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Posted: 1/12/2008 7:50:12 PM | 2:45 and the bell went off,
Thank God,
Many people think im odd
But I talk with no one,
And I walk alone,and I avoid sunlight with a chalky tone
I get home and dont say hi,
It aint no one there,
I dont care I walk in and go right up the stairs
To my room
Get in bed and just wait for dark cause thats when the real show starts (tap tap)
'tap tap' on the glass go the piece of ass'
So young and pretty its too bad she past
But she comes to my room and we talk at night,she's demonic and bloody,but she holds me tight
In my bedroom,with her im never alone,and I kiss her cold lips until morning comes
Then she gone,
I can still hear her voice loom.
But she only exists in the dark of my room
Love...
(I cant ignore you)
In my room
(do anything for you)
Love...
(I do adore you)
In My Room...
You and I
I try to smile alot,but im always frontin,but I do love a ghost and atleast thats something.
She dont talk much,
When she do it get cold,
Usually we just lay there and we hold each other, we're lovers we dont need others,
One of my mother's cats jumped up on the covers
And it scared my baby guess she dont like pets so I twisted its ****in head off at the neck
Look baby,
It's bloody, it's gone, it's doomed, please come back to the room I do anything for thy, dont ignore me this is more than a sick love story
W/o you id bring a shotgun to school and I will if you want me to for any reason
I hate that u leave when the lights come on and if I had it my way the ****in sun would be gone!
Sometimes I kiss her and I start shakin,she slips me the tongue and it taste like bacon.
Uh oh somethings wrong baby's upset
She told me she was spotted by the neigbors kid
She cant come back now cause they know our secret
Unless I can make them keep it.
If I do she may come to life now in their yard with a shotgun and knife
Cut the screen
Went in and found the kid
Blew a bowl of spaghetti in the side of his head,the daddy was next runnin down the hall,I shredded his throat and he was
Quick to fall,tossed the mossberg and gripped the knife,started stabin the shit out of his wife,
Went home a bloody mess with a job well done.
Wash up and wait for my baby to come
I waited two or three days, four days, waited for the tap tap like always. I waited and hated this I created a bloody mess.
I waited two or three months, four months, waited for the tap tap just for once. I waited and hated this I created a bloody mess.
I waited two or three days, four days, waited for the tap tap like always. I waited and hated this I created a bloody mess.
I waited two or three months, four months, waited for the tap tap just for once. I waited and hated this I created a bloody mess. | |
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Posted: 1/13/2008 12:24:02 AM | I slept last night that you were right by me
We watched the sun from the mountain top and you confided in me
You told me how scared you was
I caressed your shoulders and told you the world still has love
Believe me if I had it any other way I'd be yours from this day on
You were quick to spot a fool in love with you but you felt you needed more to go by
Does love scare you
Did you see it in my heart I'd do anything for you
Is that all you want
Is some miserable sap that just says hi and you rush off to marry him cause he has no feelings
You deserve better I should've known beyond years love has no place in this world
You looked so beautiful in my dream
I would gaze your body for hours, days, years it seems
Love is a burden if the feeling can't be returned
That's why I drift alone a nomad on a ship full of yearning
All I wanted was you to share the skies with
Now I feel as if I'll never feel the touch of your warming grace upon me
If I could have just one wish for the world
It would be for lovers to awake and find their soulmates
No more petty arguements that lead to divorce
Just an enity 0f life as it runs it's course
Forever | |
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Posted: 1/13/2008 3:03:05 AM | I look all around just the creatures of hell
Chewing on my arms and casting their spells
I lift my head up to get a shiv in my eye
Living in the underworld there isn't even a sky
It's just the smoke covered walls and the guards on patrol
Busting shots at me cause i'm losing control
Sulking in my room and not a sheet to my name
All my lyrical genious nothing left if i'm sane
Lurking in this prison while the maggots consume
My flesh from my face as i'm starting to loom
Welcome to the darkness they chant and they scream
As the razors hit their flesh and they spit out some cream
Is anyone around that knows a way out
As they submerge my soul in fire and I scream and I shout
Know there's no way outta my hell
I sold my soul for nothing and I bleed and I swell
I take out my life I wake up next door in the mass
Screaming with the richies who gave up it all up in the last | |
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Posted: 2/1/2008 4:57:58 PM | Open up my eyes
Save me from what they've done
Wasting all this time
That I've wanted to be with you for so long
Inside there's always you
It's been killing me for so long
All this time i've waited
Never seemed to change
I was fool to be untrue to you
Has all my time been wasted
All this time I've waited
Never to hear you voice
That I've waited to hear for so long
The only voice i hear
Is you'll never end up with her
Has all my time been wasted
Don't shut me out
Don't shut me out and say it'll be ok
Has all our time been wasted
Or is this just the start
I've kept you in my heart this whole time
Don't deny my feelings
You showed me what I really am | |
