Tobs78
| | Joined: 7/3/2006
Msg: 451 | |
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i WONDER WHAT SHE THINKS
I wonder what she will do when she knows
i WONDER IF I'LL BECOME EXTINCT
nah...she loves it!
Wonder what I am talking about?
check out my latest post in my forum...
ooohhh, wow! | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 3:24:13 PM | alyosha my dear friend.....
fine in the very end..
he went away for awhile....
to see his chidrens and grandchildrens smile....
he will be back before you know....
for more love and wisdom to throw....
to all his friends who worried so....
my dear sweet baby is just fine...
he will come home soon with his fine line...
to bask in pleasant, sensational rhyme...
and share with us his fine as* wine.... | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 3:33:55 PM | Sex is easy
love is hard
time to open
some discard
ever fleeting
final signs
somewhere beating
hearts grow hard
final sorrow
broken life
what's my reason?
somewhere my heart lies bleeding to surge a new vein
but I won't know this again for a minute
It's not my place to search again
so I refrain.....as always
this new lust I contain till it drains. | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 3:36:19 PM | My "fine as* wine"
is at your command
so drink as deeply of it
as you can
cause, baby, believe my as*
that wine is in a bottomless glass! | |
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Thorb
| | Joined: 7/15/2005
Msg: 455 | |
| Bubblez....bubblez...everywhere....tryin to be free...
Posted: 12/5/2006 3:52:45 PM | hey there bubblez ya cute little thing
I thought it twas bout time I sing
some song of love and life's good hope
or maybe we can smoke some dope
laught a bit about this place
scrunch and crinkle up yer face
give us a wink and take a sip
while a sneak a peak at your ...
just jokin there but hey you know
the tension between sexes always shows
passions that really would never be
still I love to play ... its free.
I know the physical will hear quit well
it that grey matter that you just can't tell
we all seem a little pained up there
maybe its time to get a new chair
posture is huge when working at desks
with out some nazi we aren't at our best
I'll sag like an old pair of boobs
then say something stupid or quite rude
its a little lazy on my part I think
maybe its time to go get a drink
coffee is good for me in this state
don't want to start spewing out hate
now smoking a j could be considered too
It would be nice if I could share it with you.
 keep gettin well  | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 4:07:31 PM | to each their own
to me, my truths...
unanswered questions...
tainted youths...
desire for nothing....
sorrow consuming...
here and there..
blank as* stare....
running nowhere...
forgetting so bare....
one day up..other day down...
once a smile...turned upside down..
into a bitter and a hatefilled frown..
hate and rage grows within...
mirror holds ones vengeful grin....
dying inside from a spiteful sin...
from once loved....though now hated...
no words can turn the feeling ..no debated....
wanting to one day begin again and heal...
to love and live and once again feel....
without the vengence corrupting my soul...
from the sh*t thrown .... oh what a toll.....
F*ck him and all he stands for....
my heart and soul ..... my spirit he tore...
thinking i could possibly renew the core...
f*cking ignorant of me .... vengence is what what i explore...
one day to give him what he deserves...
to turn the wrath ..... to avenge the curve....
to kill his spirit as he did mine...
to destroy his soul would be just fine...
what am i thinking? this is not my kind...
i have not a hurtfilled bone in my intricate design...
though the thought sure does shine....
to see him bleed....like red red wine....
to have him see the scarrs...
as he looks in the mirror behind the bars....
never to hold anyone beneath the stars....
all alone..
no love shown..
cold to the bitter bone...
never to heal.....from insanities wake...
how would he feel if his soul i did take?
as he did mine...
through ten years time...
to kill anything i could be...
to destroy any liking of me...
to finally view what my eyes see.........
no love to ever again believe.....
only to push away ones that try to conceive....
what a true dream to perceive....
to kill his mind .... i would love to achieve.... | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 5:50:39 PM | though it feels like it is just that sometimes.....empty and dead...so lifeless......
these next two were posted in *Handyman*'s thread ....Crass and Soulless Rantings of an Empty Abyss......a truely kick as* venting site...check it out....let off some steam...it helps...ha......
he tore my soul...in an intricate design....
jagged edge of a knife shown thru,.,...
a heart now empty...
