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| | Bubblez, Bubblez...It's just begun....Page 29 of 39 (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39) | "For what was once true....."
Though the past is done I canot perceive the truth Though the life i once lived Is full of hatred and chaotic abuse... Love is a falling tear A hatefilled rapture Hate is a sacred friend that my spirit seems to capture I once loved for what That i still cannot perceive I sit and think of why I had to love and never achieve I often sit and ponder On the suffering of my soul I continue to think just that Why such the long lasting toll To say I am over it Is to lie bold faced to you To say I love him still Is something that is UNTRUE My love for him is vacant only left a gaping hole he shoved my self worth the day he killed my internal soul I try and try and try again To love and find just that I give and give and give untrue For love was a hatefilled bat I will one day become A person that once was me I will some day overcome the past And live with eyes that see I believe in the truth and I believe in what may come I believe that by writing I will be able to find the slight of the sun I will continue on this road and try to let out the pain I will feel again i promise just that I will one day not be insane............ I believed in the life of the past, I believed in love and affection too But as of now I cannot feel yet I cannot believe for what was once true.....................
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...It's just begun.... Posted: 1/30/2007 4:06:51 PM | What sin is found in true love? Is love not what comes from above?
The love that's pure is that which is the cure? Only those willing to give their faith excercise will be sure.
Excercise your love so that all else will fail. This is secret to ending strife as life will prevail.
Love all implicitly, endlessly and abundantly whole heartedly! only in doubt faith fails for love cannot lose "any" remarkably! | |
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...It's just begun.... Posted: 1/30/2007 6:11:10 PM | A simple rhyme is something seen... thru eyes true blue or sweetest green... into a mind and thru a heart.... upon these walls some show life torn apart.. some show love and venomous affection... holding onto nothing more than the utmost perfection.. thru even somes tears.... they shed thunderous fears.... of heartfelt pain and blackened smears.... cascading colors of vibrant display... words from loved ones seemingly sway.... so much life has been shown thru souls.... so much longing of what the world holds... thru words of warmth and yet some so cold.... thru pain and sorrow , thru vibrance and bold..... friends of plenty to hold well and true..... thru eyes of temptating green, brown, hazel, or blue........
~~Bubblez | |
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...a brighter tomorrow Posted: 1/30/2007 8:13:33 PM | Can you change this heart of stone And take away the all alone Can you ever fill this empty heart Or is it best left torn apart Will you ever let love in Or put down you guard and begin To take away the lonely tears And put aside all your fears Lock them distantly far away Never to glimpse the light of day Buried deep within the pain Never again for life to stain Will you paint your face a smile Or truly laugh for awhile I ask all these questions of you To see you look at life without the blue To take away all the sorrow For every today there is tomorrow

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| Bubblez, Bubblez...a brighter tomorrow Posted: 1/30/2007 8:41:53 PM | Lady Bubblez,
Somehow you inspired this...
"Thoughts on love"
Love is not past nor is it imprinted in dried tears
Love is always a story fresh It is rewritten daily with words anew
Sometimes we write about it in the book of our life Sometimes we read its sweets from foreigner's pages
Love lead us through deserts and jungles through oceans and mountains through rarified heights ... and sometimes into a dark well
That indestructible intimate part of one, the very core of our soul, that is love.
Love is always with us and what we look for is the electric exchange when giving and receiving it! ------------------------------ (C) 2007 - Ro.M. (Poet Friend) | |
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...Send em' First Class, Priority Mail Posted: 1/30/2007 10:00:24 PM | ......................................................................... So touched to know you now away from the murky waters of this pond relating life with your downtrodden spirit my hope is in escaping the waters....
Please send it an an envelope across the land To sooth my stressful lament to restore comfort to my weary limbs just a few to take away my painful nerves
I, yet to ascend beyond that of a broken man am nearing the lost age of "old" feeling distant from my flesh, I writhe in pain joints and time, abuse upon me I seem to wither
O', grant me clemency in my time of need. away from that which holds me down give me rest for my spirit, which enlivens me white pillows, for my palette, eating away my flesh! .........................................................................
(do you think they will get it... LOL)
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...Send em' First Class, Priority Mail Posted: 1/31/2007 3:44:56 AM | ~~Trip..love the write once again...if only words could sink into an internal vengence...your words are so gentle yet blunt...thanks again...
~~Poet...always a treat...i doubt , though, if i was the inspiration for that....you have inspiration deep inside your own mindset that unleashes at the drop of a hat.....love your write..keep em comin..
~~Tenz...you silly azz....lol....thanks for your write ..and i dont think sending help your way would be a good thing ...lol..
one before i leave for work i guess...
