| all my time adds up to nothing
Posted: 4/24/2007 6:44:36 PM | so there's good days
and bad days
and just days
but the time goes by
no matter what
and what i'm waiting for
well, let's just call it
freedom...
liberty....
and justice
from all....hehe
because there has to be
more than this shit for me
there just HAS to be-
do you understand?
i've fallen into
never-land
and fallen out of
me
the trees all look the same
but the sky has gone a queer shade
of green
and the grass,
well, of course it should be blue
instead of the blood-red i'm witnessing
can i get an amen?
or just a pretend ahem...
then i'll crawl back in my
laundry pile again.... | |
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| and nothing feels good right now
Posted: 5/10/2007 7:33:44 PM | i've thought out all the things to say
the right words to lay it down
i felt up all the freaks today
and rode that fuckin clown
i took my time on the whirly bird
slowing down the spins
and freaked out all the carnies
when i told them of my sins
i repented to these circus sheiks
-those painted ne'er do wells-
baby, we thought that they were freaks
i didn't know me too well
i fell into their way of life
it's suiting me fine, i'd say
you're the only thing missing in this sideshow town
but i still hear you when you say
those words
for me
the way you say
those words
to me
yayaya....
you should hear this band....
called...
Gatsby's American Dream...
good ones....Epilogue...and....Fable...
far fuckin out, man.... | |
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| and nothing feels good right now
Posted: 5/10/2007 8:16:40 PM | Life’s become a tilt a whirl
The carnival has begun
So fasten up you life support
I hope you’re having fun
Three for a looney
Double just the same
If you’re lookin' to get lucky
It’s the only game
Line up your best ducky
Aim within your sites
You could win a cupie doll
To keep you warm at nights
Riding in from one horse
Set up in the night
It’s the only way to freely play
And take care of ancient rite.
Cross my palm with silver
Cross my heart with gold
Rubys for the underside
If you be but bold.
I’ll tell you a good fortune
As luck will come your way
Welcome to the carnival
The only game to play. | |
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| nothing feels good right now
Posted: 5/12/2007 8:38:51 AM | Well ain't that the truth
we no longer have our youth
unless you mean some little kid
that came over to the house and hid
under the sink
with the stink
waiting for a chance
to jump out quick
or pogo stick
or do that chicken dance
hoping we'll wet our pants
from startled fright
in the early night
before he has to go back
to mama's place
and then face
the bare hard cold fact
gramma has a pact | |
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| but it all feels good, doesn't it?
Posted: 5/12/2007 1:10:00 PM | and the Carnival has set up
down there by the river's edge
we've got tightrope walkers-
-and some tall-tale talkers-
and bells you can ding! with a sledge
we've got saddles for all of you riders
come on over and pick your own clown!
we'll seat him up-
-don't you beat him up-
he's the best ride in town!
ride on those rickety-pickety coasters
that get you happy and sick all the same
these carnies they know-
-you're not their first show-
such a long time they've played at this game
i'll miss the ride all day Carnival
when it finally lifts up and takes off-
such freedom they know-
-it is we who must go_
and resume life at our stability trough | |
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| nowhere is something like nothing anywhere else
Posted: 5/26/2007 10:13:19 PM | Dear Me
or the female version
with twisted perversions
revealed in stages
or better yet cages
where we're all less afraid
of the parts we have played
but I digress
in utter distress
......forever yours
more or less............
"I could just about scream"
she might have moaned
had she known
no one was at home
Instead she fled
straight under her bed
where prayers are said
remembered by rote
through times kaleidoscope
unclothing cryptic notes
reading thats all she wrote | |
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| nowhere is something like nothing anywhere else
Posted: 5/28/2007 6:55:01 PM | Too funny.
I came back to the sacred store, where I heard the music months before, but the muse there, said the man he didn't stay.... And in the thread the poets bled, the lovers sighed and the pigs were fed, but not a word was written, Shadow Queen is still snake bitten, and the Lyrics I admired most, seem to have given up the Ghost, Don't know what happened to our host, but we can't let the Muse Ik die.
We all saw it coming
Heard the whistle blown
Carsons eyes cryin’
And Gandolf’s gone home.
The end of the ages coming on fast
The edge of the cycle of first and then last
Mountains of refuse and refugee wire
Cast off’s and spin offs and children for hire
Feeding the bleeding out guts of the greed
Satiating salivating sucking in need
Of full filled belly rolls over tight jeans
Shopping mall mentality without further means
Oils run out and Demeter’s gone
Perci left Hades at yesterdays dawn
Rome’s hold is shaking the pyramids down
And Dianna has left us her wedding gown
We’re watching it crumble, we’re watching it fall
So I took what I could from the outlet mall
Started the journey while the storm was brewin’
And pushed my shopping cart to a Mayan Ruin.
