| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/24/2008 7:21:31 AM | posted this on another thread...but made me think of you, swan! wishing you wonders!
to find it all over again, my dear allowing to wash over my soul not holding on with the fear but gently letting go...
like a caterpillar that transcends into a butterfly spreading wings love too given with open hand permits my soul to sing | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/27/2008 12:23:23 PM | in early dawn lies no meaning to this spilling out shining of day where i stand orphaned at the door of spring with the new sun rising behind me, the old moon fading transparently on the lonely road ahead of me
words of spring, new, dawn carry no meaning nor bring comfort nor sound sweet they are mere empty shells fragile and brittle left over from youthful oceans long evaporated
oh take me from this lonely road lined with wolves that howl where i age in a black rain of sorrow flowing to a river of bitumen and pitch my future lying in this tiny boat of words the nacre of my soul encrusting the prow the last whisper of hope billowing the sail | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/27/2008 2:25:55 PM | Play in the Day Your In
Beaten down, battered, broken, afraid Will pain go away if I'm strong? While tears flow copiously, I have prayed That weeping can't be wrong
Understanding, attentive, patient and real You reach out and I'm alive Again tears flow freely as I truly feel Now I'm ready to survive
Breaking that veritable wall of darkness Cautiously backing away to see Assembling all truth I sincerely confess In this day I can be free
Who knows the reasons? Who is to say Why we live through what we must It's taking each moment as gift for today That will grow to love and trust
So now, I play in the day I'm in Productive as I can be Living here, Loving now, is how I win And keep life alive for me.
~Unknown
I liked this poem I hope you do to, Swan. You know I love ya. Lucky  | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/27/2008 6:48:01 PM | The winds shall bring you to shore closer you come in every days row guiding you to your home where the winds will be calm after the life storm blue the skies puffy white clouds sun shining!!!!
Miss'n your lovely words and You!!! | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/27/2008 11:01:41 PM | agreeing with these girlz on this one.....mishew lady!
missing your word paintings of natures wonder see you standing over yonder I wish to sit and share a cup of joe with u Sitting here most days alone...I am too | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/28/2008 11:48:48 AM | yeah. well. i just find spring hard...all the earth coming back to life...and i just mired in decay... just not feeling all that inspired lately.
i'll try harder to find the sunshine..... thanks guys | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/28/2008 2:44:38 PM | some days the truth of this life rips my heart out and stomps it and some days the beauty within it takes my heart to the sky for flight sometimes I wonder if I'm a little crazy but most days I wonder why I have no one but you to tell this to and I chase the bitterness with a glass of saltwater tears that I collected over the years and pretend that I really mean that smile all the while.... someone watches from afar and understands and that's where the beauty lies in understanding eyes and I smile and mea | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/28/2008 3:07:46 PM | I'll Be Here I cannot ease your aching heart, Nor take your pain away; But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today.
I'll listen when you need to talk, I'll wipe away your tears; I'll share your worries when they come, I'll help you face your fears.
I'm here and I will stand by you, On each hill you have to climb; So take my hand, let's face the world... And live just one day at a time.
You're not alone, for I'm still here, I'll go that extra mile; And when your grief is easier, I'll help you learn to smile!
- Author Unknown
(I found this poem today ... thought we could give it a home here.) Lucky  | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/28/2008 3:31:31 PM | Finding the sunshine is easier than you think, but first, fill in the foxholes and look skyward.
I never found my feet to be that interesting, but the cloud formations have such beauty and mystery to their shapes.
I love painting pictures with the clouds, finding names for each creation, until the sun claims the sky once again, taking over my artwork and reshaping it all over again. | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 4/28/2008 3:34:03 PM | somehow I left the last line off of that poem I wrote...just realized it....
it should have read
"and I smile and mean it"
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/2/2008 5:36:07 AM | sweet gentle thoughts waiting here cushion the blows of life...... i am truly blessed.
once i was a dream where all worlds were born within me where i wore a coat whose hem trailed soft swirls of hope and my wounds were glowing votives within the eyes of god | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/2/2008 2:45:27 PM | | gosh silverswan......your words are ALWAYS like a breath of fresh air......I breathed that last one in....and held it for a minute...didn't really wanna breath out, it was so nice.....good stuff girlfriend!!!.....nice to hear your smile again...i've missed it!! | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/2/2008 3:16:11 PM | smiles heard two souls singing together orbiting the same hope we are wild enchantment!
thanks ash, you , as always, are too too kind
Oh yes! Be brave my heart as I enter quietly the wide continent of old age that land not kind to woman its dark edges dimpling darkly around my fear as I run quicker now trying to outpace the shadows ready to wither me anchor me to hopelessness. Already I feel defeated mired in fusty late fifties fear's dimensions bolstered by the debris of a lifetime of defeats sharpening the edges of singular, the enormity of what time thieves crescendoing, echoing endlessly inside my resistant soul.
