| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 4:38:28 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2021
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/25/2007
2: 05 :55 AM
Hear my heart screaming lonely in the night
As my ears long to hear you speak
It doesn't matter too much what you say
As your voice makes me weak
Opens up places others haven't seen
And brings happiness from my soul
Sometimes I fantasize that my words did the same
I wish I could make you lose control
Of your thoughts, barriers, and heart
Wish that somehow you could see
That it is I the one you've been looking for
And now your search will end with me
Yes I am truly a romantic at heart
And thoughts of love and romance I dream
But trust me I am not delusional
And I really do see life as it seems
The sun shall rise tomorrow
And another day ends when I wake up whatever the time
And though my reality shall be the same
I can fantasize about your love if only in this rhyme | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 4:41:23 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2019
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/23/2007
9: 25 :43 PM
The words are not coming today
Or yesterday, or the day before
I guess I know the truth now
And what the future has in store
No need to worry
I will live life cool and kind
For I discovered the truth
As I was clearing out my mind
Have peace as you travel your path
May memories live in your son's heart
May God bless him in all that he does
Good bye old friend, from this world you did depart
Here's one last cheer to you, death at 45 years old and leaving behind a seventeen year old son. 16 years is a long ways back | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 4:51:33 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2013
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/18/2007
10: 39 :29 AM
The farmer with the six foot rooster
In need of money one day
Went in search to make some cash
And an idea came his way
Why not give rooster rides
Like horses at a fair
It would be such a novelty
People would have money to share
So he sat up his booth
And riders were a plenty
And he made a lot of money
As people paid their twenty
Along came a woman
And she had brought her little kitty
A feline named Rosey
And she really was quite pretty
Now down by the docks
Where the rooster booth did stand
The day was turning into night
And vision was getting bland
The woman laid her money upon the table
And they climbed up for a ride
And the tall rooster went upon his way
In a hurry and big strides
Darkness had fallen quickly
When he did come back in
He couldn't tell where to stop
For he knew not where he did begin
It was so terrible
As he couldn't stop quick enough
And walked into the ocean
Feeling bad and stuff
But when the ride was over
The breathless woman screamed that's the best ride yet
For when she climbed off that great big c ock
Her and her little p ussy was all wet | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 4:53:21 PM | Forever and day to breathe
even look'n in to the past!!!
A part of you that will last!!
Coming from the deepest of soul!!
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 4:58:38 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2012
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/17/2007
10: 54 :18 PM
A competition for who is the best
I thought by now it would have been laid to rest
Truly this competition has got to end
I am the best no use to pretend (lots of laughter)
Really though it is quite absurd
No matter the beauty some thinks it's a turd
All write things that are boring and stupid to others
And I write things that stink so bad it makes other's smother
And still I don't really give a flip
I write what I want while others fall and slip
Worrying about an audience and what others think
My words may be raw but from honesty I drink
Really I don't care conformity is boring
And reading toned down lies just leaves me snoring
And it does not matter to me if others have not a clue
I am not ashamed if someone wants to measure my IQ
For it doesn't determine if one is an idiot or smart
And it surely doesn't measure what's in someone's heart
It can't measure compassion or how much someone cares
It can't measure loyalty or if someone else will be there
It measures how well you score on a test
Some people that are intelligence are merely a clown that does jest
Did I waste my potential because I cared not for greed
Many opportunities for lots of money if I considered that a need
So I write with no concern for other's thought
Because my individuality could never ever ever be bought
It all boils down to the end of the day
It's my life and words after all is all that I'll say | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 5:01:33 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2009
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/15/2007
5: 23 :55 PM
It was so great just hearing your voice