Inspired from a line from Beck. which really is "i pushed a shopping cart over an aztec ruin". Loved it. | |
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| anywhere else
Posted: 5/31/2007 1:19:19 PM | seems like anywhere else is the place
lyrics from the shadows lost in space
with a cause we are ravin for all to see
too often though its just you and me
a question gets posed alegorically
no answer needed thought is free
I've seen many pulled out of the pond
if only I had that magic wand
the good ones would stay for therapy
writing blues away down bye the sea
the mending would come to their hearts
by releasing those tensions for a start
so I take a look around
paw the ground
windup for that pitch
scratch an itch
you know where
its always there
in a ball game
its always the same
no need to name
on to next frame
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| anywhere else
Posted: 5/31/2007 2:13:31 PM | | You're a good'un Shrek. | |
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| anywhere else is better than nobody home
Posted: 6/4/2007 8:23:37 PM | and the door creaks open
to reveal the teeth
that cuts me
the words
that soothe me
and the tender caress
that lulls me
and the lullaby
the lullaby
how he sings
in tones so perfect
they hurt my ears
and pierce my heart
and when the song ends
it's just you and i again
trying to remember the lyrics
to tunes long forgotten
memories gone rotten
and in the end, we are the true beats
retreat!
retreat!
into that world we made believe
into that time we've unclothed
insist that i look upon your scars
as you kiss upon mine
with lips that never uttered a word | |
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| today is the day! (weed)
Posted: 6/5/2007 6:38:53 AM | I think of u often
Weather I am wit u or not
I sneak u sometimes when I shouldn’t
Praying I wont get caught
U make me feel so good
And take away the worries on my mind
But once the buzz is lifted
Your fix is not so kind
All the worries and frustrations
Cumin running back to me
And now that the cobwebs r gone
My eyes r open to see
That life is just how I left it
B4 I took u in
That no matter how much I love u
Wit u, I can never win
The pain will always return
Along wit the worries u took away
U don’t fix things 4 tomorrow
Only just for today
i dont think I need you
As I once did
I am realizing its time to b an adult
Not always play the kid
It will b hard
To tell u good-bye
But for the sake of my future
I really think I’d better try
Ur doing me no favors
Just rotting away my brain
Makin it so I am not all here
Cannot feel my daughters pain
As she sits and has to watch
Me waste my brain away
So its time to make some changes
And guess what?
Today is the day! | |
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| today is the day i get uncomplicated
Posted: 6/5/2007 7:42:40 PM | i could just write some drippy,
poetic bullshit
in these fine lines
i'm handing out
but, i think i'll just spell it out
in plain view
imissyouwherethehellhaveyoubeenyouneedawhippin'smileformebaybayilu
there, how about that?
does that tickle your fancy?
maybe rock your banana boat?
good......let's get on with the show..... | |
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| today is the day i get uncomplicated
Posted: 6/7/2007 9:03:00 AM | Got a few songs been posted about. But they should be here.
Waiting by the river
Sitting on the shore
Been waiting by the river
But he don’t come no more
I see the osprey fishing
And watch the eagles fly
Sun now in the zenith
Will be setting by and by
Wasted time spent hoping
That dreams could all come true
Get in my boat and sail away
And make my own dreams do
Been waiting by the river
Sitting on the shore
Done with Edens apple
I toss away the core. | |
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| today is the day i get uncomplicated
Posted: 6/7/2007 9:05:16 AM | And I do not know where this came from, except someone hijacked me to a cowboy bar not too long ago.
Blame it on that.
Don’t talk to me of circumstance,
Here at three A.M.
You really think I want your lies
To start up once again?
I know that look, I know those eyes
Thick veiled shadow seen
I know what you’re up to
And I know where you been
I know the smell of her perfume
Mingled with such guile
I’m putting on my red high heels
And walking out in style,
Don’t give me that hang dog look
Or lie again this time around
I don’t need the RCMP
To tell me where you’re found
Don’t tell me it was “the last goodbye”
Or “But baby I chose you!”
I just don’t take to cheaten’ men,
Honey pie we’re through.
