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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/10/2006 4:25:59 PM | Hiya girl, glad to see you brought the page up again, I just didn't have your touch to keep it going...
I wrote this a little while ago but I think it fits here, have to add my words to this wonderful page..
Glad to see you around more, and I am happy that you have reason to smile even if your heart breaks, there is nothing like a child to ease the pain...
Turn the page
Time stands still as I wait for you
precious moments slip away
memories haunt my mind
of that un forgotten day
You were my life my heart
the one I wanted for life
promising me the world
to someday make your wife
I trusted you and your words
believed everything you said
longings filled my days
fantasies filled my head
Now you turn and walk away
my heart is filled with rage
I need to get over this feeling
and turn another page
Turn the page to move on
to a life without you
fighting the urge to give up
knowing its something I must do
Time moves on I no longer wait
my heart is empty of rage
moving on with my life
I finally turned the page......
Luv ya
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/10/2006 4:43:31 PM | Thank you Miz for your words...they brought tears to me and yes it is time to turn the page!
My heart raging
My eyes crying
My body aching
My thoughts racing
My tummy rumbles
My eyes are swollen
My legs are numb
My step shaky
My heart saying go
My mind crazy with pictures
My life will now be better
My fingers turning the page
My waiting now over | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/10/2006 8:26:59 PM | Already posted it before but it sure looks like it belongs here. It hurts.
A Tear 2005
As I lay a lonely tear found a trail down my face
And I discovered another love gone, another to erase
Only one for now as I wait for the sadness part
Perhaps more to come before I make a new start
The tear contained a feeling from deep inside
But its not from any feeling am I going to hide
A tear is formed from a fear of losing
Its not going to last this sadness thing
A long time coming but the love a long time going
I still have feelings to heal into the spring
The tear a lonely reminder of how much she meant
And now I face starting again now and present
Wiping the tear away I dare look back inside
And I feel the hollow and emptiness I cant hide
Progress from here on will have to be thought about
I have come to far in life to be alone and without
But if thats the way it has to be I am ok now
I can make alone I have all the know how
The happiness I have now is all about loving me
Finally the fear is gone and I see what I have to see
And maybe one day another tear will find a trail
But I know it doesnt mean that I will fail
So goodbye little tear and dry up from my face
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/11/2006 1:47:50 PM | Spring Rain and Season
Skies are gray and cloudy
Raindrops silently dropping
The trees swaying in the breeze
The sun behind the clouds
Birds are singing; animals hunting
Eagles soaring high above
On the right sits a rainbow
In the distance is the ocean
Further away stands the mountains
Trees are blossoming with vibrant colors
Flowers growing; grass is greener
People walking or jogging by
Strollers walking their young ones
Country living is peaceful
No city lights, pollution or sirens
Just trees and country land
Fresh air all around
At night the stars shine
Filling an endless sky
After The Rain
The sun is shining brightly
The rain has come to a halt
What a serene and loving place
Where we can walk for miles
Friendly neighbors saying hello
Windows opened letting in the breeze
Fresh rain scent filling our home
Now it is time to say goodbye
And return another day!
Hello people! There is one thing I would like to share today and that is no matter where we live or go beauty surrounds us. Our busy and chaotic schedules or many hours on the computer prevent us from really seeing what is all around and what we have inside. The same thing goes with humans, instead of just looking on the outside for a few minutes, get to know that person inside and out because if you see beauty we have it in us. Beauty surrounds us every day even if it is a house or yard nicely taken care of, cars we may see, flowers popping up everywhere, green grass, and trees etc.
In the prairies it is flat lands but when we take a close look at everything we do not just see flat lands. We may see many farms or animals and they too create beauty. I took a trip to Dauphin, Manitoba on the bus and I was truly amazed at the beauty I got to see. This reminded me that every single person has beauty and so do I. The people were friendly in that community I stayed in and that is because I saw the people for who they are inside and out. They are all terrific and friendly people and everyone helped one another. There was a lot of snow when I was there but I still got to see beauty.
