| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/14/2009 3:23:23 PM | I join you in discovery and toss away fear Shyness does not help so I'll reach for a beer A tale of two lovers that bursts into flame My biggest fault is saying that I don't want a dame I might be your knight yet I have not been looking for a queen Let us open out minds to what is unseen So I want to join you in discovery and toss away the fear Yet I am still shy so bring some beer :) | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/14/2009 3:42:17 PM | Yet I am still shy so bring some beer one or two and I'll make it clear... I think you're dreamy I want to get steamy I'm getting queasy... I'm not use to drinking What was I thinking?
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/14/2009 4:23:09 PM | Yet I am still shy I feel the edge of the day closing in I feel the breath of the night and I`ll make it very clear... The best kept secret is still in the still of the night Stars filling eyes with wonder Teardrops like springs first rain Glisten cheeks smile Picture perfect What was I thinking
So tender,so soft the waters flow Yet I am shy What was I thinking | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/14/2009 5:26:25 PM | what was I thinking on the way to the mall they have nothing I need no nothing at all if I really wanted to throw money away I'd be better to give the old fashioned way to the cobbler sitting and stitching fine leather to the seamstress a sewing fine linens together to the smitty all sweaty and gritty and black who forges on his anvil in his well-weathered shack to the hatter full of chatter forming fedoras of felt to the tanner in his manor tooling doodles in a belt to the miller by the river making flour by the hour to the old clock maker who gives the hour power to the plower on his acre who sells radishes and onions to the apothecary wise making tincture for my bunions to the pewterer and silversmith crafting heavy metal things to the trollop topping my cup behind the bar while she sings to the cooper, what a trooper making vessels for my ale to the tailor and the sailor be it coat or need to sail to the barber near the harbor with his razor ready raised to the baker who's the maker of fine pastries finely glazed to the apiariana turning pollen into gold to the weaver and the quilter making blankets for the cold to the fiddler on the corner playing hornpipes and reels to the fish fag with her creel full of perch, catfish and eels to the furrier just returned from his north fork work to the cutler laying polish on a long sharp dirk to the dowser and his twig for to find me a well to the duffer coat all stuffed with trashy trinkets to sell to the young or elder gelder to tame a tumultuous horse of course to the distiller of course of course of course to the chambermaid who turns back the linens on my bed and the printer and the binder whose books I've not yet read and with a dollar and five pence I still haven't spent it all but I'll put it under my pillow instead of going to the mall | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/14/2009 5:30:58 PM | What was I thinking reeb eht neeb evah tsum makes me talk backwards so nothing is clear I was only trying to open my self to you dear shyness is easier when it’s masked in rhyme Truly in it for more than a nickel or dime Will you allow me a chance to sober up the best intentions just wanted to butter you up You'll learn at first .. I am quite you see If you give me time .. I'll open up like the sea I think your worth it that is why Please take the time to get to know this guy My tongue is tangled inside
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/14/2009 6:29:02 PM | My tongue is tangled inside and my hands are firmly tied with no one by my side can't say I haven't tried but loose ends just get looser til the whole thing comes undone and my bird dog ain't no gooser he gets blinded by the sun and my son says I'm too old to understand what's now and when I try to act wise it just falls flat somehow edges wearing thin on this old man's toothless grin but I still got a little spin to juice my own chagrin | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 10:30:40 AM | Hope brings to words the most mystical of feelings and life I know is about nothings nothing but a part you play the part then your time will come the time, that you'll leave you leave and will leave nothing but a memory or two the memory or two will fade will fade with nothing to remain and that's when no hope no words and no mystical of feelings will remain until a baby is born to play a part to fulfill his part to hope, to dream and wish with pain until the time the time to leave | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 2:23:29 PM | instead of going to the mall when the time to leave comes [<<---- a patch ] we can grab a bat and ball and go out and have some fun such a lovely time of year with the late setting of the sun lots of time to play and work and get so many things done
just the thought entering my mind makes me anxious for new designs I can play in the garden as I find this or that or some other kind | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 3:17:25 PM | this or that or some other kind of thinking in mind when my eyes are blind and my mind comes to find others are not what they appear to be if only i didn't believe them so completely turns out illusions really can create reality especially when your heart is hungry | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 3:50:39 PM | especially when my heart is hungry mirages seem so real let me not feed on dreams
wanting to accept all your beauty as you actually are not what i think i need | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 4:31:58 PM | not what I think I need I parlayed to the salesman but he wasn't all ears mostly mouth
so like a shark who swallows a barracuda I simply gulped and swam away | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 6:46:11 PM | Huntin' for a wild man and his name isn't Dunger crossing tundra with my heart torn asunder I wander aimlessly around with dried tears on my face disgraced by the images and complete lack of faith whilst the hate eats me up and burns me inside deprived for years from the truth due to sickness and lies whilst my pride laid dormant, with water stained eyes turning back tides with an impenetrable disguise | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 7:06:12 PM | turning back tides with an impenetrable disquise only the bold would dare proceed to confront me the stare from my eyes, enough to make a grow man crawl into the next room and hide under the covers till I come for him shaking like a leaf he comes to attention he knows what to do .....
