| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/20/2008 9:51:45 PM | uhhhh try dippin ur wick in terpentine Mandrake, maybe the burn will take ur mind off the itch.
*******
its a helluva catch 22 Render, women that is, cant live with em, cant kill em. LOL
vent on bro, its all wavy gravy. | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/20/2008 10:41:09 PM | a fvckd day (my meager attempt )
equinox has come
fool moon tonight
energy
pulls me down
so heavy
lightness of spirit
weighted by pain
world
driving me insane
vortex of violence
crushes my soul
through teary eyes
i can't see
i scream in desparation
as the soundless
words float away
hoping this maelstrom
of madness
will
simply
fade
(posted on another thread..but thought it fit here nicely....) | |
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Render
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Joined: 4/18/2007
Msg: 78 | |
| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 8:15:58 AM | | Thanks Lunar! I've been experimenting with madness in the past few posts on several threads. There are so many causes for it, and so many ways it manifests. I've seen this thread as kind of an outlet for that, and so I thank you for allowing me to paste my insanity to your walls. | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 8:43:37 AM | Betrothed to despairs depth
herein lies my soul
where so ever the wind blows
so shall I roam
the temple is empty
a sanctity betrayed
death in deliverance
execution stayed | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 9:21:42 AM | lost too in the depths am i
once could i behold the light
but now it only reflects
on the rounded side of a tear
something so like grief
over a great loss
wounds i don't want to heal | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 11:00:53 AM | sticking with the madness..
Hangin' Around Downtown ....observation
Ignorantly professing disgust with others "selfish" existance
You show no difference
from the others
And I think I've met your mother
As that english professor climbs into that van
with yet another man...
I discover for the nth time
That I am not the only of my kind
A cure for lonliness we seek to find
So we sew seeds of madness
But
Again
Reap
Momentary Satisfaction
In a connection lost before it's ever found
The "idea" of inspiration lingers around
A masked sound.......drowned
As we all fall down
We succumb to yet another round
of shots of disguise
There's pain in the eyes
But laughter on the lips
And the guy in the corner, mentally making feast of our hips
The other man over there
Seems to have no cares
Because he stopped long ago
Wandering to and fro
Deciding to be still
Take a pill
Shoot his veins full and chill
Chalk it up as another soul lost to the hunger pain
Lined in chalk..another one....but it's all the same
That Ugly soul stealer
The picture can't get any "realer"
Stealing dreams in search for validation of his own existance
And in doing so steals life, instant by instant
Who is this thief that "stills" hopes and dreams?
Energy returned in unhappiness, although happiness it SEEMS
Seams sewn on the frayed endings of others
The devilish seamstress is gainfully employed by our brothers, lovers, and mothers.....
-Ash | |
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Joined: 2/11/2008
Msg: 82 | |
| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 11:04:18 AM | Nice one Ash!
With all madness comes relief
Maybe not the relief we hoped for
yet ...
still banging at our door
we answer
often out of lonliness, pity, self disgust
Most the world is mad...
most of the ones we consider "normal"
are even more mad than we!
Left to wrangle in this warped existence
Hung out in the cold too many times
by another that is someway warped in the mind
Evoking within us the same starving madness!
It is then we decide to hide in our own mind!
Screw the world and all it has not to give
Volcanoes erupting from our self stirring Cloud
Much better than screaming and calling them Aloud!
"in my own little corner, in my own little room
I can be whatever i want to be"
Fighting so desperately to become
what we wanted ...
all along!
It may very well be that all the madness given me
I have become my own mad Seastorm
Giving out my own madness
just the same! | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 11:15:25 AM | thanks mmmmmy.......wrote that downtown the other day....observing this vicious cycle of which you speak in your write (well said by the way!!).....at times I've thought the lost wanderers were "mad"...but I've found that the knowledge itself can be quite maddening!!...Awareness of madness just makes for better writes ...so, I guess we're ALL just a bunch of crazies runnin round here!! lol... | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 1:06:36 PM | Sip from the tree
of my sanity,
taste my nectar of
the ungods,
how sweet the tonic,
stirred with the sardonic
rhetoric,
toxic sermons
poison the minds
falling from grace,
a displaced
soul,
reclused
to the
inn of sanity. | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 4:11:59 PM | Well i just got thru writting a nice lengthy response to all the wonderful post that have come flooding in while i was away. Unfortunately they got FU&KIN LOST, and have burned up all my spare time to compose a new one so cant go back and redo all that. anyhow. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr breathe , breathe..... thank you one and all, its truly a great pleasure to share our words and space wth one another and see the poetic prowess expanding. YALL ROCK!!! Keep em comin. My life is currently like a Merle Haggard record played backward. im gettin everything back (except the ex-wh*re i wouldnt take back if held at gunpoint LOL) New job, new (wonderful, supportive, and caring) gf, new home! Got a new everything so time is stetched taut. but anyhow. I will leave ya with some wisdom by one of my favs Kris Kristopher who is coming in concert soon . WOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sabre and the Rose - K.K>
Feet hit the ground; feet leaving town
Quicker than a bullet or a knife
Falling ain't no fun when you're on the run
Honey we was runnin' for our life
When Stagger Lee had drunk his fill of moonlight
He turned his burnin' eyes upon my soul
"It's time, by God, to spend this night with someone else", he said.