Dang I did miss you so much
Just wanting to listen to you talk
Your words really do touch
My heart was missing yours so badly
Our conversations that delve into depths of the soul
On a never ending journey as our hearts are discovered
Running honest and free with no restraint or control
I am not afraid of the unknown
Care to explore how deeply one can love
I'm not afraid to love with every ounce of my heart
Or to give my everything to soar with you up above
I'm not at all afraid
To feel the drunkeness that love can bring
Let's swagger together like love-sicken winos
Harmonius songs we could sing
I attempt seduction by friendship
Seduction of your heart and mind
My heart feels the love that you give
My eyes look and beauty in you finds
Am I wrong for feeling this way
For caring and thinking the way that I do
Am I wrong for believing this much
I will not apologize for loving you
When you say that you miss me
A shiver you send to my spine
The thoughts that maybe you love me too
Greater illumination than the sun that does shine
My heart yearns only for yours
My eyes look and sees only you
I have breathed your essence and exhaled my love
I hope my breath may fill your soul through | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 5:05:49 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2008
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/14/2007
8: 06 :43 PM
Was running wild ..... was running free
There was no one ..... that could tame me
A little too bold ..... perhaps I was wrong
A little too tough ..... a different song
Never backed down ..... perhaps Cherokee pride
Belief in myself ...... I had inside
A little too fast ...... drag racing and all
At a hundred and fifty..... I had a ball
A four lane road ...... and a straightaway
Nerves of steel ...... living for that day
Trees were a blur ..... passing lines didn't exist
The lanes were narrow ..... I reminisce
A tire blew out ..... at eighty-five
Almost a wreck ..... lucky I could drive
Ran through the briars ..... across a field
Using only..... our arms for shields
A mile we run ..... to use the phone
Needed concert tickets ..... couldn't leave the girls at home
Brother-in-law ..... my sister's man
Came to the scene flying ..... going as fast as he can
He changed my tire ..... and drove my car
We went to the coliseum ...... still right far
Got back home ..... a little too fast
My mom asked ..... did we drive her car too fast
Said not a word ..... went and took a shower
Picked up the girls ..... right on the hour
They talked about guys ..... I made not a sound
I wanted to take them back home ..... but a promise we were bound
A friend of ours ..... he was gone
We kept our word ..... I sat alone
I didn't care ..... I enjoyed the show
Made some new friends ..... before we had to go
Got a number ..... a smile and a hug
I was rather content ..... like a bug in a rug
Thinking about her ..... the hour drive back home
Caught myself distracted ..... as my mind did roam
Those blue eyes sparkled ..... in the night
Those pupils dilated ..... what a wonderful sight
Nothing did occur ..... but a memory
I still smile ..... at the history
The girls talked about guys ..... the entire way back
Laughing and giggling ..... my buddy no slack
Dropped them off ..... and drove away
Feeling so glad ..... the end of that day
Elizabeth I smile ..... now and then
As I think back ..... back to where and when | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 5:07:31 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2007
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/14/2007
12: 41 :09 AM
As my eyes are weary and close tonight
Into the dreamworld ... I do roam
It is you there ..... the one I see
A comfort ..... like coming home
I find peace and love within your heart
A softness in your tone
I dream to hold you close to me
And never leave you alone
My wish to spend the night with you
Just to talk and laugh into the dawn
Just like so many times we have
While talking on the phone
I wish to speak the truth to you
To whisper words so true
Girl you are the one I have always dreamed
And I honestly love you | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 5:13:41 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2006
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/13/2007
9: 53 :07 PM
I don't know exactly the cause ..... as there are a few
Maybe it is all of them combined
But dog gone I feel so lonely tonight
And in such need ..... of a friend
Maybe it is going through my son's toys ..... to separate and give some away
That breaks my very soul ..... as I recall the times that he played ..... with them
I miss his innocence so much
The way he would grab my goatee ..... as he drank his bottle ..... and twist it and pull
His first steps
When his first words were dada
I so miss the times ..... that we spent just riding around
Me and him
No place to go
Just enjoying ourselves
We drove around for a little while last night .....