Our hearts are filling with love even when we try to shut it down, this does not work. Yes it will make us colder once we decide to close down but all along our heart is still loving. Beauty keeps getting better and as time moves on we have encountered many beautiful things without realizing we had. It is in all of us and that is why I am a people person because I see them for who they are deep within. | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/11/2006 2:06:58 PM | I just wanted to say welcome to our browsers and onlookers. Welcome to the ones who post in here, this page is for anyone to post their thoughts, poetry, or life experiences. It was hidden for a while because I left for a while to walk another path and came back under a different name. Charmingandsweet will always be me. It is okay that someone else carries my old name and I just wanted to say you are welcome to it. I have had a few ask how I felt about this and I said I am okay because when I closed my old account I gave away my name. All the best to you all!
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/12/2006 12:41:37 PM | My bundle of joy
Her smiles light up the room
Her giggles rock the walls
Her rolling over makes her proud
Her standing up brings laughter
Her way of crawling unique
Her whimpers a screech
Her cries high pitched
Her grasps strong
Her never giving up trying
Her determination high
Her successes follows smiles
Her mama cries tears of joy...
And the list goes on! My little girl is growing up fast! Every day something new happens and being a mom is the best thing in the whole world for me. When I look at my bundle of joy, I am filled with gratification and love! She is adorable and behaves well out in public, many have commented on this and when she does something new those ole mama tears arise. She is four months old now and it seems like yesterday she was born! She is one very happy baby and content! Always smiling like her mama no matter what! I love her with all my heart and she is my little angel! My little darling, mama will always be there for you! I love you to pieces! Please do not grow up too fast though! You are my light, life, and world!
Time to run, my wee one is awake! Bye bye for now! | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/12/2006 2:46:35 PM | Hiya charming....
Isn't it amazing how much they change and in such little time?, I can't believe that I have been on my own with my son now for almost 4 years, time sure goes fast and speaking of time flying, my baby is going to school this september...sigh I don't know how I am going to take that...lol, so I wrote this in preperation for it I suppose..lol
Enjoy the smiles and the tears, they are all memories that fill your heart forever...
The school bell has tolled
ringing at half past eight
time to hurry on my son
off to school now it's late
Today is the first day of school
your so grown up now
where did all the time go
it flew by somehow
Can't believe my baby
is now 4 years old
and has to go to kindergarten
so I have been told
I want to hold on tight
he is my only son you see
can't I keep him always here
forever next to me
Guess I must let you go
so you can grow and be
well mannered smart young man
proudness will always shine from me
So go my precious son
and learn all you can today
I will try to keep being strong
as you grow up more each day
Remember this as you go
I love you with all my heart
and this will never change
even if we are apart....
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/12/2006 11:09:59 PM | Hello there Miz: It is a pleasure having you come by with your loving light and beautiful writings. I am so glad I have known you for a while because you are a superb lady and a heart that reaches out to many. Your warmth and loving words always make my day. Thank you for being a superb friend Miz!
Happy Easter everyone! Have a safe and fulfilling weekend! Remember to treat yourself as well!
I have a father out there somewhere and this is a write on it:
Where oh where can you be?
Easter is here and once again
I am missing my father
I wonder if I look like you
Part of me missing;feeling empty
When on the bus or around
I wonder if you are there too
I often ask for guidance
While I keep looking for you
I have contacted many
And dear father, did I contact you
And you did not want me to know
I often think about you father
Especially on special holidays
When Father's Day arrives
I light a candle for you and pray
I give thanks every day for you
And keep dreaming about you
I love you father no matter what
Now that you are a Grandfather
I can only hope one day I will find you
My child will know about you
Happy Easter Father and your family!
Now about my mom:
Where oh where can you be
Easter is here and I am loving you
Out I go to buy Easter lillies
I love you mother and always will
You went missing in 1973
I found your/my family in 1995
To this day people wonder
Whether or not you are alive
They say I look a lot like you
I feel your presence in Spirit
And feel you around me
I will light you a candle
And pray we can find you
Within I feel you're in heaven
Your wings are beautiful
You look serene and pure
Thank you mom for loving me
Now that you are a Grandma
My heart goes out to you
Happy Easter Mother!
