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|Thanks Alyosha for being like a dad, take care of her.|
Thank god for justice
Posted: 11/6/2006 10:31:04 AM
|Rage of the Gods is on him dear|
Rage of the Norseman too
Not just words to savage the fear
For what was done to you
Know that I cannot tell you
All that is brewing for him
Time will set all actions through
Storms in payment for sin
When you are rested and healed
Know on your friends you depend
All of the darkness repealed
Ever your path to defend
- Vi skal hjelp dig mit ven, og for fat i ham skal Gudderen! Sov godt! -
- Erik - Know you are never alone dear.
Posted: 11/6/2006 10:44:26 AM
Vi skal hjelp dig mit ven, og for fat i ham skal Gudderen! Sov godt!
Couldn’t have said it better myself, Norseman!
Intenzity: Thanks for blessing my vicarious paternal relationship with Bubbelz. I wish I could offer her what her real Dad did or should have.
Bubbelz: in case you're looking in on us:
Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Which of us loves you most of all?
All of us do, each in his or her own way!
So promise you'll be back some day
Posted: 11/6/2006 11:00:02 AM
|- MOST LOVED - ( WARNING : Do not have anything in your mouth when you read this! ) Humor,... ( Protect your keyboard ) hehehehe,... |
Bubblez Bubblez in your bed
As you rest your weary head
Who does love you most of all?
That's for mirrors on the wall
As so many love you deep
As you rest your head and sleep
Some like your heart, some your prose
As for me I vote your nose!
Yes Lisa Anne I like your nose
Naked and sexy some say it blows
But I say nonsense! For it is fine!
Your cute little nose, is ultra divine!
Dont get me wrong your eyes,well,... oh my
I like your insides I cannot deny
But as I drool from your head to your toes
I still say girl, you have a "hot" nose!
- Erik - ( Thought you could use a smile or a chuckle,... plus you DO have a sexy nose,... but it goes with a great rest of you, inside and out dear! Take care and keep grinning! )
Posted: 11/6/2006 11:38:15 AM
You and bubblez have opened my creative heart. I can look to this experience with caring for someone so far away. I am proud to have you as a friend, I am very proud to be able to care for bubblez and you, and many others; thank-you. It's ok if life doesn't give you everything you think you deserve or want. What is important is that we are all children of God. I love many here.
For you deserve to heal
Don't worry about me, I'll be ok
I understand, I just continue to well wish
For you I hold in high regard
Your gonna get over on this
I've got your back anytime
My sister in cyber I'll always care for you
So kick Ass!
Posted: 11/6/2006 1:30:51 PM
|Thanks Alyosha for the newest update!|
Bubblez, set your heart and mind on the good
think on things that you hold dear
Know that all your POF friends
(and adoptive family)
will be waiting for you here!!
Posted: 11/6/2006 3:41:29 PM
|Hey Bubblez, |
I knew you were tough g/f. Glad they caught the SOB and i hope he gets locked away forever. I cant tell you the anger i feel towards a man who would abuse a woman. I'm glad your awake and on the mend. Dont try to over do it, we'll be waiting here for you .
Posted: 11/6/2006 4:46:37 PM
|Lisa I am so relieved to know|
that you are safe
wrapped up in love
and healing tears
it's time to rest
and think about good times to come
playing with your children
away from harm
I pray that the demons will be vanished
and some day you can see beyond this moment
I hope you will find peace.
|For Lisa Anne|
Posted: 11/7/2006 2:22:31 PM
|Become like a child for a while|
and rest in the spirit hands of
intenzity, MiTURN, Tobs78, pickles51,
P0ckets , whyspr, sewluvlee, Autumn Fantasy,
TiMwM, cuddly_zo, PoetFriend, justdifferent,
skjoldhus, neseemoo, om, alwaysdreaming2006,
alyosha, eyes wide shut3, Call Me Your Angel,
Thorb, breathing, bobby7, Spiffy Kat,
GoatSmell, mama tiger, supadiva,
and others who may have been too shocked
to post their words of love
and caring for you. Nothing that I’ve seen
here so far has brought us as close
together as our love and concern for you....
|For Lisa Anne|
Posted: 11/7/2006 2:49:34 PM
|For your wise words to me and am sure to others...I thank you Alyosha|
I wonder what Lisa is doing now
I think of her constantly
Hoping she knows
Of course she does
I never had to say much
Lisa just knew what was in my heart...
|For Lisa Anne|
Posted: 11/7/2006 5:11:08 PM
|****I agree Alyosha and may it continue.....|
like strands of thread entwined as one
our concern has gathered us tight
in seperate religion, tastes and lives
in love and care we unite
i think of you today as i rise
and rest that you're in good care
and send my hugz and kisses
and of course i'll send a prayer.......
|For Lisa Anne|
Posted: 11/7/2006 6:35:44 PM
|Hello dear Bubblez and friends,|
Sometimes it is hard to find words when emotions get in the way of the flowing mind...