after he talked a kid's meal out of his grandpa
It felt so good
Just sharing a few special moments ..... like we used to
It puts a smile upon my face ..... as I think of the happy times
He starts school this year
Where in the world did the time go
I know this house feels so empty without his laughter
And the cartoons playing
Without him here ...... I wish I were a million miles away
For it is not a home ..... when he isn't here
He is at a relative's house ..... and I feel like a part of me ..... is missing
For which it is
I love my son so very much ..... and realize
Perhaps it is very true
That as deeply as you love someone
The pain can be ..... equally intense | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 5:37:06 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2004
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/13/2007
4: 16 :36 PM
Her skin glistens ..... in illuminated shadows
And excitement can be seen upon her breasts
A subtle ..... tantalizing ..... kiss ..... upon her neck brings a ..... gasp
And fingertips ..... ran down her sides ..... bring chills
Eyes shining ..... are begging ..... entrance into her feminine domain
But ..... now ..... is not yet the time
The night is youthful ..... and the sun ..... a long ways away
Slowly ..... a ..... long ..... intense ..... passionate ...... kiss is exchanged
And bodies are pulled ..... closer ..... together
Trying to pull each other inside the soul
As kisses ..... are worked downward
Down the neck
Along the curvatures ..... of the breast .... and nipple
Bringing calls of his name
Down the stomach ..... where muscles are tightening ..... and contracting
And breathing is heavy
Working slowly downward
Teasing her ..... ever so skillfully ..... and playfully
Across her mound
Stopping ..... for a few minutes
Making juices flow ..... and muscles contract ..... and flesh swell
Temptingly ..... exploring ..... areas of the inner thigh ..... and back ..... of the legs
And ..... as her skin ripples from excitement
Moans and groans escape
And his name ..... is whispered repeatedly ..... in ecstasy
Slowly ..... working upward ..... along ..... the inner thigh ..... feeling her body tremble
He tastes again her womanhood
Drawn to the taste
The smell
The feel
Of pure sexual desire
Hearing his name
Feeling ..... her need for intimacy
Feeding ..... her flames with more flames
Her body shakes and trembles ..... from enticement ..... towards orgasm
Slowly ..... with varying speed ..... and intensity
With strategic ..... intervals ..... her body writhes ..... in unadulterated pleasure
Erratic breathing
Intensified ..... moans and groans
And gyrating hips
As she pulls him..... ever so closely ..... to her mound
Trying to bring entrance ..... inside her
An upward glance ..... and is seen ..... a pleasured ..... tormented ..... look
Upon her face
Her ..... eyes closed
Bottom lip ..... bitten
Sweat ..... dripping off
Slowly ..... the orgasm ..... has built ..... up
And as ..... her body ..... is ..... enraptured
Suddenly ..... she explodes ...... with a ..... muffled ..... yell
As she covers her face ..... with a pillow ..... and releases
As her breaths ..... are heavy ..... and erratic
Slowly ..... she rolls over ..... places her head upon his arm
And her arm across his chest
A smile ..... like the refreshing rain ..... widens across her face
And love glares ..... from her eyes
Smiling ..... she reaches downward ..... and grasps him
The sun ..... has not risen yet ..... she speaks | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 5:40:33 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2002
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/13/2007
10: 06 :45 AM
A simple ceremony
Whether a cutting of the hair
Or a re-creation of one's self ..... through symbolic rebirth
Why do I do as I do
I don't know for certain
But something inside requires an event ..... to mark a new beginning
A passing of the old .... to the new
It is something that I have always done
Where ever it came from
It must be innate
For I have done so ..... for such a long, long time | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 5:47:50 PM | ****Just posting some older stuff.****
Just Different
Msg: 2001
Are You Strong Enough to Bleed
Posted: 7/13/2007
1: 05 :53 AM
I truly believed
I thought your feelings were real
Goodbye said it all | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 6:24:25 PM | crossfade--- Welcome and thanks for dropping by and sharing your words. Please feel welcomed to do so again.
Ms Kat --- Thanks for dropping by and sharing your very kind wishes ..... and for your very kind words. I truly wish you and yours the very best Easter ever and that every single day of your life will be filled with happiness, peace, and love, my friend. Take care and have fun. And the little one says Happy Easter to you and all of yours. Please do feel welcomed to drop by and visit again. CJ
HAMAZING --- Thanks for dropping by and for sharing your words. I hope that you are having a great day. And I hope that you and yours have a most excellent Easter holiday. Be safe and take care my friend and please do feel welcomed to visit again. CJ
My son will be back in a few minutes
And now will be the time to end
No more posting of poems of old
Until only who knows when
Dying Easter eggs for tomorrow
Easter egg hunts to go to
I sure have enjoyed this week
But boy the time has flew
Took a break from issues and thoughts
Looked at the future on a blanket on grass
Saw there is so much living left to do
And I'll be like a rocket when Easter does pass
I am so glad that I am alive
Took a deep breath of today
I can not predict the future
But I can see a lot of beautiful days
Shall anyone read these words
I hope that all have a great Easter day
I send my thoughts and best wishes
The very best to all as they go on their way
Happy Easter ....... | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/22/2008 7:02:56 PM | J.D. Happy Easter to You and Yours!