~~alarm clock seems to beckon and call... with a screaching rhythm known well to all... toss the fvcker across the room.... jsut want to sleep even if in gloom... close my eyes just a lil longer.. i swear i will get up a bit stronger,.... just let me lay here and try to dream... dont invade with nightmarish screams.. i feel as though i am getting sick... my head feels as if it was bashed in by a stick.. god i am so tired i want to shout..... stomp my feet and carry about... in a fit of rage ...like a mere childs mind.... jsut throw myself on the floor in an attempt to unwind.... but i must awake and begin today..... to do as what was done yesterday...... for bills pile and i need to pay... no way to linger nor sleep nor stray..... so i know i will not awake once my eyes seal... so i guess the shower is my gateway to real......
~~Bubblez | |
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| Bubblez a day later, but still a shower.... Posted: 1/31/2007 9:58:33 PM | warm water -----------------
sometimes I just stand there with water cascading down around me warmth from the massage entering my senses trying desperately to awaken my eyes water flowing down my body pooling at my feet like beaded sweat, drips from the heat I breathe the moist air deep, my chest rising to meet it falling softly, my ribs ripple with the change of temperature to my abs the drips flow freely, unable to stop they cover me I reach for musk scents to sculpt my body legs solid underneath, defined with good measure I wash my body with simple soap, nothing fancy lathered skin with a quest smooth moments in time alone I touch myself within the caress of the warm water wishing you were here to wash me gently as I stand, undeniably perfect in your eyes bathe with me please....
Tenz | |
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| Bubblez a day later, but still a shower.... Posted: 2/1/2007 4:15:04 AM | hi sis in my soul got the gist in love I wish you a goodmorning or is that evening don't doubt I remian forever ooo[s see daigy too much bubblez tonight I meant to say ooopsy daisy I remain in scents of blooms without doubt sis I'd just like to say I sit here tonight forget the alarm clock for we are woman screaming hello do you hear me?
ok ok ok back to the drudgery of work... for they pay the expense in perfumed delight you know the extras?
Still dreaming of a man to show me delights or lights? who cares for it's nearly time to turn off the lights lol sweet dreams my darling | |
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| Bubblez a day later, but still a shower.... Posted: 2/1/2007 3:22:53 PM | ~~Dont slip..... ~~
Can i seriously stand and begin without the ending to the song... without the sound of the echo of my heart beating strong.. how do i do jsut that without air to breathe.... when everywhere i look i only see deceit? how do i wander down this perilous strip... when all i conceive is the nights chaotic trip..... the center of affection along a battlefield of dismay... dismal gloomy misery along a past of decay..... onward thru a heart full of solace without smile..... nothing left for words to speak in my very own rhyme and style.... how to put into words the emptiness within... when i cannot sem to turn this frown into the slightest of a grin... when inside i cry tears that burn with insatiable sin..... god damn it i need to find where this road will begin..... where is it that this walk of mine will begin to start... to leave behind a life battered and torn apart.... a past left vanquished or so i wish for just that.. to forget the reaccuring memories of the swing of the bat.... thru eyes of blue and some shades of grey..... i sit here and ponder on the come what may.. the twist of a knife thru a soul left tainted and bruised.... from the honorablke spirit of one left confused..... oh the fvcked up sh*t one says after their internal soul is abused...... emotional rollercoasters collide.... no need to wander on streets with no stride.... jsut try to once again find the internal pride.... i once held in my heart ... before my heart simply died..... I jsut gotta run...no longer want to stop.... for when my feet begin to slip... that is where i will my body will drop...
~~Bubblez | |
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...If Magic Could Heal Posted: 2/2/2007 1:50:21 AM | If I was a magician I’d wave my wand To take away the pain that’s spawned I’d guide you down a magnificent path Away from the stain of the painful wrath Where no one can take what’s inside of you Or change the emotions of a heart so true Give you the chance to write your song A beginning to the end with nothing wrong I’d give you the air that you need to breathe Speak the truth so you would only believe Clear your mind of all your confusion Give you your pride without any delusion But I’m a mere soul that can only try To give you support and a shoulder to cry Offer my heart to help heal yours Give you a boat and be the oars I’d be the earth to steady your grip So you can walk or run without the slip And help you through the journey you’re on To the beginning of a new dawn
~~~~your words of praise humble.....humble this soul~~~~ | |
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| For those that show us passion... Posted: 2/2/2007 9:30:19 AM | Bubblez, This is a work I did earlier from my thread but I like what it represents. I read this work and it reminds me of what once was, what life can be and what is what most of us want:
Passion's Fire...
