| time ticks by slowly Posted: 4/2/2008 11:40:15 AM | One last rhyme then I must go time to take her home cuz the clock says so then Wabbit is going to get her nails done takes a few hours to put them on so this should be fun want to look fabulous for this Friday night these girls for twenty years have not been in my sight then I need to go look for a wrap by the time I am done I will need a nap
So I thank you for coming in to rhyme Best , you are welcome here any time hope some squirrels come in to rhyme with thee for now it's time for me to go hop hop -hoppity!!!
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| time ticks by slowly Posted: 4/3/2008 5:49:35 AM | Mr. Frost
As I step outside this morning Mr. Frost greets me with a chill Seems overnight buisy was he I stop to gaze at his work upon my window sill Is it not spring now I ask? Where warm sunny weather should greet me today Wrap up I do within my winter jacket Shrug and am on my way. | |
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| time ticks by slowly Posted: 4/3/2008 5:50:44 AM | Bringing this home from Autumn Fantasy's thread...Age of Innocence
Cast Away Those Fears
Inside I feel my heart tremble of what I've always known now shall change gone away from me shall be security now of my life I must rearrange
Anxiety at times presses in my safety blanket I leave behind if I am feeling lost as I embrace this new horizon from where should past security I now find
Yet cast away these fears I must no longer a child am I as I gaze into my hanging mirror a grown woman I see with my own eye
One who must stand tall take on this life with a steady hand for to lay quietly under this safety blanket how am I to see new land.... | |
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| time ticks by slowly Posted: 4/3/2008 5:53:54 AM | Bringing this home from Brizo's thread...
Change
As seasons so undeniably change so do we in life it seems paths flow so variably hungering minds need to follow longed for dreams yet as I grow older realize do I that bonds made must be kept strong no matter where my steps shall wander to leave those who have touched me would be wrong for I believe within these pond waters a fellowship of hearts reigns so very deep to leave those I hold dear behind would cause my needing soul to weep look forward do I greatly to read words expressed by all of you engrained you have all become within my heart so true. | |
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| time ticks by slowly Posted: 4/3/2008 10:38:26 AM | Lovely writes my friend! You make such sense in this world ...of mess! This is for me ...and for You!
Howie Day Australia She Says
sweet is the sight of her room window open by candle light how would you know cold winter on the shore chills the dress she wore it's on the floor still it feels so warm today
and that's why i'm wondering why you had to tell me what's going on in your head what's wrong come around to another time when you don't have to run
and when she says she wants somebody else i hope you know that she doesn't mean you and when she breaks down and makes a sound you never hear her the way that i do and when she says she wants someone to love i hope you know that she doesn't mean you and when she breaks down and let's you down i hope you know that she doesn't mean you
swing into flight over hills over her hills it's twilight yeah i guess that's right now and while we're here, tell me why it's so funny that you're so funny when you're mad cause it's mad, so mad
and thats why i'm wondering why you had to tell me what's going on in your head what's wrong come around to another time when you don't have to run
and when she says she wants somebody else i hope you know that she doesn't mean you and when she breaks down and makes a sound you never hear her the way that i do and when she says she wants someone to love i hope you know that she doesn't mean you and when she breaks down and let's you down i hope you know that she doesn't mean you
i don't know where you're coming from and i don't know where you're coming to and i don't know what it means to me and you don't know what it means to you
she doesn't mean you!