I have been blessed of being in foster care and I thank you mom and dad for loving me as if I were your daughter. You have taught me many great things and each day I am truly grateful for your love and taking me in. Ever since my first birthday you have been there and still are today! I am truly grateful my daughter has you as Grandparents! thank you for being there for us through our trying times. I have been blessed in having two sets of parents and that my daughter has been blessed with a few sets of Grandparents! Happy Easter to you all and remember to always cherish these holidays! Being with family is one thing that makes these days worthwhile! | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/14/2006 10:57:18 PM | Just words of encouragement...
Tomorrow is a brand new day! Leave behind today the negative energy! You know I saw many people rushing for last minute Easter shopping today! What has Easter come to? Angry people in aisles and shopping, people pushing through the malls, arguments from people debating what to buy, traffic crazy, carts full of chocolate and gifts, parking lot full, and drivers who are rushing to their destinations!
All I want to share tonight is to hold your head high, walk tall, and do not allow others to bully you. Enjoy your shopping and long weekend for some! If the line ups are long, try conversing with the person in front of you or behind! It really helps those line ups to move quickly! Let those drivers go by you and enjoy the rest of your drive home or to your next destination! Have a safe Easter holiday for yourself and family! Happy Easter! | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/14/2006 11:33:07 PM | The Roses
The roses dainty and sweet
With stems that are smooth
The fragrance fills the room
Vibrant colors blossoming
Little buds waiting to unfold
Given in love and friendship
The roses stand tall
A smile covers my face
Heart warm and fuzzy
Thank you my dear friend
For making my day a special one! | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 4/15/2006 12:10:25 PM | Easter will be here
Little bunnies hopping about
Hiding their treasures
The children are sleeping
Some trying to keep their eyes open
But alas that Easter Bunny waits
For the children to close their eyes
Children wake up in the middle of the night
Little bunny ears take a hop
And back to sleep the wee ones go
Rekindle your spirits today
And have a safe holiday! | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 5/3/2006 11:03:48 AM | Waiting in Anticipation
We feel at awe
Still we wonder
Will it work
Or will it break
Will we match
Or do we differ
Out we go to meet our match
Sitting and wondering
If they are all ready here
Or are they gone
Did they see me and run
Or did they sit while pondering
Their thoughts and fears
At last we greet and say hi
Our conversation begins
A heart that will not stop beating
Sweaty palms and shaky legs
We continue our meeting
Than after we wonder
Will they call me again
Or lose contact with me
Away we go to our homes
Or out on our first date
Some do not give others a chance
They go by what they see
Physically, emotionally and mentally
So sad, so humiliating
They tell that person all is well
And go on their way
Later we wait in anticipation
Will my phone ring
Will messenger connect us
And than time goes on
No return or a hello
Our hearts stop beating for a second
Sadness covers us and on we go
To find another or not at all
Why do people act this way
Either than tell you right than and there
So we can move on to another!
I have not had this experience at least that one person told me right than and there we would not make it as a couple. We had a coffee, talked with one another, and off we went our separate ways. I could not give this guy what he was asking of me and thought this is not okay! He was not interested in me either. And that is okay! Off I went and continued to fish and had fun from there on. Many people I met were from a far and I wonder at times if this will work a long distance relationship. Do not give up on hope because one day he or she will come your way! Keep dating, keep having fun, do not allow others opinions or decisions stop you from continuing on. If they were rude then we will know that there is a red flag! Watch out for the red flags and keep yourselves safe.
Always carry extra cash in your pockets so if that meeting turns out to be nasty than you can walk away and find your own way home without wondering what to do or keep yourself there if you are not safe. I have heard many other stories as how their dates went from dating sites and many have shared their sadness and happiness. It may work out or it may not but at least give each other a chance. Before we know it either we click or we do not!