Smoldering in the midst of fates tempting trials, Sits passion awaiting for chances of ample smiles. A splendid example of those that would give their life. As tools to show the will of goodly measures in sight.
A visual extravaganza of explicit proactive rights. With so much intensity, the brightness darkens the light. A clarity that uncovers the shadows that hide all blight. All reasons to complete all manners of loving excite.
Gifts given in hope-full ways of honorable desires. One might fulfill these unique ways of catching fire. Touching the very flame of heated heartfelt flame. With never any reason to feel any real deserving pain.
Once more the night hides the day from sight. We each deserve to win the love we seek at night. But the day is the trial that soothes the aching soul. When daylight is conquered, we shall have a loving role.
Passion seeks the flame that can burn us wildly. But in gentle caress we can bring about love mildly. A gentle whisper into the mind of one we look at fondly. A response that signals the continuing touch so Godly.
Patience tells us to give all with gentle persuasion. A simply yet subtle way to encourage Love's invasion. Freedom gives righteously to those we wish to love. So much to do for any that would touch the sky above.
Reach out in passion's fire to all those that seek it too. No matter to those that fail to show loving arms, to you. They too will come to know the fire of passion's love in vane. Only those that continue Love's quest will bask in passions flame.
---Robert M Pike Copyright © 2007  | |
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| weary hearts... Posted: 2/3/2007 4:22:57 PM | ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ she's weary torn down, not to be discounted images torn through my mind knowing that she opened my heart showed me love... and a laugh
he's weary broken down, not to be discounted software images in your mind knowing that he opened your heart he showed you loved, and broke your heart
tender melodies, for you brief memories, for you never a tainted heart for two hearts true, in rhyme just not in our time
life is grand yet full of sorrow you'll be happy....perhaps tomorrow letting go is hard for most just gather your courage and know how I truly loved you so... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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| Try a little tenderness.... Posted: 2/3/2007 4:26:48 PM | ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ she's weary torn down, not to be discounted images torn through my mind knowing that she opened my heart showed me love... and a laugh
he's weary broken down, not to be discounted software images in your mind knowing that he opened your heart he showed you loved, and broke your heart
tender melodies, for you brief memories, for you never a tainted heart for two hearts true, in rhyme just not in our time
life is grand yet full of sorrow you'll be happy....perhaps tomorrow letting go is hard for most just gather your courage and know how I truly loved you so... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...It's just begun.... Posted: 2/3/2007 8:43:28 PM | ...As I sat this place my darkest hour it came forth to me...... Hidden the deepest regions rising as the Phoenix from the ashes of this... ...My Life...
.....and I knew my tears again.....
Lost it seems a endless plain I walk..... Where the dust rises choking.....me.... Where my sight is blurred.... .....Yet.... I walk forward....always foward.... The horizen holds that place I know.. ........and If I reach it I am free from this..... but as a dream I cannot run.... my feet are tired.....held.... sometimes I fall these knees..... and plead a sky not hearing.....caring...... two arms hold me tight.... ....but they are my own... Rise I say again....and again.....and I do...... moving foward a dream just beyond these fingers splayed.... a trail of blood ...my own... stretches far behind... ..yet I will not turn..... ..I know it's there.... ....how can I not?.... The wind it blows relentless upon my face..... wanting me to give up this seemingly pointless walk..... ...I scream a venting Rage upon it... lashing out I seek to rend.... ......but I cannot.... It laughs a voice I know.....my own.... The sand it blinds my eyes.... I fall again.....but rise..... Dark clouds gather above...... Thunder rolls.... Lightning splits the sky before me....... Hail falls pounding my flesh..... Forcing me down again....again.....
...........It is then I see................
A fire rages I stand a new resolve....... I am strengthend by this simple pain....... My body raveged I walk forth.....
.....behind these eyes I know....
For it is I that have created this storm of darkened clouds...... It is I that will tear forth a rip thus revealing glowing rays of sun....... Dry away that blood of Past I WILL be free from your driving rain....
...This I Swear!.....
A mountain looms that horizen now within this grasp.... I have come so far I will scale it's peak.... ...and when I reach that place telling Peace unto me......
It is Me I have tamed.... ....It is this fear I have conquered.... ........It is myself I have set free.........
...........................From that Highest Peak......................
...........................I Will Fly.
