudest and loudest.....rofl.  | |
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| ADD...(lol)
Posted: 2/4/2005 6:15:14 AM | I had to be quiet last weekend- wow, felt like my head was going to explode!- (better to let it out)   | |
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| dazed, but not confused
Posted: 2/4/2005 10:10:19 AM | I'm stuck in this maze- and I don't even want to leave
there's shelter in this game- some of truth,some make believe
I fly like an eagle,high above the trees
I float like a kite,swaying with the breeze
Sweet soft caresses, undress me at night
He kisses me all over, before we turn out the light
sometimes we leave it on,he wants to see what he's got
and yet he loves me still,although I'm not too hott
but "hot",oh yes I feel, when he's got me in his arms
he makes my body wet with all his loving gentle charms
He has a gentle nature,but underneath that quiet core
is a raging beast of thunder,that keeps me wanting more
Steve..."Sunday" | |
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| dazed, but not confused
Posted: 2/4/2005 5:25:53 PM | oooh Neo
i am so glad for you and i like this one... its a winner he he he
love you
bubbles
Danny my man where have you been, i hope you are well and hmm this may sound stupid but what is Distrophy disoder...
i'd like to know, forgive an innocent on the loose here..
love you
Bubbles | |
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| dazed, but not confused
Posted: 2/4/2005 6:06:29 PM | | It is an involuntary disorder that makes me starve for attention. This is the best way I can remedy it , rather than annoying the world at my feet, so to speak. | |
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| dazed, but not confused
Posted: 2/4/2005 9:57:30 PM | This is my take on it (ADD) it is absolutely normal to desire attention- and I think it's a crock to make people think they need to be drugged and treated for emotions....our society today wants everyone drugged, to the point that what really is normal anymore? I love the fact that I feel, and I love knowing that others out here still feel too. What are we without our desires? our passions? A huge factor in the drug scene (prescription and otherwise) is money. Money will whither every good and decent thing away, given half the chance. Well, ok, not the paper itself....but the greed of it. I will slather attention on you all as much as possible- because you need it, it feels good, and I need it too. You do not have a disorder-and you never annoy us...we are all here for the same bloody reason..."attention" (lol) - and baby- you're gonna get it!! (btw...loved the reference to sticky nose- that was a great spin off to the sweet tooth)
Danny-Bubbles...no doubt, you are my favorite flavors of sweet sticky cream here! | |
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| dazed, or feeling daisy?
Posted: 2/9/2005 9:37:39 AM | sweet sticky cream
all the world's a dream
in extasy we scream
and love our cares away
moments fantasize
then right before our eyes
in time we realize
without love,then we have nothing
the touch,the heavenly tingle
at that moment we're not single
because 2 they join as 1
giving life a little fun
dazed...or feeling daisy?
amazed...or downright crazy?
life in general might seem somewhat hazy...
but gifts of love can set it all straight | |
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| pay attention
Posted: 2/9/2005 9:51:02 AM | love without passion
a skimpy little ration
for the starved of soul and heart
deficiency can rip you apart
sex without meaning
sun without gleaming
fake smile lacks beaming
hidden tears continue streaming
couples seem to forget
and love they tend to sublet
to an outer source
betray initial course
it's not just him or you
temptest nature will pursue
even the tiniest grain of sand
shattering love throughout the land
the most perfect couples will face
laws of temptation-and it leaves a trace
don't rock the boat-you'll stay afloat
as one you'll remain,this my prayer of grace | |
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| pay attention (two)
Posted: 2/9/2005 10:16:32 AM | pay attention...sit up straight
is it love?- or is it hate?
the married that's sneaking with you...is it reality or fantasy pursued?
is it forever they want you to hold...or are you satisfying their need to be bold?