"Squeeze a little pleasure from the gold" (love & glory, children)
We can take it easy when we're old.
He said, "We'll take us into town, lay our money down
I'll bring you to the sweetest thing that grows
Because the fairest ones in sight are bloomin' every night at a tavern
Called the Sabre and the Rose."
We swang into the saddle slick as breathing
And slapped 'em once for pleasure with the reins
The horses snorted frosty in the moonlight
Somethin' dark was singing in my veins
Older than the voices in my brain.
He said, "This place you're gonna see is where they live and breathe
And sink down a little bit deeper every day
And sometimes at night, when the wind is runnin' right,
You can hear it suckin' thirty miles away"
Then the light was crimson and I found her,
All naked and eternal and insane
Sacred as the mysteries around her like a veil
Nothin' but her prison was profane
All we had in common was our chains.
Ah-burn it down boys
Burn it to the ground, boys
Burn it on down
Feet hit the ground; feet leaving town
Quicker than a bullet or a knife
All the way she ran holdin' to my hand
Runnin' for the river and our life
Slidin' from the moonlight into shadows
Silent as the river as it flows
Swimmin' to the place they'll never find us
All we left behind us was our clothes
And the stories, children.
Sing about The Sabre and the Rose | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 5:02:02 PM | now where'd I put that Essential Kris K CD?????? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......
I heard the front door closing softly
As I wakened from my sleep
With the last touch of his lips Lord
Like a whisper on my cheek
And I cursed the sun for rising
Cuz the worst was yet to come
Cuz this morning he's just leaving
But come sundown he'll be gone
See the impression on the pillow
That I placed beneath his head
And the soft sheets still feel warm Lord
Where he lay upon my bed
And it hurts to know it's over
For the hurt Lord has just begun
Cuz this morning he's just leaving
But come sundown he'll be gone.
i've sung myself to sleep a million times with this song | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/21/2008 7:03:19 PM | Not new but seems appropriate for your thread
(this is from the mid-80s .. a difficult time in my life)..
I stand as old pines stand
Hollowed and old
Blackened and burned out
Scarred by the touch of sky fire
Standing from long-learned habit
Rooted in the earth
Reaching for the sky | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/26/2008 8:31:06 PM | Wandering the maze
darkness flinches the haze
ropes roots long grown entwined
shapes of sinister shadows climb
lost among transient crumbled blades
a brier of riddles a pallet laid
a world of sediment in ground ashen reeds
a paper a parchment signed sealed the deed
twists and turns snaking awry
scent of time pungent odors lie
so shall ye enter so shall ye bide
in dissection there is no place to hide | |
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| Rainbow Crowned
Posted: 3/26/2008 9:10:57 PM | Cursed to wander in the maze
Bewitched upon darkened haze
Twists an' turned to labyrinth bind
Plants sprout vines tempt never entwined
Disection for that scientist in fake cloth white
Harboured from sought to disect comes fright
Parchment honoured 'pends to signed that decree
Fight till death no place to hide! Slaughter Hyphcrisy!
Respected regards,
TBK | |
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Render
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Joined: 4/18/2007
Msg: 91 | |
| Rainbow Crowned
Posted: 3/28/2008 9:07:14 AM | Touching this place of creative energy
is it a higher plane?
or is it the deeper level?
are they one and the same?
The madness pooring forth
from the inter-dimensional tap
flows like liquid gold
tingling between our toes
Let's dance to this incoherent beat!
Ears cannot hear it, only souls | |
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| Rainbow Crowned
Posted: 3/28/2008 9:31:22 AM | Do You Get Madder
Have you ever been so awful mad
You stood out in the rain
Shot holes in the garbage can
While every body else ran…
Nope..I neva’ done that.