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...It's just begun.... Posted: 2/4/2007 11:40:39 AM | Do not enter into my tomb with ears that dont hear nor eyes that need'nt see... when all i take from you is your internal being of life so easily.. i will hold your hand and walk in time.. without words to spill upon a vivacious rhyme... i am who i am.... .........not liked nor appreciated.... i am who i am.. ...........though so many think they know of my bullshit.... they know nothing of the one i have inside.. of the insatiable being that keeps my soul alive... of the hate and rage that fills my internal pride.... destined to walk alone... ......with noone to walk beside... i am the one that so many look for.. the one so many think of and adore.... yet they see not the face of my own planted upon the floor.... from the swinging of the bat or the bash of the door..... so many look at the one i appear to be.. the one with boldness and brash sensuality.... yet never do they see the vengence of the beings of me... the blackened waves that crash unperilously...... thruout my own mind within the darkened sea...... I love but a few.. .......the ones i hold dear.... the ones i cherish and hold closer than near..... the ones that tend to wipe away my cascading tear... to them i am whole.... .....i am human .. .............yet consumed by fear..... they do not see the tears that flow.... they do not visualize the tension and pain my soul tends to show.... that is a factor to them i would rather not know.... I am who i am... ..........as i say so often than not..... never needing to factor in lies or deceit no need to ever plot..... i am more than most know yet never will view.... for so many never see past the grey tint in eyes so blue..... into the horrific past of a beauty without the true.... i am who i am yet known wholey by but a few.......
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...It's just begun.... Posted: 2/4/2007 12:44:48 PM | "Rough Process"
That very link to past chains of sorrows with blood of wrath
To break them is to reborn then the dissolution of memories is vain
Still to be buried they can layers of brigther days, of joy, must weight over them
Time plays its role putrefaction is needed for conversion, for re-birth
But all of this while the body living is with its pain and its sorrow
A rough process to endure then a purpose yet to be shown one which will overcome the heaviest of pasts! ---------------------------------------------- (C) 2007 - Ro.M. (Poet Friend) | |
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...Take My Hand.... Posted: 2/5/2007 12:13:27 AM | Take my hand I’ll walk with you I care not what consumes the view Nothing more than a mere stroll A simple walk without the toll
Down a path of simple and new Towards the world of a beautiful view To forget past for a little while Talk of nothing and see you smile
To get to know the one inside The beautiful person you say you hide From the world that can never see The beautiful person you long to be
Then get the know the real one Who stands beside me with life undone Not to wallow within what is past To build a friendship that can only last
Last a lifetime and then grow some more To share the world and all we adore Then the past will disappear And life will go on with little fear
Where we grow old then we’ll know A beautiful life free from woe Till the end when we are done When we will know....life has just begun
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...Take My Hand.... Posted: 2/7/2007 6:03:12 PM | When one enters.. to slap a unkind rhyme... upon a true face.... of a gentle kind.... Thats when all need to heave ho... to begin to look away at unjusts show... do not give into temptations sin... for when one throws hate....it is what is within him.. been there done that.....still do just that today.... throw words thru rhyme in a vengefied way... from an inside tear with a cascading sway.... from a heart left tainted from a past of decay... yet to read words thrown upon someone so true..... is hard to conceive when he knows nothing of you.... nothing but the smile on a pixelated screens view... so how to understand what eats his soul in two.... though knowing all too well he throws his way so much... seems as though he is lost in a heartless crutch... in a past as of mine own with a raging touch.... i wil not throw stones at a man with seeming destruction... for his mind is left tattered and bruised from a pasts disfunction.... be you be true and never be any less... that is the truth in rhyme and the answers to your test... show the knowldge that you can portray.. thru words thrown in rhythm in an intricate display... without the rage and torment leading your path to stray.... be you and nothing lss that perfection will lead the way.....