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| After the Card Part V Posted: 4/3/2008 11:33:17 PM | Part V of V
We held each other for a long while after you read the card.. I think it was the most intimate feeling I'd had with you yet.. for me.. as I felt you to the core of my very being, not with lust.. oddly enough it almost seemed as if you just completely exhaled into my body to be nourished without asking for anything! Your gorgeous head of messed up hair from our earlier pillow fight was buried into my shoulder and somehow we were so immersed into one another, no words needed to really be spoken but I felt so much from you.. past pains.. present wants.. future dreams.. your softness yet the very strength that had carried you through so many things.. you actually trusted me, I felt it. I got a tingle in my belly button and just stroked your lovely hair and as you held me I also draped myself about you. I don't think I'd ever had, what seemed like forever before you started to speak, such intimacy in silence.. like we were speaking telepathically and yet on different levels as far as time, space and planes all mixed into one.. it was incredible.. then you spoke.. You said to me how very happy you felt and said please don't be angry with me because I'm not a jealous nor controlling man.. I reassured you that I knew that and explained I'd never thought two people could possible meet in the fashion we had, but we did. My insides, having lived in confusion of so many conflicting emotions, wanted to cry out to have you just hold me. We sat on the bed facing one another Indian style because I held your face in my hands so that you would see my eyes. I then told you, Baby.. let me explain. You looked so confused, you sighed and said how is it that I feel like I'm so much a part of you and yet set apart? I touched your chin, our eyes met as I explained that all of my life I'd been told I was different but you made me feel as if I were just me, no need to change anything. So many times I'd attempted to try to date or just take a compliment and you were the one who, from a distance taught me that I could not only do that but more importantly, taught me I could heal from any wounds of past love. One, in particular that I'd never speak of, of a man from a distant place that said he loved me but never dared to meet me.. although we'd met by words through mutual friends.. sent flowers, made a pledge one moment to be here for me, taking it away the next. Spoke to me in ways I'd never felt so intrinsically but he unfortunately sought to only mold me...I never understood that about people. That hurt I never thought I'd heal from but you freed me in so many ways and I realized I had found someone so precious, so special that I wanted that May basket that you never really explained to me.. I wanted you to chase me and kiss me.. but there was still a part of me that felt as fragile as an eggshell because you had entered a place inside of me that no one had inhabited for so long but more importantly that you'd created a place in me that allowed me to feel fully! What a concept! I said do you have ANY idea what happens to me inside when I love? Truly love someone? You silently shook your head in my hands, I said Sweet One, I surrender myself to a man as I hope he does to me but what you've created in me that I have been readying myself for, for quite some time took me by complete surprise.. and I've never allowed myself to feel this in the way that I feel now.. You don't, I explained, have to believe me, that is to be earned on both parts.. but I do want you to look at me so you can see for yourself that right now, at this very moment in time and for the past few days I have never been happier in my life other than the day I knew I conceived my child and the day I had him.. do you understand the very depth of that feeling of being given something divine? You nodded yes.. I said I don't mean just having a child.. I mean the birth and rebirth of one's self.. you see every day I am reborn but when I am with you.. I feel a divine inspiration, a divine intervention, a holiness about the way we are together and yet a beautiful blend of childish awe, wonder, fun, laughter.. I quite simply am intoxicated by you but not addicted.. there is a difference.. you see, my love.. I needed to know one thing only.. if I were to be given the gift of LOVE, real love, the kind of love that I know to be true for me.. passionate, understanding, endless, not possessive, breathing as one but like being free spirits together and I think I have found that in you.. the most difficult words I can say to you at this moment are.. that's when I lost my nerve and you lifted my messy haired head up by the chin and looked into me and said tell me honey.. I said not only do I love being with you, I don't believe I ever wish to leave you and I'm afraid you will tell me you don't want to stay, you see.. you are the one and I feel a vulnerability that I am willing to risk anything to keep.. I will no longer shut down and keep people out of my life but I want one man in my life and I think you are him.. I couldn't help it I started crying and you held me, rocked me and soothed me with soft & loving words.. you said it was okay to cry, that past hurts were not now.. that you were not here to hurt me.. then you held me tightly and slid me down to our sides, you brushed my long hair out of my eyes and said look at me.. LOOK at me please.. it was so very hard for me.. and you said.. I think you may be the one too. I said then let's go roller blading cause I will never leave this bed and your body alone.. let's fly in the breeze!!!!!!!!!! Catch me if I fall please! Let's shout in the wind and sing to the sea! You laughed and laughed.........said you funny girl, never met someone who could laugh and cry at the same time.. said well you just did.. My heart runs very deep, be kind to it as I would yours.. I'll never intentionally hurt your feelings if I do, I'll be the first to say I am sorry on the spot.. if we are to be going away to find if all this is really happening.. I want to experience all of you and you me.. I want to learn from you and you from me about everything of each other and then some.. let's explore what we've never explored before.. SOUL TO SOUL & HEART TO HEART.. we already have a magnificent start.. let's LIVE!!!!!!!!! You said you crazy woman we need to shower!! I said shower? For what? We're about to go sweat, we can always take off our roller blades and protective gear and jump into the ocean and then shower off by the boardwalk.. now kiss me and let's put on some shorts and go!!!!!!!!!!!!! And when we get back, we'll either shower or Jacuzzi together again as I want to feel you all over again and be with you over and over...then you bopped me with a pillow! In the breeze along the ocean boardwalk and view, watching all the people skating or bicycling, strolling with their children, laying out in the sun or prancing in the waves.. some playing volleyball, others just old people sitting on a bench.. I thought so silently, I believe even the angels could hear me as I watched you. You were gliding effortlessly along in great stride with your muscular long legs, smiling, content, free just to be with a hand reaching backwards for me.. I thought so many times I have let things elude me.. Love being the hardest thing of all.. because it is the biggest risk. I believe I'm ready as I've found the true freedom in life is not just the living of it or having the job, the money, the titles.. but the real wholeness comes at being at one with another in ways that you don't lose sight of who you are.. you just become enhanced.
