| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/2/2008 7:11:45 AM | ohmmm ohmmm oh bee bop a lulu she's my baby shakti shakti and I don't mean maybe Jagaro deva he's my guy Golden slumbers sing a lullaby picture yourself on a boat on a river bang sha la la Indian giver um you wanna rain dance with me in the slipstream boom boom she wa wa it's all in a dream If I fell in love with you would you promise touch me in my wounds relieve your doubting Thomas she wop she la la scat man do what would you do if I sang this to you hey you wanna moondance ...paper taxis on the shore waiting to take the princess to the ball once more be bop she la la I'm looking for my way take away my troubles left behind in yesterday The prince has found my slipper Ruby Tuesday take me home dancing on the milky way across a sea of foam sliding past soliloquies we burn the midnight flame I know you from forever still remembering your name | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/2/2008 11:27:44 AM | I know you from forever still remembering your name with broken letters but it still sounds the same like when that bird sang from high on a limb Jim was smoking something just for a whim then passing the pipe to his pal on the left who then sucked it back with baited breath waiting for that moment to spit it all out with politics and grammer scattered about
I laughed at the shaking little leaf on a branch it was like a hulla dancer without any pants taking a chance in the lifeguard's chair posing and smiling while tossing her hair
So with nothing to say from the left side of life I collected my posessions but left the dull knife for what could it do but make a raw slash not clean or efficient and it wasn't worth any cash now the stash that we used was gone in a flash with a puff of smoke blurring the dash no more tunes and no more hash I guess its time to put that in the past | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/2/2008 11:44:57 AM | I guess its time to put that in the past as transport truckers run right out of gas oranges by the dozen run juice on the street never say never nor admit your defeat Close down the last factory making new shoes saving our soles on the six oclock news we'll wander barefoot raking for coals begging for rice with crystal alms bowls politicians and preachers vie for a place atop the new soapboxes heading to space But Mars is not ready we're too far behind saving the dna of the hopelessly blind frozen existence in desperation straights spin medicine wheels and examine our fates Run to the east and proclaim a new start holding the wreckage of the last human heart wander in innocence children with intent ripping the wings off the angels hell bent making a living from death we enslave pay back the earth with the lives that we save | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/2/2008 11:52:31 AM | I guess its time to put that in the past. Like the lunches you packed in brown bags the napkins inside around paper surprises drawn by you before the sun came up and you went to work before the house turned on it lights and stretched itself thin over the six of us jolted by clanging bells and radio newscasts and sometimes the barking neighbor who rolled over and played dead on Mondays after beer weekends and football fantasies you made for him at halftime when he switched the beer for bourbon in the alley between houses you used to keep clean with an over-sized broom mother always made fun of but loved because of the way you danced it like Elvis and road it with fangs, cackling warlock-like long after Halloween but before that avalanche the one that paralyzed you in overalls slick with grease from the cars and comfortable from being familiar so early every morning after packing our lunches and leaving to "get to the day on time" you used to say and i wonder what if that day the mustard jar had been empty or your overalls out of place or the neighbor needing help back inside or the clanging clocks all broken or maybe for just one minute you stopped to look at the eastern sky one fleeting moment that kept the traffic from meeting you head-on while you were "getting the day on time" giving me something to take into this poem that is time to be put in the past. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/2/2008 1:14:24 PM | That is time to be put in the past Amidst the brick and brack of days gone by Of things said and done yet best left forgotten Dusted off only in moments of weakness When rain clouds loom ominously overhead Threatening a deluge of reticent regret For things left undone unfinished or unsaid Nothing more than a reminder of what might have been Had we chosen differently at the cross roads behind us Had we done what our heart told us to do Rather than what our head told us was right at the time Such is a time to be put in the past As we look forward to the potential of another new day | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/2/2008 1:19:19 PM | As we look forward to the potential of another new day clocks are ticking backwards and the rains are reigning grey kings and queens of butterflies have morphed a new retreat buckle up the ride's begun awoken from your sleep cocooned amidst the platitudes delusional delight waking from a sleeping dream where everything's alright wondering how we got here it's not too far to see looking through the seeing glass at all life's history we witness change in seasons but the patterns stay the same Rome is Rome by any means or any other name conquer all the way she goes we blow on through the west practicing a new belief where we all try our best. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/2/2008 6:39:37 PM | Practicing a new belief where we all try our best. talking out the other side of their mouth while they prance and thump on their chest Flexing their muscles, the girls to impress I'll just belly up to the bar, and not be a pest
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/2/2008 8:35:56 PM | I'll just belly up to the bar and not be a pest Everyone there's chillin' too and we've got handcuffs for the rest Cried enough and tried enough to count for the whole darned crowd Got sympathy for all of 'em 'cept the one that's WAY too loud He better be glad it's Miller Lite in my hand and not a fifth of my buddy Patron For more often than not If it's tequilla I've got I'd tell him bout hisself and his song When tequilla and me set out for the night I gotta be sure that the company's good for I forget that I'm sweet-ish, remember I'm Irish and act alot more mean than I should. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/3/2008 4:40:28 AM | and act a lot more mean than i should but sometimes that's just the way i am when i'm not feeling the flow and am trapped within my head i say the things that come to mind with not much thought throw in the booze and i'll lose every time i get caught | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/3/2008 4:51:21 AM | Every time I get caught it is like a light going out Lost in sight, blind to shout, the shadow of endeavour once more
An entangled force, as if wind in a hurricane. The vacuum of surrender, silence as if cold and lingering.
