...it has been two years since I lost him. Memorial Day to be exact. I totally should be over him by now.
It took me almost 5 years to date again after I left my soulmate... I didn't think it fair to compare other men much less other emotions to what I had with him. Unfortunately, I should have used that relationship as a yardstick as far as how it made me feel... the next man - which in a haze of stupidity I married, was nowhere near as good or as healthy a relationship.
If it truly is over, count yourself lucky for having known him and move on. We can have many loves in this life and as long as the next one makes your heart sing - its all good. We learn and grow from those we've touched and been touched by in this life.