Never go by just the outside looks because deep inside they may be just the perfect match for you! Updated pictures do help and that I know from my own experience because people see that picture and meet you because they liked what they saw. Once they met you, found out you looked different than the picture may help or make matters worse! Because people have their likes and dislikes it is important we keep our pictures up as well our profiles! Change your profiles after a while because this will work too! And remember to always have fun no matter what! Who knows if not this fish maybe another! Keep fishing everyone! The best of luck! | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 5/4/2006 10:22:54 PM | Every Where Stands Love
Every where there is love
Beauty here, beauty there
People smiling, people loving
Sunshine warms our Earth
Trees are blossoming
Grass is greener, yard cleaning
Planting flowers and blooming
Buildings going up every where
Children playing in the park
People swimming in the ocean
Tanning every where I go
Malls are not as busy
Except for summer shopping
Planning trips for the summer
People getting their car ready for shows
Family outings here and there
Barbecue parties and hot tubbing
Mothers carrying/walking their young
All dressed in summer wear
Hats, flip flops, bonnets, etc
Smiles are being passed around
Love is warming my heart
As I look around and be a part of
My love blossoms everywhere
Hugs for those in need
Small gestures of helping
And most of all loving you | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 5/4/2006 10:30:17 PM | Love surrounds my place
Baby blahs blahs and laughter
Smiles freely given without thought
A sweet little girl she is
New things every day
And great anticipation
Never giving up
Always trying till complete
Love fulfills my room
As my darling continues to grow
Her eyes shining with completions
A heart that never stops loving
Beauty fills my house and heart
Each day is worth waiting for
And the loving never stops | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 5/4/2006 11:27:18 PM | Thoughts For Today
Today I went to the beach and when I looked out to the sea, I saw beauty every where. When I looked out to the ocean my mind wandered here and there. Thoughts of love, happiness, encouragement, and warmth filled my heart. Each breath I took let out the stresses of my life. Each breath taken was a step closer to completion as I asked for guidance and direction. Eagles soaring high above the clouds, trees swaying in the wind, gentle breezes felt across my cheeks, and the sun warming my being. My daughter sleeping soundly in her stroller as the salt air moves about her. Such peace, such beauty, and how loving she is each day as my love continues to grow.
Home I went to listen to my favorite radio station as the words let out more strength for me. Tears rolling down my cheeks as I recall what once was and how much I miss him. The words of songs clinging to my heart and down memory lane I go remembering those days and nights. My arms feeling empty, my heart breaking, and wishing for his special hugs and kisses. May we one day reconcile with empathy and warmth for the love of our daughter. May she soon have her daddy nearby wanting to spend time with her. He is missing lots and one day he will realize how special this little girl is. May he realize soon how important it will be to become a part of her world. I am sure he does think about her each time he sees a baby or hears one.
Time will heal this hurting mind as I continue to flourish and blossom. These are just memories that will remind me how much I can love another. Each hurt will transpire into something annew as I continue to grieve and heal. Each step taken will complete another part of me. Beauty all around me shows me how important life is from the good rather than concentrating on the bad. There is no such thing as good or bad, just living and doing the best I can with the tools I have today. I will not ponder hating thoughts or emotions, just continue moving forth. This will only slow me down and I will not move a head. The more I hate the more angry and resentful I will become. This is why I will continue to love him no matter what because it will help me grow remaining healthy.
One day I will reach the top of my mountain and that is when I will holler out in joy. I will look down on the hills and winding roads remembering how important every one is no matter what type of life I lived or who I am. Those paths I walk are for my own growth and learning and yes I tend to take the harder path. Each path completed no matter what has transpired me some how. It has shown me great courage and determination to complete my dreams and wishes. Each step taken will help to direct me on a healthier road than what I walked before. I will only take with me those loving memories leaving the rest behind me.
I remember the good times and these my darling I will cherish forever because it has helped me to become a better person. Your words I recall in our most passionate moments and they say if we continue thinking about one person no matter what; there is a good chance they are your soul-mate. This my darling can be either way in love or friendship. I wish you the best my dear as you continue walking your paths.
I will continue walking mine and may I one day find that one true love I can hold on to forever. A love so strong it will not break and forever we will be. Standing beside each other and walking tall always loving one another and creating new memories of love for me. Dreaming I will continue to do, goals I will fulfill for my daughter and I giving her the best always.
I will make mistakes as I continue to walk my paths, I will learn and grow from these leaving behind a trail of love and joy to each and every one no matter what. I will do my utmost to complete each step without jumping far ahead or too far back. And when I do, I will pick up my paces and walk the best of the bestest always.
