| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/8/2009 8:01:22 PM | I cannot speak in tongues I feel on a simple plain how then does my saying "I love you" end in so much pain?
and no ...some SOB did not hurt me
just a random thought....... | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/8/2009 9:20:00 PM | iv alwegs thot the anglishe er the funniest of the lot. dry.
the Italienas were touchie all over funny in diverent way
the men the vemen pusing the the brests in your face smoothering ur dullness leafing you very breathless
how do they do that when you are in an elevator and they see yhou standing way up above is it because you have blue yeys yer lips are thin
sun moon rain
run come sit
then you are smoothered in even patches of pale smooth flesche
this evening was a moon just below the tree tops among the skinny pines with the rosette tops
then you are smothered by silk the light of the moon with a trace of yellow in it
so yo dance yourself outside now dance me outside, sweet still in my shirt sleefvs
chao | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/8/2009 9:21:53 PM | Mosiac, glass, pieces..questions. Light stalls. captured... dizzy whirlwind. Escaping the cacaphony is the central piece. think...a heart think...a palm holding together all. | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/9/2009 5:44:47 AM |
I cannot speak in tongues I feel on a simple plain
How enviable, that second line, because how many of us no sooner feel, or think we feel, than we put those feelings under a microscope, asking ourselves, Is that what I really feel? Don't I/Shouldn't I rather feel something else? Something stronger or more loving or angrier... Only the lens of the microscope is always a bit smudged with yesterday's anger or last year's disappointment... | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/9/2009 5:47:20 AM | Puzzled by the eccentric spelling throughout much of this, but I love these lines:
this evening was a moon just below the tree tops among the skinny pines with the rosette tops
then you are smothered by silk the light of the moon with a trace of yellow in it | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/9/2009 5:48:53 AM |
Mosiac, glass, pieces..questions. Light stalls. captured... dizzy whirlwind. Escaping the cacaphony is the central piece. think...a heart think...a palm holding together all.
How much you manage to say in so few words! Thank you. | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/9/2009 11:33:57 PM | speaking in tongues today, the birds of paradise held sway,
their orange beaks in the super market with green surging
superflous leaves, the carts went round towards the vegetable
section, but women eyed that bird of paradise, wanting
someone to buy it for them, so their carts eventually
made it to the check out stand, and one woman, with a huge
line behind her, stalled - 'wait a minute! I didn't get what
I came here for!' damn It! she held up the entire store!
the man behind her started checking his watch...
the teenagers behind him were staring at People magazine...
then inexplicably the woman turned into a bird of paradise and started
singing and flapping her wings around and round the whole
super market - then they had to send in a professional zoo keeper
to catch her! but only then, in the zoo with other Wild Beasts
of burden... did she finally have the ones she wanted to
sing to... | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/10/2009 3:46:40 PM | Tangelos from Spain memories of a simpler time just the need for fresh fish and earthy wine paella from the little restauant just off the main drag Llafranc planning to stay forever.... Dali and Hemmingway my secret lovers how different life would have been.....
Llafranc is in Catalonia and is a hidden gem....first went there in 1972 and it is still relatively unspoiled....Calella de Palafrugell is a fishing village nearby.....just as wonderful
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/16/2009 1:17:43 PM |
Tangelos from Spain memories of a simpler time just the need for fresh fish and earthy wine paella from the little restauant just off the main drag Llafranc planning to stay forever.... Dali and Hemmingway my secret lovers how different life would have been.....
I love this spill of exotica! Reminds me a bit of Goethe's
Know'st thou the land where the lemon-trees bloom, Where the gold orange glows in the deep thickets gloom, Where a wind ever soft from the blue heaven blows, And the groves are of Laurel and myrtle and rose? Goethe, Wilhelm Meister's Apprenticeship | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/17/2009 11:45:16 PM | so you, smothered in, felt, the paler patches on your skin over a course of days, dinners with friends whether it was moonlight in the land of shadow and it showed elsewhere or the patches were the reflection of straw left in the sun overwinter
repeat, it showed you as you were, amnesiacal, no longer knowing the past only because you never did have a life partner...and that was due to age or living in the present
the name: moonshine heavenly toadstool, her real name was Tod, or Colleen and she was 19, and blond, rode horse,
whiskey jacks collect about her, crossbills are at it, prepare, in flocks, above treeline....
and Zapus saltatus (invention of hers) or jumping mouse large pad at the end of tail for escape, leap away, surprize,
this tail, preponderating, meant for gaming, or shewing, or retreating, and counter-assault in huckleberry patches along the Blarney board
huckle terry berry islands foliated by juniper and lichen | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/18/2009 5:32:37 AM |
so you, smothered in, felt, the paler patches on your skin over a course of days...
Astonishing, how the narrative flows and seems to breathe poetry rather than striving for it. | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/22/2009 7:57:14 PM | Remembering memories resurfacing tastes and smells of a time gone by fragrant sandalwood cardomon, cumin pungent coriander freshly ground. sounds of life surrounding the bubble of a life lived in ghettos beteljuice stains on walls colours of saffron and indigo and carmine suffused into everything Brahmin cows meandering caste marks and dhotis and the punkah wallah....... thank God for the punkah wallah my Amah I loved her sometimes more than Mama or Papa although he was a distant figure not really real. Boarding school back "Home" bleak skies everthing damp and grey colourless Purgatory those years sublimated survived only because my soul would return one day. | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/22/2009 9:10:44 PM | nice pickales
I used to put coriander in with black pepper, so fragrant,' it appears you have traveled a lot, which is the best,
and used to make my own curry:
fenugreek, cummin, black peper and coriander
fresh is best | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/23/2009 3:13:26 AM | trulio...
there is nothing like a curry made from scratch.......great blog called Route 79...has the best recipes....