Enjoy these times of Easter egg Hunts
Wabbits of chocolate
Baskets of love!
There comes a time when they are gone;
We are left without all the joys of children.
Make the very best of them my friend!
All of Easters meaning, to you and son I send!
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/23/2008 11:25:28 AM | "Easter Liberation"
Part I
They don't understand
How can they?
They don't care
How can they?
They don't know
How can they?
If you don't say
Then who will know
Or care
Or understand
Use your voice and speak your truth
So that we may know
So that we can understand
So that we will care
You have the right to be heard
To exist
To live
In your time of need
Your lack-of-confidence laryngitis
Your shame and humility hidden behind pride
I shall tell your story
And if only one shall read
Perhaps there shall be one that will know
That will understand
But I hope that you do see that there is one now that does care
Part II
They never could understand the look in his eye
Or the things that he did
They never knew of the insecurity that he felt
Or the memories from which he tried to run
The times that he tried to escape them
Only to have them haunt him
They don't know of his fear to believe in someone
For when the ones that are there to protect
Are the ones that inflict the pain
How can he trust anyone
Who can be trusted with the deep dark secret
In which he must live
Who shall be his liberator
For if just one person knew
If only just one person
Perhaps the cage will unlock
And his soul will be set free
Part III
My friend I shall be your liberator
I shall be the warden
You shall be expunged
For it was you that was never guilty
Never hang your head in shame again
Refuse to be the victim forever more
Part IV
As a child
He remembers
Images placed before his eyes
That have haunted since
Behind the building
With older children standing
Encouraging
Coercing
He has his shorts pulled down
And his penis is exposed
As the older children laugh
And continue their manipulation
And she, a little older than him, has her shorts down as well
And her vagina exposed
And still the older children laugh in glee
And enjoy the spectacle
As they take advantage of being idolized
The exposed young boy tries to insert himself into the girl
And there was no way possible
But still he tried
And as the vicious crowd of cousins continue to encourage
The boy and his older relative found memories that shall haunt forever
And insecurity that has reigned over his life
And brought him so much pain
A shame that no one may probably know
A betrayal by family
An isolation that few will ever know
A withdrawal that no one shall ever care
A fear to believe
Part V
And so I shall write these words for you
For I know of the pain from which you have run
And the loneliness that you have lived
The damage done to yourself
The self-inflicted pain
Through my hand
Your voice is heard
Your story is known
And through my hand
There shall be one that cares
Part VI
Now, my friend, you story is told
The lock on the cage removed
The door to new dreams has been opened
Salvation offered
Redemption is at hand
Today is Easter
When your Savior arose from the grave
Let, too, today be your personal Easter
Arise from the grave, my friend
Today marks the day that you sins were forgiven
Now is the time that you forgive yourself
Let you spirit fly as freely as the words I spoke
Fly my friend ..... fly
And never look back
Unless as an inspiration to keep moving forward | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/23/2008 6:23:11 PM | "Forbidden Fruit"
Upon the tree it rests
The sweetest of tastes
The brightest of shines
The most pleasant of aromas
It entices me like vanilla scented candles
And passion-filled nights
There before my eyes
It dangles
Just beyond my fingertips
I can inhale and taste the essence
But all that I can do is envision
As in my dreams
I devour it | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/24/2008 12:13:13 AM | Some questions need not be asked
As salvation depends not upon the answers
Redemption of soul and spirit
A cleansing rain
And a renewal
Of self | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/24/2008 5:34:12 PM | "Eyes that Haunt"
And I will never forget
The way you looked at me
The softness of your eyes
The glow that shone from within
The glare from the most inner depths
Of your soul
Where the child in all of us
Resides
A collaboration of hearts
United by a look
Exchanged by a lover's stare
You loved me
You really, really loved me
As I loved you the same
And when I close my eyes
Or think of you
I shall always recall
That look in your eyes | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/25/2008 11:46:24 AM | In the middle of a bush of thorns .....
The path behind easily viewed
Be it blood left upon razored briars
The path forward known
By the path left behind .....