Have you ever been so mad
On the phone you cussed your dad
You couldn’t say it to his face
Ya’ know He’d a’ put you in your place
Nope..I neva’ done that.
Do you have inside this raging fire
Constantly make you a screaming liar
Lost friends will now leave you alone
Know you belong in a supervised home
Nope..I neva’ done that.
Well I’m glad to hear that.
Welcome to your new job
Er…
There is a line of people waiting for you
At the Customer Complaint Counter
Have a good day!
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| Rainbow Crowned
Posted: 3/30/2008 12:44:40 PM | Bitter vault of no return
barred doors of iron stern
minutes press as days divest
omega of a alpha quest
labor of man unfolds
within a monument old
encapsulated in entirety
beyond the reach of wind and sea
a mausoleum set of pain and regret
atrophy a heart merged in debt | |
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| Rainbow Crowned Maelstrom
Posted: 3/30/2008 5:17:36 PM | 'The Ol' Bitter'
Vaulted not to save for future
Sour wine false to nurture
That bitter.
Opened doors of money vault
Earning's are of One's salt
Sometimes bitter.
Alpha and Omega perhaps a pararrell
Perceptions of varried to tell
End bitter...
or....the bitter end?
Beyond the reach of wind an' sea
Heart expressed most 'tis free
Never bitter. | |
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| Trippin as a Teen
Posted: 3/31/2008 9:53:37 PM | I take a hit
and lie back in my bed
as visions of fairies
dance in my head
dark staring eyes
nails of pail pink
slowly, but surely, I begin to sink
Into a deep, dark world of my own
Where all of my friends and family are gone
My past experiences are now just a dream
I reach to touch things that aren't what they seem..
Seconds become minutes, and these become hours...
Both my mind and my time are slowly being devoured. | |
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mmmmmy
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Joined: 2/11/2008
Msg: 96 | |
| Deeper ...with Age
Posted: 3/31/2008 10:00:14 PM | No one knows what the future holds
Let me be the first one to cry...unknowing
I wonder what if there is anything...
I am gonna miss
someday?
I already know all the mistakes, pain, used up grief!
How's it gonna be when you don't know me
When I am gone...used to bein'
How's it gonna be?
Like when the world was all white and pale?
Something like the day...
We both , were born?
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mmmmmy
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Joined: 2/11/2008
Msg: 98 | |
| Deeper ...with Age
Posted: 3/31/2008 10:18:01 PM | Render , liked that one! 
Let's dance to this incoherent beat!
Ears cannot hear it, only souls
I wouldn't change a thing
As my life spun out of control
Lookin' back , I learned alot!
I know , now I know...
Let my Wings be blackend by the sorrow
For I only have, tomorrow!
As I slip inside the eye of life
I know there is a better place...to play
All the games now forsaken
Lost inside the tomb of life
Once I rambled like the Ivy
creeping , crawling up the highway
Now my heart is sturdy, steady
Gonna grow a new leaf , start a fire...
Inside I still have ...desire!
Take what life has given me
Wonder why it hasn't destroyed me?
Lifting up , it's not enough
Yet it is plenty for the moment
I can endure it!
Just being what is real
What isn't fake and simple
Understanding and Forgiveness
These two things...
have brought me this!
I Thank One ...for this! | |
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| Deeper ...with Age
Posted: 3/31/2008 10:37:46 PM | Let's dance to this incoherent beat!
Ears cannot hear it, only souls
I wouldn't change a thing
As my life spun out of control
Lookin' back , I learned alot!
I know , now I know...
Let my Wings be blackend by the sorrow
For I only have, tomorrow!
As I slip inside the eye of life
I know there is a better place...to play
All the games now forsaken
Lost inside the tomb of life
Once I rambled like the Ivy
creeping , crawling up the highway
Now my heart is sturdy, steady
Gonna grow a new leaf , start a fire...
Inside I still have ...desire!
Take what life has given me
Wonder why it hasn't destroyed me?
Lifting up , it's not enough
Yet it is plenty for the moment
I can endure it!
Just being what is real
What isn't fake and simple
Understanding and Forgiveness
These two things...
have brought me to understand
Simple being so isn't all that bad
Guess were after all the same | |
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mmmmmy
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Joined: 2/11/2008
Msg: 100 | |
| Deeper ...with Age
Posted: 3/31/2008 10:42:22 PM | | You either like my writes , or you are just being a "what cha callit?" Maybe I should report you...keep it up! Trying to be fair in here. Wanna go there? Not nice following me around all night. Nothin' better to do? Please, don't make me do that. | |
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