You see, if it was a dream, I don't wish to wake up. Do You?
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| After the Card Part V Posted: 4/4/2008 6:01:20 AM | What a wonderful morning although rain silently pours down upon my face I do not wear a frown for life is good much to be thankful for a night ahead for me where great times are in store.....
Good morning everyone...
I see Queenie has been in left some lyrics for our view so glad that I can help you find some clarity this world can be messed up it's true yet if we surround ourselves with those that we truly belong then life can be such a happy place where it is filled with sweet song.
Now as to this story that is left for us in part I thank you "dreamsasea" right from the bottom of my heart for your writings speak truth of what has happened to me I agree that if it's a dream of awakening I do not wish to see
So many times I'd attempted to try to date or just take a compliment and you were the one who, from a distance taught me that I could not only do that but more importantly, taught me I could heal from any wounds of past love.
I can relate to this many times I felt such despair for my heart I could not open past hurts left me not wanting to share it would take a special someone to allow me to open my soul again his touch would need to be gentle I would have to believe he could be my best friend from a distance I to found that special one where when I am in his presence I feel in life I've greatly won.
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| After the Card Part V Posted: 4/4/2008 6:04:53 AM | Bringing this home from BestKept's new thread...poetry of our youth...wishing you great luck with that my friend!
Out on the Porch
Search back in time do I finding moments of my youth there almost instantly I envision an elderly man many nights upon his porch we did share Erie was his name each night as a child he would call to me "come sit dear child" was his request with braids flying I was off running so free as my steps took me to his side hold out his hand each night he would do offering always two scotch mints to bring to my eager view together we would sit this man with piercing eyes of blue snow white thick hair it escapes me right now what it was but he did have a tattoo for he was a war time vet many stories of his youth and life he shared with me sit there I did each night listening so very attentively for it helped me to understand parts of a history I would never have known these stories he shared so eagerly into my mind for life were sown as night would fall his plump cat would wander to his lap black and white was she pet her he did tenderly as she fell into a cat nap I smile now as I think of him just how much he meant to me he took time out of his life to help me of the past to see sadly I do remember news of him moving away no longer could I walk outside see him on his porch waving me to come his way to another town he did go seldom visits to him we did make shortly after this move God to heaven, Erie he did take yet I carry this kind old man forever in my heart youthful nightime memories shared for me shall never ever depart. | |
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| Wabbit GETS A NIGHT OUT! Posted: 4/4/2008 7:11:29 AM | Wabby is gonna get a night out All of the girlees gonna scream and shout!
Talk about the days of Old Shake their BOOTIES and WABBIT TAILS! Sing some songs of Old times too... Wabby gots it goin on! Hope ya all have a GRAND OLE Time! Shake one for me Sistah... It's about TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Wabbit GETS A NIGHT OUT! Posted: 4/4/2008 8:11:32 AM | All of us are excited anticpation is strong of this reunion we've waited much too long there's going to be about a dozen we'll all be decked out devine for sure I'll be back to tell you all about this time there's one girl in particular I truly can't wait to see always she could make me laugh a fellow Saggitarian just like me things I can assure you will get loud laughter shall fill this place eager am I truly to again with them share same space!!
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| Wabbit GETS A NIGHT OUT! Posted: 4/5/2008 2:24:44 PM | Afternoon all...
