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Posted: 10/25/2007 4:52:09 PM | Always got love for another dear. *hugs and kisses for all that visit good people or bad*
Btw my life was very harsh but I try to stay focused on a better place for me later....
This is a part of a song I was making... I hope it has relevence?
Man's voice
Since I've been gone
The world is not the same once more
I must find myself through passion
The passion that binds us
Sworn to find your soul once more
I'm left with nothing drifting wanting more
Of yourself
It's an endless battle
The thought of good and evil would be a game
Instead I'm left battling same
MYSELF
Like a stab in the back
There is NOTHING----
Nothing I can't achieve
The price is conviction in all my greif
Search me out before I'm gone
Or I won't find the strengh to carry on
Woman's voice
Since you've been gone
They'll be no freedom
Just a synical lie from day to day
They say the world has washed away
LOVE----
In a heartless boundry
The harvering ghost of a man once gone
You must find the strengh to carry on
With you soul
So many heartaches
The worst is the thought you can't stand
So many heartbreaks
Woman's voice
They'll be no surrender in the vast pit of your soul
No surrender from the paths yout take from day to day | |
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Posted: 10/25/2007 6:09:28 PM | I was watching Independence Day on TV....... Felt really inspired to write.
What will it take to endure peace
So many brothers of mine have lived to cease
How many more sisters, sons, daughters, wives have to die before we all care
We should love one another for all to bare
I am just a man with a voice of opinion if you listen for a minute or two
How many of you have lost a loved one that it cause you tears from your view
I feel for all of you, death should not be an option but the way it has to end
Whether we live for a minute or forever within
Does the shroud of hate cloth our minds that we don't listen to tears
I have lived in hate to long tearing nothing but myself up all the years
We all have a right to exist on this small small world of ours
Let peace reign for all who have and would die to protect their loved ones from harm
We were all born on this planet god damnit! How many more of us have to die before we care? 9/11 America banded together. Does it have to take a disaster for us to come together? I say no more just live in mutual harmony if you care about eachother! I wish Osama Bin Laden could read this so he'd see my point! We're all seeking peace, but you're so blinded by your f'n greed of hate you wanna kill us? How many of our sons and daughters have died for your petty reasons? How many more have felt the fear of your hate? You sit there in you f'n cave and call us cowards? While your brothers do the dying? If you were a real man you'd strap a bomb on your ass and blow your ass up for not caring. You play the coward king, and as such you'll be hated for eternity! | |
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Posted: 10/25/2007 8:05:54 PM |
There was a battle on the poetry threads I visit. All it took was two women to talk about losing their children for peace to endure.
Machevelli (sorry might be spelled wrong) once wrote ...... "Is it better to be loved or feared" I believe aswell it's better to be feared. However a tyrant is never loved unless they show one act of benevolous.
This goes out to all of us merging t0gether as one for the common goal.
Are relationships with others in our lives about confrontation or cooperation ...
surely peace and harmony between souls should be our goal ... always
Random thoughts
when enmeshed, create images.
To what direction is of importance,
the human condition, flashes
sometimes in brilliance,
sometimes in darkness.
Is there a twilight for two souls
where balance exists?
Or is it a struggle?
Who wins?
It is not a contest.
It is rather, what wins?
Harmony, love, respect,
compassion exist
in the twilight of
common mind sets
without contest.
Keep your threads going lberserkerl ... I enjoy reading your insights, Jon | |
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Posted: 10/25/2007 11:41:35 PM | Isn't it amazing the very small words I still love you can save a rocky marriage
Or that a love of another can stop a bloody war
Kings used to assign their daughters to another county in exchange for peace
This may not be ethical but it did work
I ask you all to think on this
If you didn't love eachother why'd you get into the relationship
Every relationship takes compromise to work
Some of you girls go for the wrong guy for reasons unknown
While the good guys are left all alone
Look into a man's heart to see if he's the one
Brothers, Sisters I love you all even though we're far apart and far from related
Too many to mention but I thought I'd let you all know that
The wrong guy does not say he loves you fore he is too far up his own ass to care
So ladies I hope and pray you all can listen to a good man when he says those very small words
I love you, that's all that matters | |
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Posted: 10/26/2007 12:37:58 AM | ~Reincarnation~
Broken and hopeless..you found me..
read my life through a thread of pain
as you struggled through your own..
never judging me, wiping my tears,
making me laugh and forget the bad
things in my life.
