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I rise in the morning
to sad to eat
Didn't really want to get up
but I couldn't sleep
So I sit on the couch
and turn the tv on
Not going to watch it
Just too quiet when I'm alone
The sound can't drown out
the thoughts in my brain
Don't want to think
feels like I'm going insane
I feel like an outcast
Like I just don't belong
How did I get to this point?
Where did my life go wrong?
I 've sat here all day
in my self pity and doubt
It will be dark soon
I see the light fading out
Not looking forward to bed
I've tried counting sheep
Seems like the only thing that works
Is crying myself to sleep. | |
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| The life of a broken heart
Posted: 3/6/2009 6:35:44 PM | Dude . I pegged you for a Cancer from the first few lines..
We do love to "bleed". | |
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| The life of a broken heart
Posted: 3/6/2009 6:38:11 PM | | Yes we do. The crazy thing is that I am not even broken hearted right now, just remembering time when i was. | |
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Posted: 4/1/2009 11:07:49 PM | In from the rain,
not that I care,
cant even bebothered to brush my hair,
This is worse than dieing as your still alive,
oh my god I dont know how I am going to survive,
going threw the motions of every day things, detattched my self ,
now I can,t feel a thing,
How can you hurt so much with out any wounds,
bleed so badly , with out deep cuts,
Why did you do it.
I loved you so much,
This thing that you did,
tore me in to bits,
no its just me are your to precious kids,
Not just one,s or twice you did this to me,
I was such a fool tha amount of time you cheated on me,
Wanted it to go back to when things where good.
How did this happen , it never should.
a few weeks away from my decree absoulte,
didnt want to do it but I had no choice,
I was always talking ,
you never listened to my voice.
Your so bitter now 3 years on its not like you have not moved on,
marryed to another,but your not happy there,
Didnt expect me to try and move on you didnt really care,
The pain has dulled and I am feeling ok,
moving on with each and every day,
feeling the emotions now as i do every day taskes,
taken a while to come back from that dark place,
I never thought this pain would go, but it has I am here to show that dispite the horrible nasty pain,I am here ready to start my life again. | |
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Posted: 4/2/2009 12:23:36 PM | Ican relate to your poem very much, some of our better writings come from very dark times in our lives. The dark times in life teach us to be more compasionate in the future and that is a good thing. | |
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Posted: 4/6/2009 10:41:08 PM | theres a joy in my heart,
and its singign so lound,
feel so much better,
I feeling really proud,
cut loose from the ball and chain,
stopped my life being full of spite, hurt, hate, pain and mundane
little tiny steps I took
hey look at me ,
look look,
visualy I am diffrent girl,
some dont rember the way I was, or pherhaps they dont like to see this positive changes that come over me.
since you,ve been gone
littel and big succes have carryed on.......
grown as a person both in and out,
leaving all most all of my self doudts,
all of these years you tryed to surpress me,
now I am running free,
running as fast as I can,
not from you,
from every women child, and man,
only a few get past my wall,
the more people mess with you the higher the wall grows,
so now I will keep on going,
striving on and on,
happier, try to be the best person I can ,
with or without a man
with my true friends
I have the strenght to carry on,
knowing each day this has got to be the best way,
theres a joy in my heart and boy it is sing so loud,
feel so much better,
feeling really proud,
sometimes running
some times not
never knowing where I may stop
in search of something
I am yet to find
ask me what it is...
I have not got a clue, but when I do find it I will tell you...
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Posted: 5/25/2009 5:04:33 PM | What happened to time,
Did not see it pass.
Not even a wink,
Now I see grey hair,
My mirror still the same.
Where did my life go,
Now that I see grey,
Memories catch me.
No wonder I feel aged,
What now?
Life must go on,
Taste it fully..
Now is my time,
Our time my love.
Time is the essence,
To live fully in peace.
Take this time to dance,
To cry,laugh for us
Only the two of us.
Take my hand,
Let"s walk..
Take the time to live our life.come..
Come my love..
To the end of our time..
That belongs to us.. | |
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Posted: 5/25/2009 7:52:47 PM | I'm feeling so much sorrow
I can't even say just why
Maybe it's the weather
Or it could just be my life...
The path that I have chosen
Along this journey mine
feel's like life has passed me by
And I'm running out of time
I know I've been alot depressed
How could I not be?
The choices which I have taken
Have been wrought with responsibilities
Suddenly my life seems over
The years they flew right past
The kids' now almost grown
It all went by so fast
I branched out on my own
Hoping to get away
From being treated poorly
I wonder now should I have stayed?
