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Posted: 7/2/2008 5:06:32 PM | So it seems its time to try
Not to be such an emotional guy
Always thought you didn't get me
But you did
Waiting till the deal was closed
Its safe now to break out the hose
Thought you wouldn't do it
But you did
Surprise at first became a dread
Made me an angry man instead
Hoped it wouldn't get worse
But it did.
See I started going to the gym
Training for a chance to fight
That was a fair fight. Not like ours
Yes we did.
Stuff a guy would lose it for
Came out of your mouth
and even more.. in front of our kid
Yes you did.
So I decided as a man
That I would not even raise a hand
To defend myself instead I boiled
Yes I did.
Next thing you know I can't go home
My home.. Not home anymore
I know whats behind the door
Been there before.
All the things that you were doing
All the evil you were spewing
I hoped some day you'd just go away
And you did.
So now you think we have a chance
You've seen a change as time has passed
Like to try and start anew
Well me too. Just not with you.
See I can't do your daddy's work
I don't mean to sound like such a jerk but
The truth is I can't go back
Not a chance.
If this rubs you the wrong way
And you think you'll lose it thats ok
Just do it over there..Way over there
Cause I really don't care. | |
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Posted: 7/3/2008 7:26:35 AM | All anyone can ask is that
when we make the choice thats best in the long run
to live long enough to see it all happen
thats worth living as long as possible
to piss on the dead faces of those
that did us wrong..
(at least get the chance to take a dump on their graves) | |
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Posted: 7/3/2008 4:24:29 PM | | I am nothing and in nothing the potential of the coming of something ,no matter if it is cryptic or euphoric holds only a macys' card and a fragile grin. To float beyond the spacial burps of eon's breathing and long dead ghostly legends in to the center of a black hole is where I long to wait. To hang in the center of all is me flirting with desire,even though I know in the end it is but nothing, I wish to swim in the vortex and eat fried chicken | |
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Posted: 7/3/2008 4:37:32 PM | no prob lunar, I was just touring the forums and usually i avoid the single parent forums.. all that talk about how much it cost to get custody of your kids and all the legal battles .. im glad that stuff has drifted into the past and I'm real glad that I might not be the first person questioned if my ex disappears.. gives me time i just might need
jes kidding of course.. (ain't nobody recording this..is there?) | |
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Posted: 7/4/2008 4:05:54 PM | Sigh
Whispered
Voices
Soft
As a blown breeze
Across
Dragonflies
Buzzing
A
Field of clovers
The white
Summer dress
You
Try on
That
Flows
Around your hips
Before
You take it off
To become vampiress
The thought
Before you speak
The actions
That you speak
The you
Before you have to
React to they
The sigh
As you look
Out the window
and the joy you
that you bounce
and hold onto with
love and affection
I feel you here
And watch grace
Fall over you
I watch
When your not
Looking
And wonder if
You’ve ever felt comfortable
Enough to just stop here | |
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Posted: 7/4/2008 4:32:27 PM | Dreams unfilled ache
Lock them in a box and keep them safe
Such as your heart
Hide the key where even CSI cant find it
Brushing the dust of your soul
Its the kind of dust that can never be removed
You block out the sun
Darkness a part of you now
You live another day
Another day closer to death | |
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Posted: 7/8/2008 5:47:51 AM | Repost cause i can
Once again the same old thing. You are awake before i am. Aching, throbbing and oh so wet. Just to remind me of everything i desire. You beg me to satisfy your needs. Twitching clit and wet p*ssy we meet again. A woman of many desires. I want to completely give myself to another. I dont want to think, i dont want to feel. I just want to be spanked...sting me. Make my p*ssy wetter, nipples become erect. Tears flow from my eyes from the contact of your hand on my ass. Make me hot. I want more. Use me, push me to my limit, i want more, give it to me. Hurt me, hurt me so good, make it hurt i know you have it in you. Release me from these everyday chains that hold me. Just tie me up, bind me, make me your possession. Mmm insanity never felt so good before. Treat me like a blank canvas and paint me as you see fit. Hey if you dont like it, just erase it and start me over. Use me, lick me, suck me, love me, hurt me, seduce me. Use my f*cking mind for your f*ck. Bruise me as to remind me of your pleasure...of your pain. Finish me off, your masterpiece. Leave me completely used.
Make me so i am no good for anyone....for anyone but you...... | |
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Posted: 7/8/2008 6:04:35 AM | Another repost..i call this one Devil in a Blue Dress
Sitting on the beach.
Our reflections from the moon.
Watching me closely as i dance for you.
Mesmerized by a blue dress swaying gently against my body.
You ask for my hand in yours.
I take it and pull you up against me.
I can feel you.
But i have to close my eyes to feel you.
Slip a hand around my waist, breathing heavy on my neck.
I feel your lips brush my shoulder, just barely touching me.
Goosebumps on my skin.
You are flooding my soul.
We sway together and dance.
Pulling me into you closer i am powerless to you.
Submissive, alive, so entranced.
Burning in my soul, on fire.
Strip me of my core, of my very being.
Craving
Aching
Thirsty
Hungry
I want you to take me.
My soul is laid out for you, bare...naked
But i open my eyes there is no you.
But i feel you,
Such a figment of my imagination. | |
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Posted: 7/8/2008 6:15:27 AM | The imprints of you have been left on my soul.
You are the passionate flame burning inside me.
