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Posted: 6/26/2008 10:39:14 PM | Dirty Roses
I see her in her wedding gown
Under it a heart pounds
Repeat her wedding vows
lies
Under this bridge it’s water
And it runs away, like me from you
You can not starve her
From what she wants to do
It’s dirty roses
It seems the past is best left alone
We close it in with stone
And hope the cover isn’t blown
lies
Under this bridge it’s water
And it runs away, like me from you
You can not starve her
From what she wants to do
It’s dirty roses | |
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Posted: 7/2/2008 8:06:15 PM | No string on my finger, still I won’t forget
I wanted you more when we were there
Because you were everything I’m not
Some thought this shouldn’t be the case
Yet still this was how I thought
It just wouldn’t fade away
It always seemed a different page
Another book, a joke I never caught
I couldn’t say you were never there
Some things I just never forgot
It just wouldn’t fade away
Now I sit here many years apart
Just how paths change with in this plot
I will never completely understand
The reason is just something I fought
It just wouldn’t fade away
picture bush x hahahaha...I figure some of you know who I am talking about. | |
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Posted: 7/10/2008 10:21:57 PM | Plastic is just a tone
I tried to keep this from you
Some things are best unknown
I tried to protect you from this
You had to find out on your own
I walk around in circles
I try to leave you lone
It seems so impossible to
Have the emotions of a stone
Now it seems nothing will be the same
And I only have myself to blame
You picked apart my passion
The ravens they have flown
And now I am left uncaring
I’d be better left all alone
It seems as though this ending
Is one we could not tone
We walked to far for a mirage
To find out that there was no throne
Now it seems nothing will be the same
And you only have yourself to blame | |
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Posted: 7/10/2008 10:23:02 PM | here is a shorty but kind of makes you think of more.....
No title
I ran into an older man today
He was crossing the street
So I helped him on his way
He questioned my innocence
And said he had nothing to repay
I smiled and said
my friend your warmth is ll I need
The poor is who we need to feed
Life is a pressous thing to miss
everyone needs something to love
Someone to hug and kiss | |
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Posted: 7/12/2008 11:35:05 PM | Inside out
Don’t want to hide these feelings in my heart
My body shaking, I’m a mess, falling apart
To have you in my hand, I’d feel so proud
Should I keep these words or say aloud?
Tonight we stand so far apart
When will we give in and start?
Walking moon lit in the dark
I look at you like there is no other
Night and day holding hands my little lover
To have you in my hand, I’d feel so proud
Should I keep these words or say aloud?
Tonight we stand so far apart
When will we give in and start?
Walking moon lit in the dark | |
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Posted: 7/18/2008 4:12:59 PM | The meaning of life (revised)
Tomorrow is just another day, Today is just another tomorrow that’s past away
What the hell am I doing here? Where the **** am I going dear? It’s not so clear!
I am good at what I do
What I do is nothing
Maybe if I apply it
It will turn into something
Lost my dream on another wish, now I am staring outside the bowl like a fish
What the hell am I supposed to do? Where the **** is my clue? My time is overdue!
I am good at what I do
What I do is nothing
Maybe if I apply it
It will turn into something | |
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Posted: 7/22/2008 1:22:19 PM | Layne Staley
I’m a worm in the dirt
The rain brings a flood
I contemplate my worth
Should I surface the mud?
In my head, I’m better off dead
But that’s just me, thinking selfishly
I’m a snail in a race
It seems so foolish
So wrong and Out of place
But I’m out a wish
In my head, I’m better off dead
But that’s just me, thinking selfishly
The shadows around me never seemed to help
Just push me further into hell
In my head, I’m better off dead
But that’s just me, thinking selfishly | |
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Posted: 7/27/2008 5:03:17 PM | But a motion
It starts with a spark
And ignites into a flame
A blaze in the dark
Grows and can’t be tame
Love’s not an illusion but a motion
It starts within the heart
And flows through the veins
While it drools the smarts
And freezes the brain
Love’s not an illusion but a motion
It stems a growth within the plane
The wishing well wet with rain
Love’s not an illusion but a motion | |
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Posted: 8/11/2008 6:29:22 PM | Brave Death
Hills of green unfold before me. I don’t quite know what’s beyond, as I breathe in the blooming aura. A trail that leads me, sits me, into a lake, surrounds in mountains and watches me smoke. A sun, so powerful, lays definition onto the day. Wakening a gleam on nature’s mirror. A harsh disruption interrupts the reflection, startling the scene. A tense fad exploits attention causing reflexes to contain and neutralize the ambience. Untrained for the unforeseen, it exploits all the cracks in the unschooled motions.
Angrily the screams are drown in exhaustion to restore a calmness over the water. | |
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Posted: 11/17/2008 11:16:10 PM | Dull
Walking alone in the nights warm breeze
I watch it guide the lost leaves
In my mind I wish it would do the same for me
To where ever it might be
Kicking rocks along the way
Dragging feet through out the day
Waiting to be freed into the summer nights
Where fire colours in the lost sights
And with the moon it rises again
Like a hearse carrying the day’s remain
A cold sweeps over the mourning
And comes back again without warning | |
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Posted: 2/1/2009 4:58:41 PM | i.n.m.i.y.
