| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/23/2009 11:43:33 AM | I was born with a very weird anatomy. I had a rough childhood, therefore I automatically have trust issues from the start. I grew up in a small town where my kind were not accepted among 90% of people. Not that it was a choice for me to be what I am. I mean honestly, it's almost like racism, the Nazis directed there attention to Jewish People. People today direct there attention to the unfamiliar. You would think a person would have the heart and (or) understanding for someone who is put in a position they can't help at all. Instead, some people decide to be total jerks about the situation in lack of better words. The main point of my topic, however, is that I get hurt more than the average person. Not because I am ugly, but rather that I am pretty. Guys can't decide if they want to get past my body and love me for me, or if they just want to have sex and be gone. It's dishonorable for someone to date for sex, that is really not what it is about. I wish to be nobody's sexual toy, is this because of where I live, or just who I am. I can't change myself. I need someone to talk to, so please feel free to message me privately for help if you don't wish to say this to the public. An example of what I am talking about: Last week a guy who I really liked asked me out, I let him come over, and after awhile he said he loved me, shocked and awed, I fell too hard. Upon refusal of sex, he was gone, claiming to be christian, and loving me is wrong. That actually cracked me up a bit, because what kind of christian only uses someone for sex?!? I was still hurt though, and I know I can't fix my past now, but someone, anyone, just help me to understand why I am treated with such inhumane natures. Thanks. (If there is something you want me to answer or you just want to talk, ask in a message to my account.)
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/23/2009 12:39:20 PM | | Have you actually been through the entire sex change procedure, so that anotomically you appear to be female? Because if you're just dressing as a woman, you're lying to yourself and everyone who contacts you. If you're still a male, you need to state that on your profile. | |
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/23/2009 12:44:14 PM | OP.
Didn't you get the answer you were looking for the first time you posted this thread today?
Guys can't decide if they want to get past my body and love me for me, or if they just want to have sex and be gone
WTF???
Given the pix you have up (they are ALL about your body) what do you expect???
You also had this gem on your profile earlier today.
I just want a good night, maybe dinner, movies, hangout, talk, maybe go home and you might get lucky.. haha! Message me for a try."
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/23/2009 12:55:23 PM | OP - (((hugs)))
you are strikingly lovely...your photos are very pretty. I think that you may need to take some time away from dating...maybe just spoil yourself a bit and concentrate on yourself. When I was going through a rotten time and was miserable, I couldn't find anyone because I think I was sending out sad vibes. I worked on myself and my life and someone just kind of fell into my life! Things will work out for you, I promise...just go easy on yourself okay? | |
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/23/2009 1:09:12 PM | I was going to jump right in there with a smarta$$ comment, but .. And I usually don't pull the 'age' card or remind people of the Long Term it's on the net now and forever .. cough.. then I looked at your profile ..
125 favorites??!! and you are upset again .. because?? .. Please = your Ad campaign seems to be working quite well for you! .. I hope it doesn't come back to bite your 'pretty little a$$'!
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/23/2009 1:25:00 PM | Yeah...OPs pimping her stuff here.
Shakin' It!!!
Me shakin' my ass in some short shorts!! ...
Alia's got a donk
Alia shaking her donk!!! ...
Alia Get Me Bodied
Get Me Bodied Dance, Beyonce's song! ...
1 month ago 4,266 views hollaup2
Interesting sob story posts. | |
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/23/2009 2:02:32 PM | Thanks, again to all of you, for your information to the youtube dwellers. I do not post my videos online, a friend directs and posts them for me, I just dance, dancing is an art no matter how it is displayed. And 125 favorites is a lot, however, I wish some of them would actually mean something besides, "oh, you are so hot." Just pinch me if I am dreaming, but I want something real, and I have re-edited a lot of my profile due to sexual content that I discovered. My youtube videos can't be changed though, they are here to stay because I do not hold the password to the account. If I chose the names it would be "Alia dancing", trust me. My videos make me and my director money, so I can't very well delete sponsored videos if you catch my drift. Thanks again.
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/24/2009 3:21:25 AM | | how the hell do u make money off of those videos? please tell me and so i can get straight to work. | |
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/24/2009 3:54:56 AM | | Like I said in your last one, you are selling yourself too hard; some men take that to mean you're here for a ride and nothing else. I would think the same if I didn't check the forums every time I logged in here to see if I could give/get a little advice here and there. Your lovely, you're young, and your pictures and profile scream sex appeal in some areas; maybe changing that will help. I don't know how you are in person, but maybe some modification to that will help you too. Best of luck. | |
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/24/2009 6:54:26 AM | | Well you see, the requirements are talent, and sex appeal. If you don't have those you will never make money with videos, basically what happens though is someone will message your account and ask for your address and such, upon working for a week you receive your first check. It's a secondary job thing for me. | |
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 2/24/2009 8:33:16 AM | "I was born with a very weird anatomy."
I have seen the pics I am not picking anything up. What strange anatomy do we refer to?
Where is the catch????????
You have a feminine body, chest, you do modeling, one picture shows that you are wearing a thong under your scirt. I would guess there is no penis involved.
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| Transgender Gets All The Hurt!
Posted: 4/3/2009 1:23:43 AM | Miss Alia,
In one of your messages on here, you stated that if anyone wanted to talk then just ask. Well i'm asken for some help. Please get a hold of me when you can. my Handle on here is Vicious82jd.
Truly,
Justin
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