| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/11/2007 10:02:16 AM | until we reach the boundary we will never know the limit the end of pain the depth of despair the scream of silence
until we see the boundary we will never pass our limits the heights of bliss the revelations of love the endurance of affection
until we know the boundary we live unseeing within it the narrow vision the fear of change the clinging to illusion
until we cross the boundary we will treat it as our limit be smaller than we are feeling half-secure within a cage too small | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/11/2007 10:19:29 AM | within a cage too small we seem to find the gall to kick them in the balls even if its only figurative
within the darkened room its easy to miss the gloom no need for mop or broom until it becomes imperative
without some guiding light there's no need for keen sight to discern the wrong from right for it all just looks the same
without the nourishment the ability to pay the rent eviction notes get sent to be ignored once again
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/11/2007 10:31:07 AM | to be ignored once again...'it's gonna take a lotta love', to fix...this crumby sichuation crumbles a short cake secretly knows i am seeking crumbs...of happiness and i nibble....nibble feeling trapped but hungry | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/11/2007 5:18:21 PM | nd i nibble....nibble feeling trapped but hungry for this rhymes and rhythms with a poet I miss back again and flaring the prose writing in rhythm and what'dya supose? wandering angels like crisp autumn leaves poets all gather and write what we please knocking on gateways to open a door playing with poets just like before leaving lost messages in mailbox to find Old friends are new friends just one of a kind | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/11/2007 5:51:23 PM | Old friends are new friends just one of a kind Seeing the world just a little out of rhyme It is wonderful to have a playmate back in the mix Who dances on treetops and gathers up stix To throw on the fire come poetfest two A night of sheer magic I know that it’s true How I long for adventure and wish to fly Like a bird in the north wind Searching the skies For the blackest of wings and the truest of friends A heart filled with laughter and stories to send. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/11/2007 6:58:17 PM | A heart filled with laughter and stories to send. smoke rings and fantasy shared with a friend gateways to castles and stories gone by windows to "knowhere" open to the sky and magical doorways hidden in the wall Lost ruby slippers and tickets to the ball warm afternoons with mall penguin poses full service dinners with candles and roses giggling girls cooking breakfast for two full belly laughing and good times with you | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/11/2007 7:08:21 PM | full belly laughing and good times with you is all that I really want to do When the dark closes in and the shades go down I dream of you my beautiful clown
Once I thought you'd be here forever now I know that theres no such thing as never I saw you once, I saw you twice you silly clown, that wasn't nice
When I leave this world, one thing I'll do is look again at the way I've been screwed. But you know what? The laughs were worth it the memories are mine and something I cherish. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/11/2007 7:10:29 PM | Full belly laughing and good times with you Stumbling down laneways in darkness Looking for hidden gateways into a garden But the garden was no longer there And night had squashed our sight As we felt our way along Through prickly branches Bumping into fences Even the camper had forgotten a flashlight But the sounds Yes all around The lake slipped into our aura Giving it a new light As the soft earth led us past the children’s house Miniature door impossible to enter We couldn’t go back Only forward to the welcoming street lamps And a warm cup of coffee. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/11/2007 9:42:42 PM | the memories are mine and something I cherish like a warm cup of coffee. a pull of toffee shared on that warm summer night by the fire light flickering yea sure, maybe a bit of dïckering over who gets the big pull who has to use the wool blanket and when we can sing that chorus for before us there was everything else that isn't now or to come like so much fun with a tumble in the sand wet hands digging for imaginary treasures such pleasures can't only be for children. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/13/2007 12:23:18 PM | Such pleasures can't only be for children Even I like building sand castles on the beach. With moats and bridges and big wooden gates To keep out the wretched sea water monsters away!
We splash and we dance with a child's heart And smile the smile, like the innocence of the young Knowing, without saying anything that it's so much more. A kinetic connection; soulful cooperation. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/13/2007 12:47:14 PM | A kinetic connection; soulful cooperation Is a dream buried deep in the ocean The ocean that forms from the tears The tears of those who search for the one true love The one true love that will give warmth to heart The heart that were broken and left in cold | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/13/2007 3:02:16 PM | The heart that were broken and left in cold You slid a long way down from centerfold Put up on the auction block to be sold There were no bidders I was told | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/13/2007 4:01:17 PM | There were no bidders I was told So he held onto that treasure until he was old. It was buried in his backyard they say. And he covered up with golden hay. One thousand years later, it was found Considered by many to be holy ground.
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/13/2007 8:06:01 PM | I know, I know....) You have to go, your taxi is waiting outside I know, I promised, there's face to save and I swore to myself I'd be brave I know, I told you, you must follow your dreams and I know it 's not as hard as it seems I know I know, you must leave me today and I promise I won't beg you to stay I know, I know it does seem like before when I could not let you walk out that door and I know, yes I know you'll be back home tonight but you leaving here does not feel right. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/13/2007 9:47:31 PM | But you leaving here does not feel right Six wonderful days of heaven When I held you in my arms Gently stroking your hair So soft against my cheek That fleeting feeling As time stops And love has found its wings To begin again Beyond our scope Of understanding I held on tight Wishing it was all a dream As beauty softly slipped away Into the darkness Forever more A child of my heart conception relinquished I gave you back for I owned you not alone I never felt more empty. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/13/2007 10:36:34 PM | alone I never felt more empty.
