| The Fireside Posted: 8/15/2009 10:19:32 AM | we treat our pets better than most of humanity we help our pets die when they are suffering greatly we love them unconditionally mostly anyway for some don't know in all our joy and sorrow we are one and to each other everything done especially shooting with or without a gun we do to our selves thinking we are free of responsibility when most can see we ignorantly torture our selves and each other constantly and viciously.... we treat our pets better than our fellow'men' forgetting to honour each person as our mother, father, sister and brother.... forgetting we are all connected to each other | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/16/2009 11:19:34 PM | Cory Dallies with Morning Glories
I spent a glorious weekend in the light. Much to the annoyance of the herons. Ospreys and eagles fought for airspace above and below. Bathed in a field of dispersed rainbow fragments I watched as flowers grew:
Creamy Queen Anne's Lace, Rising Lupine Spears, Spread-petaled Black-eyed Susans, Shining Buttercups, and violet flecked Tall Leafy Clover reached high between hays soon to be mowed...
and
None of them uttered a word above a whisper.
Each foot of rocky shore and Sandy beach echoed Unique splashes or sloshes, and laughter of children diving as waves tickled shore.
Down paths I walked as a child, An escape afforded so few, and one I cherish blossoms over hushed memories. | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/16/2009 11:29:06 PM | | Nice luria. I'm so glad I took a peek. | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/17/2009 2:45:04 AM | | Good morning, Sarah...I'm glad you enjoyed. Thank you :) | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/17/2009 4:18:00 AM | awww.....sounds like you were bathed in flower and ocean essence, L...... what heavenly gifts to share with us....thank you. (written beautifully too!) | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/17/2009 5:13:28 AM | manny.... my granny stories always come home to you...
the day when her only son was killed used to be so hard but now at 95 she doesn't know the day yet she knows she gets her hair done a week from wednesday on the 26th
i am happy no tears
i bring her a bag of things to help her feel pretty new undies face powder lipstick
she hasn't had a new bra in over 20 years she said when she saw the crisp bright new one more suited to her small twisted frame she took off her shirt unlatched her old worn out one and let her breast flow down to her belly
i help her with the new one worried the cups might be too small 'oh no, it'll fit' she assured filling her cups with her breasts
we sit in her room she gives beauty to the bra 'i don't even know i have it on'
-granny promise me you won't leave your room without a shirt!! ~we smile | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/19/2009 9:24:54 AM | edgy, sharpened cyberschtick, as though some counted coup for they're quick witted too, and sharply call a cynics tune across this place, that is nowhere at all and fools, and I, would tap some serenade, as though to seize some dream from some netherplace or otheplace that has no "where" to go, nor from.. still, between electrons bounce the searchers upon some quantum quest and fantasy thrives like fungus, and calls perfection true 'till it blinds me to some flawed yet present soul and present flesh that I might touch | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/19/2009 6:09:59 PM | I am a writer 300 words is 5 minutes work seems like a lot still haven't got to the point of it all no matter how small giving up going to resign this foolish quest of love online
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/21/2009 4:45:04 AM | I've been especially blessed lately with my family visiting me as they do annually coming from far away gathering temporarilly my daughter and I wishing she could stay or return more frequently living so far away knowing we need to be closer in proximity for our hearts long to be where our bodies can hug freely to feel us lovingly in our laughter to wipe the tears that also flow for she cries easilly like me to see all my children together....all three and the older one's partners are such wonderful company to me is so heavenly knowing somehow in my unconventional family my children know deeply how much they mean to me and I can see clearly the love for each other they hold dearly so today on my last day with all of them my heart is full of love and bittersweetness too for tonight I must say goodbye again and let it come....our separation feeling weakness set in knowing it's not my heart's desire knowing there's an inner fire burning wishing yearning we could all be together forever
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/21/2009 8:54:40 PM | Thank you all for such wonderful writes, and for keeping the fireside alive with voices! Love all the writes above.
Amatis, welcome to the fireside, and thank you for your choice words. Hope you visit again.
I hope to be back to writing soon, but please keep the embers glowing. | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/24/2009 5:59:47 PM | bzzz bzzz... swat, swat too late the blood is gone the flying little **stard swooped in and had me before I knew to run
I bat at the mosquito itch my wounds return to the same setting will it be different? Somehow be in tune?
as I recollect time spent on wasted memories passions hell bent on destroying this perfect fantasy while scratchin' the hole left in me I swat and spit time to buzz | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/26/2009 7:13:48 AM | Been writing far too much lately I suppose practicing for some grand event I have tailored to perfection Manipulated and bent
into a shape I am unaware of Must be lovely for they watch tongues hang down...
damn the deafening silence that echoes through my mind Stayed up too late last night Talking to some fool, just to kill time
Wondering if I need to prove my point at all Wondering why I ever became This person who feels so small
Was it my own expectations>? Or years of revelations seeing the pain in my mother's eyes watching her crumble, needing to hide Knowing damn well I'm not gonna end up like her Broken down from life and spiraling down the stairs of empty madness She gave me everything I must do something with it.
I will dance someday and that is totally okay to flake and explore the things God made us for
I've taken a thousand showers and the dirt won't wash away I feel the grease on my skin in my hair I think of him
And know I'm completely insane for feeling anything so pleasant and wondering if this game will ever cease
Blue eyes flashing brown eyes dancing Wondering if perhaps green is the ticket...
