| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/12/2009 8:38:51 AM | I am a child again who chooses to believe Religion is mans interpretation of the Divine Man is not Divine therefore that nullifies religion Money is the manner in which control and power are obtained on the planet Money, at the source of where it originates from, is paper Paper comes from trees or whatever means is available to produce the necessary process to turn paper into money Trees provide us with oxygen Money provides us with greed, contempt, and a distorted view of what is truly important in life At the present time money is a necessary component as it is the manner in which exchanges occur Greed, contempt and a distorted view are the results of mans lust for the supposed power money brings I am a child again who chooses to believe Since I did not create the trees there is a source that is beyond my means of sight to which I choose to give glory and honor to | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/12/2009 9:43:49 AM | my trust is delegated until I remember and surrender to my child within dancing with passion and innocent action that sees an attraction and without distraction embraces it all....
sometimes like being at a fancy dress ball and seeing with awe all the faces and costumes so many try to show thinking a child will not know the self that cries on the pillow or feels such sorrow when the world's pain seems to only grow and mixed up also with the incredible highs the real self feels when free of lies....
the life of a child is not always so innocent or mild but filled with the same consciousness of everyone else so whatever is going on around us that often astounds us will be carried in the energy of everybody along with our natural wonder and child-like curiosity
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/12/2009 12:35:53 PM | along with our natural wonder and child-like curiosity and a propensity to always ask why is the feeling pulling us under despite the teachers verbosity some unknowns remain til we die
if then we receive all answers weighting us with their immensity after we have said good-bye no better than legless dancers overwhelmed with the intensity of velvet curtains sliding by | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/12/2009 3:13:11 PM | Velevet curtains sliding Blinds shutting out thought Mourn the night for the sun has lost it's heat Daybreak Sun's reknew'd thirst to quench the hunger Of those dreamt in blanket of night Questions without Answers head thirsting knowledge
Once there was a time many years ago Waters stagnant weeds clogged this fragile mind Never to think yet thoughts screaming to escape Uncloaked the daggers peirce the skin allow'd to bleed
Deep within this watershed I was allowed Oar the pond of many to set sail my inner thoughts Let loose within myself to reach
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/12/2009 4:07:33 PM | and my trust is delegated should trust not be earned some I trust from days first meet others I value less for those I in value trust
it's like so simple yet hardest to do it's like saying hello and demeaning said word it's a differant relish added to ones bun
do we wanted it toasted or do we want it burnt do we take the time to wait before the burn erupts do we take the time burn the flavour just ever so
and my trust is not in the relish it's what's inbetween the bun slightly burnt is more than ok
even Dr Sues and Mr Scrooge made their story Never ending | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/12/2009 4:53:39 PM | Don't cardon copy or devalue by rhinestone stained the glass half full caught within the stall she whinnied to feel the pleasure her gait walked near he raised his head Conjur this imagine of a glass completely filled Where of dreams awaken Frolicking in fields glutching four leaf clover On wings they soar to heights so many that feel dare touch Both alive sencing a pulse
It is written,It is conjecture,it is feeling alive It is perhaps one moment worth the Dance Where the music we hear is each other Stolen glances pleasured life Sparkles | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/12/2009 11:12:51 PM | Stolen glances pleasured life sparkles Like diamonds and saphires Happiness giggles thru the cracks in the wall Stolen glances pleasured in secret Like treasure ill gotten Paranoia oozes into hearts that are small Stolen glances haunting the taker Like specters of lost love Madness takes over makes the mind crawl Stolen glances evil task masters like slavers and demons Violence betrays us till darkness abounds | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 7:32:11 AM | Violence betrays us till darkness abounds across the beach and into the sounds stealing the cries of wanton young gulls washing off blood from the most recent culls
the hull of our vessel is too deep for here a harbour up north may be cold and clear the barnicles are crusting and won't let us turn hearts in our mouths in disappointment churn
send out the diver with scraper in hand clean up the rudder is Capatain's demand we must set sail afore rising of the sun else we find again we're under the gun | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 7:47:06 AM | else we find again we're under the gun ducking & dodging cover blown to smithereens ten fifty come in read back saddened as we hang another up another hat under dissapointment's weight crushing internally as time slows to non-existent pace always darkest before the dawn yet one step...then another carries us on | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 9:07:30 AM | yet one step... then another carries us on one day ... some way it is always justified in the end when darkness gets too dark I close my eyes turn up volume on other senses I can see in the dark | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 12:25:47 PM | I can see in the dark shadows like an ark rising on the waves and through the distant haze an eerie light appears breathing stops as it nears heart pounding loud in my ears with my out of control fears.... | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 1:15:19 PM | Listening to answers that say, it's old trails and trains I stood motionless watching his lips mouth the words from afar 'Save a prayer for me' His intense plea bore his heart and soul to me that felt like centuries unfolded He made it harder for me to let go but I couldn't move to stop him My feet were cemented to the ground I watched him turn and disappear into the crowd My mind whispered... no My head fell ....oh and I cried there in a crowded room, head in hands, I cried | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 1:19:32 PM | listening to answers that say it's old trails and trains bombarding my brain and not to be saved for a rainy day when i seem to always want to go out and play.....