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 7:46:07 PM | he knows what to do almost all the time when to turn the screw how to draw the line
he knows what to ask if things need to happen the order of the task when its time for scrappin'
he shows an inner truth leading by example like a perpetual youth energy is always ample
its esay to see the attraction for the whole not just a fraction | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 8:53:16 PM | it's easy to see the attraction for the whole not just a fraction
building blocks one atop another can't see what they're made of
sit quietly nearby listen and learn | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/15/2009 9:35:24 PM | listen and learn close your eyes trust your heart breathe a deep sigh... the world continues to turn
laying on a blanket looking @ starry skies tracing paths of eternity as i gaze in his soul touch quietly warm, eyes of blue heart's living breathing song | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/16/2009 3:55:44 AM | heart's living breathing song as we have been all along yet with some distortion bringing cords of disharmony to our singing and alarmingly
heart's living breathing song I exhale and relax to feel my Self grounded and strong as long as I center and be life flows with me peacefully | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/16/2009 7:24:21 AM | life flows with me peacefully sitting on the side of a four lane road you know its free for the getting until gone with the next trash load | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/16/2009 7:59:42 AM | until gone with the next trash load life flows with me peacefully sitting on the side of a four lane road you know it's free for the getting I may be trampin but I am not human refuse I am something for I am free and that is in itself quite a goal I am not stuck in some office I am not bound by strict rule I am as free as freedom allows me to be and I want for nothing when the whole world is on my doorstep I been to the mountain I been to the sea I been the whole world round and I believe that I am all that I can be ; me | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/16/2009 8:18:10 AM | and i believe i am all that i can be; me to be who i want is a combination rock star glamour, mom extraordinare daughter, sister, friend, non-trad student wrapped up in one psyh spinning faster & faster evolving into who i want to be me | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/16/2009 9:03:29 AM | evolving into who i want to be me....a necessary piece of humanity like the petals of a flower it takes each of us to feel empowered to release our nectar and beauty so the flower can grow fully and fulfill life's destiny | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/16/2009 1:21:06 PM | and fufill life's destiny when the petals dry up and blow away center roots are deep petals will be blooming may not be the same tomorrow come back by and see for yourself | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 3:13:31 AM | come back by and see for yourself we might all be dusty abandoned on a shelf by those in power who tried to preserve the flower by hanging us to dry but then left us for waste when we wilted in face and could not keep up the pace as our world turned in space | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 7:01:20 AM | As our world turned in space I retrace the steps my ancestors take Some learn from it sow new seeds Others burn from it consumed by greed Either way We can't turn from it the life we lead | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 7:11:41 AM | the life we lead hopefully will be well spent light the way with laughter even with all the dents Smiles all around Lift the rest off of the ground
We all are in charge of our own way So only open your mouth with something nice to say the life we lead Let it begin with a smile | |
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