Grew up in Africa but my mother was in India and these are really her memories......with a bit of poetic licence! | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/23/2009 5:32:23 AM |
Remembering memories resurfacing tastes and smells of a time gone by fragrant sandalwood cardomon, cumin pungent coriander freshly ground.
What a glorious reminiscence, the whole of it, redolent of so many colours and tastes! | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/25/2009 9:05:50 PM | Ta me ol china.....
en Montreal Mai 9/10 avec ma fille....peutetre du cafe ou du vin avec toi???
Bisous cheri
xo | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/25/2009 10:11:40 PM | Upside Down in the Reverse Position
Drops on any reflective surface, - plunk and ding - sodden and sudden - plink and sink - they disappear leaving echo-like rings outward radiating concentric waves undulating and receding into the still and far off-shores
a strange cadence raindrops not like snow or wind which push and cause our eyes to blink except in a furry they cause too much color like our eyes white coronas gardenias violets she has them and purple loose strife to accent her jubilant eyes
all a strange rhythm rain on a day without purpose
then she ran aground my sandals got wet I tripped on a rope and landed upside down in the reverse position | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/25/2009 11:15:11 PM | The wind receded exhaling the fervent scent of nature through the open dormers stippled blinds bending awkwardly noses to screens the smell of ozone vividly alive and breathing as Spring unleashed a barrage of tears and foot stamping childish shenanigans blossoms scattering blush pink petals leaves shook in their birth and arched their backs wind chimes serenaded melodious chameleons trilled dangerously close to breaking and from their nest the birds stunned by this sudden onslaught cried out in indignation as this glorious orchestra erupted to awaken on the doorstep of May. | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/26/2009 8:37:22 PM | ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
trulio and AF....what beautiful poetry from you both....
Thank you!
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/29/2009 9:22:22 PM | Don't know where you are darlin.....
You are missed.
Examening the detrius that was our love affair I picked apart the layers of deceit one by one and came to the conclusion that your heart is made of papier mache and really cheap glue. | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/29/2009 10:26:18 PM | detitrus is what lends fecundity to forests otherwise nothing
exactly how did we describe it?
"detritus based ecosystems"
so each tear shed is recycled | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 4/29/2009 10:59:59 PM | we then absorb what others shed'
detritus | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 5/11/2009 9:23:27 PM | Since your name comes from this book Alyosha I thought I would bring this in here. First posted in Black Mary's.
The Brother's K
The book is old covered in that musty scent of obligatory obscurity has anyone stopped to stare at this classic relic of organized stature on the third shelf down and processed the thought of scooping it up for a reflection on utopian socialistic mortality
expulsion of etiquette upon visiting the reclusive sanctuary of a mind still freshly coated in circus paint and dalliance
the octagonal library where all sides are extensively woven around many characters dressed in false garb sometimes remaining faceless as they speak
myriad names hatched out of other names sometimes confusingly so in Russian dialect
how many have diligently toured beyond the monetary walls, the weeping garden and into the hearts or lack there of
flippant old men with pompous masks youth flaunting pragmatic narcissism introspective brothers who have sequestered themselves into years of wasted dreaming
with microscopic pedantic pleasures dramatic outbursts and unyielding opinions on just about anything society had to offer at that time
page 120 out of 700 or so, I pause, in dire need to refresh the correlation between names and relationships and yes sporadic reading has taken its toll
this isn’t a book for the garden or a room full of voices you have to imagine your place as observer, it’s not given to you freely neither judging nor condemning the scholar, the saint or the fool I think I have only just begun to watch the bees let out of their hives. | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 5/12/2009 7:40:46 AM |
The Brother's K
The book is old covered in that musty scent of obligatory obscurity has anyone stopped to stare at this classic relic of organized stature on the third shelf down and processed the thought of scooping it up for a reflection on utopian socialistic mortality
Wonderful! I liked the whole of it, but especially these lines:
how many have diligently toured beyond the monetary walls, the weeping garden and into the hearts or lack there of
flippant old men with pompous masks youth flaunting pragmatic narcissism introspective brothers who have sequestered themselves into years of wasted dreaming
And:
page 120 out of 700 or so, I pause, in dire need to refresh the correlation between names and relationships and yes sporadic reading has taken its toll
this isn’t a book for the garden or a room full of voices you have to imagine your place as observer, it’s not given to you freely neither judging nor condemning the scholar, the saint or the fool I think I have only just begun to watch the bees let out of their hives.
But, please, don't stop your reading there, not before you come to the section called, as I recall, "The Grand Inquisitor" | |
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| Alyosha's Thread Posted: 5/12/2009 7:47:10 PM | | I won't stop reading now. Only 100 pages to go to "The Grand Inquisitor" | |
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