And this bumbling sack of joy Keeping my Joker smile wide Reminding me every day Of how much love I have inside and frustration but total elation each time I here that chuckle
Although it seems that as of late There's a dozen bottles to pick up Nearly every day I know I am going To put a new face forward I know I am ready to show them what I'm made of
Pride will return Miles were meant to burn and fat baby jaws will someday turn into the rugged line of an unshaven man He will make it in his own time
as we all do when we come unglued and focus on frivolous adventures Unexplained needs Smiling faces Spread the seeds Of love and what could be more important? | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/27/2009 6:57:46 PM | Lovely writing Sarah....so much feeling and passion in your words. Straight from the heart! Thank you for sharing the depth of your spirit. | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/28/2009 8:23:49 PM | I am a rhythm of flesh, dancing to your fingertips, you play me, like a Stradavarius finely tuned, my body erupts like a symphony,
and you.......
are the conductor! | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/28/2009 10:49:46 PM | succumbing to sensuality of seduction so heavenly surrender individuality rising with the tide as waves collide an ocean ride losing focus finding bliss timelessness glimpsing eternity both feeling utterly free held safely without boundary feeling the blessing of our body | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/29/2009 12:39:08 AM | Do our bodies know any better than to search for the feather of a love that floated away some time ago
Tell me what I must do Just to let him go
Am I supposed to ignore or conform to the idea of magnificence created under the umbrella of new love's bliss | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/29/2009 1:10:03 AM | For those who toss words around like "talent" and "gifted" The praise you send is a slight, as it's aimed at a vacant paradise With this choice of words you unknowingly short-change the artist and her work Ending up only flattering yourself for answering your inspired gratitude's call Understand this, she who can take sorrow, pain and betrayal from strife's forge And hammer it upon an anvil with her bare hands, beating it into truth and beauty I implore you, please give the word-smith her due, by staying your false gratitude Instead, take from her these priceless pieces carved from the core of her being And place them in your soul and cherish this sharing a burdon of knowing That the "gift' of "talent" is no gift bestowed to her freely by an invisble creator But an earned skill of being able to reach into her darkest fears and torment Borrowing from them for only a moments release, to shape into "gifts" Bestowed upon you by a flesh and blood creator who gives them away freely Asking nothing in return except a quiet plea to become a better you in the process Thank her sincerely by allowing that this gift you recieved, came from her heart | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/29/2009 2:42:00 AM | the words "talented" and "gifted" have become obsolete Instead it's distracted, ADD children you give to me
afraid to speak the truth I seek trembling through tables that should be memorized no need to write memorized
unafraid to experience the joy of discovery's bliss to share in the adventures sealed within the kiss
of innocent minds free to explore boundaries set and cr0ssed over by some whore
who did not know you in the way I comprehend who did now know you understood you were a friend
I cherished besides all out you understood what I meant when I said my hood was not pierced and would never be you understood the fire in me
then.... like a scared coyote you whisped away stupid boy have I time to play in a game I surely will fight until the last kill meaningless adventures locked tight within the madness of my certainty that keeps you locked within
a world you will never fully understand a world where I am never there a world where you are not the man you thought you needed to be then suddenly realized there were girls like me to fill the void you've considered irreplaceable to see the soft white skin of the girl untouchable to you but only in her dreams for that is where your dark eyes meet hers and become you and night and day are one escaping to a place where no one knows the face of undesired moments fading into the sea let the Ocean wash it away til you've no more desire for me... | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/30/2009 5:23:42 AM | Hey Late!...welcome to the fireside, and thanks for adding your touch . Don't be a stranger.
Sarah...lovely writing | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/30/2009 8:50:45 AM | Icky feelings settle above my sternum a pit of confusion and bewilderment trying to comprehend the ways of the world tired of being a solitary girl
Who acts as if She doesn't need a man then trips over a green eye As I see her out with him
Not explaining away any more of my feelings Piss on these jackasses for a little while Need to do some healing...
But I am unable to break down The chauvinistic tendencies Circling through my brain As I wonder If I'll ever Find a true gentlemen. | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/30/2009 10:34:46 AM | WeareI...sorry for missing your write. I think I was still on my first coffee! Thank you for adding your color here.
Sarah.....lovely write. You'll find the man of your dreams one of these days. Keep the faith and keep growing.
bringing this one home from "Food for Thought".
Precious moments, layered in memory, recalling the tools of heart now stored away, each experience a jewel, decorating the box of what was, what is, and what will be! | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/30/2009 7:12:24 PM | | Nice to see you back Manny... | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/30/2009 10:05:18 PM | The depth of a mother’s love The grains of sand on a beach A man’s capacity for self-delusion These things can’t be measured
Over such a vast expanse Lay ten thousand opportunities To deceive oneself A million chances to believe
But those who have eyes And the sense to read the lines Rather than between them Eventually stumble to the light
Seared by the sun of comprehension They wish not to hear What when plainly spoken Estelle would understand | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 8/31/2009 8:01:30 AM | Entry for August 31, 2009
The chill floats the sun warms I escape.
Wind chimes echo Leaves once green and vibrant now brown and dusty thin, paper-laced death graces the edge I return.
Anticipation builds Escapes become frequent returns more committed frantic attempts at creating a dynasty tangible and violent I learn.
Days creep in Years pass by sunsets burn springs run dry the days will shorten I ache to burn.
Most likely will be a vacation down south every chance I get until once again the mouth of sweet manna pours deep into my soul... Florida beaches Texas prairies Either way, I'm bound to go...
But my favorite escape Is only a few miles away Maybe a bit further But, no matter the weather I'll travel on down attempt to steal the crown Courting a memory I will soon forget Lessons are meant to
ESCAPE, RETURN, LEARN AND BURN, GO... FORGET | |
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| The Fireside Posted: 9/3/2009 6:47:12 PM | Welcome aboard Chomskian, and thanks for dropping off your write.
Sarah....always nice to have your words in the fireside. Thank you.
Granny's House
That old familiar sound, still a comfort to my soul, creeking floors and squeaking doors, the wood stove burning coal.
Bread was baking slowly, and pies were on the sill, coffee and tea and family, days I remember still. | |
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