| brizo's poems Posted: 9/29/2008 5:26:27 PM | lol...not sure who that would be....
by the way
by the way what will I have to compromise? when we are under foot and our runaway train has slowed will you have me throw the things I love to lighten up the load?
LS 8/15/08 Daily Poet, Reversing the Spell | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 9/29/2008 5:52:50 PM | | wow brizo, that was evocatively profound...strange(and enviable) that volumes can be written in so few words.. | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 9/29/2008 8:26:03 PM |
by the way what will I have to compromise? when we are under foot and our runaway train has slowed will you have me throw the things I love to lighten up the load?
Second that Drea...Brizo, this captured my mantra when it comes to "relationships"
I turned myself inside out and found that the skin I was in itched how did I shed who I am? was it a slow process unnoticed even by me? my new skin is raw, delicate like the person within you may look but don't touch. | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 9/29/2008 9:50:46 PM |
by the way
by the way what will I have to compromise? when we are under foot and our runaway train has slowed will you have me throw the things I love to lighten up the load?
brizo, every man should read this! | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 9/30/2008 9:26:18 PM | drea, thanks! I wrote it for Humormonger's thread...but sometimes those "planned" writes turn out okay, I kind of liked it when I got done....I thought, yeah...
pickles...it's been so long since I've exposed that much of myself to anyone...this is probaly rather stupid, but I long for someone to make me move past being sensible...(those will probably be famous last words that I'll have to eat a few years from now - when I'm crying because I wasn't sensible...)
Om, isn't that what we really all think, inside? Haven't we all had to give up things we love, things that made us unique?? Required reading for all people...and I wonder how many people think I held them back....
youguys are going to give me a big head... | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/4/2008 6:48:37 PM | The pirate
I wore an eye patch and a poet's shirt while Jack Sparrow rolled in six feet of dirt I was hoping to walk the plank loosen my breeches and fill in the blank to take what I wanted in true pirate way without hesitation or any delay I can only give you a rapine smile and chocolate coins and saucy style while you plan to breach my breeches and we will share a memory of moonlit sand and beaches
LS 8/18/08 My Poetry. One I'm working on and whatever else. | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/4/2008 7:50:55 PM | | cute one L........ can i borrow your parrot????? polly wanna whacka???? | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/4/2008 8:23:18 PM | I'm going to be a pirate this Halloween...I already have my breeches, shirt and vest and boots, my hat and some tattoos...
too bad I'll be at work, or I would stuff my codpiece.... I mean, if I'm going to be a man I want to be a MAN....
Wonder who I can ravage? *********************************************
sunrise and sunset
the rays shimmer mellifluous golden, blue and pink sun poised on the brink of the horizon filled with poison on the waning side of life I begin my descent having risen, shone and went my shining sun is spent
LS 8/02/08 first,last
************************************** well, I do have a crush.....one of my friends scoped out if he was single...he knows I'm interested and I spoke to him today....so the ball is in his court now... | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/4/2008 8:31:37 PM | take me! take me!!! rosie won't mind! she'll share!!!!!
ah L..... not spent just a softer glow we of a certain age just more mellow nothing can extinguish our flame and every once in awhile we even spark!!! sparkle on sister, sparkle on! | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/5/2008 1:34:02 PM | Why do others have so much
One need not turn away from happiness. One stands with one hand full, overflowing, and the other hand empty.
And one stares and stares at the empty hand and mewls: “Why? When? Why not? Why not me? Why do others have so much and I have nothing?” | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/5/2008 3:32:51 PM | hearts always in winter shiver and cry never see warmth though it's always close by as close as a breath as a thaw, as a jonquil some hearts just see nothing and everything's uphill a battle, a struggle a fight to the finish yet under the snow banks life never diminished deep under snow drifts the beauty of spring lies just waiting for sunshine to bring forth surprises how sad are the hearts that can never see joy just waiting for them if positivity they'd employ. | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/6/2008 10:14:15 PM | Inside?
There is an ocean inside I imagine our eyes inside | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/7/2008 7:28:09 PM | climb up on the raft love....it isn't all a tempest... I drug this out of mothballs...
sea of love 2/27/07
We can dive so deeply in the passion of now the current is strong in the sea of love look in my eyes to see how I feel hold onto my hands and remember to breathe before we go under the waves of desire my heart is a raft of shelter as we ride the crest of pleasure to the stable shore
LS
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This just read "Narcissists prone to leadership positions"......ya think? the article also went on to detail that narcissists weren't necessarily the best leaders, they just thought they were....their actual skill levels were no better than their quieter counterparts.... | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/8/2008 5:39:22 PM | *chuckles, ah, trust a Taurus to look for "stable shore"...:) Nice one, brizo. Rafts are for drifters, but I'm sure yours has paddles and a roof...:) Sorry,L, I'm out of poetry lately, lucky if I can find one line lately. Overtime will do that I guess..:/
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/8/2008 7:34:47 PM | well....I seem to be growing hand holds.... | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/8/2008 9:46:33 PM | left behind
who am I without the grace of sorrow humility and loss runs through my marrow I am softer now than yesterday's swagger my heart's been bled upon love's dagger
LS 9/12/08
folks, I'm running out of poems...I am down to about ten, so if you don't see me, it's because there's nothing to post...
