| Angel
Posted: 5/17/2008 3:30:57 PM | I do apologise, we seem to have taken over your place.
Please do not feel angry or put out
I love to read your poems which say so much
And it disheartens me that you have not posted for days
I would be honoured if you would visit me at my place
"just a little bit of serendipity'
For you truly belong where love flows with words
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| BOUND BY LOVE
Posted: 5/18/2008 11:18:40 PM | BOUND BY LOVE
I will never erase from these eyes that moment we first met....
I will never take this gaze away from the course that was set....
I will never stop to listen to any other voices calling....
I will stand within this tower to bind love never falling.....
I will hold your hand forever and will raise it to my cheek....
I will honor and cherish all those times we're lost for speak....
I will build for us a castle where we both shall live in peace...
I will stand strong by your side until time itself shall cease....
I will upon that mountain kneel and whisper to the sky...
In a prayer telling hope is found and I need not reason why...
I have searched for this eternity bound to the saddest call...
Now I am accepted and bound to you within lover's hall.....
Your arms they speak of softness and at all times bring relief...
There's a fire burning fiercely in my soul restoring belief....
I feel within your touch a gentle breeze caress my heart....
To remind me that our lifetime dance is soon to start....
I give you this promise freely bound to you with this kiss....
Like no other that has ever come each moment I do miss...
.....That Image calling me to feel again emotions real....
I am forever held ...my heart... to a Love no one can steal......
JR | |
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| BOUND BY LOVE
Posted: 5/19/2008 1:02:03 AM | I’ll take your love and cherish it
And give you all mine in return
And to you now I will commit
My heart for a lifelong term
I will love you till the end of time
Keep your heart safe here with me
All mountains together we will climb
Share the stars beside a deep blue sea
We’ll stroll in glorious sunset
No spoken words of how we feel
will we need, for our hearts will get
the message ‘our love is strong and real’
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| To My Beloved
Posted: 5/19/2008 1:50:40 AM | like star gazing into the night found you
as i wonder through this life
I new you were the one for me
As i graise up into the stars i see you
as i wonder through my dreams all i dream of is you your in my heart your in my soul
your my dream come true
as i wonder through my life i wander to you
as i dream i dream of you
as i gaze into the stars all i see is you as i dream in this life all i see you you
your in my hart where all i want in life is yo my love my dream come true
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| To My Beloved
Posted: 5/20/2008 3:44:01 PM | Very lovely . . .sad, but honest . . .I know the feeling and share the desire . . .
Kevin | |
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| To My Beloved
Posted: 5/23/2008 9:52:14 PM | Thank you for the wonderful comments and for sharing in your beautiful poems. I love to see the heart and soul, desire and longing, hope and dreaming that you all bring :)
I have not been on for days not due to anyone's being here - just because I have been swamped with my daughter's dance competitions, work and being a single mom of four :)
Keep coming back and blessing all with your words. | |
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| I Thought of You
Posted: 5/23/2008 9:53:30 PM | I thought of you a moment ago
My face a dreamy smile
I thought of your eyes beholding mine
And I held the thought for a while
I thought of your face, your dreamy eyes
My heart filled with your love
I thought of your lips so soft and sweet
And your skin so soft like a dove
I drifted again and thought of your touch
The tenderness of your fingers
How you graze and drink me in
How you consume me as you linger
Forever we hold in a loving embrace
The depth of your soul is all mine
I think of your hunger, endlessly mine
Your love; my addiction, my wine
My only craving, my only desire
To lie in your arms once again
I close my eyes and almost feel you
Your resistance is once again slain
Beloved I feel you thinking of me
You behold me again in your dreams
Join me Tesoro, as I dream of you
Spirits joined, our love again gleams
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| Beautiful Woman
Posted: 5/25/2008 7:30:12 PM | Beautiful Woman
Her smiling face belied the truth
Of the future she would find
Full of hope and full of faith
Bright expectations filled her mind
Thoughts of love, thoughts of joy
Thoughts of tomorrows filled with laughter
Thoughts of blessings, abundantly strewn
Thoughts of the perfect forever after
The years went by, her smile so bright
So life had thrown a few curves
She faced each hurdle like an obstacle course
Her optimism always preserved
All that knew her admired her strength
They said she was one of a kind
How she remained beautiful in a world of hurt
Completely blew their mind
Life never got better, it just got worse
The battles around her raged
She didn't give up, she prayed with joy
Though her struggles had her encaged
Her hope slowly faded from one of joy
To a hope simply for survival
To make it though another day
No hope of true love's arrival
Alone she lived, the days stretched on
Her gray skies turned to black
Her only hope to get through her days
Always pulling through, never looking back
Her smile so beautiful ever there
Thankful for all of her blessings
How she could smile through a battered life
Left those around her guessing
To share her love with those around her
