| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE......
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:22:10 PM | Hey Tree!
How are you doing i am doing alright thank you for the
comment you left about my poem i shared with you, and
other's on this fourm. | |
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| ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:31:07 PM | "The Beast, The Rage Within Me" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd
I have a beast inside me
It wants to be let loose
It claws at me
Snarling to be set free
Memories from the past
The fuel for its rage
It begs to cause pain
To sink its teeth into flesh
The flesh of the one's that hurt me
Thats is all it wants in life
For that ever short pleasure
Feeling the bones crack
The smell of spilt blood
I know that I'm better than this
I battle this rage every day
It truly scares me
This knowledge I have
I am not this beast
But it is me
Will this battle ever end?
This rage has let me live
Fed me in my time of need
But I deny him his only wish
Destruction and pain I cannot allow
To release these things
Would destroy me
Because I know when I do
I will not wish to stop
I come to the realization now
In writing you this poem
I am that beast
I am it's shell
But I still fight it
Why I do not know
I fear the day it wins
For I will truly die
I am immortal in this life
But should I lose this battle
I am gone, the rage has won
This is more than a poem,
Its a chronicle of a life, mine.
These are feeling's long buried,
Revived in a conversation
I felt a flood of emotions,
The desire, the rage,
Its been a long
Since I had these feeling's
To have to fight for control again.
Sigh, I only fear the end
Of this battle for one reason
Who will win, and what will become of me?
Can I be the same without the rage?
yes the Vamp part is in respect to my poetic muse Vampyro.Wonderful woman. helped me out alot in realizing my talent. | |
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| ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:31:55 PM | "Lost" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd
In all eternity,
The soul search's,
For what one never knows,
When you find it,
There is a feeling
Like you have never felt,
When you lose it,
Great despair,
You fall down an endless spiral,
Wanting to die,
But the soul will survive
Searching ever still to find
What you have lost | |
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| ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:32:29 PM | "Despair" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd and Vampyro
Feels the rush of pain
As a knife slashes the heart
Releasing me from life in torment
My soul free to soar
But trapped in this realm
Of everlasting darkness
To never again see true loves bliss
By the light of the moon eclipse
Total darkness made into light
Illuminating the stars in flight
To fight the darkness within
The truth of worldly life
The lies of the devils kin
And the lies of love within
A love never found
And a life never lived
Left to wonder if I ever died
Can this be the end?
Or can it be the beginning?
Never gone but never here
A chance to start a new
paired minds at work. | |
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| ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:34:05 PM | "Conflict" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd and Vampyro
An army of darkness march's forth
Spreading fear and famine
Among the terror is love
Love for one another and for family
A family divided
Yet unable to separate
Destined to clash forever
But joined for eternity
Always in anguish
Unable to hide true feelings
But hating what they feel
Total destruction of the mind and soul
Combination of the heart and body
Two parts so intertwined
Yet always at war
Always fighting and always finding love
Never to find peace in between
But constantly finding it inside
A weakness in the work's
A strength in the mists
And a flaw on the battlefield
Coming together in a room of play
Where all are equal
Yet slaves to one another
And slaves to the body
Free minds meld into one
Combining to show unity
In a world of spite and hate
Finding comfort in arms
Among those alike
A fine pair we made I think. We have sort of lost touch with one another.Work and different timezones really dont help  | |
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| ON THE NOT SO DARKER SIDE OF MY LIFE
Posted: 2/16/2006 4:37:14 PM | "Deceptive" Written by Vamp ModiFiyd
Behind friendly faces,
Lie demon's in wait,
You think they are friends,
To them you are bait,
They will rip you to shreds,
Devour your soul,
And for what,
One never knows. | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/17/2006 4:25:39 AM | METAMORPHISIS
Growth is but a series of changes
Not all expected or deserved
Often not recognized or appreciated
But a given constant
The inevitability of transformation
Is as constant as the sea
The heavens,the earth beneath our feet
But as these constants have been polluted by man
So too can change our aspirations
Our potential,and our hearts
The hardening of a heart is a dark metamorphisis
Pocked by irreversible pain
Those who thought themselves impervious
Draw into a sheltering cacoon of doubt and mistrust
Each time the fragile sanctuary is built
The end result is a darker being
The semi-transparent shroud
Veils the truth that lies within
Protecting only from sight
The vulnerability of love and hope
Each time the protective barrier is completed
It is built more impenetrable
Until at last, the growing being
Itself cannot escape
And thus it dies alone in dark beauty
Attempting only to survive and grow | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/17/2006 4:58:55 AM |  Good Morning nightwriter so very good to see you again. Loved the write as always true insight you reveal.
Hey ya Kat so glad you popped in loved your write as well.Thanks for the welcome and kind words.
Broken-soul I just call them Like I see them...keep writing...you never know who your message will touch.
Modifiyd welcome to the thread. | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/17/2006 10:53:48 AM | | thanks. just stoped by the forums to see whats up. I'll have to post more. | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/17/2006 10:58:52 AM | I felt that stab again today
the one that makes me feel
that hole you left in me
I was doing fine you see
listening to my radio
happy as I could be
was enjoying a new song
when all the sudden I hear
this song dedicted to my husband
then just as loud as can be
I heard your name
the world just seemed to stop right there
I felt that stab again today
the one that makes me feel
that hole you left in me | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/18/2006 6:36:35 PM | cold darkness
thumping heart
envolping pain
total loss
beside myself
ever slight joy
pain rememberance
returned to earth
my soul unearthed.