not my business- why yes that is true...I just see things from a different view
one time it was me - that he came by to see
but when he had a "hold"- my love became old
he sought for another- his undercover lover
I managed to deal- my heart colder would feel
I try to pretend- it won't happen again
but then lust tempted me- through different eyes I see
as now I'm more bold- I see how love gets old
many views life reveals- but your heart can't be concealed
the last thing I'll mention...just please pay attention | |
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| pay attention (two)
Posted: 2/9/2005 12:00:03 PM | i like this one.. alot.. hope you are well and i hope you are happy
love you
me | |
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| pay attention (two)
Posted: 2/9/2005 1:32:48 PM | | Thank you babydoll...I am doing pretty good. I often remember times gone by, not so much in longing, but just recollection. This is a recollection, not a current vibe. Something just makes me pull certain things out- for what reasons I'm not real sure, but it's almost like the words just come out themselves. And I Love You!...(thank you for being here.) I hope all is well your way too. I'm going out of town tonight until Sunday, or Monday. If I jot any ditties down, it'll be from Steve's. Have a fabulous week-and weekend~ | |
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| pay attention (two)
Posted: 2/9/2005 1:41:49 PM | thanks my love... i hope you too have wonderful weekend and a lovely week with steve... he he he he... well hey recollect all you want.. thanks once again for being you..
bubbles | |
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| pay attention (two)
Posted: 2/11/2005 5:59:35 PM | well...
2 months done- we are going to try to remain friends, but we've come to realize that maybe it's not a keeper. We fought yesterday, he brought me home. It hurts but, we managed to make it a lil light. I tried to anyway. Maybe we'll stay friends "with benefits"~ that keeps the lonelies away too! Sometimes things are as good as it gets, and you like it or leave it. I can do it, but don't think he can. We'll see I guess. | |
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| pay attention (two)
Posted: 2/11/2005 6:08:33 PM | oh my love.. my heart goes out to you and i wish you all the best... i hope you find tha special one soon and i hope he realises what he has lost by letting you go...
love u and we are all here for you
bubbles | |
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| altered states of love- still gifts with meaning
Posted: 2/11/2005 6:18:22 PM | tapping the beat of a new drum-listening to the guitar strum
a melody of love still in the air- not perfect, but maybe still clear
I liked you, then loved you- thought so very much of you
but time told a story, never ended in glory
but the prophecy lingers on- and I feel your face in my hands
as we dream of yet to be- spirits dance in distant lands
I will not think we failed- respect and honesty we hailed
we can still sit in the shadows of tranquil- and breathe each others breath renewed
you are still inside my skin- whisper kisses light fires within
a stage beyond love or lust- a friendship which offers trust
what I wanted above all- may be just what I get
hope our friendship rings true- a value from when we met
if you are a friend as strong as a tree-
underneath your branches- your love will shelter me
as I unto you,to comfort when blue
to cherish your essense-this poem's for you | |
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| altered states of love- still gifts with meaning
Posted: 2/11/2005 6:25:37 PM | Thank you so much Bubbles....major misunderstandings tainted with alcohol- left a big mess!
But hey, we all make mistakes, and you just live and learn. Or don't live at all. One thing I got from this is, I definitely like to live!!! And I can have the guts to date again. Maybe even chill with him as friends-benefits or not... For all that, I'm still thankful. Love seeing your face pop in- it's such a cheer spreader!
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| so simple
Posted: 2/12/2005 4:17:06 PM | Saturday night...they go to that dimly lit cozy spot
refreshments and slow sultry music in the background
the faces all smiles- tenderness compiled
I step up for my turn on stage
my trumpet, his sax-we will blend...our cries for redemption will rise
their hearts will soar, draining tears from their eyes
the beat of the drums, heartbeats strong and loud
without one single word-we will sing for this crowd
the notes will caress their skin...the lovemaking will now begin
a chill works down their spine, arm hairs raised- theirs and mine
we-he and I, will work our magic upon them
like the pide piper- enchanted souls will follow
and with our music,their heartache we'll swallow
because they long for a common ground
they long for a loving sound
and tonight in this room
peace and love will be found | |
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| so simple
Posted: 2/14/2005 10:47:27 AM | Lisa, I know my poetry sucks, but I thought I would tell you how I am feeling, no need to respond if you do not feel like it
Thursday we had a fight over a misunderstanding
We both got mad and it boiled into the fires of hell
I was mad, accusations that were not true were fueling the fire
needed to step back and regroup so I took you home
The days went buy, my days were busy this kept my mind empty of the happening of Thursday night
She tells me I got under her skin, I tell her friends is all we can be
As I sit here today working on my homework studying for exams, My mind jumps back in time
the good time and the bad
it brings a smile on my face then a tear
I do not know if we will ever be more than friends
I told her that I loved her
They say love is a state of mind and makes you mind numb and all logic is gone
Can I forgive myself for taking her home that night?
