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Posted: 7/30/2008 5:08:07 PM | I wanted to let you know the dr is leaning toward aspbergers, but more so toward higher end autisim.
Heart stopped for a split second pause as I heard the words, then my eyes met a patch of blue sky...the color of Elijah's eyes. And I thanked God.
A starting point. | |
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Posted: 7/30/2008 5:15:54 PM | hey lady....i just sent you a message....and don't think because i don't write a poem about this or previous posts on this thread about his problems that I'm ignoring...i just would rather "talk" to you about it...thus, the messages....love you "grillfry" | |
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Posted: 7/30/2008 5:20:06 PM | to the other folks that post here....i'm less apt. to write "evaluations" or "opinions" on your writes in this particular home of mine....'cause i simply like to watch the flow between you guys and myself on occasion (as was the original intent of the thread)....
absolutely lovin the new faces I'm seein' round here (Down by the River & vvendy)...and lovin what you have to say....please do continue to stop by...
*hugs* to you ALL....I hope this finds you all having a good day/evening/night! | |
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Posted: 7/30/2008 5:40:33 PM | backatcha, sistagirl. working through it in my brain...lol
these new faces are coming in strong-i'm with ya there-awesome writes, ya'll! | |
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Posted: 7/30/2008 5:46:28 PM | Fresh awakening
as if from a good night's sleep
stepped from out the darkness
and still couldn't seem to see
"then my eyes met a patch of blue sky"
and every color was crisp and clear and clean
all the darkness and clouds lifted away from my heart
and the weight was relieved from my chest
The answer to the riddle
like puzzle pieces coming together
now I know the way to travel
and guide the ones who need me
* For those of you who may not be aware, autism is represented by a jigsaw puzzle in the stages of being completed. Every 20 minutes, a child is diagnosed with autism, which is a learning disability. Please take time to read about it. You will most likely come into contact with an autistic person at some point in your life. | |
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Posted: 7/30/2008 7:29:50 PM | You want "The answer to the riddle" there on the wrap
Bazooka Jo always funny too bad the gum is so hard
A pink square of sugar costing 5 cents holding every one in suspence
"Check it out" April got it!
Wow we are impressed
Big bubbles of pink are popping
giggles from the back seat come
Now is the time we live for
A moment of peaceful fun | |
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Posted: 8/2/2008 9:50:38 PM | Now is the time we live for who keeps the score
who is on top where is the bottom who cares
that we are together now is what is important
what did you why did you how did you who cares
that you are here now is important
stay with me laugh with me hold me look at me be with me
NOW | |
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Posted: 8/3/2008 8:36:10 AM | ^^coming from the above post
"Now is the time we live for"
tomorrow will be yesterday
in a blink
did you stop to play,
chew on some Bazooka Jo gum
an care less
that the taste lasts for only a minute
but wasn't it sooo goood for that minute?
didja ever play "leaning curves" as a kid
i don't know quite what they call it anywhere else
i did, after all, come up with that name when I was 5
you know....the game where....as you went around curves
you squished each other in the backseat of the car....
i never did get very far...
in that game
I was the "baby" after all
and i think back now and i'm just glad mom and dad
let us play it
instead of stopping us before the inevitable
battle of wills took place
hard to let kids wrestle around
when you know SOMEONE's gonna wind up pissed off and cryin'
in the end
and...you guessed it....that was usually me
cause i was, after all, the baby
my dad DID get me my own set of pink boxin gloves
so that when push comes to shove...
i could at least "look" cool
hahaha..
yeah....gloves or not....
i was still the baby....and they don't make LITTLE boys in my family..(kinda like the Spartans...lol)
i did, however figure out
that they make claws on cats
and when my brother was givin' me a hard time
i said "HERE...TAKE THAT"
and threw a cat at him
i loved my cats...but i knew they were tough
i loved my brother too.....but daaaamn he played rough | |
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Posted: 8/3/2008 8:45:40 AM | #524
"Tears are few but profound"
as the weight of it all....yes renowned
comes out of mine eyes
and slides ever so softly
down my cheeks
my eyes had become heavy
with all that weight inside
so i found myself lighter
after i stopped and cried | |
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Posted: 8/3/2008 9:11:15 AM | ^^585
"so I found myself lighter"
when I let it all go
and somewhere somehow
it became part of the flow
down the river running fresh with tears
cascading through the winter of fears
wound up in the void without light
but found the spark to set things all right
now the flame rises without any help
a bonfire rekindled I found my true self
a light I’ll keep lit right to the end
for in luminosity a heart quickly mends | |
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Posted: 8/3/2008 3:55:38 PM | 585
wound up in a void without light
tapped the spotlight and on it came
rainbow sparks in a glossy cave
how beautiful the water carved lime plillars and walls
water held white fish with pink eyes
I ate lunch and then climbed out
My sisters will never believe that old hole worth the worry I caused
So to the family I just said sorry I got lost | |
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Posted: 8/3/2008 6:40:17 PM | is it truly that easy
being happy undoubtably
self exposed
can cause a person to turn themselves
completely inside out
embracing feelings
stunning clarity
sadness evoked over wasted time
loss of what...?