Entered into dimness
This absence of light
Vaccumed air
Drained of feeling
Total nullness
Life defined
By total death
Unequivical irony
Sarcastic ruins
Of a dead race
That is where my humanity lies
two seperate poems but they seem to fit to me. | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/19/2006 8:00:28 PM | Tree
Are you a oak tree
deep rooted and solid
Or a weeping willow
bending with knowledge
I prefer the acorn
with a tough hard shell
When it takes a beating
it reveals an inner cell
The acorn even after a fall
will still grow to be very tall.
for you tree from me ..diva  | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/19/2006 10:37:15 PM | hey there Diva, I love it!!! Thanks so much doesn't matter where it is posted it's worth a million to me...made my day...Thanks girl.
besides even in the dark I need a nightlight..lol
hope you are having a great weekend and thanks again for stoppin in.
hi modifyed good to see you back...your writes are really very deep. | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/20/2006 6:45:06 AM | Awww tree if it brings a little light
into your world i'm a very happy
lady... we all need it sometimes .
(((((massivehugs))))) diva | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/20/2006 9:18:49 AM | thank you. I just wrote some new ones.
The light of your smile
The glow of your skin
The way you move
Twirling tither & too
The grace of a hummimng bird
With the beauty if a sunset
These are the ways to describe you
The only words that do you justice
To know you is to be free
P.S: yea its light I know, but I dont do two many of these. and please call me Modi :) | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/20/2006 9:19:47 AM | My life is a whirlpool
ever twisting inside
ripping my armor
tearing my defences
leaving me naked
weak and alone
longing to hold someone
to destroy this cold
life in darkness
life in light
I live inbetween
always knowing happiness
but never holding it dear | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/20/2006 10:31:50 AM | AWW.. Diva girl your a very special lady...thanks so much...Hope you have a wonderful day! Tree
ok thanks modi..glad to see you back with new writes.I like your light writes as well and all darkness needs a light to shine in somewhere...right? Have a great day! Tree | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/20/2006 9:22:32 PM | Fear Sets In
Fear sets in as I realize
getting old
no one to hold
a dream withers of
shared rocking chairs
on a porch
overlooking the woods
where animals come to play
entertain us for a day
still I try to hold on
still I wish to believe
the day will come
someone will share life with me
that we will laugh and cry in harmony
yet fear sets in
getting old
no one to hold | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/21/2006 9:05:14 AM | So Far Away
So far away
he called today
bittersweet
soon again we will meet
his love for me stands
the war in him grows
our eyes will lock
our kiss will hold
he'll tell a joke
we'll laugh
and say good bye
he'll say he'll be back
I'll understand
the fight with in this man
loving sigh
I'll reassure him
love will be here waiting
but truly know
I fear he'll just go | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/23/2006 5:41:24 AM | Hey all it is me tree - with the help of a longtime friend.
The night the lights went out
The light had just begun to shine
I was feelin fine
finally free
to be just me
had tested the waters
and found I could tread
only to my dread
mistaken I was
you see
for I was not free
alone in the dark
I was
The night the lights went out | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/23/2006 11:04:17 AM | I met this girl
She made me feel
She made me smile
She made me sing
I met this girl
the same one still
and she made me hurt
she made me mad
she made me want to cry
I built up walls to hide behind inside
to keep me from crying
to prevent the feelings
that girl provoked me to feel
now these walls are my jail
I am drowning in my tears
trapped within me
dying inside
once my safe haven
now my prison
soon to be my tomb.
(> o2/22/o6< | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/23/2006 11:05:02 AM | The torment continues
this mocking of life
i will soon end this
they will all see
what i once held dear
betrayed me with complete
almost total disreguard
my heart stolen
my soul displaced
these mark my once
and albeit short
time knowing happiness
i have died inside
but i feel this still
i feel my rage
I feel the envie
that being inside me
that looks to strike
so before i do i push them away
the one that knows me
knows this style
is the one that i fear to hurt the most
this in no dout my last
also true my final
poetic crying.
R.I.T ModiFiyd | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/23/2006 4:09:00 PM | Welcome back Modi... Good writes looking forward to reading more of them.
Through the deep forest
In darkness I walk
Lost and alone
Amongst the trees
Wondering what will become of me
Nothing left but shadow memories
But I ‘ll keep searching for that beacon bright
To guide me back to friends and morning light
Through this dark maze
Hopefully soon a trail they will blaze
tree - 2006 | |
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| ON THE DARKER SIDE OF LIFE
Posted: 2/24/2006 5:45:13 AM | Why do I hurt
what the hells wrong
shes still on my mind
my heart pines still
I fell unwanted
I know its true
what I want never
never seams to be
go away love
get out attracttion
why is it I cant fall for another
I only fall
wishing this was different
I really felt good
then as always
my curse rises still
this cold clamy feeling
encases my once warm heart
it still beats for her
my souls still dreams of her
I hate myself for being so week
I cant belive this always happens
maybe I will destroy myself
let my blood flow free
just end this life
and all my pain float away
in the crimson see of blood.
this is the death of ModiFiyd.
reborn from his ash
rises Prometheus.
I really liked her to :( | |
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