I hope I made you forget yours
as we laughed about silly fun things.
Then you called me and we heard
each others voices..you not looking for love..
and I also burnt once to many times.
But I think it found us...both lonely
and needing a kindred soul that
makes your heart beat faster.
A smile on my face when I think of you
and nervous...like two teenagers
infatuated by the feelings
we stir in one another...
I can't wait to touch you,
you yearn to touch me,
dance in each others arms...
looks across the table, the room
I want to look into your eyes
and see myself reflected in them
as I reflect you in mine..soft, wanting each other
body, mind, soul...
and the feeling that this time...
it is just so right..... | |
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Posted: 11/6/2007 7:23:20 PM | The chalice
A cup of burden a lifetime to see it all
Weak powerful great small
Is immortality on a wasted planet even worth to achieve
I want life in a better world forever but I can't do that on my knees
Does the chalice offer immortality to those who quench their thirst in it's blood goblet
Drawing all your youth bourn charima from it
Drink from the chailice and be reborn
And the land will change and transform
But a saint doesn't sin he fights
I know it all but i'd rather stand tall with might
All in all is a forever on a planet that's born with hate
I'd rather stand before my judgement at the gates
Heaven Hell it matters not for either place can offer solitude for one of the man breed
Living forever on a lonely planet makes me tear and bleed | |
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Posted: 11/6/2007 7:48:40 PM |  B. , hope all is well! jules
Oh yet we trust that something good;
Will cure the immortality of today!
Defective saints and bloody hollows;
Live a life of deep deception;
why let them make us their corruption?
All though we know of anything;
Trust that good shall prevail;
Love is living....lives here still!
Every winter...shall change to spring;
as with heart of dark blue snow!
Another lovely flower ....shall grow!
Discover life as your own perception;
living each day as your own creation.
As infants cry....and love expires;
Know your heart is a forest fire!
The infant with language as only a ...cry;
Your power is something...that can fly!
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Posted: 11/6/2007 9:36:28 PM | I can't help but think about the women there.
How they are shunned when they're on they're moon time.
When they're lactating, when they're pregnant and ready to bear
child, they must hide in a house kilometers from the village as if being a woman were a crime.
Sometimes I don't want to think about the women there.
How they give birth on dirty floors, at times without clean water.
So isolated in the hillsides with no law enforcement or medical care.
Where having a son is the greatest honour, but there are no celebrations when you birth a daughter.
It's hard to think about the women there, in those isolated places
But their stories are etched in my mind by the hard lines of their faces. | |
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Posted: 11/6/2007 9:49:49 PM |  Jesyka....my lovely warrior friend! You always make me think so hard!
For the words you leave are so very true, I cry to think women live as this!
Etched faces of lifes drawn out pages;
leaving horror in our faces;
Yet in the year 2007, such as this does live.
I only to watch the news at 6:00pm
or open up my internet;
Nothing in this life is free;
Live it as you will...is hard!
My God....the imminent soul...
so charred...scarred!
Nothing ever is as should be,
Life is really , such a haunt.
If all our fears...
all our dreams
faded into one Imagining;
What on Gods name,
would it be?
A severe tendency of BLEED?
Answer...hard....
reason....
simple.....
Life and humans....
all so unreasonable.
I still have hope....
within my time.....
Love will conquer.....
Heart sublime!
Hope shall have to enter...
without politics....
and temper!
Someday...
we shall overcome;
All the pain....
that has been done....