Please forgive me, Alyosha and silverswan for my bad manners....I thought I had already commented....
Jer, I'm trying for a more zen approach to love, hopefully more giving and less expecting...I have a lot of soul work to do....
silver, those people just perceive "starvation"....like Jer says, one of their hands is full, but they never see it.....sometimes they can sour the greatest gift, shadow the sunniest day....I try to stay away from those toxic people...I hope you do, because you have a warm heart. They'll steal it away and leave you shivering... | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/8/2008 11:57:50 PM | let the music come to you in long chords notes from your lifetime curled up inside you like the unborn they will come when it is time when you need them most they will arpeggio thru you to end the silent waiting | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/9/2008 4:00:47 AM | A woman known as “Saltydog” and a sailor who’d never been to sea slept together in separate beds but dreamed of each other night after night.
from "Passing the Salt" | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/12/2008 10:58:40 AM | silver, thanks for that....I haven't been hearing much internal music lately, but I've been reading quite a bit...I figure that's the fodder, add time and pensiveness and sometimes a poem comes out...just read Year of Wonders, and I'm in the middle of Lymond Chronicles...guess I'm immersed in the 16 and 1700's mentally...
I've also been beating myself up with the I should mow/ I don't feel like mowing thing....it happens every year about this time, I get really burnt out with the four hours it takes to mow the lawn....but I know if I don't the grass will be unmanageable in the spring. I'll be hopping off the mower and disengaging the blades and pulling out grass every 30 feet...
Jer, now all they need is some tequila and lime....once I dreamed of my other half, I could feel him spooning me...I woke with a wet pillow...maybe next lifetime...*sigh*....
think I scared off a new one...I had the feeling he wanted me to be more regretful and apologetic for the past, when he asked whether knowing what I do now would I do it again? Yes....
perhaps I'm weird, but I regret my marriage, should have just lived with him for the good years, and left when it started to sour...before it took my innocence and youthful good looks with it....of course regret none of my children, regret any pain I've caused to anyone, but not the love that prompted it....
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carpe diem
in time there are no stops yesterday is tomorrow a minute a thousand years touching yesterday seeing your face again finding my joy in you I'll put away tomorrow and I will linger a thousand years
LS 8/17/08 first, last | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/12/2008 6:10:49 PM | ahhh, we survived right? they survived right? it's all good girl, it's all good.... tho you could take a chapter from my mowing book....just don't do it...let the weeds grow to four feet, let the autumn come, watch them go from green to yellow to brown, then just harvest the whole freaking back yard of "hay" in one fell swoop (yeah, my neighbors just love me)....works for me!!!
how many more years will i waste or tears of regret should i let fall remembering the sweet days of summer that unravelled and were lost now, annealed here to this winter should i not be as light as snow? all silver and crystalline drifting a weightless cadence of lost desire a silhouette reflecting the transparent an interlacing, an unfolding, an opening calmly receiving eternal night
yeppers L...that's me.... one flakey flake...and then..... i'll be slush!!!! LOL | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/12/2008 8:12:49 PM | well, I got it the mowing out of the way.... Just the trim work with the push mower and the string trimmer to go...after that, hmm....I have to deadhead my perennials or the coneflowers will proceed to their annual takeover, first the circle bed, then the world....
Hehe, I have a surprise for them, yes.....I got some Chinese Lantern, and that's every bit as invasive so it should be able to hold it's own in there....
I still have a swing to coat with polyurethane, and one more coat of paint for the lawn furniture, plus weed and feed for the crabgrass and a bit of seed in a few weeks...I'd like to fertilize the trees once more before winter and weatherproof the steps...
silver, you almost make me look forward to winter....almost....or is it just that big to do list? **********************************************
simple minded
just being me too plain for you to see can't pretend for you so I never send for you devalue what you see when you look at me make me shrink inside just let things ride you're never easy always some flaw something making you crazy if I'm dull to find satisfaction in ordinary action I think peace is worth pursuing and found in simply doing | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/12/2008 8:16:56 PM |
I'm tired - I'm never enough ego just isn't that tough so I'm dull to find satisfaction in ordinary everyday action
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/12/2008 8:20:56 PM | | ?? I guess the poem could do without it....but this is one of the throw aways....I couldn't really do anything with it...it's missing an ingredient or something. Plus it's kinda whiny....I'll see if I can change it up a bit...maybe I'll like it then. I don't really like it now... | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/12/2008 8:25:01 PM | I meant, you are anything but those things your wrote. There are few as vibrant and alive and aware and as wonderful as you.  | |
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| brizo's poems Posted: 10/12/2008 8:40:30 PM | yokoh....if you only knew how annoyed they get at work....my vibrancy and awareness is rubbing them the wrong way....
So now I can't mention I like someone's Sesame Street shirt because we get into a discussion about how Elmo and Prairie Dawn are egotistical and Snuffy is supposed to be Big Birds invisible friend but there he is walking down the street...
I'm not supposed to admire someone's hair or how white their teeth are or their Obama button...or how I saw their painting at the art show in the Library.....*sigh*....it's hard... | |
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