| via Posted: 3/16/2008 7:19:20 AM | i let go let go but witness the still holding on of watching and wanting now, in the midst of all this detachment from it all, I have space in mind to watch the tumble-slow towards me of the aching and desire
for your words and thought that you might recognize this One who lets go
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| Queen Bee Posted: 3/18/2008 6:10:34 PM | a bumble bee was buzzed out of his tree from sipping sauce
his hive was such a dive he'd
got his stinger stuck in muck
wholesome honey's combed their hair, they didn't dare
but mean old queen brought Vaseline
and smeared with such intensive care the bee was unaware
when he/she slipped in easy
on realize he, ripping sting thing, tried to fly and died
and so...
if prissy prudes don't help us bumbling dudes
then we can only hope the obscene queen
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| Queen Bee Posted: 3/18/2008 6:32:15 PM | locked in links of chainmail armor mesh surrounds me in this miasma pushing against the force that pushes back even harder
struggle with the demons and the angels within searching though I'm blind and deaf and dumb finding hints of clues of answers in the corners of my mind
tearing at my hopes and dreams this constant aggravation, irritation unknowing, lost, becoming more deeply entrenched
you cannot save me from myself if I cannot save me either meditation, mediation, the only path to egress | |
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| Love anyway Posted: 3/19/2008 5:28:28 AM | there were brick-laced words and steel plated actions from times I knew not better
there was salty tear mortar, a design of revenge and stories that glued past into thick wall
there was fortress around an eternal garden where inside pulsed the heart that remembered
heart warm and tender still in its infinite expanse tied into a "not"
crammed into a story embroidered with ignorance thread trying its best to love
we all did the best we could
knowing rubs sleepy sands from ancient eyes notices thorny wall around its gleaming
forgiveness wakes beside it with ax and magic potions in words that undo seams
there were cracks and fissures, intricate madnesses of hope and desire
there was crumbling of the stacked up terrors an earthquake felled the towers light began to dawn
there was again the song of surrender when the heart gave over to its mission Divine Splendor rising out of a scatter of debris | |
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mmmmmy
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| Misty morning... Posted: 3/22/2008 8:59:26 PM | Awakened from a dream of dark My eyes were sandy opened up Misty beauty covered me What was hidden Now I see... Lovely misty morning dew smell of flowers so brand new! Lifting arms to open wide My lovely life no more to hide What it is we dream so dark Now is lost and long forgotten~ For misty morning angel wings have brought the beauty back it seems! May each and every soul aware open eyes and see the glare! Tis' how you open up the eyes that makes your day... so ...Please Be Kind~! | |
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| Misty morning... Posted: 3/22/2008 10:07:09 PM | Abstract motherhood Filling my arms with tiny squeaking chicks And letting them go at dawn Up into the sky To see if they could fly One by one they came home Exhilarated by the experience Wow what a cool Mom you are Not into corporal punishment Or major grounding – just love an acceptance To try to reach for the clouds, discover all you can Would sooner put a book into their hand Even if it’s on crack to let them discover Their own level of awareness Miss Emo got a tattoo She didn’t cry or whine Just said don’t tell Dad I’m his little sweetie, his favorite No sense in changing that Over a little tattoo on the back If I wear a shirt he won’t see it But the look on her face cried pain One way or another they find their own way The thing is I was once young and full of hope Wanted to boycott the war Marched with candles in a peace vigil Experimented with harmless stuff Got an education and learned compassion So maybe there is hope for them yet. | |
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| Misty morning... Posted: 3/29/2008 9:44:27 PM | i've read everyone's writes here.... and i send my warmth and love to you all. i wish that i could actually engage and write more, but things are grasping at me that i must attend to. nevertheless, i hope to soon return to where i can write of these very experiences in hopes of fully excavating the soul.