Nothing left for you to say
I’ve heard it all before
I’m putting on my red high heels
And I’m walking out that door | |
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| definitely maybe
Posted: 6/14/2007 4:04:57 PM | please listen to whats best for you
pick up on the P's and Q's
forget everything they said
they who put ideas in your head
their eyes are everywhere
watching everything you say
when they're not really there
appearing out of thin air
it must have been some other day
don't take it cause ya need it
oh no baby ,creep up on it slow
it knows how to get you there
higher than you ever wanted to go
until the reception fades
and the dream becomes stark
going through the phases
making plans and trading places
another stop on the train of thought
so thats about it!
life caught up with me
who gonna buy that shit ?
"thats how its gotta be"
when it all gets so strange
that the locks don't fit the keys
why everything must change
who's the God to blame
thats come between you and me
pay attention to what I'm not saying
fill in the blanks where the color isn't fading
it takes two to have a master plan
its the ladder we stand under pretending to understand
black cats have supervisions too
they don't want me to cross their path
but mirrors break my heart
seven years is just the start
the rest is the eventual aftermath
so there I'm missin U2 | |
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| maybe is only definate in the infinite of the mind
Posted: 6/18/2007 7:25:01 PM | what's best for most is not for me
fighting my way through reality
dotting the t's and crossing the i's
while it's only me believing my lies
telling myself the truth of the past
while making believe with the crowd, en masse
stepping on stones i picked for my grave
back when i once thought i needed the love to be saved
now i know better, i've grown up some
the love is only a part of what's done
there's mind-bending to be had for me
a twisted new version of reality
it's always better in a duet | |
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| mind the lyrics, mind the tune
Posted: 6/23/2007 8:17:07 PM | a song i recently fell
head over heels with....by Pink....
wonders never cease...
she is ****ing amazing...
she can sing anything, anytime
blow your soul, then wreck your mind
just like someone i used to know in my dreams.....
"The One That Got Away"
Mmmm mm yeah
Oh oh
I stood by the exit door of the hotel cafe
He was playing with his band
I've always been a sucker had a weakness for a boy with a guitar and a drink in his hand
His words were like heaven in my hurricane
My knees buckled under
I thought everyone was watching me
Watching you save my life with the song
You were mine
In the back of my mind
Oh just for one night
Just for a while
There's always one that gets away
The one that sneaks up on you that slips away
Two weeks later I was sitting in his apartment
He was making cappuchino
I said what kind of man makes cappuchino
We laughed
We laughed
We laughed
We laughed til tears ran down my face
Oh but my man you're someone else's man
And that ain't the man that I want
But you keep drawing me in with those big brown lion eyes
You'll always be mine
In the back of my mind
Oh we had a night
Just a little wine
There's always one that gets away
The one that sneaks up on you that slips away
In a closed off corner of my heart yes
I'll always see your face
The one that got away
One that got away
The one that got away
The one that got away
Oh the one that got away
The one that got away
Oh the one that got away
The one that got away
Oh the one that got away
Yeah yeah
Oh oh oh oh
Yeah yeah
Oh
I'm not a victim of cliche's
I don't believe in soul mates
Happy endings --the only one
Oh and I met you and all that changed
I had a taste and you're still sitting on the tip of my tongue
You were mine
Somewhere in time
I'll look for you first
In my next life
There's always one that gets away
The one that sneaks up on you that slips away
Slips away
In a closed off corner of my heart yeah yeah yeah yeah
I I'll always see your face
The one that got away
The one that got away
The one that got away
The one that got away
Oh the one that got away
The one that got away
Oh the one that got away
The one that got away
The one that got away
Yeah yeah
Oh oh yeah
The one that got away
take a listen, You | |
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| mind the weather after June
Posted: 7/4/2007 9:05:27 PM | here's my little hurricane
my tiny morsel of truth
the loneliness can pile up
surround me
but it's no matter
no skin off my back
just trying to overcompensate
for all the chit i lack
those backseat driving days
left me long ago
but i can still rock it with the best of them
i'm still in the know
so, while gravity's pulling me down
forcing me on this whirly ride carnie freaked out ****ed up mess
i am still of my rightful mind
still sayin' "this **** is blessed"
i can still haul the rocks up from the creek
and make a pathway to heaven
chase my tail in and catch it
and shoot my lucky 7's
hereit's worth the wait
worth the while
worth the daydreams, the memories
i know, i know
how can they be memories,
when they haven't been made?
because they are
and they have
here in the know | |
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| butts ,butts I'd love to ...but
Posted: 7/9/2007 10:04:50 AM | I'm keeping the lines open like a faintly eroding vein
little word blurs and rivulets of passing thoughts in refrain
just lately being lyrically poor ,carving grooves into ruts
a reflection on how all dreams have their own inevitable buts
but
shes bent in half at the end of the bed
painting her toes to match the thoughts in her head
she changes her eyes before she turns to me
blows me a kiss that unlocks all the keys
but
its not my fault I'm a bit too convenient
never too late to take the appointment
you'd think by now I'd learn to avoid it
or easily explain what it all really meant
but
I'm negating the hairpin when its us and them
flailing about at the old sink or swim
taming the tiger and chasing dorsal fins
that's right I said dorsal fins at the sink or swim
but
the lines are still clear, bleeding the vein
dropping hints and allocations taking places and names
I know what to think just not what to say ,or even where to start
like a dream reflecting back on everything ..or anytime before the but | |
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| who said he died ?