The fire is hot, such like the heat in a desert.
You leave me thirsty only wanting more.
How you bring so much wonder to my life.
You make it worth living for eternity.
After years are counted the rain will still fall.
But i will wait forever for your rain to come.
Until forever is gone. | |
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Posted: 7/8/2008 6:24:41 AM | today I must move forward
yes, I know the goally
is waiting for me
to make a move
I have a well laid plan
the words are placed just right
to paint the picture
but they are blind
they can not see
my reality
what was taken from me ....
so before the debate begins
I bring it to an end
and forfeit the game
You, win again
you do know
one day you will
have the veil removed
and you will see
what I see
you may even be me
being kind
is all that is left
I see what you mean | |
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Posted: 7/10/2008 4:15:08 AM | Visual??!!!!!!......where you be? Thank You dear, that hug felt good keep'm come'n, so I don't get lost!!!! Love You.....hugs and kisses!!
Another offering, if ya don't mind!!!........lol
Expositional gravity
pulling, dragging
Screaming
shaking, stirring
worldwided twirl
gusting, hailing
slow motion
at the last second
Frozen in its own frame
stopped
Lifted by your words!!!
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Posted: 7/10/2008 5:58:56 AM | Oh i am never too far just dealing with somethings or should i say something lately. I love your offerings keep them up 
Play me like a fiddle
I think i need to take a piddle
Took a real big hit
Maybe i just need a good sh*t
You think you are cool
Playing people as a fool
The last laugh will never be for the joker
You need to be branded with a cast iron poker
Dont play me as a joke
Come on b*tches all we need is toke
Drugs are bad mmmmmmmmkay | |
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Posted: 7/10/2008 12:04:23 PM | I could dig up a couple dozen corpses
If I only thought them remorseful
Yet I pretend to leave them buried
While they live my catch and carry
Inside my mind ; and they don't hurry
Take their fvckin' time ...
to torture me inside my mind!
So I ain't in hurry to dig em up...
They still drink from my loving cup
Tainted as it is and still...
They drink ; I should drop em a pill!
Somethin' deadly and toxic
Let em have a good trip ; before the blast hits
I want to live life without all the shit
Guess they will eventually molt , turn to ash
If only I can keep them buried long enough
I can Dance to the Monster Mash! | |
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Posted: 7/10/2008 5:50:12 PM | I've taken some hits in my life
Maybe more than a few
Maybe more than anyone here ever knew
Ya gotta ask why that is I guess
Maybe its because the ordinary bumps in life
Simply arent worth mentioning
Arent worth dwelling on
Arent even worth the time it would take to think on them
Let alone write on them
Sure, sh*t happens
It happens all the time
If you enjoy dwelling in sh*t...you will
But if you know its all just part of the mix
And that that sh*t really doesnt matter a sh*t
Then you really wont give a sh*t
And move on
Some things p*ss me off
Some people p*ss me off
And sometimes I see them just marching to a beat
Thats not even there any more
Legs and lips moving robotically
Like some chicken with the head already gone
Jerking and spasming and even running around
Like they're still there
Even though the brain is already gone
Why?
God knows....
Coz I'm sure as hell they dont
And even if they could stop to think
I doubt they would
They'll jerk and twitch their way through death
Same as they did through life
Pecking and clawing and scratching in the dirt
For that something they're so sure is there
And isnt
And never was.....
But that's just how it is....in their world | |
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Posted: 7/11/2008 12:06:41 PM | I open my eyes to look at the ceiling
another day of toiling in the mines
I am never alive
always alone,
except,except
when the walls collapse and life becomes a torrent of roads bleeding colors
the destination is final
still certain things bring about a smile
I enjoy breathing
you
I attach to possiblities
and refuse to fall short of desire
the world is full of refuse filling tv screens
I prefer the mortality of skin
love | |
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Posted: 7/11/2008 12:34:48 PM |
They'll jerk and twitch their way through death
Same as they did through life
Pecking and clawing and scratching in the dirt
For that something they're so sure is there
And isnt
And never was.....
But that's just how it is....in their world
damn but isn't nice to dream that life isn't that bad!
People are not either...
if you get out underneath your septic feeler!
They can be nice and kind and feeling
What if they could surpise you?
Sometimes folks are not what you express
They are actually real not full of crap! | |
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Posted: 7/12/2008 6:59:32 AM | Beautiful emptiness surrounds me
I cant breathe sometimes
Wanting to forget myself
I hurt
I love
I smile
I hate
Turning to stone
Cold heart
Dark heart
Bitterness through and through
Play me like a fiddle
Talk to me in riddles
The joker always was a smart one
Woo'ing with your wits
But take a hike
Your devised tactics
Dont work here anymore | |
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Posted: 7/13/2008 6:37:09 AM | this whole thing
is a battle of will
who's more patient
who's got more time to kill
I figure you'll eventully crack
so i wait in the shadows
untill you come back
crack, you're back
but you dont want to stay
you just want a taste
to make it through the day
so savour it
and enjoy it
just don't say a word
keep your mouth shut
nothing you could say
that i haven't heard
for now you are mine
stuck to my teat
you'll walk a fine line
and kiss my feet
you'll drink all my milk
suckle me dry
feel all these dreams that are making you so increadably high
here you'll have, alot of nice dreams
but once you leave
they'll all fall apart at the seams
so dont fight it
you need me
cause only i can make you
what you want to be | |
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