To bless those brought to her life
To impart joy to many a broken heart
To praise God, to bring peace in strife
This crippled life, sadly torn
A lesson to the ungrateful
Her precious gift of daily joy
A gift to this sad world's faithful
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| One More Moment
Posted: 6/3/2008 7:33:45 PM | I lived a dream in our moments today
You loved me and washed my dark world away
I lived a dream in your arms this time
You looked in my eyes, your heart again mine
I lived my hope as you held me today
You gave me a rainbow when hurt filled my day
I was bathed in beauty as you kissed my head
I lived out my dreams in your embrace in our bed
I breathed in your love as you looked at me
Treasured, cherished, in love and free
It was only a moment, you painting my dream
You washed me in joy in our sacred stream
I sighed with the beauty you surrounded me with
As you answered my every hope and wish
I closed my eyes, my heart in your hand
I breathed in deep, your love, so Grand
Our moment is over but never will leave
I cling to these moments, to your love I cleave
A stolen moment, not meant to be mine
Yet love further entwines us, this inviolable vine
I looked up to Heaven and silently pray
I ask for more moments, more dreams, more days
"Just one more time" I always ask
To live in his love, to wallow, to bask
Just one more time... and then maybe another
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| i hurt
Posted: 6/7/2008 7:02:47 AM | i hurt
if only i could show you what it's like to cry these tears
if only i could walk you through my darkness and my fears
if only i could make you feel the weight my shoulder's bare
if only i could tell you what it's like when no one cares
if only you could walk my steps and feel this cumbrous sorrow
if only you could see the hurt that greets my every morrow
if only you could feel this crown of anguish that i toil
if only you could taste this bitter cup that life has spoiled
if only i could share this day, if you could take my hand
if only you could see my heart, I'm sure you'd understand
if only i could feel your arms to hold me through this night
if only the nightmares that I dream would lose their potent fright
i hurt today, i hurt this moment,I hurt this life, I hurt
each morning i wake and find myself inside this pungent shirt
i've lost the hope that hurt will leave, i've lost my hope for peace
i'll stay here in this festered hole, where torture n'ere will cease | |
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| Not Loved
Posted: 6/8/2008 7:02:36 PM | Not Loved
Not loved by the man that loves me the most
Not loved by the men that would use me
Not love by the man I married for life
He married me just to abuse me
Not loved by the lover that takes me at night
Not loved by the man that's in love
Not loved by the one who bids me sweet dreams
Even though he's my only beloved
Not loved by the man who goes home to his wife
Not loved by the man who's engaged
Not loved by the man who would fill his desire
These men leave me feeling enraged
Not loved by the many who would take me to bed
Not loved by the many who'd caress me
Not loved by the man who is searching for love
As he eagerly waits to undress me
I wonder if love will ever be mine
I wonder if I will have my own lover
I wonder if there'll come a time of my own
I wonder if I'll have my own knight to discover
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| Heinous Worm
Posted: 6/9/2008 4:42:02 PM | Heinous Worm
In the recesses of Heaven
There lived a rankled worm
He was useless, he was no one
An infectious, puss-filled worm
He slithered on his belly
To plead and beg his plight
He wrought strife, wrath, fear and pain,
Corruption his greatest delight
His ominous laugh filled the mire
His mind plotting hatred for all
He gathered other tainted souls
False promises of glory, his call
He tempted many with twisted lust
Violence and power, his fame
He handed out riches, reaped in blood
Yet many revered his name
He raised his arm in his fury cry
His minions drooling their hunger
Promises of riches, pledges of power
Vows to ever live younger
This festered lot, they sang his name
In their haunting, off-key notes
Until the first was thrown to the abyss
While he soundlessly slit their throats
Still recruiting the blind, this rotted worm
He whispers covenants of benediction
In the end, these hell-bound souls
Find themselves raped with affliction
A sinister smile spreads over his face
One more soul to be bound
They turn away from the light of love
They turn where they'll never be found
In the recesses of Heaven
This putrid maggot banned forever
His corruption and his loathing
Ill testimony to those who endeavor
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| bisexuality
Posted: 6/9/2008 5:04:08 PM | He became her
To me
My mind lost
In his elegance
He was her
Soft and gentle
Near me in
Flesh
I ache for
Her
Found in him
The two were
One to me
They must
Meet
They have
Making raw
My bleeding
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| Pandora's Box
Posted: 6/11/2008 8:06:50 PM | Pandora's Box
Inside my hand lies a beautiful gift
It was given to me by my Father
He said "my child - this gift is yours
Treasure it like no other"
I drink in the beauty of this beautiful box
Adorned with diamonds and gold
The finest artisans showing their best
Of beauty, now mine to behold
I long for this gift, I am anxious to see
What is within these walls of such grace
I anticipate madly, holding my breath
Expectant joy lighting my face
Would it be a necklace of brilliant rare jewels,
Or a ring for my dainty finger
Fine garments of silk to drape over my skin
Or riches to enjoy as I linger
"But wait," says my Father, "there is only one thing.