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Posted: 11/7/2007 7:26:27 AM | | aww jules you always see the positive..its' good to read your writes again! | |
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Posted: 11/13/2007 9:18:00 AM | Across time lovers come and go bye
On a scale of eternity our lives flash by in the blink of an eye
Time flows like a river and history repeats
Is it our flaws that makes us retreat from life as the heart still beats
Inner dispair like a massive pain we cannot enjoy life
Shouldn't we all try to be ourselves and thrive
O my heroine
Far away now
Will I ever see your smile
O love goes away
Like night into day
It's just a fading dream
I'm the darkness
You're the stars bright
Our love is like the sun
O come what may
I won't age a day
I'll wait for you always
Must we part now
Our lives go on
But my heart won't give you up
Speak to me once more | |
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Posted: 11/16/2007 8:32:01 PM | If God lays out all the cards
Why do we never win
Just turned 21 already lived in sin
I stink beneath the serpent
Bottle of rum in my hands
What passes beyond me I never saw at still
The wicked are everywhere
Demons with business phones on the streets
Could I be another
God asks me for my word
A mortal man I can only give my middle finger up
I see children not playing just following the rules
Then one by one another shooting in the schools
You lay your vicious cycle on those who lead the world
Teachers teaching discipline
Then off to make love to whores
Saying we act like children
You make me wanna puke and spit
A venemous snake that I have become due to your ways
Look me in the eyes when I talk to you
You wanna make up rules and games for us to play by
While you pretend to be righteous
I'm so mad I could drive a fork in your eye
Now we're gonna play by my rules
Bend over the desk
Don't worry that's just a uzi if you get outta line with your talk
Ummm yea that all has a valid point. I just remember all those childish kid haten teachers back in my day. The cycle of hate in schools will never stop unless kids are treated like kids, not government property. And hell sometimes even in prison you get more rights than in school. I say this after a friend of mine said he saw some guy get a broomstick in the anus and broke off at the hilt. Sometimes it's better to be treated like an animal in prison than treated like you don't matter in school. | |
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Posted: 11/16/2007 9:15:47 PM | ok all this came from Jules
All the times you feel so bad;
life is drifting ever sad.
Things feel like they are lettin' go
Remember this and then you know;
Life is hard most all the time;
not just for you;
but all mankind!
when you think it is the worst;
think of someone with more hurt!
The one that thought to end his life;
one whom found death with a knife.
Someone robbed and killed a friend;
then think your life...all over again!
Always someone worse off than we;
someone whose heart sadly bleeds!
Be grateful for the things you have!
Know you are real...things ain't that BAD! | |
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Posted: 11/17/2007 5:49:03 PM | Soulmates
sometimes the connection is so strong,
you can live through so many wrongs
knowing that things won't change.
knowing the sweetness of so much pain.
when do you let go?
when do you say no?
when potentially you feel this could be it,
if you turn, the one you'll regret.
how do you know
when its time to let go? | |
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Posted: 11/17/2007 9:28:35 PM | Dearest Jessi,
The greatest gift is letting go of overburdened emotions
Feelings of loss dispair hopelessness lead down a spiraling pit of madness
I have known people that accept them for what they are but they are a fool in sheltering light
Their blindness of the beauty of the sun's harmonic rays leads them further from who they are
You should know it's time to let go when they no longer care for themselves
I myself have found burdens and pains in this realm of life I cannot bare to face again
Yet I have to endure it time and time again
Always though I come back to me and that the greatest gift I can bestowe on any woman
Does the sun light peirce the heaven's skies
Do angels sing a chorus when one dies
To join them in the pleasant realm
No fear of harm, hurt, or sorrow in the calm
Just loving one another with open arms
Sisters, brothers, husbands, wives, and strangers find agreement in the afterlife to bare
When does the heart sorrow break when no one is longer there
Your love continues to flow in the afterlife for all who care
Brothers and sisters I remind you to take a look at any one's life when they're down
Why do they feel so much burdens that drag them to the ground
They are experiencing god's woes of a planet that's not there for eachother
Hug a stranger, gather for the poor it helps the world and so much more | |
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Posted: 11/27/2007 7:38:23 PM | Jesyka....your poem made me think deeply...it made me see , in myself...the reasons we keep one in our photoeye...it is the connection. I am thinking maybe the love of lovers may be gone....yet the love that still exists; caring; coping; understanding of their ways. It never goes away! You may have to deal with it all your rest of life. Find a way to deal...and see it , for what it is, love that lives on. Not the same way...but in many different ways. I have done it...and it is much better than just letting go......find the way right for you!