Showed his love thru fists not heart....
silent blackness filled me within...
every inch of my soul left to burn...
no turning around to see if i stood..
jsut killing me from heart to mind...
sh*tty way to show a love...
motherf*cker tore me apart...
held true to him for ten yrs....
married the devil.....satans spawn....
never knowing just that....
knife thru my chest....
venom pushes thru my veins....
vengence pulses thru my chest....
hatefilled rage fils my lungs....
blackened air flows from my breath....
never to sleep...nightmares invade...
thru one so untrue....
though onced loved....
with all of me...
killing everything ....
every breath..
every beat...
every blink....
unreal...
untrue....
holding onto what?
nothing....
but vengence.....
to see suffering instilled....
upon a demon....
a satans spawn... | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 5:52:17 PM | and # 2.........
I spited your touch...
it made me sick....
when you thrusted inside me...
i seen only you with her...
my best friend...
did you think of her too?
when you f*cked your wife...?
when you seemed to moan....
was it at the thougth of being with us both?
when you cringed your face from my ride...
was it too hard on you?
did i hurt you?
i hope just that....
i hope i rode you so hard it made you blue..
i hated your f*ck...
it made me sick...
knowing that tomorrow...
you would go to her....
or my face would see a wall..
up close...
because i forgot something....
because i didnt do something the right way.....
You would scream for me to stop..
you were done...
i was not...
so i f*cked you harder....
and harder...
just to see you hurt...
do you get that?
did it hurt?
i hope so...
i scratched you ...
made you bleed...
you thought in lust and passsion
but i did just that....
to see your pain...
to inflict upon you....
an inch of what you did me...
for i knew,..
i was not strong enough...
to do it any other way...
but thru f*cking you............... | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 6:06:09 PM | handy has got an awesome thing going...
unfortunately my heart is a little broke, ink is gone!!!!!!!
serious shitteee loss!
hope he is ok
*****bubbz, please post something for him! | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 6:46:53 PM | broken hearts inspire yet the empty pen can still scratch
It digs into the lines torn and shredded
Though illegible as a mass of ripped paper
it still means something to an artist with vision
language comes in many forms
It speaks to me in the form of tatters.
written words can be misused, actioned things can never be refused. | |
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Tobs78
| | Joined: 7/3/2006
Msg: 462 | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 7:48:00 PM | I give to you, this rose
vibrant and glowing
this flower is for you
so innocent and unknowing
now nurture it , my dear
treat it well, like your own
teach it what it needs to know
but watch it, it has thorns
and if they prick and bleed you
do not become upset
it didn't know any better
it does not know you yet
talk sweetly to it, darling
make it feel it is loved
if you were only a flower...
I'd watch over you from above. | |
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Posted: 12/5/2006 10:43:39 PM | I only need to let you know, that I am out of toilet paper. I know it is shameful, but the problem is... I just keep wiping my ass in a circle and it's getting out of hand.
...alright baby... just a stupid joke to take on your day...
 T
E
N
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night, morning, be safe on your drive.... | |
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Posted: 12/6/2006 4:06:27 PM | ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
what a dumbasss
*** times when you wish the 15 minute edit post, would last until the next day and you could change what a freakin dweeb you are! | |
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Posted: 12/6/2006 4:40:15 PM | F*ck the sh*t that invades..
Thru my mind...my soul....
no heart...not whole...
Head bashed into the pole...
F*ck the sh*t that invades....
thru my eyes that try to see....
no sight..no meaning....just past decree...
Blood spilling into the vast sea.....
F*ck the sh*t that invades....
Thru my head....into my ears...
Intense torturous blackened smears.....
Blood shot streams ......falling tears...
words in hate and rage vented in fears...
F*ck the sh*t that invades...
thru your words....held so true....
smashing fists....cold and blue...
bloody lips....calculated "I love you"
F*ck the sh*t that invades...
Thru your mouth....you are my muse....
intent on vengence.....emotional abuse...
In the end...........No F*cking excuse.......................................