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Posted: 2/1/2008 5:02:10 PM | Wake up face the world around you smiling prince
You are the only one drifting under the stars
A thousand of your countrymen are lying on the battlefield with scars
Why did you think you could lead men to the greater of mankind
When you have tooken thousands of women to your bedchamber to not have as your bride
Take one last good look at your life before it's gone
I'm waiting across your balcony with crossbow in arms | |
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Posted: 2/1/2008 7:27:42 PM | I was washed away
From the world of land
Drifting on my only salvation
The thought of returning to your open arms
I was never considered dead
But I was lost deep in the thoughts of my mind
A thousand cuts placed on the blade as sharp my sword
The deepest cut came from not knowing who I was anymore
Drifting silently ashore
Asleep from the tragedies inside my bleaken heart
Fore another man would be thrown apart
But I must stand there in bandages to hide my face
Returning to you is nice but it's not my grace
I am lost within my broken soul
Memories when I was in battle remain all the more
The laughter we shared is a memory washing away
That's when you left me
I promised myself I would get you back
I jumped to the next world not looking back
Where I could have been fixed of all my wounds
It'd be for nothing without you
Now I'm lost in this world of games
No longer myself I am as worthless as a slave
Shackled and bound to the world's new demeanor
Death was a joke compared to what life is
Modern advancements are a wonder in great
But the way you all treat eachother is worse than a demon's grace
Love is the only thing that matters
That's why I am here
Before it shatters | |
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Posted: 2/1/2008 7:30:08 PM | star stealing girl where are your stars
are they void in the darkness overwhelming your heart
is it true you could once capture the moon with your grace
a thousand men would line up just to see your face
when did it all go up in flames
what happened to the way you carried your name
what happened to your angelic pride
did it all go in a heap of dust as you laid down and died
crossing the stars you created you must've felt at loss
the stars you store in your heart couldn't save you from cost
living day to day you're now at a new beginning
stealing what is most important to you
no longer will you steal the stars from the sky
steal nothing anymore it's the love in your eye
the most important thing is that we all live
and so you stole nothing instead you give
when you find the strengh to realize your amends
know that i'll always consider you in the stars as my freind | |
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Posted: 2/1/2008 7:31:54 PM | Dropping to one knee I kissed the king upon his throne
Sworn to fealty upon a man I never known
Your were the one I trully adored
And now this one man is sending me away from you off to war
Bodies drop as arrows fly
Cussing screaming I shout to the sky
Bring me home where i should be
I care not whether I become living history
Let that coward who sits upon his throne
Take my place among the blood and bones | |
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Posted: 2/2/2008 2:31:34 PM |  B. , darkness has taken you over! Nice writing, my friend! 
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Daggers of Teardrops~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Fluid emotions flow;
forming solid red drops.
From darkness grown;
within ones soul.
Wherein darkness falls;
daggers wounds weep.
Deeply without surrender;
glistening teardrops bloody.
Falling slowly in the pain;
praying for a cleansing rain.
Hearts make no sound as they break;
quiet as an empty grave.
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Posted: 2/16/2008 2:30:54 AM | Remember the ocean's shores
Memmories lost of summer's bliss are but a memory or more
You used to come to me splashing around
Now I sit alone waiting to be found
I didn't care if you were to part from me
I knew I'd see you again if I held my will freely
You're my every burning desire
To see your face again and admire
Surely as the sands of time have kept us apart
A blossoming romance is about to unfold and start | |
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Posted: 2/24/2008 2:30:39 AM | I never spoke a word to you as I went out to find myself again
Seems I'm a broken man always wanting more for myself
I never got to tell you I love you and remember the smile I put on your face
We crossed again but as strangers, I didn't recognize you even in the town you grew up in
Cobwebs fill my mind as I shift through the clutter carrying only a rose in my sleeve you gave me along time ago
Why do I keep this rose
Does the sands of time proove that if I keep it I can eventually find you
I'll let you go for now
Maybe we'll meet again if it's meant to be
Till then I'll keep the rose close to my heart
And endless possibility of the woman that made me a man | |
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Posted: 2/24/2008 2:35:04 AM | Wishing on a dream so far away
Hoping it will come today
Into the silent night
foolish dreamers turn their gaze waiting on a shooting star
But
What if that star is not to come
Will their dreams fade to nothing
All beyond all hope
We all need to believe there is hope
Is an angel watching over me
Can this be the guiding light i've yet to see
I know all I hope
There's an emptieness inside my soul
What could fill this emptieness inside of me
Is my guiding light i've yet to see
Now all I need desperately
Is my shooting star to come | |