Iberserkerl........so young you are....and so wise! You shall find the way to reach above all the struggles!
Within my heart ;
many beats take place.
Each has a meaning;
role , in my life.
Maybe not the one intended from the start.
Yet years pass like seasons and life gets harder.
One that knows us for what we were;
when the purest; wings of gold; heart of heaven.
This one may not have been the ONE!
Yet they may know our deepest hearts desires.
Never forget those...that lived with us our dreams.
Remember....they lost theirs ....too!
They are just like us....lost and sorrowful.
Always remembering ...what Could have been!
Jesyka, jules | |
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Posted: 12/3/2007 6:57:54 PM | When the heart reaches it's darkest phase only light around from family and friends can bring it from it's knees
Often a burdened man I feel misplaced in this world full of bickering and disease
I found myself lying in a pool of black velvet ink
I feel like royalty but nowhere is there a crown for this king
When does the pain stop only when it's passed it's course
Struggling running on in the race of life trying to finish first coming up short
Breathe in breathe out all I can do to get me by
Take in these metaphors and you'll see the truth from one man passing by
A hero to some but the blaspemous gods put a burden on my eyes
Why do we suffer so long and hard when there's still beauty in the world
Friends lovers prophets sinners even have a value on our words
D0es the heart stop beating when we find out how to live
So many deserving people to share life with I try so hard to give
Often reminded of when I was a child so many things I could become
Now I'm missing wings of an angel that comes with purest love
To be the king of kings does it bare any truth
To be admired by all that's not me I can only play the stooge
I'd sprinkle a thousand roses on your bed if you were to accept me for me
All I want is you and to just let me be
So many scars keep ripping open stitches sewn shut to hide the pain
Am I normal or out of burden to the core I become insane
Stricken with madness no longer a soldier to the core
I shake I tremble I fall to the floor
Only heaven's promise of virtue is enough to get me through the day
Living alone is so empty I wish you'd see my words and say
I'm sorry I couldn't love you for who you trully are
Your lies is just a misconception you're a noble spirit I can see through your scars
I love you regardless of your pain through your eyes
I'll wipe away your tears if you love me back whole heartedly as long as we're both under the skies
Then I say to you in a flicker of ever changing woes
You were always with me from my head down to my toes
I love you for caring I love your sweet warm breath down my neck
So many people passed me by before you came to check
On me this wounded soldier that's only a shadow of a lie
To you my sweetest angel I give my life for you as I cry | |
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Posted: 12/4/2007 8:18:08 PM | Don't give up on dreams before they come true
Your heart should always be open for the unchanged and new
People are like wishing ponds fountaining wishes and dreams for a penny hoping it comes true today or near
You may regret you never got to hold on to them while they were here
I never forgot your giggles or the way you said hello or bye
All that matters is that you spoke to me and brought a tear from my eye
I don't know what made us part ways maybe fear it would work in the end
Maybe I'm just holding onto bad memmories when there's nothing to ammend
But you my angel have been my inspiration through bad times and good
I never wanted to leave your pressence you're intoxicating your breath when you speak as you should
Your eyes your warming grace
Every night I have dreamed of kissing your face
Just to wake up and not have you near brings my heart down in tears
I would have loved you forever years upon years
Maybe now is when we find eachother though it's been a heartache waiting for you to show
Your heart is always with me wherever I may go
Every momment I breathe you're still with me in the end
Maybe not fully together but all I need is your smiling face for me to grin
Did you find another maybe I was too foolish to not let you go
Maybe I'm just your orphan waiting for you to show
Some mercy for someone that has loved you without a kiss to face
Maybe I'm destined to die alone without a love I can call my place
I know I can count on you to see my heart expand
I only hope I can walk down the aisle with you wife and man hand in hand | |
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Posted: 12/4/2007 8:25:44 PM | Don't give up on dreams before they come true
Your heart should always be open for the unchanged and new