F*CK THE SH*T THAT INVADES................... | |
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Tobs78
| | Joined: 7/3/2006
Msg: 466 | |
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Posted: 12/6/2006 7:40:33 PM | I want to tickle your toes
and tickle your tum
tickle your ears
and tickle your bum
I want to kiss your neck
and kiss your eyes
kiss your lips
then kiss in your thighs
I want to hold your hand
and hold your your chest
hold on tight
as I hold my breath
And with a kiss
and a hurried glance
I pounce upon you
at my first chance
and ravage your body
and deliver you bliss
I would do all these things
right after the kiss
I want to cuddle in bed
and cuddle on the floor
cuddle on the couch
and then cuddle some more
I want to stare into your eyes
and you stare into mine
and we stare at eachother
throughout the whole night
I want to wake with you tomorrow
and wake with you again
and again and again
and again and again and again
And with a kiss
and a hurried glance
I pounce upon you
at my first chance
and ravage your body
and deliver you bliss
I would do all these things
right after the kiss
I want to tickle your toes
and tickle your tum
tickle your ears
and tickle your bum
I want to cuddle in bed
and cuddle on the floor
cuddle on the couch
and then cuddle some more
I want to wake with you tomorrow
and wake with you again
and again and again
and again and again and again | |
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Posted: 12/6/2006 9:06:06 PM | defining moments....
LOL
in private
i take aim
and know my place
without hesitation
i speak, and know
you gotta share from the heart
good luck my friend...
goodnight | |
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Posted: 12/6/2006 9:19:12 PM | The first date
I wish I could remember this task
What to do to make it last
To spend some time, an endless night
For the time to fly, now the sun in sight
How did we do it so long ago
When we were young, how the time would flow
It seemed so much easier in simpler times
We’d talk all night exploring our minds
Even when we think it should end
We’d keep talking and exploring again
Hours soared by and the night easily past
Where did the time go, and why so fast
We leave it alone with a gentle kiss
A moment of kindness, a gentle bliss
Excited about the next time we’d meet
A feeling of butterflies, light on our feet
Why is it so hard now for us now to see
It should be easily happy and fancy free
But we worry how to tackle this deed
Pondering life and taking the lead
So why do we wonder and have first date blues
Aren’t we old enough to have paid our dues
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Tobs78
| | Joined: 7/3/2006
Msg: 469 | |
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Posted: 12/6/2006 9:48:33 PM | may I rest my head a while
could you play with my hair
may I lay my head on your chest
do you mind if I smile while I stare
may I rest my head a while
it has been such a trying day
would you mind if I napped for a bit
would it bother you if I were to stay
may I rest my head a while
may I go to your bed
would you like to join me in their
come with me, maybe rest your head
may I rest my head a while
may I have you face to face
I just need to rest a while
and with you is where I feel safe | |
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Posted: 12/8/2006 5:03:34 PM | I offer you a present
a gift from me to you
of hope and love and laughter
a Christmas cheer so true
A time for family and friends
to gather all their love
and serve to you on a bed of peace
and prayers from up above
A handmade doll or teddy bear
is also a great gift too
a snuggle with a teddy
can stop you feeling blue
if you turn around
you will surely see
a kiss blowing in the wind
is a Chrissy kiss from me
~*Been thinking about you hunni and ever reading your writes, be strong and enjoy the unconditional love of the season with family and your children, Merry Christmas Lisa to you and yours*~  | |
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Posted: 12/9/2006 6:12:52 AM | What in the world is making me cold?
how can i continue to be so bold?
staring out the window waiting to see his face...
anticipating ont he nightmare to take place...
children getting sick...one by one....
then on to me they throw the virus of no fun...
to lay in this box...with nothing but me...
fighting this sickness setting it free...
yet staring out the window...seeing the cars...
passing by on the street...under the stars....
painting on a wall..of pictures and memory...
trying not to cry ... when vengence is all i see...
no healing myheart while sickness invades....
just laying and thinkng of past cascades....
knowing he around...
best lawyers in town....
five years probation...
for a death~anticipated sin...
no way for me to fight....
jsut sit her out of sight....
saying he cant come near me....
yet knowing he will never let it be...
jails overcrowded.....with minimal offenders...
setting free the phychos that will never surrender....
sitting at my sindow...wondering what is to come....
will it be repeated...or will he have his gun?
if so..i have mine...
he wil not win...not this time.....