Bubblez you are a strong magnetic hub of love!
"Bubbles of Joy"
Bubblez, Bubbles of joy
with the eyes of a child
your tears I behold
A circle has formed
of loving hearts
to shake and hold your hands
All willing to take
you to dance,
this dance of life
Old ties holding you
to the past must be burned
by the fire of your heart
Those old ties are not meant to last
For a new white cord
is been given to you
A cord you can pull
when in need of help
for it is united to friends
The cord has multiple threads
there is friendship, there is love
but them all lead to a caring soul
Have peace and be happy
for this ring of friendship
surround you tight
and to your heart it feels so close.
|For Lisa Anne|
Posted: 11/7/2006 6:42:07 PM
your such a honey
couchie couchie coo
that tickles, your funny
smile for me sweety
say bless you
I think i'm gonna sneeze
that'll impress you
oh sorry got a little on you there
ha, now your a little snotty
guess that makes me the smokin hottie
that's a switch
I pulled a fast one
I am you, and you are me
I just wish that it were true
so you could be pain free
get well soon lisa
|For Lisa Anne|
Posted: 11/7/2006 6:45:44 PM
|hi there, sweetie|
we have all quite missed you
your brothers and sisters
and your daddy, too
what, you thought you couldn't
have a family out here?
well, darling...I must tell you
we all love you dear
whether you like it or not
we had to all come together
we had to send you our messages
wishing you better
and in some weird way
we all found eachother
and because of you, sugar
I have more sisters and brothers
a new father figure
lead our way
praying for vengance
as well as peace, each day
a strong hearted brother
put his heart out to see
his words of concern were
full of inten(z)ity
a handful of sister, brothers
and friends all dropped by
and when we heard you had awaken
there was a collective sigh
and some people could finally rest
for they were right there with you
though, really miles away
it showed that their hearts were true
but, for me through this, sweetie
was a tear drenched endeavour
for it was my first time crying for someone
yet, never having met her
get well soon, love
smile for your families now
take care of yourself
at the end...take a bow.
you did it!
|For Lisa Anne|
Posted: 11/7/2006 10:07:34 PM
|Hey lisa diva waves from across the sea|
Bubblez bubblez everywhere
bright colours shining like your soul
We wouldnt burst them they are you
the emanating goodness in full view
They are filling up empty spaces
Now all you will see
Are happy faces
Bubblez come join the throng
The place were you will always belong
|To Bubblez, from Intenzity|
Posted: 11/8/2006 12:31:17 AM
Miss you. Having a hard time not thinking about you all the time.
Just want you to know
You don't leave my heart so easy
I just know I am trying to let go
And it's hurting quite a bit
Please understand that I am trying
To put aside selfishness
I am growing as a man
But this has tore me up quite a bit
Just not knowing anything
And knowing that I am too weird
For anyone to talk with me
Being so scared to talk with me
Just some emotions tonight
Not anything with much thought
Just a sad guy
Wishing for a different end to the story
Posted: 11/8/2006 5:17:25 AM
|I received a note from Lisa Anne's sister composed at her request. Lisa will be released from hospital today. Her family are trying to persuade her not to go back to her devastated apartment until her brother has managed to restore it to a semblance of order. Her children are in the care of Lisa's mother.|
Posted: 11/8/2006 7:52:01 PM
|Bubblez - -|
I hope you are resting, quietly, doing nothing...A mom's pampering can do wonders for the soul ... Everything else, takes care of itself.
The language of sight
Feelings heard in the dark
Images of time
Slivers of hope
Pierce the walls of her heart
Scars left behind
Hands tell the tale
She screams in silence as
Memories tumble from her fingers
You see, for the first time,
What she fears …
You are in our thoughts...
Posted: 11/8/2006 8:28:53 PM
|"Life yet written....."|
Knock on the door.....
Opening to a disfiguring score.
Rage and madness succumbed in eyes....
Hate and turmoil enthrall my being inside.
One piercing blow upon my face....
Blood overcoming my viable taste.
Fists thrown in fits of fury...