Look up in the heavens and see me I am the twinkle in the stars Smiling down on you Memories together Will always be ours | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/13/2007 10:51:01 PM | Will 'always' be ours? or does 'never' fit the bill Always is forever yet it seldom will bloom into tommorrow while yesterdays of dreaming waken in the dawn light cachophanies of screaming So forget your "Always" Accept life without fear linger on the byways I often will be near ..
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/13/2007 11:04:46 PM | I often will be near even when the dear spring by without even a hint of pause the easy impact... sound of their clever little hooves just so fleetingly lift off the ground and through the air they go ... over the fence and slip... slip they go ... the last thng I see is their coc*ed ears and white flash of tail ... so quiet they sail | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/14/2007 5:56:19 PM | flash of tail ... so quiet they sail oiled to not pale in the light a whisper on deck craning of necks some subtle bets on the flop will she or won't leave the top with that bow in a slip knot waiting for fun giggles and wine out in the sun a casual tack with shortened main jib the babe is now sleeping as sound as a crib splash from the starboard a warmth in the sea some dipping off shore get lots of skinny hours of play with the first mate aware swimming not sinking while others just stare once with abandon twice with a friend unmasted this ship will reveal its best end as long as the sunblock holds true and fast our sporting adventure is going to last.
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/14/2007 9:00:43 PM | our sporting adventure is going to last now that we've packed it like a blast from the past incense and candles and flicker di Woooo crawl over here baby and forget the voo doo rip off the pretence and shred it to bits nibble on something that reminds you of ... then when your ready to get down and make noise we may go to the kitchen and jam la framboise | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/14/2007 9:34:13 PM | we may go to the kitchen and jam la framboise when the fun was over she put away the toys she went to get her coat to ride on the boat I got on the phone to call the fishing boys
Our sporting adventure is going to last. This charter boat is going real fast Get the bait ready for my first cast Today I’m going to have a blast
Sea is dead calm, the sky is blue I want to catch a Tuna, a Sailfish King Mackerel, blue dolphins Red Snapper, A squid or two
Message arrived on The ship to shore phone Capt said, “Take it out on the deck Where you can be alone”
My woman was screaming Kinda’ sensed she was hot Hollering on the phone From the parking lot
You forgot to pick me up back here on the docks When you get back I won’t be here To wash your socks
Sea is dead calm, the sky is blue I’m sure I’m gonna’ miss you
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/14/2007 11:18:10 PM | Sea is calm, the sky is blue I'm sure gonna miss you
when the big fishie get's a hold
I said it was over and than what do you do but come round my shallows and load it with stock
wild as the salmon that glace' the moon bay turning me fin around fin fin fin fin icky fin around an fin me away  | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/15/2007 7:26:18 AM | fin around an fin me away finish me sentence as I stray off down that tangent they call mindless play dïckering and dockering along the way
I remember with the help of an oldies radio some girl from way back when I used to know I wonder and fantasize about where'd she go then try whistling the tune but it sucks or blows
Not that it matters as a bus rumbles past the diesel smoke choking as I start to gasp turning my head like way too fast makes me feel dizzy but it doesn't last
Then before i resume my sauntering walk I see something shinny with an accent of chalk bend to check it out with no words of talk just a little chubby twinge I feel in my jock
Could this be silver or maybe even gold some feeling you get well are never too old that candy store child that's becoming bold has an epiphany then starts to feel cold
I notice a drawing that isn't quite finished showing some scene with bouquet of fish as my fantasy luck looks now diminished a patch is smudged like a broken bone wish
that silver encased chalk shows spots of fresh blood then before I can compose myself hears a thud my eyes become clear as a puddle of mud while some bystander cries out "Hey Bud!"
Feeling the crush and weight turn to black my feet become tangled with part of my back the sidewalk is smoking with widening cracks all I know now is my bags might need to be packed
The ride to that room is so hazy it seems some spots on the wall have affected my dreams I don't drink my coffee often with no cream now I'm thinking I remember some screams
Off in the distance riding on a new bike a little boy soldier some girls really like he goes by the name of crazy legs Mike not many realize that he's really a dyke
Can't really say why that popped in my head but crazy things happen when stuck in a bed for days on end wrapped under this spread I'm kind of trying to remember what I read
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/15/2007 10:28:23 AM | Trying to remember what I read To piece together what was said So many strands, a tangled mesh Ideas old mixing with those fresh Searching for the missing piece The one that will the key release The more I look the less I'll see 'til none of it makes sense to me So then to sleep and suddenly The answer shines with clarity | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 11/15/2007 10:51:13 AM | The answer shines with clarity Even in the darkest of days
But to wait
To hold
To be still To outlast the cold
That is always the test of the Soul The soul whom life opens
a crazed place with riddles
and rubies and diamonds
gold
and carpets and tapestries that flow like ne'ev bin fold
How does one hold a fire that burns til exhaust
only my heart only my soul goes on believing
where there is pain
there is soul
and all else comes to light
if one holds til found
the troubled comes clarity
comes whole
like ne'er bin lost
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