Undivided, split in comparison, was right wrong, or left an entanglement. Twisted and burned, lost and not endowed, such was an emotion, some might know as love.
Caught in her heart, caught in a soul, drunk, but not with alcohol upon my breath. Every time, but not always in truth, a bleeding heart where blood does not flow. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/3/2008 2:40:35 PM | a bleeding heart where blood does not flow prettier than a rose without any thorns I'm reading of some noxious organism to grow pity her late husband who she forgot to warn
look but don't touch is a good way to be don't taste is better when much comes free book in advance for that good seat to see won't waste as much time when its up in a tree
smoke on the water from a fire in the sky beating the bass oh so heavy twisting and shouting when smoke gets in your eyes repeating grace when your ready
so much has been said and done in the past it all goes by like one that can't last the tongue of the serpant is forked that is true don't you know that he's trying to smell you | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/3/2008 5:37:52 PM | trying to smell you fork up tongue slip it out where skinny dust trails rattle on then hissss --amongst all things that are clearly a warning : it is the hsssssss from out the tall dry lean summers grass that gives rise to nightfalls' cast of mourning | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/3/2008 10:09:48 PM | of mourning let us have just enough of weeping a measured dose of remembering all we can carry of joy barrowfuls to distribute of laughter how to contain laughter? | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/3/2008 10:29:33 PM | to contain laughter I look in the mirror and set my sights on highbeam UPS delivery to navigate the slightly squiggled wiggley laugh lines crows feet and oddities that arise overnight then I gurgle and gargle and I spurt out loud as a spigot "pppsshhhiieetttt" all over the glass head over to the make-up cabinet and say "sorry" to my dumb ass
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/4/2008 8:14:15 PM | to my dumb ass applause for what it has sat through to my jelly belly respect for laugh-shaking longer than I do to my drooping boobs honour for your nurturing may you all enjoy a long and fruitful life | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/5/2008 8:12:44 AM | enjoy a long and fruitful life Stay out of the dumpster the uninitiated may suffer a painful fruit fly bite and be scarred for life | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/5/2008 1:54:22 PM | "scarred for life" tat that in brail on my sisters hair to remind her of what it feels like to come across a lions lair make it feel like the shoreline of paradise lost where the peach pies still steam and the clouds drip with mounds of pastel cream --lattice-lingo is still effable between crustacean dreams deep green pools and jelly fish are coherent ink blots that have brushed against a star studded crimson screen | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/5/2008 3:06:22 PM | ink blots that have brushed against a star studded crimson screen blood drying in between souls dying, unseen in the wilderness of mass creation. Mind masturbation's memory fix we get our kicks in payback and heart attack. Thrill seeker double talk speaker we listen closely to your lies and decide which ones to abide by. Try to see it with your true mind in clouds and tree rings dream echo's running through archetype Greek dancers tell stories that reverberate through time. smoke signals climb past all awareness and into now. That's how we know. Waking into life where switches do not light the room a sonic boom heard by all announced the fall as we retreated and Wallmart superseded the Queen Mother's throne. Do we condone the lives of Monks united in fire? People stand in their desire for peace. Souls release. England knew it went wrong somewhere back in Hong Kong Same story repeats , in the subtle defeats, Pay attention, Those who see when the dogs lay down the cards and trump history. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/5/2008 4:40:47 PM | Trump history Ivana mystery anything for a buck who need luck or a pickup truck with four wheel drive when we are alive on TV for everyone to see under that rug the bugs that twist and turn a brain that constantly yearns For more more more Until that door closes for good leaving us wasted in a chair glad that we have our own hair and don't really care about some hotel wizard lost in a social blizzard with false friends | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/5/2008 8:09:03 PM | lost within social blizzard context falsehood friends gender nonspecific for words are generic creations one mind,one thought written into silloette's upon this screen We collective exasperate at best we write thoughts foresle We be Silent | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/5/2008 8:32:26 PM | Silent as Christmas
Is night wishing
Deep well wishing
Winds Settled Contained Being drained drip
By drip
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/6/2008 7:01:11 AM | Drain... will to survive stay alive with pain. Hearts dashed on the shoals of rough passage crossed Confidence lost faith to renew run askew into timeless portals deep where fears and doubts keep resurfacing into reality and the full totality of hope, is lost. At what cost do we try again to believe retrieve our dreams of love and joy and sing out loud, deploy our hidden resources sources of resilience and dance to a different song? We all belong to Love’s refrain and love is well worth trying again. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/6/2008 3:12:10 PM | And love is well worth trying again, so songs will say it's true; no one knows just where or when, but when it comes, it's due.
Forever is too far to see, too far for blinded eyes. Today is my reality, and so I'm called unwise.
Unwise, I often fail to see which love is proffered here; if love and gifted so for free then love did sure appear.
But if the trying, crying game reveals a wicked heart, then all of love's a crying shame and rips the soul apart.
So some will play and some will stay and some get torn apart, but God knows if I'd had my way I'd have heard no call to start.
But start I did and so I hid (for I know all the game) and wicked I would have me rid and still be found the same. | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/6/2008 4:06:11 PM | still be found the same engrained in memory like a walk in the rain detained by the seminary only enlistment will stop drops of blood pooling around the crop planted not to grow tall reeped small by all who call this place home the alone on foot destined to roam aimless yet precise taking no advice as the rain continues to fall | |
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| First Line, Last Line (Part Deux) Posted: 5/6/2008 4:07:22 PM | and still be found the same the total essence of me although i constantly change i'll be what i'll be...
life is such a trip i'll never figure out such a journey it is to live without a doubt... | |
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