WE WILL be free.....
one day ... you'll see...
when he faces the wrath of me...
i will not bow down....to what he may say.....
i will not give in and let him lead the way....
to destroying me or my childrens life....
he will realize..i am no longer his wife...
he may not touch me...his rage may not cause me pain....
i thank the justice system ...for now its my turn to be insane....
for they failed me....
they failed my family...
now i sit and wait....impatiently
to see him fall from the vengence of me.....
if he comes my way they will see.....
self defense it what shall be....
his fists no longer lashing out....
no words to scream or none to shout....
he will be silent as he falls to the ground....
nothing to say....not a mere sound....
Now i jsut sit at my window....waiting patiently...
to see his face.....as he sees me....
to see him turn and run and flee....
for in his eyes he will see the death he has put upon me....... | |
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Posted: 12/9/2006 7:53:57 AM |
five years probation...
for a death~anticipated sin...
Have you thought of seeking a restraining order? True, he could defy it but it would automatically mean jail if he did. | |
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Posted: 12/9/2006 8:18:13 AM | hey little sis!!!!! have some soup!!!
~ Virtual Reality Chicken Soup ~
I need not mention of your woes
I only wish I could warm your toes
With a little care and attention
A bit of medicine that bares a mention
Some magic from a soup
That somehow flew the coup
Salty noodles, hot and warm
Will keep you from the worst of storm
See it come through the modem line
Drink it up and you will be fine
Big delicious white meat chunks
Always gives me back my "spunks"
No this is not "Chicken Soup For The Soul"
That is not my ultimate goal
For what I offer you my dear
Is true from my kitchen without being queer
It's a recipe I put together
When my own babies were under the weather
It's got garlic, and salt, and stock from a bird
Who apparently was a friend of a man named Snerd
Snerd was a friend of Dr. Suess
He used to hang out in his little Caboose
He journeyed with him and learned quite a bit
About friendship and wonder and days of surrender
One night my chicken friend, the doc, and myself
Were hanging around taking souls off of shelves
And we got to thinking about a food
That would takes us out of out brood
Just then my chicken friend accidentally fell in the pot
The water I'm afraid was just to hot
he instantly was scalded and turned into KFC delight
He no longer can take flight
But let me tell you again
This was no sin, he made sacrifice with all of his skin
The stock is pure and full of magic
From a chicken who knew Dr. Seuss
And always rode around in his Caboose
So drink of my soup, give it to your choir
All will be well soon, just warm by the fire
Try to not forget your hearts desire
To bring safety and joy to your entire
Hold them and warm them with your love
And anytime you need HAVE SOME OF MY SOUP! | |
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Posted: 12/9/2006 9:56:59 AM | restraining order....p.p.o.....
been there done that...its all i know...
yet jail time..he sees.....
only to be released...
over crowding...bullsh*t
finding me in ragefilled fit....
I dont give a damn anymore....
he will get his when he is face down on the floor..
Chicken noodle soup? sounds good to me....
But I am more for the old fashioned remedy....
lemon, water, sugar and black velvet whiskey...
all heated up forming a nice little "Hot Totty"
goes down smooth and releases the sh*t you see....
making it better and curing all ails....
F*ck the medicine and stupid as* ginger ale....
And if it has yet to really work in time....
I will be so f*cked up it wont matter...so ill be just fine....
I will be fine in my sickness..it has gone around alot.....
To cure it with medicine or a simple shot...
i will be fine with my tormentor.....no need to worry....
he does not scare me anylonger...he will see my fury...
see, one can push another only so much before becoming insane....
he will realize IF he comes my way i will make HIM fel his own pain..
whether sunny and bright or cloudy with rain......
He will be the one within white walls of shame....
my turn this time......please dont worry for me...
I have healed and dealed so i will once again be set free....
i know what it is to be hurt....to feel pain
to have fists thrown like dropping rain..
to have a mind set of clinically insane..
i know what it is to cry...
to be shy...
to ask numerous what ifs and why.....
to be thrown across the room .... to simply fly....
to have your heart ripped out with a last good bye....
i know all to well of life and its ways...
so know this is nothing else.....my friendship will never stray...
I will be fine i promise you that...this is but a delay...
in a future i dream of thru eyes that wander thruout the fruitfilled day.....
I am fine....so jsut let it be....
sickness will dwindle and i will be me...
Keith may come or will he?
I dont know but i will be free.....
I am me.....
I will be free.... | |
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