if fate is what we were living did I change fate by taking her home.
My stomach hurts and my heart has stopped
I hope she will still talk to me after I send her this
Maybe we can start over, or live for the moment
or did she move on already
would she be willing to try once again?
or are we done as lovers and friends is all we will be
can either of our hearts take this
so many questions, so few answers, if your willing I would be willing to give it another shot?
I am sorry for all of this the heart breaks and emotional rollercoaster
Steve | |
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| so simple
Posted: 2/14/2005 10:56:40 AM | | so simple...I am keeping this headline here because it so fits. Steve, thank you for sending me this, and even moreso, thank you for allowing me to post it here. This is my intimate place(well, among places- but anyway!) - this is a perfect example of how easily people can work things out. Well, maybe not easily, bad choice of words- but the fact that anything can be worked on. Or, if need be- moved on from. I was very touched by this, and am very touched by the additions and warmth of everyone in here. I met you in POF...I love this site. I love the way we can all vent- and yes, I Love You too. It's a good thing that we are slowing it down, but not shutting it down. You have made a place inside me your home, and very good friends- and lovers - we are. Happy Valentine's Day everyone! "peace" (muah) | |
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| gliding back on track
Posted: 2/14/2005 11:25:11 AM | hate and rage- our minds the cage
slip out,as we shout!- and tear a page
out from the book-the book of love
cast doubt and fear- rip feathers from a dove
flightless bird- such a sad creature
mangled and tattered-of it's once lifting features
this point rings true-from me to you
as humanity revolves on emotions askew
what feels good -we embrace
what we fear- we should face
what may tempt- we should question
and hopefully learn a valuable lesson
this step the first of progression
lifting us up from further regression
miraculously putting those feathers back
once again we can fly,gliding back on track | |
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| gliding back on track
Posted: 2/14/2005 12:20:40 PM | oh my love...i am so glad to hear that you and steve worked it out.. there is no one i know that deserves love like you do... i hope you are well and i hope you are happy... you do inspire me and i think i will concoct something for the two of you...hmmmm
love you ever so much
Me | |
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| gliding back on track
Posted: 2/14/2005 12:47:29 PM | | ^^^lol, hey Bubbles, my toast to you...I think You have been an inspiration to Steve and me- your sentiments were greatly felt. Thank you Babe! "CHEERS" (but not too many for me) lol | |
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| gliding back on track
Posted: 2/16/2005 6:42:04 AM | oh neo where are you....
hope you are well
love you
bubbles | |
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| a small step back....
Posted: 2/17/2005 5:32:26 PM | ^^^ right here hon bun!
a small step back- a huge jump ahead
at times is all it takes- to keep us from turning red
we all feel frustration- we all need a hug
when our floors get dirty- we vacuum the rug
we all get thirsty- so we need a drink of water
we wear much less in summer- to keep from getting hotter
sometimes we don't know what we need- and deep inside our souls do bleed
when we're so full of doubt- that we just can't figure it out
we simply clam up inside- or maybe loudly shout
but a small step back- can bring us all relief
from the pain and aggravation- that fill us up with grief
yes that small step back, can be a bold jump ahead
experience has shown me this,and from now on-it's how I'll tred. | |
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