Your first time:Was it memorable or forgetable? Free Dating, Singles and Personals

Your first time:Was it memorable or forgetable? Posted: 4/24/2009 1:25:41 PM
It was a few months before turning 19, he was kinda my bf. we met in the 10th grade , and we were sexual all along but we never went all the way. he was the first man that ever touched me :P i was raised in a familly with very stong beliefs, i wanted to have one man in my life only. i loved him to death, but i always kinda knew hes not the right one. he was the player,had tons of girls after him. i always appreciated that he never pushed me into doing it, he always left it up to me and he was satisfied with what i did to him;) and i was pleased with him also. i pretty much did it , thinking that if i do ,he is gonna stop screwing around and he will be just with me, but of course i was wrong coz once a cheater,always a cheater. it was a rainy day, we went out shopping and watched a movie and as always he walked me home. i was planning on giving him one of my "amazing blowjobs" as he refers to them,but nothing more. we got in ,both wet and cold coz we didnt have an umbrella. went into my bedroom and started warming eachother up haha. he came on top of me , and usually he just liked laying there, feeling me close but this time i looked at him and i knew he wanted more. i was shacking, not because of the cold, and my face was burning,but i gave him the green light . he only got the top of his head in and he couldnt go farther and i was in PAIN!!..if someone would of really told me how bad its gonna be i would of never done it. it was really bad and he came really quick. i was surprised considering that he was very experienced. we got at it again,but this time i took matters into my own hands, and i went in top . even though it hurt like a **** and i bled so much i think it was less painful then if i would of let him do it.. i actually advise all virgin girls to do that if they are in a lot of pain,coz u know when to stop and when to keep goin, a guy gets overly excited haha. anywho....i cried after i was done sometimes i regret it ..but i guess it had to happen i kept seeing him a long while after and sex got AMAZING haha..not thanks to him though haha ;)