This box, you may never uncover.
Until the day that I say it's alright
What it contains is not yours to discover
I grit in frustration for such beauty I see
I can imagine the mystery inside
Yet I am solemnly sworn to not open the lid
I promised Him when I lied
My determined face, frosty and aloof
I imagine being dazzled with jewels
My Father had left me alone with my box
Had He always been such a fool?
The moment was here,my fate now set
The time had come to unveil
I sat down, held my breath,opened it slow
And was shocked by a putrid gale
The room turned to ash, the box to dust
As I stared with horrified eyes
I saw my reflection, the greed on my face
How could I be so unwise
The demon before me hackled in mock
Tears slid down my face
The very phantom I was staring at
Was me, a complete disgrace
I saw myself, laughing at me,
Snakes slithering to bind my fate
They coiled their bondage 'round my wrist
I screamed but it was already too late
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| Your Writeing Touches My Heart
Posted: 6/14/2008 2:54:21 PM | | It's so much like I myself feels. Now we fineally know our worth and that we are a treasure and of so much value. I will pray that God brings into your life that long awaited love, the love that will honor you, and value you as the prize that you truely are. Hang in and never give up in the wait. He is out there, somewhere and I pray that God sends him your way. Untill then we both know that we have been found and set free from our wrong way of thinking about ourselves, but our Savior has given us clear perception so mercifully. | |
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| Your Writeing Touches My Heart
Posted: 6/14/2008 2:54:56 PM | | It's so much like I myself feels. Now we fineally know our worth and that we are a treasure and of so much value. I will pray that God brings into your life that long awaited love, the love that will honor you, and value you as the prize that you truely are. Hang in and never give up in the wait. He is out there, somewhere and I pray that God sends him your way. Untill then we both know that we have been found and set free from our wrong way of thinking about ourselves, but our Savior has given us clear perception so mercifully. | |
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| Feeding Frenzy
Posted: 6/14/2008 7:44:47 PM | Feeding Frenzy
This dry, arid place of desolation,
Shattered, I lie broken on the ground
This ruinous place of no salvation
Defeat, hatred and anguish all abound
Like a statue, numb to my surroundings
I sit here void of any normal thought
My head quakes me, relentless in its pounding
I wonder what it is for which I fought
I see their jagged daggers mark their target
Their aim straight and true towards my soul
Each seeking the destruction of my spirit
Dark lusting mouths; I have become their goal
Wielding torment, pursuing my destruction
Each tear of mine a victory that they cheer
They huddle 'round; I'm helpless to defend
I'm swimming in the nightmare of my fear.
Only on my spirit do they frenzy
I open up my mouth and praise my God
They shriek in their hatred for His glory
Despite the pain I'm breaking their facade
I fill my heart with memories of His beauty
I begin to pray despite this moment's truth
The demons all around me now are spewing
Their loathsome ways so callow and uncouth
I feel the chains of bondage start to loosen
I feel the darkness losing to the light
I wonder why I didn't cry out sooner
Why I took so long to let Him fight this fight
I curl up exhausted from this nightmare
Peace ebbs its way into my dreary soul
I look to the heavens and I'm thankful
My loving God to you do I extol
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| Two Girls
Posted: 6/18/2008 9:00:09 PM | Two Girls
Two loving girls held your hand
Both had given their heart
One you loved but wouldn't love
The other you used from the start
Both girls longed to be by your side
One you held in your heart every night
The other saw you three times a week
While you used her for your own delight
Both girls saw you as the man of their dreams
One cherished your love from afar
The other girl tried with all that she had
But all you gave her was a scar
Each of these girls gave what they could
One sacrificed her love for your good
The other dreamed of what she knew was not hers
You made sure that they both understood
You now stand hurting after hurting two hearts
You can't face the truth of your actions
Look in the mirror and stare at your soul
Tell me now... what's your reaction
Was it the way that you treated their love
One treasured in your arms each time
Wile you "used" the other because she was close
But you were satisfied.. by your lustful crime
The irony is you dishonoured yourself
The one you used and the one you adored
Nobody ever stood a chance
Your heart searching with an ever-closed door
Now you find yourself feeling alone
Both girls hurt and neither your chosen
You find yourself lonely and needing them back
Why don't you call them...