A Gathering
A gathering last night took place twenty years of passing we were all to see a warmth spread through my heart as each one came to embrace me
Many didnt recognize me for one hundred pounds lighter now am I gazing around this table of old friends had me feeling so blissfully high
Drinks flowed as we reminisced about how we all used to be fragments from my past came so vividly to see
Things I had forgotten for time has a way of doing this to you laughter filled this room many stares came to our view
Wabbit doesn't drink too often so these margaritas had me giggling with delight when next quite unexpectedly waiters singing with a sparkle filled dessert came to sight
I smile as I think of this night see all those faces that came my way important was it for them to send me off with a grand goodbye many moments throughout this night made my heart sway
Not wanting this night to end all agreed dancing we would go one more drink for the road then to a kareoke bar we were to know
More stories filled with laughter we exchanged as hours passed last night truly this moment is engrained forever one where conjured will bring to me delight
Cameras flashed almost constantly many pictures we did take it's true always to bring back this night of wonder to bring old friends to view
My best friend and maid of honour was always so faithfully at my side a few times she uttered the words "I'm going to miss you" which very much tore me up inside
This going away party was a success yet it brought home that from dear friends I will be away time ticks now quite rapidly precious are all things between loved ones that we say
Return shall I was a promise spoken more nights like these we will plan a smile I bestowed upon each face as we parted grasp did I tightly to their hand. | |
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| Wabbit GETS A NIGHT OUT! Posted: 4/5/2008 3:22:13 PM | Wabbit had a night out Hunter home with his boy Just knowing Wabbit smiled Fills me with so much joy
Bought a new computer Must always stay in touch Last one crashed Tuesday Missed Wabbit very much
Telephones are awsome Love to hear her voice Yet finding her in my vision Will always be my choice
Words need not be spoken My eyes speak for my heart And it is always aching Every moment we're apart | |
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| Wabbit GETS A NIGHT OUT! Posted: 4/5/2008 3:39:38 PM | Hunter darling...
Technology Breakdown
Connecting it seemed was a task for us this week computer crashing phones messing up was causing frustration to peak so glad things got straightened now always shall we be in view trust completely that I need to see you to ache do I each day also that we must be apart yet soon very soon God shall join together our hearts.
Wabbit did have so much last night yet to come home to you would have been utter delight well you all know why I say that right? for we all know what's the best way to end a sweet night....
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| Wabbit GETS A NIGHT OUT! Posted: 4/5/2008 3:54:03 PM | Wabbit out drinking Coming in all tipsy Would she go pass out Or take advantage of poor me?
Would she stagger in Slam the door and yell Give me that look she has Make me say, "Oh Hell!!"
Would she be so eager Would I make it from my chair Would she make me get up Or ravage me right there
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| Wabbit GETS A NIGHT OUT! Posted: 4/5/2008 4:01:52 PM |
Stock up on booze keep me tipsy you say dear Hunter you know Wabby don't need liquor to play
A natural zest I have for you of this you can be quite sure for there's just something about you to my eyes you hold such allure
Now will I come in all feisty seduce you right there in your chair or will I be slow and playful hide sweetly behind my hair
You tell me dear Hunter just what would your eyes like to see I'll wait for your answer as I conjure up for us a new fantasy..... | |
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| Wabbit GETS A NIGHT OUT! Posted: 4/5/2008 5:02:56 PM | "You drive while I tease"
With no known destination discreet woods we shall find first I slowly begin with whispered words to tease your naughty mind
When I see you're getting squirmy legs shifting upon your seat slide I do my skirt a little higher to give you a slight view of what shall be your treat
A moan escapes your lips I know my seduction is taking hold for signs of your ardent arousal to my eyes becomes quite bold
Now I shift my body sweet cleavage dangles for your view are you still alright to drive dear Hunter for I am going to kick it up a notch or two
As I lean into you ever so closer a tip of my tongue plays with your ear quite close am I now to you of a crash should I hold any fear?
While soft breaths are blown my hand glides down upon your chest right above your sign of arousal I now leave my hand to rest
Do you want me to go further does that squirming tell me to go on tell me with a voice of wanting to place my hand where it does belong
Are you eager for my touch to feel that hardness that comes from my tease for you my darling Hunter your sweet Wabbit aims to please..... | |
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| Wabbit GETS A NIGHT OUT!bcdfghjklmnpqrstvwxz Posted: 4/5/2008 5:40:32 PM | bcdfghjklmnpqrstvwxz
Driving slow, then faster Hard to concentrate on the road Hunter's on the very edge Ready to explode
Can't take it any longer Slamming on the brakes Off the side of the highway Gonna give the van the shakes
Seatbelts soon unfastened To the back we make our way Many cars are driving by On the roadside we will play
The back seat laid down flat You push me on my back Reaching for my belt Wabbit starts her attack
Shirts pulled over heads Skirt and pants remove Hands are slowly roaming Over skin so soft and smooth
Passion building rapidly We aint about to stop She climbs upon me Straddling on top
The van is soon rocking Headlights passing by Flashing through the windows Such beauty in my eye
We finish just in time Hurriedly we get dressed A cop has pulled up just now No time for an arrest
Claim I am merely lost Mountie smiles at my voice Seems with my accent Belief is his only choice
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| When the words just come........ Posted: 4/5/2008 6:07:36 PM | That is beautiful and obviously heart felt
I feel the same about one man whom I am not able to connect with, but my heart still yearns for him after 5 years I still cannot get him out of my head.