pouring through the hourglass
tracing the heart of the one
that realized it
all along | |
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Posted: 8/3/2008 6:53:51 PM | #587
"How beautiful the water carved lime pillars and walls"
with all the rich tapestries hanging here and there
the decadence of powerful men clinging to my skin
like ages of wealth and dominance could give me my own self-worth
and behold! I am the Emperor, lounging on my dais
declaring war on peoples for no reason other than my own self-agrandizing
name this the land of Render, and all its bounties are mine
defy mine enemies and dare them to knock me down
what wonder it must have been to be on top of the world
considered by most to be a god among this physical
but alas, there was no truth to this fairy tale, only waste
for the meek have inherited the earth, at least, the ruins | |
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Posted: 8/4/2008 9:48:00 PM | from jujubee
I spent a lifetime one afternoon
"pouring through the hourglass"
plucking at each fallen grain
searching for the bit of sand
that marked the moment
when I fell in love with you
I thought it would be different somehow
blood-colored maybe
or smokey with desire
but no matter how carefully
I sifted and combed
I could never find it, never reclaim it
and finally I realized that
I was halfway buried
and my hair was full of lost moments
falling while I scoured the past
I keep the glass sealed now | |
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Posted: 8/4/2008 11:59:22 PM | "I was half way buried"
So I decided to put down the shovel...
asking how did that get there
and what am I doing this for?
Begs the question...
should one take the time
to fill all the old holes in?
or walk away posting signs...
"Lets not do that again" | |
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Posted: 8/5/2008 12:59:00 AM | should i take the time to fill in all the holes?
Nope lets peek though them
Let's jump in and out of them
Let's just leave them and look at them
let's let the dog put bones in them
let's let the nieghbors look at them
filling a hole does no good the dirt never all fits back | |
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Posted: 8/5/2008 2:16:40 AM | the trick is to put in a wish and a kind word and that hole fills in like nothing
with no dirt left looking for someone elses shoes to stick to.
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Posted: 8/6/2008 4:01:53 PM | star of wonder shine on us
give us strength when we lose our way
teach us to follow the path untread
step by step nor sight or sound
reach for a hand when the rains
flood our minds
brilliant movement in
symphony of life | |
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Posted: 8/6/2008 4:13:49 PM | I hope you can reach for a hand when it rains
I hope you can reach for me when it pours
I hope you can reach for him when it floods | |
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Posted: 8/6/2008 6:14:32 PM | I hope you can reach for him when it floods
The fever broke out and now you sweat
The harder you reach, the further he is.
His name is on your lips, but you
Cannot utter it. His only words are a caution
to your soul. Your very heart is in the depths
of his vampire soul. You lay lifeless and alone.
All sense of life and function cease. | |
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Posted: 8/6/2008 9:05:08 PM |
it became part of the flow
the in
the out
the go
the stop
the yield
the sun's fingers wet from the dew in the field
tickling my soul
a forced giggle
from the wind
my friend
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Posted: 8/6/2008 9:14:50 PM |
symphony of life
number 40
Mozart
can you "feel" the day
as they play
circles
in your soul
victory
can it be...
soft still
crescendo
whoa
ease up
flute,oboe float
bass, violin gloat
meet in the middle
to play the heart strings
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Posted: 8/6/2008 9:22:19 PM | Wow Vvendy
"Waves of nostalgia crashed over me"
As I stood on my parent's front porch
the smell of BBQ was so good
made me want to cry
Mom came out of the kitchen
Smoothed my hair back kissed me
Placed a bottle in my hand
Take this out to your dad hon
He's been waiting for your return.
Dad looks up from the meat
takes the beer in his free hand
with it cools down his temple
takes a sip turns toward me
Y'know your mom was sad to see you go
That's their way of saying I love you
took me years to know
And I see a whole lot more in there too....
Beautiful write
Thanks for putting it out there for people to 'see' eh! | |
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Posted: 8/7/2008 11:22:45 AM | tonight I met a flame-haired dame
she totally blew me away
pretty and witty, Anne's her name
completely made my day
to say she's hot would understate
I'm not shallow but I do have eyes
she keeps herself looking great
hooray for jazzercise
when she said lets meet again
I smiled and said yes, please
I didn't expect a ten
she made me weak in the knees
sassy and classy, clever and smart
blue sky clears away the grey
I felt a dart go straight to my heart
thoughts of her won't go away
nor do I think I want them to
possibilities abounding
hoping she feels the same way too
she really is astounding
is this real or will I awake
and find it was a dream
not sure I've ever felt this ache
welling up in my bloodstream
so don't screw up be still oh heart
play it calm and real, don't fret
one measure at a time, Mozart
compose a sweet duet
sing it to the mountains high
let it echo in the vale
yours is not to ask but why
the wind refills your sail
just ride it to the farthest shore
delight in the salty spray
trim the sails as best you can
and aim for a protected bay
where calmer waters allow sweet sleep
imagining her in my arms
for now the still of night will keep
me beguiled by her charms | |
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