| Library Girl.
Posted: 7/20/2009 11:29:50 AM | Over the past month I have been visiting my local library more ofetn then I have used to, walking up and down isles trying to find a copy of "Are you there Vodka, It's me Chealsea!" I noticed a girl sitting in front of library catalog browsing aroung. At first, what reeled in my attention to her is that she was wearing a bright red rain jacket ( which by the way I haven't seen in recent years ) anyway I kept looking aroung until I finally found my book, I proceded to walk to the check out isle excited to know that I will some good reading material for the night. Inline waiting for the other people in front of me to finalize their transactions I took another glimpse at this girl again ( at this time I don't know why! ) I noticed she had gotten up the chair and walked a few feet to the fiction aisle, grabbed a book and walked back to the line (my line) to check the book out. Finally I was done and getting ready to walk out of the library to my car and to drive home, seating in my car letting it run for a little bit to let it warm up, I saw this girl walk out the library and to her car.....finally it hit me....I felt dumbfounded for a little bit, because I realized that I really like that girl and I knew absolutley nothing about her other then the fact that I was only attracted to her physically. She has short dirty blonde hair with green eyes and she's really short and thin, somehow my heart started to beat faster and faster as I realized that I looked like a horny highschool freshman all over again (I'm 28 now), watching this girl walking from the library to her car. I really like her, in the past I have not been this shy and frustrated about how to talk to a girl, I don't know anything about her and my trips to the library have increased to the fact that maybe I can man up and finally walk up to this girl and say Hello without sounding like a creepy weirdo. I already tried in asking my married friends about this situation, but I can't seem to get a mature answer/suggestion other then..."yeah, man....just go and pat her on the butt". Everytime I think about just walking up to her my tongue twists and my brain completely forgets about what I was to say, and I don't want her to know that I'm nervous ( that alone can be a huge turn off for her).
Any advise will be greatly appreciated, thanks in advance!
-Will | |
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