I long for him every day he made me feel so wonderful and brought out the best and worst of emotion in my being.
I don't know if he is single or feels the same way and have tried so hard to get over him but it never happens.
I don't know how to talk to him and too afraid to try and contact him as he has told me to leave him alone. I will respect his wishes and wish he would yearn for me and contact me, I would be so happy and glad to see him.
It is torture that I cannot be with him but must try to move on. I cannot chase him anymore because I do not know if I can take anymore rejection. At the same time not knowing is torture as well.
I wish I could be alone with him one more time, I wish he would come to me he has been through so much I don't want to hurt him either I just want to be together one more time to see if it is real. Deep in my heart I know it is, and could be great. I carry on and try to move on but it is hard because the man is not who I want it too be.
Why does it have to be so hard why did it have to get crazy. How do I get on with my life without him, why did it feel so strong, why did it have to go so wrong. I love him and I really don't even know him but the intimate times we spent which I cannot no matter how I try to erase from my mind. | |
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| When the words just come........ Posted: 4/6/2008 7:12:08 AM | Sunday morn coffee in hand I start my day sunshine through my window calling me out to play.....
Just stopping in...
Yes, Queen Squirrel last night it did get quite hot in here so love when my Hunter brings his naughty poetry near sets a pulse racing a connection of minds we hold it's true sweeter yet when these are brought to realities view.
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Your words have come upon this page for us to see speaking of a love lost how it still pains thee yet as I read these words it seems your own answer you do find sadly we cannot in life change the hands of time what you shared with this man seems to me is not to be brought back again tuck what you shared joyfully away you need to take steps to circle that next bend.
Off for a Sunday drive just my cousin Tom and me we have precious time left today we make new memories to store within our hearts warm us when we feel that chill of being apart so from this pond now I leave to nature I now depart.
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| When the words just come........ Posted: 4/6/2008 11:18:57 AM | Thank you for your kind words.
The anger and hurt has gone and to blame was wrong.
To deny your feelings does not make them go away.
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| When the words just come........ Posted: 4/6/2008 7:35:47 PM | nice thread u got here Wabbit.....I absolutely love to read about your growing love...and am excited for you!
Me and Tara sat on the front porch with sweetened iced tea in hand and planned out our future, in great detail and, boy, was it gonna be grand We'd both have three kids each, with a man that's a peach and best friends they'd all find in each other With a wonderful man, and a house on some land - we'd do sooo much different than our mothers I'd be a vet and she'd be a rockstar without a care as to the time it demanded We'd conquer the world, tough little girls, and we'd do it single-handed Neighbors we'd be, so happy and free In our mansions up on the hill Taking care of our husbands, and feeding the kids there'd be no greater thrill We played in the sun, named our children for fun, and at sundown toward home we would go Not aware of the the life that waited at the end of that long dirt road. | |
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| When the words just come........ Posted: 4/6/2008 7:55:06 PM | Awwwwwww..Ash what a lovely story you tell! I wish exactly that for you my friend! You are so young and vibrant, this you can...do it! I know it! Believe and keep your mind in one place. Don't let things in life distract and subtract from your vision. Believe ...Dat Wabbit...she has become a vision! With little more than a computer and a heart and soul that loves! Wuv ya Wabby...and Ash...and Hunter!
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| When the words just come........ Posted: 4/6/2008 8:08:45 PM | Myth...my friend! I hear...ya sistah...laughin' and well, me too! long time no see! How's that dancing thing goin'? I am wanting to see the Queen of Squirrels....bangin' and boppin' hoppin' and stompin' on those sweet mens hearts, come July!  | |
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