How does one grab and hold on to
Those feelings of happiness
When overcome with sadness
My life seems such a mess
I don't know where to go from here
It seems that I am stuck
In a world that is for young folk
And I have run out of luck
If anyone has any notion
Of what should come to pass
Please pour some in a pitcher
So I may have a glass
That's it! A secret potion
To fill my spirit with hope
Now all I simply have to do
Is hope that I don't choke! lolol! | |
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Posted: 5/25/2009 8:47:38 PM | "Life is short,
Break the rules,
Forgive Quickly,
Love Truely,
Laugh Uncontrollibilyt,
And NEVER forget anything that made you smile!
Every 60 seconds spent angry,
Upset or Mad,
Is a full minute of Happiness You'll never get back!
It is our choice to be lonley or to give it up and be happy. We are in controll of our own
emotions!! It's called free choice.
I have walked many a rough road, and yes sell wallowed in self Pity. But No-body can love YOU, untill You love yourself!!
All the empty hearts i have carried and the lonliness i have battled, Has made me the woman I am today.
Yes , my heart does ache for that special touch, But I now know it was not MY FAULT
Happy fishing,
Sarah | |
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Posted: 5/25/2009 10:36:40 PM | I loved you,
you made me, hate me.
You gave me, hate, see?
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back,
every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad?
You feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no f*uck that!
It was my heart,
it was my life,
it was my start,
it was your knife.
This strife it dies,
this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long,
and it's true I hurt too,
remember I loved you!
I've,
lost it all,
fell today,
it's all the same
I'm sorry oh,
I'm sorry no.
I wish I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
and told you that I loved you,
every time I f*cked you.
The future that we both drew,
and all the sh*t that we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you,
the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you,
it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
~ HU | |
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Posted: 5/27/2009 6:36:02 AM | Life is short,
Break the rules,
Forgive Quickly,
Love Truely,
Laugh Uncontrollibilyt,
And NEVER forget anything that made you smile!
 Hi!!
These words so very true...
Couldn't help but to smile..
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Posted: 4/20/2012 8:05:11 AM | The day has come
For my pain to end
Can't take anymore
To long it has been
With this pain
I have suffered alone
Good at hiding it from others
No one seems to have known
I needed not burden then
With the heavyness in my soul
Need not share my darkness
They need not know
I guess they will though
After today
But they won't really care
We weren't close anyway
So no sorrys
Need to be said
Just a simple goodbye
To this life I have led
So to all good tidings
I wish you well
Good bye, good luck
And farewell | |
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Posted: 4/21/2012 8:46:19 AM | Why, only when your drunk
Do you love me
After too many shots
After too much wiskey
You call me late at night
After a night drinking again
You start with the same old
How have you been
Tell how much I'm missed
And the love you feel
I used to beloved you
But now I know its not real
We've been down this road
too many times
I know what's in store
If I fall for your lines
We will spend a wonderful night
Full of passion and desire
And in the morning
I'll realize that you were
Just a lonely liar
You will sober up
A mistake, you will say
I'm not your really your type
And I need to go away
You will break my heart again
And shatter love I thought could be
Because its only when you're drunk
That you love me | |
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Posted: 4/21/2012 9:48:33 AM | he only loves me when I'm drunk
he just won't fvck me when I'm sober
I've showed up at his door
but he don't love me like before
says I'm a sorry fvck
sober.... | |
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Posted: 4/21/2012 6:19:34 PM | | You have a great way of expressing emotions, and a way with words. Good job | |
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Posted: 5/9/2012 1:48:45 AM | I loved you so much
Why did you have to leave
We were going to be forever
Or so it seemed
In a moments breath
You left me here alone
You broke my heart
Worse than I've ever known
I'm not sure I can make it
Without you here
I miss you so much
I miss having you near
I know I shouldn't blame you
I know it wasn't your choice
But what I wouldn't give
To once again hear you voice
It wasn't your fault
That your were taken away
But why did it have to be your time
Why couldn't you just stay
Why do I have to be without you
Why do I have to be alone
What have I done to be be punished
And left with this shattered home | |
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Posted: 7/8/2012 3:26:22 AM | I am the master of my destiny
The controller of my fate
I alone decide
What I will or won't take
I walk alone
I make my on path
Stand in my way
Feel my wrath
I will not play games
Accept any lies
A master of perception
I see through you disguise
I see into your soul
I sense your fear
I can feel you heartbeat
When you come near
If you come to me
You better come correct
Don't wear a facade
Don't be suspect
If you do
I will tear you down
And leave your pieces
Scattered on the ground. | |
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Posted: 8/29/2012 11:46:31 PM | You asked me what I wanted
But my answer never came
I lost you in the moment
And I was to blame
You didn't ask for my much
But even that I couldn't give
Young and stupid
Thought I still had a life to live
Didn't think life without you
Would really be no life at all
Didn't realize just how far
I would fall
How far i would fall
Without you by my side
All because you gave me a love
That would be denied
If asked the question again
I know what I would do
I would answer with the words
I just want you | |
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