Posted: 7/9/2007 5:35:02 PM | In remembrance of
all this and so much more
most deflated by me Love
throwing shadows at the days without nights
if you believe in dreams
regret can have no remorse
just a little pretentious to be
opening windows to the new sunlight
Bradley I Pitt against Angelina Jolie
somethings happening it says here
but I have never been there
or seen anyone that strange and not acting
convincing it says and you know they know it all
complete with photos sure to cause a fall
Its a numbers game that's come to me
in words too long to complete
you know they're one of them
all but the heartbeat
and you know we're two of those
only when our hearts beat
In deference to
the lonely four
often related too my hand in yours
ashes will form when everything's right
when we conceive the means
secrets will have their voice
and dreams will cease to be
sunlight through open windows at night
John Paul Jones Plants a Page of folly
where time has hidden something so dear
under the big top at small town fairs
and no-ones as normal as when we're attacking
practicing our ways and heeding the call
unfeeling in action preparing to fall
we're a wordy bunch it seems to me
with thoughts too high to reach
and yeah I'm one of them
all but the heartbeat
and I know you too are one of those
I can feel your heart beat | |
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| seen from a lonely room
Posted: 7/19/2007 7:17:42 PM | catastrophe and paradise walk hand in hand
he said it like he knew he was Tolkien about
all great things start with this simple contradiction
believe me I'm right this monkey feather had the plan
was gonna keep it all to himself as a perfect way out
only he knew the details the rest is fictional depiction
a photo unshaken or some misspoken mistake
even the time arriving just a little bit too late
but I'm prepared for that eventuality he said
I'm primed and ready to support the troops
just as soon as I question the cause
or for that matter and a healthy dose of surreality
I too think its about time for a pause
so we paused or at least perused a clue
mayhem even took the time to question one or two
he pushed on with "love at first sight has muddled the mind
just then common sense used my mouth to say "lets play it by ear"
I know I heard someone once declare that love is blind
but you and I both know I'm deaf to anything that unclear
his theory had legs I will freely admit
proclaiming opinions are contrived to be related in script
digital displays signalling satellites telling us the news
buying what they tell you right down to which shit tickets to use
this is called popular opinion and could go on to translate
but as far as escaping it was already too late
best to take your 80 years and do the best that you can
just forget all about those americans and their immortality plan | |
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| seen from a lonely room
Posted: 7/19/2007 10:34:41 PM | You say you’re heading my way once more
Settle me up, even the score
Honey I’m waitin’ I don’t know what for
The same promise made that you made me before
You been tying the tarmac down
Flying in from Fiji tanned to deep brown
Just passing through my little town
Welcome the jester and bring in the clown
Wake me at midnight and trouble my sleep
Knight me a castle my queen you’ll keep
One night of loving’s the harvest I reap
We’re in for the moment and we’re in too deep.
Ain’t no use in changing the way that we are
We’ve been down this road we’ve set high the bar
No sense in asking a wish on a star
No one can stretch one night quite as far
We can stop all time and be in the now
Be all this one night like you taught me how
Hold back my hair, wipe the sweat from my brow
And leave in the morning as time will allow | |
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| "Untie that Knot"
Posted: 7/20/2007 4:45:55 PM | go there baby
yea untie that knot
don't you know baby
cleavage is hot
sometimes a woman must show what she’s got
but not too much or they’ll call the cops
you’ve seen the pinups down at the shop
like yea now baby you sure can bee bop
roll your shoulders and flip your hair
yea now baby you’ve got it there
your making my world empty of cares
sure do wish I could get my share
go there baby
yea that’s real hot
show some more cleavage
untie that knot:
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| Untie that Knot
Posted: 7/20/2007 4:54:26 PM | I was momma of the bride
and got to decide
on the dress I wear
and how much cleavage I dare.
so sit with it boys
because I'm no play toys
but when a Momma is hot
why not!
besides, Autumn made me do it. This is all for her personal entertainment. | |
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