You there! Yes You! Fisherman! Are you sure you cannot reel me in?
I do not need forever I just need NOW and a pair of tweezers for the chin hairs. | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/2/2008 3:28:34 PM | bahahaha .........awesome ending there hun (well - the rest of the writes awesome too!!!).....caught me off guard!! .....Hope you have a good weekend girl! ....... | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/2/2008 3:33:15 PM | | i know i would if I were 27 again!!!! and looked half as luscious as you!!!! ahhhhhh youth, always in the middle of the music, always with so little you have to forget. | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/2/2008 8:51:04 PM | well thanks babe......don't feel like I'm "all that"....lol....but it never hurts to hear it right?....Hate that I didn't get to play earlier (on the other thread(....momma called (I just re-read that and realized how childlike that sounded...lol...couldn't "play" 'cause my mom was callin for me! lol).....we're headin to Tennessee for the next few dayz....which gave her more than enough to discuss (like we don't talk enough already)....anywhoo...by the time I got offa the phone you were gone!! dangit....hope this message finds you having a good weekend babe.....I'll proly not be back on til tuesday.....(I WAS gonna message this to you but you don't accept messages from folks like me somehow.....man I'm hurt....bahahah....naa...I think it's 'cause I'm a smoker...cause it said that was a restriction)....anywhoo....hugs to you!!! | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/2/2008 8:53:29 PM | | Same old dirty wikken trix, how did I know you were 56? | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/2/2008 9:21:40 PM | okaaaaaaaaay.................soooooooooooo...........this may be a little "red" of me.....but "my give a damn's busted".........
this ain't my business and this ain't my thread but that IS a dear friend to which you've been lead by some strange way what it is, I care not but howzabout you take your anger elsewhere like somewhere you can rot.... ain't no "fruits" in your spirit except the ones that are already rotten when the sands of the hourglass have stopped you will easily be forgotten | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/2/2008 9:32:08 PM | I second that emotion!^^^^
speak no evil:
poison daggers poison tongues burn souls but never spirits
what does the mirror see? on a scale of 1 -10? did you say 5? think again!
negative breeds negative, it's only home the pits of hades!
Poof! be gone! | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/3/2008 10:28:40 AM | AHHHHHHH, dissing in iambic pentameter...how refreshing!!!!! It's hard to see your point of view micro... oops, sorry, macro, because it is so far up your assssss, and such head location is a wonderful asset to have I would think because then you can chew your food twice and sit on a carton of icecream and tell what flavor it is. Actually I am not wiccan, I lean more toward buddhism, because it is enlightening to affirm reincarnation as a reality because nobody can be as stupid as you in one lifetime. We Buddhists also practice a lot of mind over matter.....and sweetheart I don't mind because you don't matter....so if I could just quote Thomas Sayers Ellis here????
icka tittt icka clittt icka prikk scram lickety-split | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/3/2008 10:36:54 AM | | Those that live in glass houses need not throw rocks. Making up for what you don't have by intimidation isn't working for me...cease the rudenss. I always heard if you couldn't say something nice to another, still your tongue. Apparently your keyboard and mouth are interchangable? What of religion? Yours? Hers? Mine? There are many voices, many outlooks, much hatred (obviously) and fear for things unknown. Broaden your horizons & open your eyes. Instead of alienating, there could be potential to create a bridge of friendship and learn something from another. I'm sorry for your loss and proud to call Swan my friend. | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/3/2008 11:54:15 AM | | juju, mandrake and ash, thank you so much for your litter patrol, but we have already wasted 3 seconds on this piece of garbage, which is far far too much and not worth our precious time. What is extremely sad about this person is that we all lament in our soul the prejudices which halocausted his people, but he is mired in it himself and a sad sad acolyte of the doctrine of intolerance and hate which attempted to annihilate his race. | |
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/3/2008 1:16:14 PM | Better late than never, I think "swans" dine upon worms, don't they?.......lol
Blessed in a souls touch nourishing the soil in which the worms eat regurgitating ciphering leaving VALUABLE fertilizer for the rest of the garden to feed upon!!
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| REVERSING THE SPELL Posted: 5/3/2008 2:30:57 PM | no let's not eat his poison let's not feed on his garbage and grow in hatred coming down down down to the darkness we are light circling outward stars creating new life and the living air in which to forgive the clouded minds with flame throwers for tongues.
we rise from their flames the smudged ash of them anger so ready to be angry the wounds they do not want to heal are their cancers uncurable | |
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| First Child Posted: 5/11/2008 8:45:42 AM | after 19 hours of labor all of life came surging toward me gathering to a tight knot in my throat a choking then a collapse the nurse laughing "he won't break! hold him firmer!" already i was a bad mother shamed i held him tighter for in the looseness of youth all change and impermanence what knew i of this forever hold this eternity scrunched, red faced, fragile this tidal flowing forever holding not only life but this immense love my life now was wrapped in | |
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