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| Two Girls
Posted: 6/18/2008 9:33:51 PM | nice work, but I have to point out a potential perceptual flaw.
Buttheads rarely change. The willingness to take isnt a virtue and it certainly requires more than the acknowledgement of their taking to change their pattern. i cannot express a greater sadness than I feel at watching the wave of women crash against that rock of selfishness more times than the tides of the moon can count.
It isnt a new phenomena , its one of the oldest ways in the world to waste a life..
trying to open the eyes of the emotionally blind and spiritually retarded
Your writing grows..i hope your understanding continues to both lead and follow | |
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| Two Girls
Posted: 6/21/2008 2:09:13 PM | Thank you for your kind words.
I sent this particular piece that the work was about. I have known him for quite a while and have seen him break hearts, his own included. It is really a tragedy for he really is not a jerk, but just can't let his heart attach without living with his own demons.
I thank you for the compliment - I have felt the work improving a lot lately too.
I will probably finish another piece later as I have several "in the works"
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| Me, Your Own
Posted: 6/21/2008 5:38:54 PM | Me, Your Own
If love is measured in spoken "I love you"s,
I am not loved at all
It's in your eyes, your voice, your heart
Truly I am most loved of all
If exchanges of words tell me what you feel
Then your love does not exist
It's in the gestures and things that you do
Yours a love I cannot resist
If flowers, gifts and cards are signs
I stand ignored, isolated, alone
In your embrace, your arms around mine
I'm blessed with more than I've ever known
If I wait for a ring to state your love
I'll spend forever in solitude
I close my eyes, your kiss on my head
And I am overcome with gratitude
I may live my life not knowing another
Lifetimes filled in your embrace
When I need your love, I'll close my eyes
The depth of your love on your face
I am loved, have been loved, will be loved forever
Memories blessing my alone
It was not mine, to live in your arms
Yet your spirit loves me, your own
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| numb
Posted: 6/21/2008 7:08:14 PM | numb
numb, numb, i am numb, i cannot think, i'm numb
finally i fell enough to land here where i've come
i cannot feel, i cannot hurt, i cannot cry today
i think i'm lost, lost in thoughts, thoughts that swim away
foggy blankets shield the pain, shield the hurt, the tears
sweet surrender close my mind from shadows and from fears
i think i'll sleep a little while, lie here in my gray
i think i'll drift on aimlessly, forgetting this decay
don't wake me up, don't shake me up, leave me in this place
let me drift, let me sleep, let me float without a trace
i promise i won't stay for long as i spiral down so sweet
just enough to ease my mind - a bleak, dismal retreat
i'll see you later, but not today, i've now left for the gate
shrouding mist of nothingness, calling me to fate
see you later, see you soon, see you not at all
don't even think to look for me, when i'm back, i'll call
bye-bye...
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| Sing to Me
Posted: 7/5/2008 12:12:42 PM | Sing to Me
Close your eyes and picture this
My hand held tight in yours
We stare at each other with lovers' eyes
The kind that only know to adore
Lost in a cocoon of stars and song
Surrounded in melodious night
Lost as our voices rise to the stars
Lost in a dream, so perfect and right
The moments so full of unspoken wants
The moments so full of delight
A perfect night of perfect romance
A sweet dream of it all going right
Sing to me, set your spirit free
Kiss my heart as you sing as you smile
Embrace my heart in your loving voice
Take my hand while we walk for a while
Don't let it end, this perfect night
Hold me here as we watch the sun rise
This whole night a gift of quiet joy
This whole night an unexpected surprise | |
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| Sing to Me
Posted: 7/5/2008 7:11:33 PM | Talk to me,
look at me,
Smile at me,
Comfort me.
Live in me,
With no end,
With your hand,
With your smile.
I am yours,
You are mine,
No frontiere,
No distance.
For this night,
For this time,
For our thoughts,
For our dreams;
Stop the night,
Stop the time,
Stop the clock,
We are one. | |
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