so not being able to stop myself i let my body venture out remembering first to take several deep breaths for always that helps me calm down especially when feeling alarmed....
ahhh....
there in a crowded room, head in hands, I cried sensing eyes watching, but I couldn't hide for my mind kept believing someone had lied though really it was my faith in love that had died....
suddenly I felt a tissue being offered persistently and a soothing voice never heard before asking me there's a quiet table in the corner that's now empty and would I like to share a pot of tea?
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 3:46:39 PM | and would I like to share a pot of tea and might I like to share my weary story the hand of one, the voice of one and sweet are the ears of the same who came to me as I impulsively and desperately became willing to admit my need to be the ground a spirit of giving used to sow its seed. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 6:41:45 PM | a spirit of giving used to sow it's seed. ... extraordinary conditions speaking the true When does the What know How? whispered messages from my heart to my ears can't you keep it inside? | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 6:56:15 PM | Tattletale
Can't you keep it inside? Have you ever kept a secret? Sometimes trust fades with chances and you had yours... Too many times you broke my heart knowing nothing of true friendship Here's hoping the ego boost you sought as the know'r of all juicy things... keeps you in the comfort you seek ....when a friend is all you need | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 7:08:14 PM | ...... when a friend is all you need a kind word or a squeeze dance around the mulberry bush dodge that ball red rover red rover everyone hold hands now it's a beautiful day to be alive it's a great day to be a friend .... | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 7:14:25 PM | when a friend is all you need it's easy to plant the seed of love with compassion rather than just passion and with total acceptance a true friendship at its essence holds the key to unconditional love universally
um.....so it's a great day to be a friend! :)
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 7:20:06 PM | LOL!!!
to unconditional love universally open your hand and you will see highways of your heart friends cross all the lines of you carrying love to the end love grows best ... when given away | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 7:42:54 PM | love grows best when given away so don't save it for a rainy day for then you risk losing a friendship and one you know you'll miss! so don't be silly and delay.... give them a kiss today!!
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 8:28:54 PM | give them a kiss today!! consider shoes of the other insightful glances taking chances well supported limbs don't break .... | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/13/2009 8:46:16 PM | well supported limbs don't break unless the support is really a fake or a very weak stake though occasionally an unexpected wind appears tearing down trees that had been growing for years so even those who yield beautifully sadly can be broken so easily for sometimes the elements are just not possible to guard against so find a tree that's as strong as can be and climb up as high to get near the sky then as you swing in the wind with eagle eye with no worries of what's to be you'll see so much beauty in your destiny | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/14/2009 6:36:03 AM | you'll see so much beauty in your destiny when sending postcards from the edge of loss still perambulating from city to city with a gold chain hung with a cross with a propensity to form many words in a letter stitching back together what I've torn apart stuck in a corner but getting better not quite there yet but a pretty good start ©2009 words and music the mission | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/14/2009 7:45:03 AM | not quite there yet but a pretty good start not sure what though, but it's a start it's a start to think the nothing is a start so now that I know the start is there I shall start on my new start the start that I know not but I suppose it's a start | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/14/2009 8:43:16 AM | I suppose its a start revealing that frozen heart now we can try to save maybe with some microwave or a subtle little smile a quirky southern style some hope taken from the pile a number from speed dial
let's try watching a show somewhere you want to go it don't have to cost much dough or be something you know we can find an unusual thing an open mind you should bring then maybe we can add that sum we may find out it was fun | |
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