Unlikely nuisance enters in a hurry.
To love once... yet hate is felt....
Consumed still by pain hast dealt.
My mind wandering in constant wonder....
As his fists unleash more maniacal thunder.
I begin to fall to my knees....
Blackness consuming all I see.
In and out of distant thoughts......
Only to view his wrath distraught.
"God, take me away, end this pain..."
Is all I can think as I spiral insane.
Clouded by judgement in past once dealt...
Yet now realizing the pain of what once was felt.
The pain subsides as numbness overcomes....
Light turns irradecent as the darkness succumbs.
I feel nothing........as I fear the worst....
Trying to move.....As my skin spratically bursts.
Quiet and calm is what entoes.....
Throbbing in my head as the blood seemlessly flows.
I cannot open my eyes to see.....
I cannot move the pain overcomes me.
I give in to fate......as i wonder if my death has begun....
I scream for God to please let me overcome.
My babies....they need me.....I am all they have now.....
I started to drift away as I gave my solemn vow.
Never to let him hurt me again.......
Never to give myself to immortal sin.
I promise to stand up and hold my children close.....
I will engage in their undying love and give to them the most.
Hear my cries...I scream..... yet nothing leaves my voice......
Am I alive? I will live if given the choice.
I sleep in sparatic uneasy slumber.....
Dreams turn to nightmares of the unrational blunder.
I dream of things not easy to recall....
As I sleep for days and decendingly fall.
I hear voices close yet far away...
I try to scream for them, yet my voice wont sway.
So I sit in blackness wondering why...
What did I do? Why is it I cannot cry?
How did we come to this day of hate?
Why would he turn to disfiguring my face?
I sit and question in the blackness uneasy....
I try to find answers, while visualizing the blood upon my knees..
I try to awake....yet the overwhelming sleep inthralls.....
I try to open my eyes.....yet it is as useless as one hearing my calls.
So I lie motionless with jsut the sounds of some....
Praying for noone to leave me......for if alone I am done.
Fear escapes as i try to hold it back......
Silence overwhelms ...... I await the return attack.
Then I hear her voice as she reads to me....
Saying verses from people I cannot see.
I hear their words, their lyrical rhymes....
Wishing to take a step back into time.
The words become louder as days pass by....
She continues to read while inside I cry.
My eyes begin to flutter as a light shines thru...
I open to my family standing patiently anew.
They begin to cry and I cannot seem to comprehend....
Why is it they are looking at me with eyes that descend.
The doctor begins touching, my face fills with pain....
I ask for a mirror, As the tears begin to stain.
I look in the mirror and see nothing of me...
Who is staring back is full of vengence you see.
I scream for them to leave and never come back....
They hear the hatred in my voice and leave with very little slack.
I sit in a room, white walls surround....
I ponder in thoughts of how I was found.
Some say its being here and opening my self again....
I say No its living with his hate and sin.
He is gone and never will be forgot.....
For he dealt his hate while saying she loves me not.
I pray for vengence...yet wish pity upon his soul....
I forgive his rage....yet I will never unleash his toll.
I left today from the white walled room.....
As I lifted my spirit and the hate I too consumed.
See, Of all he has done I cannot hold his rage.....
I will never forget his fists and his slamming my head in the crimson sage.
He has never before unleashed this much contempt upon me......
Yet now that it is over, I have opened new eyes to see.
New vision of what I want and will become....
I will never let another push pain upon my heart left undone.
I will not again hold pain in my tears that I shed....
I will sleep as I lie down my weary head.
I will succeed in what has been thrown my way....
I will forgive yet not forget his lingering words continuing to stay.
"I love you..." he said so many times again.....
Yet the stinging was harder as he unraveled in his sin.
I fear nothing any more, No worries, nor fear.....
There is nothing left of him to take from me, I will continue to endear.
My children look at me and ask one question "Why?"
I tell them nothing, just "Do not cry..."
For daddy is sick and he will be getting the help he needs....
We will move on and.............. we will succeed.
It is over and it is done......
In the end I am the one who has won.
I have lived thru this and I will stand tall.....
I will never again dwell and I will never again fall.
I thank so many that came thru my dreams......
Your rhymes were heard thru my maniacal screams.
I am never leaving and I promise you this.....
He will never return with the stinging fist.
To say it is true is believing in me......
For I have eyes once again.....once again I have eyes that see......................................
I love you all more than you will ever know......writing....drawing...singing....my children....my sanity....you all are my sanity.....you are my glue....you are all my Muse.......Bubblez
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