I try so hard to stay above the clouds
but a few small words can bring me down
to think it through and through it out
Is something my mind out allow
they consume me whole
smother and struggle, steal my crown
I try so hard to stay above the clouds
but a few small words cans bring me down
I fall right back to my folds
When heart is displaced into the cold
I find I am lost with no where to go
trapped in a frictionless state left to dwell
I try so hard to stay above the clouds
But a few small words can bring me down | |
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Posted: 2/1/2009 5:04:52 PM | Inside out
I feel so guilty inside
When I try, I try
It’s addiction that I hide
When I wander outside my innocence
To a battle unfinished
I can’t control
Holding on to what I know
I brace myself
And lose control
It is flowing crimson red
When my mind, my mind
Always begging to be fed
When it cries, my actions are lead
And these scars show I have bled
I can’t control
Holding on to what I know
I brace myself
And lose control
I waste myself one more time
And I pretend it’s all fine
I can’t control
Holding on to what I know
I brace myself
And lose control | |
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Posted: 2/1/2009 5:11:17 PM | on the run
When everything is telling this is where I shouldn't be
Still I find something to hold onto
change is the fear inside of me
it seems to trap almost everyone
repition calms the nerves
even though it's distruction can not be undone
if I choose to leave and chase the warmth of the sun
Will the clouds track the path I have to run?
It seems as though, no matter where you settle, gloom will catch up to you
That is why I always have a change of clothes
because you'll never know
when you'll have to get up and go | |
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Posted: 2/1/2009 5:52:07 PM | Going through the motions
collar done up tight
On a cold winter night
as you make your way
Seems a little adjatated
As hearts and initials are conteplated
In your own way
I am just a stepping stone
that you pass over
as you make your way home
it seems mind’s rome
when caught between stone
Trapping motions way
all past falls
Stand so tall
And stand in your way
I am just a stepping stone
that you pass over
as you make your way home | |
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Posted: 2/1/2009 7:28:29 PM | i never read typos...i read words
(used to be a teacher way back when)
hope you continue to write...
you have a strong voice..
rosie | |
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Posted: 2/2/2009 8:54:37 PM | Thoughts in a drawer
I grow cold of all this, mourning horror
Everyone has a death wish
But it doesn’t faze me any more
All this day old news
Drown me in a dollhouse realty
I will forget what it is we do
But it doesn’t faze me any more
All this day old news
Even if I knew what time would tell
There is nothing I could do
All I have been shown
How to lock myself in a basement
Prisoners we do grow | |
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Posted: 2/15/2009 10:09:48 AM | February 15th
Hey there young dweller
Why do you worry about yesterday’s weather?
Don’t you know that cloud is miles away?
You seem a smart feller
You should know good blows around like a feather
The sun will be back today
So sit back, relax, and know what you do is true
Hey there stranger
Where have you been, sticking your foot in danger?
Don’t you know where to play?
You are quick to use anger
But too afraid to be a changer
Thoughts like this will only turn your life grey
So sit back, relax, and know what you do is true | |
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Posted: 2/17/2009 4:56:30 PM | The long way home
I walk down this road alone, dusk’s sun in my eyes
It seems I’ve been chasing it for far to long and I don’t know why
I look over my shoulder to see the shadows of things I’ve left behind
I can’t say I’ve made the right choice in my mind
But I’ll never let it show to them, oh no I’ve come too far
I think it’s going to take awhile to become that man I see at night
The one that talks to me in my dreams
But oh how I try to be, a little more like him then I seem
The touch of warmth is few and far between
It seems every time I get close I do something I do not mean
And the feeling, it just fades away
I am left to think of it in my own way, alone
But I’ll never let it show to them, oh no I’ve come too far
I think it’s going to take awhile to become that man I see at night
The one that talks to me in my dreams
But oh how I try to be, a little more like him then I seem
Oh these bumps may slow me down
But I know I’ll be back, I’ll come around
To be that man I see | |
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Posted: 2/26/2009 5:37:27 PM | Going through the motions
collar done up tight
On a cold winter night
as you make your way
Seems a little agitated
As hearts and initials are contemplated
In your own way
I am just a stepping stone
that you pass over
as you make your way home
it seems mind’s roam
when caught between stone
Trapping motions way
All past falls
Stand so tall
And stand in your way
I am just a stepping stone
that you pass over
as you make your way home | |
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Posted: 2/26/2009 11:23:52 PM | Lady Lust
Lady lust I do not trust
So I draw my sword and hide behind my shield
No shine in a heart of rust
That lays buried in the fescue of the field
You blow your smoke and shoot your fire
It melts my tin and warms my desire
Simmer in the heat you stir so well
Sedated state casted in spell
Is heaven so different from hell?
Lady lust I never can tell
You blow your smoke and shoot your fire
It melts my tin and warms my desire | |
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Posted: 2/26/2009 11:38:32 PM | random
I am tired of trying to find happiness in everything
Cause some scenes just don’t make sense to me
Instead I want to find my inner peace
Cause I know I can’t calm that angry sea
And I won’t let it’s waves consume me
Some things you just have to let be
So I count breaths one more time
And ease my worried mind with a rhyme
For I only know what I have been told
And even all that I can not hold | |
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Posted: 2/27/2009 5:10:01 PM | I don't know how that I missed you, brother..
but, I'll mix words up together with you whenever you want.
I'm mostly just reading today.
I'll toss out some lyrics with you if you've got a couple groupies..
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Posted: 3/2/2009 8:35:38 PM | Anytime man....
Trippin’
What’s it mean when I keep trying to leave
But you keep coming around talking to me
Making me think we could still be
Lonely
And I haven’t been myself lately
That smile, that jump is gone alee
Looking for that girl you used to be
Slowly
I go back to the bottle, tripping around the streets
Yeah my rhythm is off a few beats
And when you say you want to be free
You hate this life, and what it makes you be
You feel a fake, is that what I have seen?
Homely
When I look in the mirror, it’s what I see
A man who’s lost and doesn’t know what to believe
But I guess there are some that disagree
Lowly
I go back to the bottle, tripping around the streets
Yeah my rhythm is off a few beats | |
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