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Posted: 3/2/2008 6:12:39 PM | It's all a dream
You and I is all that matters
And all that I can actually see as reality
If you take away these heavy emotions I feel for you
There will still be the memories of a lovely woman who offered me kindness despite my heavy burdens
I will always remember how you yearned for a man who never gave himself a chance at life
I was a fool I'm sorry
I never wanted anybody to love me
Yet you did
I'm sorry we couldn't get together settle down with a family and let me have a chance at happieness
I now sit alone gazing at the moon wondering if you do the same when you think about me
Life's so full of heartaches
Did I really choose this fate for myself
To be one with my hatred slowly dispersing through a man that hardly smiles
What did you see in me
I have to know
Did the embodiement of a man that could love you fulfill you
Did I actually make you smile
I'm just the pawn on the opposing chessboard
Staring at my true queen on the opposite side
Tell me why we had to fall apart
Just do me that last request and I'll let you go | |
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Posted: 3/4/2008 7:12:27 AM | I starred into the vast open sea
I saw the world as it should be
Glancing into your eyes
Never in this life have i ever been surprised
Till that day you leaned forward
Our lips twisting like a cord
The embracement made my heart expand
Thanking god i was blessed a man
I never once forgot the sweet taste of life itself
Thanking god you're a goddess yourself
Loving you was all that mattered
I often prayed hoping it wouldn't shatter
Like a thousand cuts it would bring to my heart
Crossed with death I will not part
Open my heart and you'll see
A perfect picture of you and me
Often I find myseft a adrift
You as my guide I'm never missed
The target I'm after is never a fear
Whether by ocean far or near
I'll travel that distance to be with you
Sky pitch black or sunny blue
In my dreams I'll never stop knowing
My dream with you is allways showing
Often i see us apart
A thousand cuts upon my heart
You should know I'm always faithful
As children we were allways playful
If you go I will not deny
I'll carry you on upon my eye
In this world though you'll never see
A guy as potent for all to be
If you can't see I can't stop knowing
When's it come like the wind is blowing
I can't stop myself from showing
I love you more than the world is knowing
I'm just scarred to show myself
That's why you see me in all good health
I hope you'll never stop showing your winding grace
My eyes on yours or upon your face
I can't stop my love for you
Don't let my dream die before it's true | |
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Posted: 3/19/2008 9:43:36 AM | Pimpin all the way east coast
Strollin with my feathered hat purple blazer to boast
Cane in my hand
Glock in my pants
Got to pass the cops without gettin caught
Just another homeboy runnen down the block
Never one to miss a girl out of luck
Get her in the back of my car and begin to fvck
Don't let my attitude fool ya i'm one with the charms
It's just that another fool wants in on my hoes sends me up in alarms
Fvcken stricken by the sound of screams
Get out the glock roll up down the streets
Don't fvck around with my money i'm just like Al Capone
Murder ya for every nickel off my loan
I got betches fat sticks duckets and marks know who's the top
Crack a betch in the teeth if they think i'm washed up
There's too many pimps not enough hoes
Gotta get back to subject so i'll give it to em slow
Na fvck that gotta represent the streets
So I roll up with a blunt lit up i'm seeing streaks
Gots problems i'm your prozac pill
I'm deadly vicious and i'll let ya feel for a thrill
Gots fifty bucks i'll let you in on the secret
Don't give a shet who's after you you'll live on the street | |
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Posted: 3/19/2008 12:33:57 PM | Sorry thought i'd try my hand at rappin :D
Anyway it's almost easter and i'm sure everyone would appreciate a poem about it
Even though buried after being crusified on a cross
The savior returned and comforted mourners who were at a loss
So many sins forgiven in a momment of utter agony
Yet the world is still needing a savior now through all our tragedies
Will our men and women hurry up and get out of the desert safe at home
The holy one sits pondering this on his throne
Blood and tears he shed as he was nailed at the hands
Maybe once a god but he endured tragedy as a mortal man
That's what makes us equals in my mind
To love someone you have to be equal and as such he gave himself to the cross and died | |
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Posted: 3/26/2008 9:05:14 AM | I stare at a statue made of stone
This statue resembles a man made of blood and bone
I often wonder what kind of life this man lived
Did his children cherish him and admire all he had to give
Surely he was of noble purpose to erect a statue for all to see
What if he was just a commoner just like you and me
Are we all not the same till we do something great
Just cause we do something worthwhile are we let into heaven's gate
Years pass I'm still a common man staring at a statue tall
I just wonder if I'll be a statue for all to see when I fall | |
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Posted: 4/4/2008 11:49:36 AM | Kiss me
Let me feel your warm touch upon my face
Let emotions, struggles be gone as we intertwine in the river bed
Your lips to mine, nothing else matters as we partake in a beautiful momment
Never did I believe I'd find such peace in a simple kiss
Just one single step today
Melodies of love pay for the tributes with eachother