People are like wishing ponds fountaining wishes and dreams for a penny hoping it comes true today or near
You may regret you never got to hold on to them while they were here
I never forgot your giggles or the way you said hello or bye
All that matters is that you spoke to me and brought a tear from my eye
I don't know what made us part ways maybe fear it would work in the end
Maybe I'm just holding onto bad memmories when there's nothing to ammend
But you my angel have been my inspiration through bad times and good
I never wanted to leave your pressence you're intoxicating your breath when you speak as you should
Your eyes your warming grace
Every night I have dreamed of kissing your face
Just to wake up and not have you near brings my heart down in tears
I would have loved you forever years upon years
Maybe now is when we find eachother though it's been a heartache waiting for you to show
Your heart is always with me wherever I may go
Every momment I breathe you're still with me in the end
Maybe not fully together but all I need is your smiling face for me to grin
Did you find another maybe I was too foolish to not let you go
Maybe I'm just your orphan waiting for you to show
Some mercy for someone that has loved you without a kiss to face
Maybe I'm destined to die alone without a love I can call my place
I know I can count on you to see my heart expand
I only hope I can walk down the aisle with you wife and man hand in hand | |
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Posted: 12/5/2007 8:32:47 AM | We linger on past loves
craving the preservation of some frozen fragmented fantasy.
We feel so much loss and pain when disease infests bodies, when our loved ones die, when we lose our partners and dreams.
Yet, we hope.
We hope that in the distant tomorrow love will reign again,
and we shall be wrapped in cozy sheets of love in that feeling
where life around abounds with beauty and happiness.
We hope to be able to reconcile and accept the death and the pain.
We hope that we will find somebody to share all this magnificence with.
There will never be gain without loss for life serves them hand in hand,
There will never be flawlessness for perfection cannot exist without her
and so what then?
How can we envision our hope if we know that the deep roots of reality say, we will lose our parents, our friends, our children and no relationship will not be laced with ribbons of pain, of infedelity, of loss of love, of hardship?
But, we are alive.
We can be incapacitated by life's magnitude, by her sadness, and anger and rage.
By her love, and happiness and splendor
By all her colours, her emotions, her snow storms and cyclones, her fairskies and scents of lilacs on a summer breeze.
For in the end,
we can say, we lived and loved and loss... | |
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Posted: 12/7/2007 6:34:16 PM | Living Forward, Understanding Backward
TGIF Today God Is First, by Os Hillman
The one who calls you is faithful and He will do it. - 1 Thessalonians 5:24
When I was in my 20's, I participated in a wilderness-training course in a desert and mountain
area. For our 'final exam,' we were blindfolded, placed in the back of a pickup truck, and taken
to a remote area. We were dropped off and told to meet back at the camp in three days. We did not
know where we were. We had to determine our location with our compasses. It was a frightening
experience for four young people who had learned to navigate through the use of a compass only a
few days earlier. With our food and water on our backs, we began our trek. It had just snowed that
morning, so the way was difficult. We walked through valleys, canyons, snow-covered hills, and
forests. In all, we walked more than 60 miles in three days. There were times when we did not
think we could go another foot. Exhaustion and frostbitten feet were taking their toll. However,
we finally made it to our base camp successfully, and to our surprise, we were the first ones
among the other patrols to make it back.
At the conclusion of our journey, we were able to stand on top of a ridge, look behind us and see
the beautiful terrain that we had just scaled. The pain of what we had just endured seemed to
subside. We could not believe we had actually walked through those valleys and snowcapped hills.
There was a sense of accomplishment.
Life is very much like this. It is often lived forward, but understood backward. It is not until
we are down the road a bit that we can appreciate the terrain God has allowed us to scale and the
spiritual deposits He has made in our life as a result. When you begin to realize some of this,
you sit back and breathe a sigh of relief because you know that God was in control all along. It
didn't seem like it at the time, but He was.
