| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 9:03:28 AM | Let it begin with a smile beguile me dazzle me to dizziness release me from sessility charm me back to innocence back to my lability dance the dance of life with me and glory in motility I was daring once and trusted my ability | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 9:12:58 AM | I was daring once and trusted my ability to act quickly and think on my feet now I am edging towards senility sometimes I humbly accept defeat so far the sun also rises as do I so far the moon hangs at night in the corner of my watering eye I see a flickering light it may be heaven it may only be a passing car | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 9:25:21 AM | and trusted my ability to live to love to embrace something new entangle me in your presence Pour yourself into me with reverence tease me out of this rusty cage Please drop your pen across my page Skip with me just place your hand in mine let’s take a swim into the deep waters of the divine So let us sing a love song Or whistle a sweet tune | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 9:31:41 AM | it may be heaven it may only be a passing car It could quite possibly be whisky from this jar For if it is heaven I should hear the angles in song a never ending highway that seems so long is it the high beams that seem to lock in from so far Or is it the hangover left from the bar Please let it be heaven I have waited so long tune in my ears to listen for a song Or wings a fluttering Still sounds like a song I have waited for Heaven For so long
(hopefully this catches up) sry | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 11:46:55 AM | For so long I awaited this day It whines like a country song Heaven just a heartbeat away How long can this song carry on? The beat goes on... what's that they say? He's holding on by one thin hair I see the light more clearly now they say that All Roads Lead ... hm ... ... Almost . There | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 1:17:48 PM | ... Almost there ... just a few more steps and I'll tell you when to run grab my hand and we'll run together Run Now!!! | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 8:20:29 PM | run now run for all its worth get away from all before what's ahead could be mirth! could be lunacy! could be heaven! could be more fun than you've ever had! | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 8:59:00 PM | could be more fun than you've ever had now that would take some doing I've had a very exciting life up till now loved so deep thought I was going to die when he left laughed till I wet myself a few wonderful friends what more can a soul ask for? May I have a horse?? We'd run across the fields he could be my legs and we could run ..... Yes, that would be nice indeed ....
off to dream land ... 'night all.  | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/17/2009 10:15:05 PM | off to dreamland ... night all doff the sandman ... have a ball cough random ... down the hall boff abandoned ... in a stall
could be more fun than you've ever had cept maybe that time out with your dad the rest of the town must have thought y'all mad when knowing was enough to make you glad
good can be bad as bad can be good depends on the mindset in the hood dis this and dis that whenever ya could don't mean it ain't nothin' that ya should
where would it lead in the end of a thought cross town mission instinctivly sought patience for moments in line a bit hot is it worth all the trouble that you got
now bought for no less than half a day the fashion dissolves in the normal way lasting for most of an act in the play then to the closet where it will stay | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 3:29:23 AM | then to the closet where it will stay might bring out again one day but in the meantime the wasting of my mind is part of my past where worries used to last and fears ran through fast trying to catch me off guard chasing me around my yard keeping me prisoner...or at least tried until I had enough and broke down and cried realizing fears are all part of a huge mega lie turning and burning from way down inside | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 5:02:15 AM | turning and burning from way down inside one might think it's an infection to which I refer, upon reflection, but, no, it was fears that were out of control and took hold... the kind you know are not real, but appear so....
and then there's the kind of fear not from illusion or confusion but the kind that are real and no matter how much compassion and wisdom one might have within or with those outside these kinds of fear are real danger where one must fight or run and hide..... | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 5:11:17 AM | where one must fight or run and hide.... has fighting ever solved anything? never has in my world always lived by the saying "If you love it, set it free ..." | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 5:17:48 AM | where one must fight or run and hide the roads are rocky, rivers wide the questions clash within our mind instead of freeing, dreams just bind
so I will stay here in my peace while walking roads that bring release i'll speak my no's and shout my yeses then maybe just avoid the messes | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 5:21:50 AM | "If you love it, set it free..." oh yes, dear one, but I was speakin' of dangers to the body when I will fight with my life as in protecting my family or help them run and hide to stay alive if it was that risky....
but for dangers of the heart then yes, I totally agree, freedom calls to me usually so often helping everybody to make a fresh start and return to a sense of balance and harmony....
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 5:31:18 AM | balance and harmony.... where the river flows smoothly .... turbulent beneath perhaps from the top looks inviting dare we step in ... to releave heat or stay on shore and splash our chest? | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 5:41:39 AM | or stay on shore and splash our chest? you are so funny....or splash all the rest? i was so sure you would write 'feet' for it's quite a sweet rhyme for heat, but no, dear one, you took it down another whole street.... as you so often do and sometimes not so discreet :)
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 6:59:16 AM | sometimes not so discreet when I fill my mouth with both feet then i turn so crimson red from the idiocy of what I just said
even worse when I put it in rhyme spells trouble for me all the time meant to be but a frivolous note but heads shake when they read what I wrote | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 7:27:14 AM | but heads shake when they read what I wrote they are either impressed or offended-depends on the bloke i pray for the day my mouth slows to catch up with my brain will make the best of the situation & dance in the rain
skies of Elijahblue calling my name sensing a new direction in life's game giving it to God is the easy part listening to His voice in the stillness...calms my heart | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 8:14:12 AM | listening to His voice in the stillness... calms my heart everything will be as it's meant to be ... hang on for the ride if motionsickness sets in, lay your head down better yet, why don't you go read a book or have some fun I've got this one. It's nice to be needed.
 ((PS ... LOL!! I don't know why I didn't put feet either ... LOL brain waves misfireing is so much fun sometimes ... worked out just fine)) | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 5:37:08 PM | it's nice to be needed he said as he carved out a heart it was ebony as was she but it was in a time where love could not bloom for to such as they were in deep southern most county where frail minds ruled crosses burned chiors sang but wrongs were often overlooked ,forgotten to protect others in deep when love was impossible | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 6:49:29 PM | when love was impossible you opened your heart and held me like a child
when hope was impossible you turned on the light and led me through the darkness
when dreams were impossible you became a rainbow as the storm gave way to sunshine
when life was impossible you taught me to breathe to stand without thought and just exhale | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/18/2009 7:03:35 PM | to stand without thought and just exhale let go and let our Selves breathe for after the exhale we will inhale naturally feeling the air as we take in oxygen letting go our woe that is such a distraction pulling us into an awkward illusion often carried from past confusion so stand without thought and just breathe and you will feel your Self relax easily | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/19/2009 2:55:17 PM | you will feel yourself relax easily as the parade marches on past children cheering or winching quizily won't matter much as long as its fast
you like the clowns in their little cars and those girls up on the floats your too far away to see any skars as they move on by like boats
rock and roll music mixed with big band confuses you every now and then watching a baton twirl above the man amused you when you were ten
now its all just a fuzzy blur with sounds from every direction its always fun when it occurs pretending your giving inspection | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/19/2009 3:24:26 PM | pretending your giving inspection food of thought a fuzzy blur mixed nuts and salad bowls soft drinks in shapes of cans water bottles thirsting quench
wonderous visions some that smile bring that laughter hidden in slight of grin the moment childlike thoughts sidestep the journey life starts from the beginning | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/20/2009 10:22:13 AM | Speak from the heart, a soul is fed See beyond the obvious, a mind is read Listen to the tears, a friend is made Feel the soft skin longing, a trust is laid
The hurt of the needle, each stitch drawing blood a piercing pain each time life throws you mud but a strong sinew binding is drawn through the holes and we are bonded more strongly by life's earthly woes | |
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