Life is full of wonderful surprises and now that I have a wee one to walk with me, I will show her the best of life and will always be there no matter what she chooses to do. I will be there always bringing her the teachings I pick up or complete. I will teach her to love and respect herself as well as everyone else. She will be my shining star and may her light shine upon others as she walks her paths. May she become the best at everything with her own choices. I love my little girl with all my heart. Thank you for gifting me with such a beautiful girl. I will do my best to raise her well and take great care of her. | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 5/5/2006 12:28:28 AM | As I read these pages, it was plain to see a wonderful sensitivity in your words and spirit.
As I depart from those moments, I leave feeling someone great for you will get near it.
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 5/6/2006 3:45:08 PM | The Red Road/Black Road
What is this? It comes from our cultural teachings from Elders, our wise teachers, and Ancestors. This is what I call "First Nations" depending where we are and what our priveleges are. Each person has a different name for this and I prefer the above. As I mentioned in my new updated profile that I was part "Shuswap" from Adam's Lake in Chase BC. Back to the topic today!
The Red Road is a healthy road for us to walk. This is when we decide to give up on our addictions and become close to our roots again. The red road symbolizes freedom, joy, happiness, healing, being spiritually connected to our culture and ways. Ways meaning the dancing, powwowing, drumming, singing, listening to our Elders share their teachings with us.
The red road symbolizes a clean and sober life for myself along with being culturally connected to our ways of doing things. The sweats, talking circles, Ancestors, pipe ceremonies, coming of age potlatch, naming potlatch, welcoming ceremonies where many communities from all over come to join us and share their strength, hopes, dreams, teachings, etc. And so much more! Without this behind me, where would I be today? Would I still be addicted? Would I have stayed in abusive situations? Would I have stopped hurting people? Would I even be alive without overdosing or taking my own life? And the list goes on! I have walked many paths during my life and now that I am turning forty years old in a couple weeks, my life flashes before my eyes and I look around me now and see happiness, joy, love, beauty, etc without the black road controlling my life. This brings me to the Black road.
I once walked the black road where I was holding on to much anger, resentment, drugging, drinking, etc. This road was cold, lonely, dark, and I was all over the place with my thoughts and feelings. I hurt many people and was hurt many times over. I used this road to hide in my own humiliation, prejudices, abuse, and would not trust a single soul. My heart cold and shut down, I would not nudge or look at anything very positive. I hung on to cliffs just barely hanging off, I hit many curbs, I could not jump over hurdles, and had walls thick around my soul. I sat in pain, turmoil, etc without reaching out to any one.
I kept to myself and would only talk when I was drunk or high! I would sleep all day, party all night to the wee hours in the morning, etc. My life was shattered to pieces and I could not come out of my hole which I dug very deep. As time went on life became worse, I put myself into all kinds of bad things. I was looking for love in the wrong places, I was looking for the love I never got growing up in my home which was very abusive in many ways, a foster home filled with hatred, anger, etc!
Then one day, I hit my rock bottom and began cleaning my life up piece by piece, bit by bit, facing my demons of the past and walked through it. I kept pushing to get out of my hole while making mistakes all the way and than one day, The red road opened for me with open arms and love. I discovered that I was a beautiful human being inside and out! I was worth living, I deserve the best, etc! The more I worked on myself, the warmer and loving I became towards others, my walls started to come down, and no longer needed drugs or alcohol to hide in! I began accepting people for who they are inside and out! I learned to respect and honor and love again!
I found me! I found a love greater than myself or another, I found my Creator, I found my Culture, I found my Ancestors, I found a life filled with happiness and joy! A life nobody can take away from me! My own life! My special being! Today, I love life and have much to share with others! I love my job working with others to find themselves again! As a counsellor, leader, writer, etc, my life is fulfilled with much love, respect, and understanding! I am now giving back what was given to me! And that nobody can take away! when I look around and see people suffering, I can feel for them and will be there when they need a listening ear, words of encouragement, respect, etc! Because they are special too!
Thank heavens I found me before I was lost forever! My heart now open and filling with warmth! Tears of joy trickling down my cheeks because I know when I decided to change my life completely around, I would be a better person for self and others. I still walk my paths from a different perspective of life! I will make mistakes and perfection long washed away because If my life were perfect, I might find it boring! LOL! Without making mistakes does not exist in my world because I know I am going to make mistakes and learn from them. This makes life easier that is all to cope with and shorter periods of outbursts, etc!
