| When ExSpouse dies ~ now what?
Posted: 2/18/2008 9:07:45 AM | Thanks, debb and faith.
Yes, I attend church services, but recently have been so emotional when I pray. Me and my "sho nuff" father in heaven, have been havin' alot of talks lately. I've been apprehensive about setting in worship service temporarily, because the tears always well up. I cry alot when I'm alone, which I understand is good for me, for I let it out. Once it starts I can not stop the sobs. I don't wanna disturb the worship service, so I'm setting it out for now.
My pastor knows me very well and he helped me through the divorce. As a matter of fact, he sat in the court house lobby, just outside the court room while our trial was being heard, so in case I needed him. So he knows my heart and I talked to him on the phone the other day. He said this journey I'm on was a plan made long ago, and that I must continue to trust in God, as I always have.
When I say "I TRUST", it's not just words. I mean it from the bottom of my heart and I know what true "trust" in my God, is all about. My prayers remain for guidance and acceptance of his will.
I am blessed. | |
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