I'm lost in your eyes
Your harmonic touch has opened my heart
You're always right there | |
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Posted: 4/5/2008 4:53:01 AM | Even if the world always let's you down
Don't give up your heart and frown
Life is a play, we're the actors performing
Sometimes a scene calls for romance
Other times tragedy
We're all a part of the cycle of life
Embracing you in the only part I took seriously
While I play the clown and the world cycles around me
I never forget my sentimental side that embraces me
Lost, days, months, years I remember your name, your smile, your laughter
Your forever embodiement on my heart has left me touched
I'm sorry I played the clown I wish you could see through my eyes
No one wants a sentimental man, so I play the fool to ease my pains
Never a momment apart, I stare at the sun which rises with each passing breath
Always a cycle, your heart to mine as we partake in our little lives
What's the point of living of course there's one
To find love forever | |
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Posted: 4/5/2008 5:09:07 AM | I took a sip of the bottle again
It's bitter sweet taste nulled me stopping the pain
Why do I live in such agony
Voices are all I have
Sometimes they scream bloody murder and I follow the call
Living in a void of shallow emotions
Never knowing who I'll be what I'll see what I'll be
I keep coming back to a bottle of Jack Daniels to solve my problems even though after it's done I'm left comotosed upon a shriven bed
I sleep often waking up to the sounds of screaming in my head
All around me walls, walls I have put up to stop the pain
Life's so hard when you're deranged and there's little help
I go out and mingle with the public knowing I could be backstabbed just for making an appearance
What's so wrong with me, don't I have a right to exist aswell
Only the bottle my only friend I can count on to ease my pain
I try to stop just to hear another voice telling me not to give up
Both light and dark sides are fighting for control of my soul in my eyes
What do they trully want from me
I sink down with my head between my legs rocking back and forth
I'm too smart for this but it's all I can believe in | |
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Posted: 4/7/2008 9:33:34 PM | Tears of life rain down from above
The angel's are crying as my body is laid to rest
Then I heard you call my name in a shriek of sadness
I so want to put my arms around you hold you tight once more but I'm gone
Live freely swan, protect your nest and float in your pond
One day we'll be together again and I'll hold you forevermore
I don't like your tears as you cry on the floor
Please smile when you think of me
Our joyous memmories, our many adventurers, our children live on a scale of eternity
My body's gone that's all
You still have much life left live it proud
Smile when they bury me under, 6 feet under the ground
I had hoped I could've took you to Paris
Make love somewhere quiet in that old tower
Now is just a shelter of mixed emotions that i'll hold in for now
Cause when I see you again I'll let them all out
We'll be together where's it's always pleasant in Heaven
Angel's won't weep anymore
Their two greatest lovers have reunited | |
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Posted: 4/18/2008 3:06:50 AM | Questions
My soul keeps seaching for the answer who, what, how am I
Am I mad at the world for unspoken rituals
I try to be happy but memmories haunt me
Are these memmories real as I fascade in the corner of my mind
Laughing alone looking like the rest of the swine
I try to find comfort in knowing i'm a good person
Mankind's deceit leaves me heartbroken that no one can trust me
I sink back in my chair the usual level
Calmed by the voices telling me I can rise above
What do I care they've told me a lie as I consume a shot to calm me down
Bleeding wounded I still come back to the usual to tell me I'll win in the end
Frowning distempered in vane I can't see past the scars
Scars left upon my wounded heart that tells me what I am
Nothing | |
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Posted: 4/25/2008 1:45:46 AM | Alone
It's the emptieness feeling in the world
Scarred
Affraid no one will like me for me
Betrayed
So many people don't give a damn about me
Insight
I know it's just a metaphor but I keep telling myself I'm better than most
Hope
Knowing one day I'll look past this and laugh more frequently | |
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Posted: 4/30/2008 6:40:19 AM | Hmm darkness always prevails. So thought i would add to your darker writes
Theres nothing to keep
Throw me away
You can hear me but you wont listen
You cant see me but you smell the familiar
You feel me move yet can not touch
Some where the truth lies
Truth lies, lies truth
Dont quite understand
You never listen
Falls on deaf ears
So f*ck you
I shall cherish my miseries alone | |
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Posted: 5/1/2008 6:02:53 PM | Visual you're a babe inside and out. I do wish more people would write in my lonely sanctum.
Shadow of the dreamer
It's a lonely road we all walk on once in awhile
Always afraid to be rediculed if we smile
It's just a dream don't let go of your pride
We all live on the land free of burdens with stride
Someday the heaven's will lift you up and ease your woes
Where are your wings strung to down to your toes
Your harmonic beauty has never failed
I'm the sheep you heard, afraid I'll get lost without your guidance held
We're all living in the twilight where our hearts ascend
Walk with me share the light as we transcend | |
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