Are you in the midst of a difficult journey that seems almost impossible to continue? Be assured
that God is providing grace even now to equip you for that journey. There will be a time when you
can say, 'Wow, look at what God has done because of what I gained through that valley.' Trust Him
with the outcome of where you find yourself today.
 blessings | |
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Posted: 12/15/2007 3:32:20 AM | Wrote this awhile back but it still brings joy to me that I was able to write it
What was lost shall be found inside your heart
Knowing you should have kept it from the start
If we’re all on a ship sailing away
Into the sunset each day
While some of us are lost at sea
There’s always a lifeboat you throw to me
My saviour from the storm
When the rain washes down and pours
The water falls in your eyes tell of the paths you made
I wish we were all birds to fly in the sky for all man’s sake
Even when you know that’s why we kept apart
The paths you’ve chosen left you down in the abyss of your heart
Fly my child follow your heart
You’re only tearing your soul apart
Live each day with a smile
It will bring you from your knees for a while
The more you practice what you truly feel
The more burdens and pains won’t kill
What and who you really are
Is showing like a diamond or shooting star
Fall to earth where you’re truly blessed
Give not into temptation and let your soul rest | |
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Posted: 12/27/2007 10:51:29 AM | I called out your name in a disheartening storm
Clouds of rage thundered down leaving me a helpless man if you didn't hear my call as the storm poured
I tried to call your name louder but the storm silenced me
Were you an imagination or was I seeing you for the first time
You came up that dusky road mud on your heels carrying a soft sonnet of the one i'm to be with
We sat by the fire as I warmed up a cup of cocoa to ease your travel
Your eyes were full of water but not from the storms rage
It was more or less to see a complete stranger enter your life and offer you a direct validation of love
Was my shaky hands a burden when you held me and I melted into you
Passion ignited as we fell to the floor embracing
I had only a small dream of you and now you were here in all your glory
I sank my teeth into your skin savoring every morsel of passion from your neck
Before long we were both exausted and we fell asleep by the fire
I woke up and you were not there
Was it only a dream I asked myself and fell into tears
The one I wanted for so long was still a fragmented imagination
I felt a prick, it was a rose on top of my head
It had a note as I quickly examined it
It read I'm not alone anymore as simple as it seemed
My love burdens were over but when will I see you again | |
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Posted: 1/9/2008 6:49:10 PM | Angels are falling
Angels are falling falling angels
Everytime I go outside I look up at the sky
Wondering why the love of my life had to die
She could've lived instead she left me broken on this cruel realm
How are you gonna leave me while I drift into hell
I know somewhere you're up there and they're letting you fly
While I burn in hell on earth I wish I would die
So here's the deal I say to the sky and let it drift in the air
Bring you back to me I say as I cut a lock off my hair
I place it on your grave so you can come back to me
You probably don't care or you'd see my eyes pour rain so much I can't see
I don't even remember your face as I used to kiss your face
So do you even care that I loved you till you was tooken from me in this game of life that's a race
You finished first while I'm spinning in circles around
Never to die but live immmortallity on this frozen wasteland of cruel ground
I wish I could say sorry and let you smile above
I could've given you the love
Now I want you to see me for all I am
Just a broken shell left of what used to be a man | |
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Posted: 1/9/2008 7:26:16 PM | hiya sweets! lovely poem...yet so so sad! Hope all is well! hugs jules
Infinite wisdom is knowing that souls
loved us once ....are above this mess!
Never a day ...do they not pray....
not a moment do they not look upon us!
If this story is true.....
she sees all of you!
Heart and soul.....
she lives and breathes you.....just another way!
Sorrow is the spiritless soul
wandering in darkness...forgets the light
One moment in heaven.....
thousand years for us!
Know that the time will escape
as the breath.....
someday...all will be together
again....lovely place for hearts to spend
Eternity...within...lovliness!
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