...... But smiles can be brought forth
Knowing that each step taken
Is one more towards the last
..... And even in the darkness of the thicket
Views of sunshine can still be noticed
And the warmth of optimism and hope felt .......
A grimace and a smile as one leg moves forward
One more step .....
..... Just one more step | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/26/2008 12:02:20 PM | 'Noble'
It wasn't the clothes He wore, more the way He carried the clothes.
Strength within that steady step an' seen in eye, more than suppossed.
Wealthy silk false garnished , from ill paid crafted artisans;
Silenced subtle that and their ilk, at the power of 'The Man'.
Gentle cared for 'pon that mount, as entered nobility courtyard,
Lace at throat hid not false nobility, seen false fall mirror o' shard.
Mounted One stood silent. Awkward silence among the shamed befell.
Stroking gently the fine mare, says He calm: 'Tolleth for thee that bell.'
Regards, JD. | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/26/2008 12:07:32 PM | TBK-- Thanks for dropping by and sharing your thought-invoking poem ..... words that I shall reflect and ponder. I hope that you shall feel welcomed to drop by and contribute again. Respectfully... JD
By means of smoke and mirrors
The sun does shine
As the midnight moon
Smiles upon sleeping heads
Images viewed are not as seems
As smiles are feigned on bitter faces
Why must the truth when bad
Be judged as something negative
What works for one
Is not the answer for all
And it isn't the only correct answer
Besides ... who declared themselves God
America .... so many wonderful things
Yet, there are problems that need addressing
And correcting
Look within the perceived lies
And the truth will be noticed
All that glitters is not gold
And the truth regardless how disturbing
Is the truth
America .... we need not to rule the world
Why not set an example that others would want to emulate
How can a stranger believe the words
When the actions do not speak the same
"In God we Trust" written on currency
But blood is spilled by our hands
Perhaps, if truth realized, oppression is caused
Not by the Hands of God
But by the hands of greed
If love prevailed
And greed was suppressed
As in the words of John Lennon ..... "Imagine"
Until acceptance can be accomplished
There shall be blood that spills
And no amount of weaponry
Or authority ....... or display of power
Shall ever bring peace
As much as love, understanding, compassion, and respect
One day ..... just one day
Could it be .... that the words that are spoken .... are the ones actually meant | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/26/2008 10:40:50 PM | I know the danger
Of falling into the depths
Free-falling at the speed of light
And that I can not avoid the temptation
I am so drawn to you
But I can not turn around
You are quicksand
....... And I can not walk away | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/27/2008 4:30:03 AM | Just Different
JUST stopping by to say HI and to give a Hug!!
Never will there ever be
a day when I shall walk away
taking in all that you have to say
You heart is true in every word as you stay
strong, bold, funny at times hell ya even throw in a rhyme
I'm glad you are here this day!!!
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/27/2008 3:25:33 PM | HAMAZING-- Thanks a lot for dropping by and sharing such kind and heartfelt words. I am very humbled. I hope that you shall feel welcomed to drop by and share your thoughts and words again and that you and all of yours have a great day.
Along the winding road I drove
And you were there
...... but gone
And a thought entered into my mind
As I looked upon the sky
...... and saw your smile
............... The magnificent exhilarating sun ...............
A beacon in the darkness ....
.... A new star
............. making its virgin trip
..................... rising upward
............. taking its rightful place
.... Upon the deep-blue backdrop
And a smile upon by face ....
............... From the memory ...............
Along a winding road I drive
And you are here
...... but gone | |
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| Are You Strong Enough to Live
Posted: 3/28/2008 4:49:48 AM | Twenty-three years ago on the 24th of March
Why'd you have to go
I know it is part of life
But still
Why did you have to go
I miss you Pa
I miss you
In my mind
I see you
At the tobacco barn
Pitch black darkness
Except for the fires burning in the flus
Stretched upon the make-shift table
Dozing off and on
And adding logs to the fires
Keeping the temperature just right
For that golden yellow leaf that brought top dollar at the auction
Seventy-seven years old
And you still walked the seven mile trek back home
After selling
Pride, determination, and hard, hard work
I hear your laughter
And your sage words of advice
But still
I miss you Pa
Always my love for you
And a tear shed from sadness
As I have not forgotten about you | |
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