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...Take My Hand.... Posted: 2/7/2007 6:05:28 PM | ~~in dreams~~
falling eyes...closed lids... light shines....thru the dark... a woman stands... solemn and still... looking at the ground.. all alone.... i walk near.. touch her shoulder... she turns.... only to face a mirror... my face.. my eyes... full of tears... straining to hold pose... she vanishes...mist in the air... fog gets thick... i turn at a shuffle... the trees moving ...leaves flutter.... stranger walks towards me.... i stand alone... solemn and still... he grabs my shoulder.. i turn around.... to see... beauty.... unclassified.... he grabs me close.. holds me near... wipes from me..a straggling tear..... kisses my cheek... as he says so sweet... "I have found you..." The one...so true... eyes so blue..... yet so new...... holding me close... closer still... feeling his breath..... upon my nape.... God, give me strength... he moves away..... glaring into my eyes..... turns around... no good byes.... who are you? where are you going? my "One".... never knowing... only in dreams... my heart screams..... perfect... perfection... perfect face... soft embrace.... yet leaves... now i search... for him in dreams......... | |
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...Take My Hand.... Posted: 2/7/2007 6:06:24 PM | ~~One Flaw...Two Scarrs...~~
One flaw lays here.... Two flaws....lay near... One tossed in internal fear... Two Ghastly and severe.... One flaw on a woman..... Equal to two million on a man... No seeing Outside thy eye... Killing thoughts of a written cry.... Credit....given.... credit due.... Beautiful passion... written and true... One Flaw lays on me... two flaws lay upon you...... Give visionary hopes upon battered and bruise.. One day up...one day down.,.. one day smile...one day frown... One flaw here... Two flaws near.......... | |
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...Take My Hand.... Posted: 2/7/2007 6:08:08 PM | ~~Fvcking Migraines~~
unbearable comes to mind..... thr throbbing the pulsating... the neverending pain... instilled inmy head.... headaches? migraines? better when self inflicted.... yet is not.... weeks of it... what is wrong? what is happening in my head? doctors wanting... to scan my cat..... catscan... unbearable.. no writing.... cannot think... thoughts tend to hurt.... slight at first... weeks go by... getting worse... loving the decline.. when i can breathe... if only for a minute... what is wrong? what is happening in my head? stiches are out.... bruises are healed... scarrs fading... slightly.... yet this pounding... unbearable.... is saying light of it... the pain of his bashing..... my head in the ground.. doesnt compare.... this is far worse... it is never ending.. what is wrong? what is happening in my head? Doctors worry..... monday comes with the scanning of my cat... sh*tty... Fvck! Fvck! fvck! make it stop... just for a minute... let it fade.. so i can sleep... damn it hurts.... this pounding in my head... fvck! damn! fvckin sh*t! what is wrong? What is happening in my head? | |
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...Take My Hand.... Posted: 2/7/2007 6:09:29 PM | ~~She Stands Alone~~
She stands in shadows.... in tears of shame... she looks of life..... with countless blame... tends to her needs... thru a heart that bleeds... beauty unclassified,...thru eyes of blue... Intelligence poured out....words held true.... Reasons of past ......unwanted hate.. filled with class....yet holds little of fate... stands in a corner....all alone... wanting nothing of noone...silent tone.. recovery is inevitable...time to heal... feeding on rage......trying again to feel... she sits in coldness......sheds a single tear... heartbeat turns silent.....she holds on fear.... blonde locks....short but sway..... beautiful splendor...full of dismay... most approach her....her eyes to view... only to see fury..... vengence held true...... with lips so full...scarrs appear.... from past unpleasant....thru eyes so clear.... thru blood stained eyes..... she begins to cry.... holding her knees with venomous ties.... she stands in shadows.... to find herself once more.... she cries out the pain....of a heart left tore... battered and bruised.... from love refused.... yet she sits alone.....with a single tear..... as she poors out beauty froma face of fear..................
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| Bubblez, Bubblez...Take My Hand.... Posted: 2/8/2007 5:08:17 AM | ~~No games~~
I'm living in a place I cannot seem to recall... All around there is darkness and all I her is the voices that call. They are screaming your name and all I see, Is darkness and faces, Pictures, words, Deja Vu of you. I can't stop it its eating me alive. I jsut want to escape and forget this place, Yet everywhere I turn I see your face. Your love was special and your love was true. but the last thing I need, Is to lose my heart too. Its been broken so much Doubt if it can be replaced. And the love I have lost, leaves the blackened distaste. I cant escape from this darkness, I seem to possesss inside. It seems like I just stop living this lie. I know we are over I know we are through. But I jsut cannot seem to let go of something so pure and true. You are all I have, I need you now more than ever. All I want is the fairy tale, The whole happily ever after. When a man loves a woman Or a woman loves a man, They should coninue int he love of one another And fight to understand, I know its hard for some to be together, when love cant seem to prevail. But I cant seem to stop seeing your love die, as mine continues to set sail. I wish we could pick up the pieces, and start all over again, Yet I seem to know that there is no way for it to work, Since I now know of the wheres you have been. My love is like a shattered mirror that continues to fall apart. I cant seem to pick up the pieces, A new life I cant seem to start. like the waves of the sea, seem to hear your voice, It seems to echo all around me. It drowns out my sorrow and overrides my depression, Then I awake and see my love lost all over yet again. I try and try but still I dont succeed. You always find someone else, To which you will deceive. I cant take this haunting its scaring me way too much. All I want is for youto try...to feel your tender touch. I miss you so much even my insides sem to cry..... If a chance for us you cant give, I guess youve given truth to the lie..... To love someone is special but to hurt that is deceit, Im sick of being thrown around, and played like trick or treat. If you love me than stay If not than go away.... If in my darkness you appear true, a light will shine. And together we can begin our lives, Together beginning anew as two...............
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