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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/20/2007 4:04:00 PM | and our foolish pride we swallow as in fine blacmange we wallow oozing sweetness everywhere with modicums of quiet despair as purple people eaters fly along the water in the sky to flutter there then wilt and die with seldom a true reason why as beelzebub with angels danced the other gods often chanced their arm at playing twenty-one until the gambling brought undone the flurries at the end of time all the same the wine was fine
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/20/2007 7:44:12 PM | All the same the wine was fine despite the company and the souffle that had breathed it's last waiting for the Mulligatawny to be supped the Coq au Vin became more than a double entendre Crashing bores bred by pedigree bitches and studs all of whom should have been neutered before courtship. English gentry at it's best or worst Thank god for people like me! | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/21/2007 6:03:38 AM | God? do you hear me do you know me do you feel the darkness of living of being in the world not of the world we exist in the moment and we dream while while we wait | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/21/2007 6:24:26 AM | dream while we wait some call it living illusion and shadows memories forgotten impressed on emotions no context or meaning waiting for death is this moment enough enough for what? enough for life? is it not all that life is?
dream while we wait fantasy and grandeur dissolve the nightmare detach from the dream and know it is small a fragment of fragments not important at all but there is no more nothing beyond this this dream of life this moment, this kiss | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/21/2007 7:02:25 AM | "This moment, this kiss" she sang I kept waiting for the next line ya know, like "wedded Bliss" or "planted on my lips" it seems that the frog in her throat choked her instead I wonder if she'll be famous now she's dead?
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/21/2007 2:57:09 PM | I wonder if she'll be famous now she's dead? this they will say as they touch her head close her eyes stuck open in surprise As they close the bag over her once pretty face Will they wonder what stumbling star will take her place I can see her in my mind and what they will find Sprawled on the bed with a letter clutched in hand A line for her mother for her son and one for her fans on her slim wrist a slice where she missed Then beside her bloated body down by her feet Three deadly pills that she forgot to eat A bottle and cap she had no time to put back Poor fallen star we all felt sorry for her at the end When she took the stage i know i hoped she'd rise again But it wasnt meant to be so all we have left to see Is the mockery the press will play for weeks Then maybe finally she will be at peace | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/22/2007 4:44:17 AM | Then maybe finally she will be at peace my love and my spirit so swiftly deceased She looked and she felt like true part of me Now she's gone what on earth will become of me I remember it well, I recall at full speed when she slid from the road to the trunk of a tree How I wept when I saw her, the one I most liked all bent up and all mangled, my old prized motorbike... | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/22/2007 2:46:49 PM | All bent up and mangled, My old prized motorbike A monument to my manhood And Youth mispent Tried and tested Testosterone injected Fueled by passion On wheels of desire Now nothing more than a wreck Sitting in a corner of my garage Under an old oiled dropcloth A constant reminder like the aches and pains Of years past And tribulations trialed both passed and failed Nothing more Nothing less Than who I was And what I am now And where I ought to be Enjoying the wind on my face Each and every day I can At Peace at last | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/23/2007 3:08:42 AM | at peace at last cold and motionless as i lie in my simple grave but it's all i ever needed to be true throughout life too bad i probably can't say the same thing for you and so many others who were too scared to follow the heart | |
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| Joined: 10/18/2004 Msg: 811 | |
| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/23/2007 3:14:10 AM | follow the heart for its rather nice with devilled kidneys and driblets of spice sweetbreads are sweet but liver is best sauteed in garlic forget the rest
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/23/2007 7:45:42 AM | Forget the rest I had the best He was such a pest Within the nest
He practiced overkill Perhaps to thrill But such a pill To swallow until
Again return I feel the burn Of he, so stern Now resting in the urn.
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/23/2007 10:45:57 AM | Now resting in the urn Once lucid now languishing Forever forlorn and frightened In darkness drearily diminished To nothing more Than the essence Of what I once was Ashes to ashes Dust to dust That is all I have become Nothing more than everything Nothing less than nothing at all A smudge on the lives of others A spark once built into a raging fire Snuffed out and made cold By the depravity of others Undermined and under appreciated Just another item to be dusted off From time to time So as to be nothing more Than the essence Of what I once was The subject of small talk For those who go on about their lives Without me | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/23/2007 8:14:23 PM | from lessons learned and knowledge gleaned from wisdom earned and karma cleaned we gain the grace of darmas wheel with loves embrace and faith to heal we light anew the inner fire and find it true our hearts desire | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/24/2007 9:20:42 AM | Our heart's desire can take us higher create a liar or compulsive buyer crier of foul a midnight howl jelly like jowls and scowls
Owls don't have this kind of problem they only need today some low light hunting grounds to search make the kill then fly away
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/24/2007 4:52:30 PM | persistence resistance insistence another call just stall drop the ball all in all a wall so tall the small crawl under avoiding the thunder except in a blunder we wonder if it makes any sense when so often it feels too intense as pounds crumble into pence a weight as a measure can often kill pleasure while thinking of leisure near exotic lost treasure the off shore oasis is put through the paces with rented out spaces within reach no need for speech or to teach as you lie on the beach
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/24/2007 7:18:59 PM | as you lie on the beach the sunny beach the golden beach the endless beach and let your mind drift as you gather a handful of sand and let it sift through your fingers... slither and sift... a few coarse grains of silken silica adhere to your palms as you lie on the beach the desolate beach and squint in the sun trying to remember the sound of his voice... trying to remember his face | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/25/2007 4:30:39 PM | his face once familiar as reflected thought, but legendary now by its absence--
memories are silent film. a joy to relive, though Players have died.
Haunting voices plead to colorize. But I won't allow it. They were never relevant.
Scenes of sharing, minus expression. Replays of our game for entertainment value... We wear our poker faces of memory. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/25/2007 11:37:33 PM | We wear our poker faces of memory. full concentration hard on every card. We know the winners the sinners and the saints 'cause nothing taints the soul like guilt Rome was built on such assertions Misunderstood by all when the fall really came. I do not blame the people after all, they knew not what they were doing and someone was screwing with the minds of the majority as a minor minority rules from ignorance and fear too shut down to hear or understand themselves anymore But we know the score. Show up at the game, know the right name, and you're in. It's not really a sin to believe in who we are and life is by far the greatest proof of that truth. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/26/2007 9:30:16 AM | "We wear our poker faces of memory"
hey i can really relate to that one - your stuff is really good and getting better moment by moment - I see a bright future ahead for you | |
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| Joined: 10/18/2004 Msg: 824 | |
| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/26/2007 7:32:26 PM | the greatest proof of that truth is Rudolph stranded on the roof as Santa drops his bag of goodies for he had a massive woody The purple people eater farted although he had barely started wolfing down the lovely bits he licked off the widows tits So serious the words were written til that fateful apple bitten while feathers fell on empty ears instead of gorgeous derrieres
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 12/27/2007 9:53:49 AM | Instead of gorgeous derrieres there was a line of bum cracks perched on seats that barely contained their sedentary mass. Lee jeans in 50 XXX held up, but barely, by lunge rein length belts under whale like bellies a testament to years of Coors or Millers or Michelob although now they drank the "light" version while wolfing down the transfat laden "Homestyle cooked" meals followed by the rest of the pack of Winstons "light" of course Meanwhile, with the laying down of the final, deadly layer of plaque unhealthy smoke constricted muscle the agony of blocked Coronary arteries would soon provide adequate fodder for an eulogy | |
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