I will find my love when the time is right! And I will continue to walk my talk and help my daughter become the best for herself! I will offer her love, respect, honor, etc! I will love her forever! I will love me forever too! I will love whom when they come to my life! You all take care and remember you are worth it, you deserve the best, and there is someone out there for you! I now sign off with light and love! Bye bye for now! | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 5/7/2006 11:20:51 PM | Thank you Om for your words! Today I have a metaphor of a candle....???
I am looking into a candle whose light shines my room! In the candle sits these magic moments of love, meditation, light, thoughts, emotions, feelings, etc! The candle stands tall until it has been ran for a while. The same light, the same heat until one moment it begins to sink on one side or pour over the edges as it drops to the holder or the surrounding around it!
Bit by bit the candle begins to disappear sometimes quickly, other times, longer! The scents coming off the candle fill my room with a aroma of how I am feeling today! Slowly it drips, sometimes fast and it turns soft, sides curling under, yet it still stands in its spot! It sits there for long periods of time and the silence helps me to relax and wind down.
Each breath taken in or out helps me to find self! The more I stay in one spot the more burnt I will get or melt away! I follow the flames as it dances in the air, wick burning, smokeless thoughts bring a sense of joy, purity, allows me to speak with my heart as I continue to watch it disappear into the holder! Melting to liquid, scent filling the air, and a light that helps me to settle my tattered brain, my torn heart, or memories of good times!
Tears trickling down my cheeks, each step taken in my magic world is my own. I created my spot filling it with love, joy, happiness, freedom, peace, etc! I will speak to my Ancestors and invite them to my special spot! A place my imagination created, a quiet place to sit, mourn, think, let go, and I can change it any time! A place where only I know about! I will stare into my heart and release the negativity through each breath taken in or out! I may enter in chaos and mixed feelings, my magic spot changes that for me! I feel inspiration and love here. My surroundings warm and safe! Nobody can hurt me here!
As I look deeper and deeper into the candle's light, my heart fills with love, satisfaction, beauty, etc! My own world where my flame can be high or low or dancing all over! I speak from my heart and no longer my head! My heart beating to the magic of drummimg, singing, dancing, and a soft background of harps! A smile comes across my face and silently I sit in my own magic world. A world where my dreams come alive for me, ideas come to my mind, and the flames are cooling down for me!
Any one can create their private space no matter where we are. Either sitting in a park, on the top of a hill, in front of the ocean, waterfalls, rivers, meadows etc! Where we stand we can create our own magic world filled with love, light, etc! It only takes a few minutes to go to our special spots and just be even if it is cat-napping or just quietly sitting or lying down! The more I go to my quiet spot, the more relax I become and the stresses of the day slowly disappearing leaving a puddle of satisfaction!
A candle is the closest to my thoughts and it knows a lot about me and than it is gone but with it went my things! Cleansing and washing away my negativity inspiring me to come back to reality in a different frame of mind! A time out any time things become chaotic, sad, hurtful, etc, I will escape to my candle after lighting it with love and inspiration! I will sit still and allow my being to relax bit by bit removing the parts I do not want.
I travel through my candle bit by bit, nudging and pushing myself to move forward before the flame gets too hot! I follow the light and close my eyes and find my special spot! Down down I go and deeper to my being I become. I sit here for a while releasing, chatting, thinking, etc until it is time to come back to reality!
I can sit and watch my flame for hours because it is mine! "I can feel the magic floating in the air" like that song! "The whole world escapes away and the only thing I hear is the beating of my heart" This song is called "Breathe" by Faith Hill! My candle represents this song for me! Every word touches my heart and being! Time to find my inner world and go to sleep; my magic place! Good night All! | |
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Posted: 5/8/2006 10:34:08 PM | Loving Thoughts
May we learn to love unconditionally
My heart flutters at the sound of your voice
My legs weak and trembling
Your words whispering in my ear
Come to me and lets embrace
Fall into these silky sheets
Make love all night long
I want to feel your breath on me
Your arms wrapped around my waist
May we embrace each other
In passion and breathing fire
As I call out your name
Make love all night long
I want to lay in your arms
And kiss you all over
My love for you keeps growing
Come be with me forever! | |
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| Just a thought of inspiration...while walking home
Posted: 5/8/2006 10:48:51 PM | "Breathe" By Faith Hill
I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away
All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart
'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I'm closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now
'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
This song ought to be in our favorite songs thread but I decided to add it here because last night I talked about the candle and used this as an idea of how love looks like for me! I love this song and the words are very powerful to my heart and know this is what love would look like along with good qualities and characters! May we all find our love soon! My love growing stronger each day! I miss you! This is how I feel about you and my life!  | |
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| Inspirational and Life meaning writings of my own life!