in peace and serenity, naive. | |
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mmmmmy
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| Misty morning... Posted: 3/29/2008 9:55:50 PM | Hearts uplifted Smiles bestow life is certainly a new... misty morning... me and you! Let us grab a cup of java sing a song and lift up the song Give something that you have gotten Laugh and smile cause you don't feel so rotten' Run the mile, take your dog for a walk...a run is better... you live for a world of hectic smelly Laugh when it all falls apart! Shit, Bro, you are more than smart! Didn't put all your**** in a row! Kept some for smellin' ain't you the Bro! Shit. nobody knows what comes what goes... Just try as we do... havn't a clue! My Brother...J. he has the answers... I am listenin' to him.... he has been absent! I still stand in the mist waitin' for your words My life is a mystery... yours and mine! Someday it will all come together like cows and leather... maybe someday... we will find the place where we meet two minds ...so far apart... yet so much alike! hugs my friend...missed you!  | |
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| Misty morning... Posted: 3/29/2008 10:09:31 PM | Sometimes never comes Life is a fuse on fire Love is a bomb of love Heart is the piece of me that can't hold on like me Shit, Love is a fire burnt out long ago Although I can feel er' i can't live her! It's wanting more sends me down to the rest of me! I only wanna to live like the other half lived! I wanna hold you ...baby... keep me in here close and safe... I wanna feel your light! | |
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| Misty morning... Posted: 4/2/2008 7:37:22 PM | (feeling a kind of somber, mellow melody)
In...side...in...sight shine...down...on...me soft...ly...speak...ing hold...down...on...me reach...ing...breach...ing hang...on...to...me crest...ing...fall...ing wave...crash...through...me
WHOLE ideas, thoughts penetrate this surface clear WHOLE creation spends it all on this one tear NULL depends on what she chooses here to hear NULL finally we come to grips with what we fear
star...flight...calm...night peace...un...to...me heart...cold...un...told come...back...to...me give...this...flame...kiss warmth...ful...fills...me sun...light...burn...ing shine...down...on...me
SOUL desperation seems to fill this cloudy air SOUL hesitation stops me short this wooden chair MORE grasping at the threads of silken hair MORE seems as though you were never truly there | |
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mmmmmy
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| Gates of Ivory........... Posted: 4/9/2008 7:47:09 PM | Vertical lines of the horizon Sunsets instilled upon my mind Strengthen me each time I see them! Banging at the door of Heaven... What would I do if they let me ...in? Galliant mare with tail a flyin' Running heavy , nostrils flarin' Hoping only to be accepted... once inside the confines of Heaven. Beautiful one so lost and lonely at last acceptence be her song! Once the gates of ivory take her His solemn grace shall surely make her! | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/10/2008 3:58:40 AM | A Real Ku ```````````
It’s real See at eleven Savings time
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/22/2008 4:33:57 PM | greetings everyone.
forgive the bad host.
but i thank you all for stopping by.
peace and love.
naive | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/22/2008 4:35:54 PM | Something anew he thought.
If the eyes move, WithInTo that groove, Should we pause?
And how many more?—to The Provocation of the Distortion of his very Countenance! And we Entertain not! Not even Unto the redemption of Time.
There’s a pearl, Slippin his grip; and to Witness illumination Hoverin the salience of That byword breathing, this Is disgust unto the Scholar?
And we never claimed other Than the Practitioner… thus, Do You speak the archives of the Dead?—
I couldn’t breathe there…
Nothing new to be said. | |
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mmmmmy
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/22/2008 4:42:08 PM | Hi J. my friend, glad to see ya!
Nothing new to be said. I am havin' a time myself in here... seems all is new and old is dead! A phantom heart shows up gives me a memory and a heart of gold! Cranks some old feelings and pens writes of soul I wonder if I should follow or just stay behind I know my heart and I have no time to lose! I shall follow and send my blessing! Hope he enjoys hearing my muttering... lol and good to see you here my friend! I hope you know how much we miss you... I am following ...yet you are forgivin I do not know the way I go either... seems we are both ... asunder...roaming in the great Wonder... called Life! | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/23/2008 6:26:28 PM | | hey mmmmmmmmy.... i thank you for the visit. and i too hope that all is well. | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/24/2008 12:51:50 AM | missed seeing you about, hope the tangles havent trapped you left your body looking for a mind center isnt calling its must be you for you | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/24/2008 2:00:34 AM | Breathless .. reading your words Speechless .. nothing worthy to place here Only my appreciation for having been touched | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/24/2008 8:00:05 PM | Horizontal lines... the verticals bent Circles in squares that they have sent Words of wisdom without knowledge rain Tender laughter that comes from pain Contradiction within these words Silent loudness with nothing heard Leaving everything in nothing’s wake Where authenticity is completely fake
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/25/2008 4:32:24 PM | transcend... expat57.... i thank you both for the kindness.
triple bp.... ^^^this one has me digging. and i'm sure to dig some more. | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 4/30/2008 8:18:06 PM | We live in a world where illusions disguise Where people tell truths with nothing but lies Hiding their pain with tainted dark smiles Big houses, fast cars and excessive lifestyles
The truth gets lost in all the red tape Wishing to hide they completely escape Back to a time when nothing was owed Away from the world that they have bestowed
Back to living within simpler means With happy homes and comfortable jeans They would have avoided all this distain And be living a life without all of the pain
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 5/3/2008 4:42:22 PM | ^^^^most certainly true, TripleBp.
I enjoyed reading it expressed in such a way. | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 5/3/2008 5:49:45 PM | Naiveandwitty
I really like your stuff... haven't read ALL 62 pages, nor have I read everyones entry but a lot of it jumps out at you. Me.
There are others here whose stuff I like also. But I cant find a pen to write your names down! It's either pen or paper I cannot find when I need it. Yes, there is a PC in front of me, I could use notepad, but it isn't the same . . . . | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 5/3/2008 7:01:49 PM | hey Josh....good to see you.....
How true this is. And we are forever making distinctions… of which we perceive to be the only truth… inclusive of all truths
I think this is because we have to anchor on to some truth.....climbing the mountain of our ignorance... | |
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| Abstract Rythms Posted: 5/3/2008 8:02:18 PM | There's a midnight train running on broken track, 100 cars deep as I look back,
Each car is locked, and guarded as well, she's runnin full throttle on a mission to he*l.
The manifest blackout, her cargo they say, each car is loaded with the "truth" of the day.
There's no way of knowing which one is right, as she speeds off to darkness in the stealth of the night. | |
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