Posted: 5/10/2006 12:37:37 AM | Family, children and friends
We will always be there
Through thick and thin
I hold love to my heart
People come and go
Memories are being created
Courtesy and respect for all
Brings a comfort to me
As I continue my journey
To love and hold another
Is what I wish for always
This will come true for me! | |
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| Inspirational and Life meaning writings of my own life!
Posted: 5/10/2006 1:02:04 AM | Destiny
Reach high above the sky
Follow my heart and instincts
There will be anticipation
As my heart begins to beat
Holding on to my dreams
Following the goals I set out
Take each moment in solitude
I breathe deep and walk tall
Each smile I give or receive
Will allow my self-esteem to grow
Friendly gestures or hugs
May help others feel better
My troubles behind me for now
New ideas and thoughts come to mind
I see glimpses of hope and light
And a future full of happiness, joy, and love!
I shall continue to trudge my path
Follow my destiny to where that be
I will enjoy life to the fullest
And love the person I was created to be! | |
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| Inspirational and Life meaning writings of my own life!
Posted: 9/5/2006 11:46:02 PM | Todays quote comes from my heart!
A brand new life has come my way and she is beautiful! My daughter is my precious gift sent to me from above. Each day I look into her eyes the more I see her precious beauty. My days are busy nights short before bedtime and early rising in the morning. Each day she is discovering new things and learning! I wake up that morning; thank the Creator for watching over us through the night and grateful for a brand new day! I thank Him every day for sending her to me as her earthly mother!
I appreciate life for all it is errors and progresses! I may have come from a dark past and hazy lights but today I see the world for its beauty and precious gifts. I have learnt to forgive and accept people for who they are no matter what type of lifestyle they are currently living, have lived, or what others say because deep within my soul I spread love to all! We all make our mistakes and learn from them and some I had to relive over and over again until I began to love and accept myself!
Forgiveness in forms of hatred and resentments were the hardest for me to encounter and I had to walk through it and relive my errors until I learnt my lesson! The hardest steps ever were to forgive myself! I still carry some flaws and know deep within I will see the light from these! As hard as I try to run away and hide from my errors, they still keep coming up for me! Really I was running away from my own fears of life and love! When love encounters me, I am not sure what this love is because I saw very little growing up! When it came to making commitments, I panicked, ran, did something to mess it up because I was more comfortable living my old ways! Today I am trying my utmost to accept this love when it comes my way not just passionately either, in friends, family, and strangers love is amongst these! I am learning to love another with my daughter and she is my life! I love her lots and will continue to love her with all I have!
When it comes to dating I know when the time is right I will have made my decisions. Right now being a mom is the most important and I am coming off my maternity leave after a year and this is hard for me right now! Put one step in front of the other and follow my dreams! I will own that house, vehicle, have a trust fund set up for my daughter, and etc! I have two more years of schooling to complete and I am going to do it and land the job I want or create! The services that I am providing will benefit many people and may they find their places and follow in my steps until they are ready to soar away from the nest.
For all the wonderful people out there who have helped me, I am returning for others to accomplish and succeed at! Every one is unique and beautiful in their own ways. Look in the mirror today and say "I love you!" and treat yourself to something special! Some of the things I have done is treat myself as if I was on my dream date for the night by buying myself flowers, lighting candles, listening to soft relaxing music and created my meals for that moment! Eventually, someone will do this for you because no matter how hard it is to find that special person, our lives still move forth and we need to please and honor ourselves too! I believe there are a few good people in my life right now and know when I am ready to make my decision to date or accept what is in my path, it will be beautiful! It will be as it becomes to be!
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